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Chapter No.17 Chen Siyi, I am sorry for you, but if you ask me, you will not regret it, I will not regret it

"Chen Siyi, do you know how long I've been waiting for you?"

With a guilty conscience, Chen Siyi could only say sorry to Lin Linbei, hoping to appease Lin Linbei's anger.

"Don't associate with Yu Hang anymore," Lin Linbei said angrily.

"Lin Linbei, it's really not about the flight, it's all my fault." Chen Siyi has never been able to accept Lin Linbei's behavior of making him break up with others at every turn, and Lin Linbei is also angry with himself. There is no need to involve the relevant people.

"It's none of his business, did you ask him to post it?" Lin Linbei was so angry that his eyes were red.

"What are you posting?" Chen Siyi asked in bewilderment.

"Moments, see for yourself, what do you think Yu Hang is up to?" Lin Linbei was so angry that he didn't want to speak, and squeezed out these words from his throat.

Chen Siyi quickly turned on her phone and went to the circle of friends that Yu Hang posted tonight. The picture was still the same one. Yu Hang put his arms around Chen Siyi's shoulders, and Chen Siyi was snuggled into his arms. But the words that were paired, I have to say, even Chen Siyi felt very ambiguous Yes, "Have dinner at Beizhou Mansion with the adorable little friend Siyi, and the child said that the beautiful scenery should be shared with the ones he loves." There is a little red heart next to the words.

The meal was eaten by Chen Siyi and Yu Hang in Beizhou Mansion, and the words were indeed spoken by Chen Siyi to Hang, but why is the combination so strange?Is this because I can understand every word in the legend, but I still don't understand the meaning of this sentence.Chen Siyi didn't know how to explain to Lin Linbei that he really didn't have the slightest intention of having an affair with Yu Hang, but he didn't know where to start.

Lin Linbei looked at Chen Siyi and was silent for a long time after watching the phone, and became even angrier. He wondered if he didn't even have an explanation to comfort him, even if he lied to himself. Is silence the default meaning?

Chen Siyi thought about it over and over again, and decided that it would be better to tell the truth about her inner thoughts, "Lin Linbei, you have to believe me, I have no intention of being more than a friend to Hang Zhen."

"You are not interested in him, so have you ever thought about what he means to you? You clearly know what he means to you, but you still give him a chance to approach you. What do you mean by yourself?"

Chen Siyi thought to himself, does this mean that he and Lin Linbei are going to start Qiong Yao's dog blood drama again?

"I don't know what he means to me. I can only guarantee my own thoughts. If Yu Hang has other thoughts about me, it's a big deal that I won't associate with him in the future. Lin Linbei, don't be angry." It's so late , Chen Siyi really doesn't want to be at the door of the dormitory, the two of them are arguing with each other like two idiots, why not go back to sleep?

Chen Siyi approached Lin Linbei, and opened his arms to hug him. Doing so would calm Lin Linbei's anger, anyway, it always did.Unexpectedly, Lin Linbei pushed him away when he was about to wrap his arms around his waist.

"Where does the smell of tobacco and alcohol come from?" Chen Siyi has always been a good boy. Although Lin Linbei smokes himself, he doesn't let Chen Siyi touch it. He always feels that cigarettes are not a good thing. People like Chen Siyi should not Unpleasant tobacco smell.

After 12 o'clock, the street lamps have also been extinguished, only the cold moon still gently gives the light to the pedestrians returning at night.Before Chen Siyi was standing a few steps away from Lin Linbei, Lin Linbei didn't notice the bruises on Chen Siyi's face, but now the two are very close, and under the moonlight Lin Linbei saw the scars on Chen Siyi's face .

Lin Linbei frowned and asked Chen Siyi, "What's wrong with your face?"

Chen Siyi knew that he couldn't escape, so he told Lin Linbei the truth about what happened tonight, but he didn't say that the woman he came out for was Lu Xiao, and vaguely said that someone bullied the little girl in the bar, he couldn't see When he went down, he shot and beat people, and when someone called the police, he went in, and was released when the matter was not too serious.

Lin Linbei was angry and distressed, and pulled Chen Siyi back.

"Lin Linbei, where are you going so late?" Chen Siyi didn't know where Lin Linbei wanted to take him.

"Hospital"

"Don't worry about this little injury. I'll be fine in a few days after I go back and apply some red medicine.

"No" fists don't have eyes, what if Chen Siyi gets internal injuries and can't tell what to do!

Lin Linbei couldn't blame the injured Chen Siyi anymore, after all, it was too late to feel distressed, so he wrote down a large sum of money on Yu Hang's account.

When they arrived at the hospital, it was already early morning, and Lin Linbei took Chen Siyi to the emergency room.Chen Siyi's injury was not very serious. After the doctor checked that there was no serious problem, the nurse asked the nurse to disinfect and apply medicine to Chen Siyi.

After a turbulent day, it was already two o'clock in the morning when he walked out of the hospital. When he returned to the dormitory, Chen Siyi was afraid of disturbing his roommate's rest and causing public anger. It's okay to stay in a hotel for one night, so as not to have to go back and forth. Lin Linbei agreed after working overtime for a day and was tired.

But they didn't expect that there were no vacancies in the hotels near the hospital, and many people who brought their families to the hospital for medical check-ups from other places filled the nearby hotels.Chen Siyi and the others managed to find a hotel with vacancies, but they were told by the receptionist that there were only deluxe double rooms.

Chen Siyi and the others had no choice but to make do with it overnight.

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The next morning, Lin Linbei took the exhausted Chen Siyi to drink porridge at a porridge shop near the hospital. The people who came and went had anxious or sad expressions on their faces, only Chen Siyi and the others were in a hurry. to drink porridge.

Chen Siyi thought that the hospital is the best place to see all living beings. From the first cry of a baby to the end of the old man's last words, life is endless and reincarnation is endless. This is the happiest and saddest place in the world.

After sending Chen Siyi back to school, Lin Linbei went to work in the company. Recently, they were following up a project, and he, an intern, was also very busy every day.

Life is like this, there are occasional ups and downs, and after the ups and downs, it is a life as plain as water.Chen Siyi started to live a simple life every day, doing experiments and classes during the day, and spending time with her boyfriend at night. When her boyfriend was busy, she stayed in the dormitory by herself, holding snacks or fruits, watching movies and watching dramas with her notebook. Life was very comfortable, just In this way, spring will pass quickly.

When summer comes, Lin Linbei's 21st birthday is also approaching.The day Lin Linbei was born happened to be the summer solstice in the 24 solar terms. When he came on June [-], summer also came.At the end of May, Chen Siyi was thinking about what to prepare for Lin Linbei, but after much deliberation, she couldn't think of any shortcomings in Lin Linbei that Chen Siyi needed to buy for him.

In the end, Chen Siyi decided to draw a set of boyfriend coupons for Lin Linbei, so she ordered black cardboard and pens of various colors online, ready to show off her skills.

On a certain night when Chen Siyi was painting with a pen, she received a transfer on WeChat with a beep. When Chen Siyi picked up her phone to check, she found that it was Lu Xiao who had transferred the money he had advanced last time to him.

Chen Siyi didn't have much hatred for Lu Xiao, although she ruined the relationship between him and Ying Zhen.When a girl is short of money and goes to work in a bar, she can still pay off all the money she owes, so she is not really a villain.

Chen Siyi sent Lu Xiao a cute little bear holding up the emoji package he received. He hoped that Lu Xiao could let go of the old grudges and start over.

"I'm sorry, Chen Siyi." Lu Xiao once again solemnly apologized to Chen Siyi.

Chen Siyi thought for a while, and still replied, "I'm sorry, it's not you, it's Ying Zhen, what happened yesterday died yesterday, you should also look forward."

"Actually, the one who is sorry for you is not Ying Zhen, but me."

For Lu Xiao, who was blinded by defending his beloved, Chen Siyi also hated iron and steel.

"Lu Xiao, you have to understand that it's because there are so many women like you in the world who help men talk indiscriminately that there are half-hearted men like Ying Zhen who eat from a bowl and watch from a pot."

"What if Ying Zhen isn't half-hearted?"

Chen Siyi was stunned when she saw it. What do you mean? Wasn't it you, Lu Xiao, who put the photos and stories in front of me?Now that she was betraying her again, Chen Siyi didn't know how to believe and face Lu Xiao's words.

"Actually, Ying Zhen and I really have nothing to do with each other. He and I just studied in the same class for a short time in high school."

"Ying Zhen is actually a very good person, it's my fault, I shouldn't have done that."

"My parents divorced when I was a child, and I lived with my mother. Although life was hard, I was really satisfied at that time."

"Later, when I was in high school, my mother was diagnosed with uremia and needed a lot of money for dialysis every month. Later, I dropped out of school. Continue your studies”

Chen Siyi couldn't bear to watch it any longer, and felt that his heart was being pinched and hurt by a pair of hands. He directly called Lu Xiao on Wechat, and wanted him to explain the matter clearly.

Lu Xiao's voice was pale, and he said with a sob, "People like you may never understand that sometimes money is really more important than anything else, and it can save lives."

"At that time, I declined Ying Zhen's kindness, but he still kept the money. At that time, I took the money and kept crying, because I knew that my future was gone."

The dreamed future is gone. It doesn’t need a lot of money and good food and clothing. It only needs a small house, a decent job, and if you are lucky enough, you will meet love. The future will never come again.It's ridiculous to say, but Lu Xiao, who was a teenager at the time, really thought that way.

"Can you imagine, when that person found me and put 10 yuan in front of me, I felt that God would finally favor me once, just drink a glass of wine for Ying Zhen, take a few photos and tell you a story If there is no story, I can pay the medical bills for several months, but..."

Lu Xiao's tone became more and more painful, and he even paused for a while before he started to talk again, "Maybe people really can't do bad things, the hospital still didn't use that money in the end, after my mother left, I just used the money there Light sent her away."

Chen Siyi had a sore nose but didn't know how to comfort her, so she could only say "I'm sorry, I don't know..."

"Chen Siyi, I am sorry for you, but if you ask me, you will not regret it, and I will not regret it."