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Chapter 18 Now I don't need a hero to save because I already saved my life

"Chen Siyi, I'm sorry for you, but if you ask me, you won't regret it, I won't regret it"

"I do not blame you"

After hearing the whole story, Chen Siyi couldn't calm down for a long time. He really couldn't blame Lu Xiao. If he was in the same situation as Lu Xiao, he didn't know if he would do better than Lu Xiao.Of course, Ying Zhen can't be blamed, Ying Zhen is more innocent than Chen Siyi, Chen Siyi didn't bear any stigma, but Ying Zhen was blamed and misunderstood by Chen Siyi and couldn't explain it, so she could only swallow her grievance silently.Do you want to blame the person who caused this incident?What would Lu Xiao's mother do without that money!After all, no one did evil, but they did hurt others.

Lu Xiao finally told Chen Siyi and Ying Zhen's indebtedness to Chen Siyi and Ying Zhen that he had been condemning in his heart for a long time. story up.

In order to make this incident pass completely, there is another person who must know the whole story, that is Ying Zhen.Chen Siyi dialed Ying Zhen's phone number, and Ying Zhen connected quickly.

"Senior, do you have time tomorrow morning? I want to chat with you."

Ying Zhen was obviously very happy to receive Chen Siyi's call, and said to Chen Siyi, "If you have time, Siyi, tell me the location."

"Meet you at the coffee shop we used to go to!"

...

The next morning, when Chen Siyi arrived, Ying Zhen had already been waiting for a while. After Chen Siyi sat down, she smiled friendlyly at Ying Zhen, whom she hadn't seen for a long time. up.The atmosphere was not as embarrassing as imagined. Chen Siyi wanted to get out of everything that happened in the past. Ying Zhen is actually a very good person, and he is always so gentle with the world. But Chen Siyi said such exaggerated things to him, but he was still willing to sit down and chat with him, Chen Siyi felt so guilty.

In the end, it was Chen Siyi who broke the silence. He looked directly into Ying Zhen's eyes and said to him, "I'm sorry, Ying Zhen, I misunderstood you."

Chen Siyi will talk about the accident of meeting Lu Xiao, Lu Xiao's situation, and finally his apology to Ying Zhen. Chen Siyi thinks that the most innocent person in the whole thing is Ying Zhen. In fact, he is not completely innocent. He guesses this The absurd thing happened because of him. Although he hasn't verified it with Lin Linbei yet, based on his understanding of Lin Linbei, he must have played a role in it.

"Why doesn't Lu Xiao come to me directly, I can help her, she is also a poor person"

Ying Zhen looked very sad, Chen Siyi didn't know what to do to comfort him, and Ying Zhen couldn't possibly understand that although some people are struggling in the dark, their self-esteem is worth more than gold in their eyes precious things.

"Okay, Ying Zhen, it's been a long time, and Lu Xiao is no longer immersed in the grief of losing a loved one, so don't feel sorry for her anymore." Chen Siyi hoped that Ying Zhen could also escape from the past, after all Telling him everything by himself is not to make him forget the scars of the past, but as the person involved, he has the right to know. Secondly, there are some things that must be said, the pain can disappear in memory, and a new dawn will usher in.

"Thank you for telling me everything"

"It's okay, it's what I should do." Chen Siyi responded with a relaxed smile.

Ying Zhen looked at each other with a smile, and asked Chen Siyi, "How are you doing now? Is he treating you well?"

Chen Siyi thought of Lin Linbei who was very busy every day but still took time to meet him, and she felt sweet, and said with a smile, "I'm very happy, and he treats me very well."

"As long as you live a good life, I mean, will we still be friends in the future? I can't let me lose my boyfriend and a good friend at the same time, double loss!" Ying Zhen is already able to joke with Chen Siyi, Chen Siyi I also feel very relieved. Although the two have been together before, why not be friends frankly after separation?

"Senior, of course it is."

But senior, you should be happy too!

...

After working overtime and being busy for half a month, the projects that Lin Linbei handled were always successfully finalized, and Lin Linbei received a huge bonus for this.Lin Linbei intends to use the money to take Chen Siyi on a trip abroad during the summer vacation that is more than a month away, but Lin Linbei is still hesitating about the exact location.

And Chen Si thought that Lin Linbei was finally going to settle accounts with him after he finally let go.

One day when the two of them were having dinner, Chen Sixi casually asked Lin Linbei while eating sweet and sour short ribs, "Do you know Lu Xiao?"

Lin Linbei panicked when he heard this, and couldn't find the words to answer Chen Siyi for a moment.

"Lin Linbei, are you taking the initiative to explain to me, or should I tell you what I know? You decide for yourself." After finishing speaking, Chen Siyi put down her chopsticks and waited for Lin Linbei to reply.

Lin Linbei had no choice. He guessed that Chen Siyi already knew what he had done to separate him and Ying Zhen. In fact, Lin Linbei was not afraid that Chen Siyi would know the truth. He would never deny what he had done. The fear was that Chen Siyi would leave him.

"In a word, it's very simple. Lu Xiao needs money, and I need you, so we made a deal."

Chen Siyi looked at Lin Linbei, he thought he knew Lin Linbei very well, but at this moment he still felt that Lin Linbei's thoughts were different from ordinary people.

"Lin Linbei, have you thought about a possibility?"

"what?"

"That is, if I don't love you, even if you break up Ying Zhen and me, I still won't be with you, maybe there will be a next boyfriend, so do you want to keep breaking up?" Chen Siyi said speechlessly.

"Then I'll keep tearing it down until one day you come back and look at me." Lin Linbei said confidently.

Chen Siyi felt that she was completely defeated by Lin Linbei's childishness. He was like a child on the edge of a corner, spinning in his own thinking, and refused to come out no matter what.

"Tear down the wall, then you can tear down the wall." Chen Siyi said angrily.

There are many people in the world who don't hit the south wall and don't look back, but none of them are like Lin Linbei who hit the south wall and don't look back. They just stand in the corner and think about how to tear down the wall every day, but he never thought about it. He, there is actually no wall to tear down between them, and when he turns around, he can actually hug Chen Siyi.

Lin Linbei hugged the angry Chen Siyi and did not let go, nestled on his collarbone and acted like a baby to him, "Baby, I can't help it either, you know, I don't want to live without you, during that time, I Every day I want to take a blade and slash my wrist, but when I think about it, if I die, then you and him can really get along for a hundred years, and I am so angry that I don’t want to die.”

Chen Siyi became even angrier when she heard Lin Linbei's extreme thoughts, "Lin Linbei, do you want me to live in peace for the rest of my life after you die? Your heart is too poisonous."

"No, baby, I just can't lose you," Lin Linbei said seriously.

Chen Siyi twitched in distress. Lin Linbei used to love him innocently and hopelessly. He regretted it very much. Why did the two of them miss each other for so long and get together after going through such a ridiculous story, but they were very fortunate, fortunate God did not take away his happiness, but finally left Lin Linbei to him.

He thought in his heart, Lin Linbei, I will never leave you again.

...

June is coming soon, and the phoenix flowers of North State University are also in bloom. Large clusters of fiery red phoenix flowers are blooming on the branches, watching the parting and tears of graduates year after year.Many people walk out of the ivory tower with confusion and ignorance, and start another life in the melting pot of society.

Graduates, welcome to the world of adults!

When Ying Zhen called Chen Siyi to invite him to watch the graduation party, Chen Siyi was busy in the laboratory. Ying Zhen said, "Come on, Siyi, I have a show. If you still treat me as a friend, come and join me."

So, as a member of Ying Zhen's family and friends group, he sat in the front row with others and watched the whole performance. The whole party was full of reluctance for campus life and hope for the future.Chen Siyi waited for a long time for Ying Zhen to enter the stage. When Ying Zhen entered the stage, Chen Siyi realized that there was a familiar face standing in the aisle of the inner seat, holding a DSLR against Ying Zhen on the stage.

Today Ying Zhen wore a well-ironed white shirt, held an acoustic guitar, and sat in front of the microphone. The blue light shone on his face, and spots of light moved with his singing.Chen Siyi didn't know when Yu Hang came, maybe he had come before but Chen Siyi didn't notice, maybe he came not long before Ying Zhen took the stage, but Chen Siyi was sure that Yu Hang looked into Ying Zhen's eyes Here, there is light.

"My life is just about to start

Now I don't need your wingsstofly

Now I don't need a hand to hold in mine this time

You held me down but I broke free

I found the love inside of me

Now I don't need a day to survive

Cause I already saved my life”

My life is about to begin, now I don't need your wings to take me flying, this time I don't need you to hold my hand, I broke free from your arms, I found that love has grown in my heart, now I don't need it A hero comes to the rescue because I've saved my life.

Chen Siyi knew why Ying Zhen asked him to come and listen to his singing. After Ying Zhen knew everything, she still wanted to say goodbye to Chen Siyi.