golden wind meets dew

Hold a banquet and spread the word.

Guan Jiang didn't think about it at all, nor did he think about it.He remained completely stunned for two or three seconds, and Du Jingzhou beside him remained silent.The three fell into a brief, complete silence.Chen Wei on the opposite side had a calm face, not uncomfortable with this silence.

Guan Jiang turned his head and glanced at Du Jingzhou, who was not much better than him.If there is, it is that Du Jingzhou's personality is naturally calmer than his, and his emotions are not so obvious.

"Why do you think so suddenly?" Du Jingzhou opened his mouth.

"Why is it so sudden?" Chen Wei smiled, "Of course I didn't mention it suddenly. I see that your relationship is very stable. If there is nothing else, it would be a good idea to have a ceremony."

She is over fifty years old and has been a people's teacher all her life. She has a rigorous and steady personality.Usually treat people with gentleness and manners.She is such a person, most of the time people don't feel any edges and corners.But this moment is different.Both young people could feel that there was a flame of arrogance in her heart, which had been burning silently for a long time.

Guan Jiang and Du Jingzhou looked at each other, and carefully chose their words: "It's good for us like this, as long as we live a good life, we don't need...to show it to others."

After he finished speaking, Du Jingzhou shook his hand under the table.He knew that Du Jingzhou was roughly the same as what he thought.The big fanfare to mobilize teachers and mobilize the crowd is for others to see.They don't need to prove anything.No name change is required either.

But Chen Wei remained silent, showing a three-point disappointment.In the end, the two did not persuade any more, nor did they let go of their promise to hold this wine.

That day Du Jingzhou sent Guan Jiang home and stayed here.The two discussed Chen Wei's idea and discussed Chen Wei's mentality.Finally, when it came to Chen Wei's loss, they all became a little distressed.

What they don't care about is precisely what Chen Wei values ​​more than anything else.Ever since she was single and took care of her children, she always asked herself to live a straight and open life.Even if she chooses to be different from the secular world, she still wants to let people see that she is upright.

"It's justified." She wanted to say this.

"Actually, what is just and right will not last forever. Why doesn't she understand that there is nothing that can be guaranteed forever. The form is just futile, and sometimes it is a chain..." Du Jingzhou sighed and stopped talking.

Guan Jiang listened silently.They each occupy one end of the sofa, with four legs | overlapping each other.He squeezed the buttons on his clothes for a while, and looked at the four legs of the two of them for a while.That intimate look has been seen a lot, and it has become a very common sight.

"Very common" means that once it is taken out, it will cause unaccustomed meaning.

"I'm not unwilling." Suddenly, Guan Jiang spoke.

When Du Jingzhou heard the sound, he looked up in puzzlement.Meeting his eyes, there was a little smile inside: "I didn't really want to talk to you last year, but that was because I wasn't sure I could stay in one place. I haven't done this before."

Du Jingzhou asked with his eyes, what about now?

Guan Jiang said: "Now, I am reluctant to leave you. So, it's okay. Let everyone know that I will be tied to you from now on. It's okay. If you want to promise your mother, just promise it."

There was relief on his face, and there was some subtle affection in his smiling eyes.

Du Jingzhou also laughed.The question Guan Jiang mentioned was indeed what he was thinking just now.He didn't intend to say it at first, he just needed to find a way to persuade Chen Wei to give up.Now that Guan Jiang mentioned it himself, and his mind was poked, he thought he would be somewhat embarrassed.

But no.He felt so natural, like facing himself.

"But, it's too ostentatious, I'm afraid to do it again..."

"Don't be afraid." Guan Jiang pressed his legs against him, stared into his eyes, and said, "I know you were wronged last year. Did you know that psychologically, things of this level are enough for people to develop PTSD, But don't worry, I will help you cure it. As long as you want, don't be afraid of anything, go for it, do it."

"you……"

"I'll accompany you."

"Are you talking nonsense? I don't have PTSD, so don't even try to play mind games with me." Du Jingzhou frowned, made a cold expression, and spoke righteously.

"..." The corner of Guan Jiang's mouth twitched, he didn't try to defend himself, and put more force on his legs.The entanglement is tight, and it takes a long time later.Afterwards, the two really chatted about the operability of running a wine.

There were some things that Du Jingzhou didn't think about at that time.

For example, it was not Guan Jiang's original intention to say "it doesn't matter" and "it's okay".At that time, he was still related, and it was not possible.It was the moment when he found out that Du Jingzhou wanted to have this wine in his heart, that he was willing to say "it doesn't matter" and "it's okay".

He was not willing to be pressured by anyone else to accept something—this was the case when Chen Wei asked him for a promise to Du Jingzhou last year, and this banquet was also the same.But he was willing to make Du Jingzhou happy.

Du Jingzhou's happiness brought him incomparable satisfaction, and he knew that he really loved this person.That being the case, he is willing to give whatever he wants.Let alone a wedding ceremony.

The impulse to give and give from one person to another is actually very precious.When there is this hot tide surging in the body, one should grasp it immediately.

They finally let go of Chen Wei, and Chen Wei showed the expected expression.Then the enthusiasm was high and busy.Even though she had originally proposed the matter, her enthusiasm throughout the preparations surprised the two young men.

From booking a hotel, inviting "important guests", to confirming the specific style of a wedding corsage, she personally followed up every detail.Du Jingzhou and Guan Jiang wanted to intervene, but she pushed them away.

"Don't worry about it so much, just be there on time - call more people!" Chen Wei gave the task.

"Shout more people." Guan Jiang and Du Jingzhou looked at each other, feeling embarrassed.They don't know who Chen Wei invited.When Du Jingzhou analyzed his family's social circle, he could only count three or five people who were necessary and likely to be invited.

As for themselves, they really couldn't invite anyone.

"Will it be ugly when no one is around?" Du Jingzhou was a little worried, but since the preparations had already started, it was impossible to go back on his word.

Guan Jiang has a big heart, so he doesn't worry about it.It doesn't matter how many people there are.Because as long as someone comes, even if Chen Wei's wish comes true, Du Jingzhou will feel at ease.Then, he himself was at ease.

He comforted Du Jingzhou, "No, it's really not possible, I'll hire a group of people."

...Du Jingzhou looked at it with crazy eyes, and he laughed.When he smiled, Du Jingzhou wasn't so worried anymore.

For many years, Guan Jiang felt that he was alone and wandering, and his heart had never been touched by his "family".Even if Brother Qiu passed away, he would go back mostly with the mentality of conforming to the habits of human society.For the first time, he felt that he was doing something for his "family".

However, in the whole preparation process, in the final analysis, there was only one thing that really used the two parties, and that was counting the days.

Chen Wei was too serious, it was not enough to ask for the birth date, and two people had to go to the master's side to calculate it face to face.For this reason, Du Jingzhou took an afternoon off.

Finally, a day in late summer and early autumn is calculated.

Coincidentally, that day was Dai Zhiqiu's birthday in the lunar calendar.

Maybe Chen Wei noticed it, maybe she didn't.In the end how, do not see.Anyway, when that day came, she arranged everything solemnly, with a reserved and slightly proud smile on her face all the time.

The ceremony is a little different from the general wedding of men and women.There is no welcome link at the entrance of the hotel, and visitors go directly to the hotel lobby under the package.It is said to be a lobby, but it is actually just a small and medium-sized dining room in the hotel.There were only nine tables in total.

But even these tables and chairs are not enough.

Fortunately, all the people Chen Wei invited came.

There is a colleague of Du Jingzhou's father who is now an important leader of the hospital.There is Director Yu from Du Jingzhou's department.Under the leadership of the director, all the staff of the department came here in sevens and eights.The most lively colleagues of Chen Wei are all teachers, and some of them even brought their children.

The children were in their teens, full of curiosity, and had known the grooms long ago, making the too-empty scene much more lively with their chirping.

"It's okay." Du Jingzhou quietly looked into the hall with his head, and heaved a sigh of relief.

Chen Wei was switching between greeting the guests and arranging the master of ceremonies to prepare for the ceremony.Guan Jiang also came to take a peek, resting his chin on Du Jingzhou's shoulder, he said softly, "Your mother is very satisfied, are you relieved?"

Du Jingzhou nodded: "Yes."

"I have another surprise for you, what do you think?"

"What?" Du Jingzhou turned his head and saw a bit of cunning in Guan Jiang's eyes. "What did you do?"

"Hmm." Guan Jiang stood up straight, pressed the voice button on WeChat, said "Come in", and then winked mysteriously at Du Jingzhou.At this time, the master of ceremonies outside had already stepped onto the stage and was talking about the procedure.Soon two newcomers were invited to the stage.

Guan Jiang adjusted his clothes and Du Jingzhou's, bowed his head and kissed him: "Let's go."

Should have known something was going to happen.Later Du Jingzhou thought so.

In fact, during the more than a year of dating Guan Jiang, Guan Jiang has not revealed much of his ostentatious, even noisy and crazy side of his personality.The age and appearance meet each other's eyes, which is a logical idea.The relationship is not deep, and the pressure will dissipate as soon as it comes.If it wasn't for the chance meeting on the trip, they definitely wouldn't get back together.If it wasn't for the fate of a teenager, he would never have recognized the other party.

In short, Guan Jiang seems to be a very casual person who is not willing to use force.

But—how should I put it, he just knew that one day Guan Jiang would do something to make grandness come, certainty come, and the future come.If he were not such a person, there would be no rainy night ten years ago.

Back to the wedding.

It's easy to say, that is, when they came to the stage, the door of the hall was pushed open, and many people poured in.At first, Du Jingzhou almost thought that Guan Jiang hired a group of guests with money.Later, these people came to them one by one in line, and showed them a small cardboard with various online names written on it, and some people brought handwritten letters.

Among them, some said "I'm sorry" to them with shame on their faces, some said happily "Oh my God, you are really married", some apologized first and then blessed... without exception, they all had a sincere heart , bright kindness.

These are all the netizens that Guan Jiang carefully selected in the comments on last year's posts, contacted and communicated one by one, and finally confirmed the invitation.

They used to speak with a different mindset and had a different impact.And on this day, they came to meet with their own eyes the people they talked about and even hurt, and said a sincere word.

They came over one by one, and Du Jingzhou accepted the apology and blessing.There are too many people, and the process is a bit long.The applause from the audience lasted for a long time.He was extremely quiet amidst the noise, and Guan Jiang was also very quiet standing beside him.

This is a dangerous thing, Guan Jiang, this flamboyant guy.He evaluated secretly in his heart.

I also thought, holding a same-sex wedding in a place like Rongcheng is scary in itself, and even having such an exaggerated plot, what if I don't like it?Do not accept it?Not happy?In case I...

"Are you still wronged?" Suddenly, Guan Jiang put his hand on his back, leaning into his ear and asked in a low voice, "Do you think it's fairer?"

... Well, Guan Jiang has pinpointed my pulse.Du Jingzhou pulled himself out of his stomach, and all the unexpected guests were seated.He raised his hand and touched the corners of his eyes, wiping them a little moist.Tilting his head slightly, he answered Guan Jiang.

"You're cunning."

"How do you like it?"

Du Jingzhou paused and said, "Yes."

Like, accept, be happy.Don't feel wronged.To be fair...the whole mood blends together, it is light and open, I don't know how to define it.

But if you have to say it, it should be "reconciliation".

And those turbulent and wanton injuries for no reason, and the pain that I desperately tore, swallowed, and ignored during that time, and the anxiety and uncertainty that I still have from time to time, and the PTSD that may really exist...

Anyway, this is the most accurate and fierce "intervention treatment" that Guan Jiang has done to him for their future.So many years later, they have lived their lives as plain as water, and as long as they think of this day, the feeling of heartbeat will still rush through their bodies suddenly.

For both of them, yes.

Even if life is long, with such a dose of medicine, it will be crazy and deadly, all the way to the end.

(Finish)