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Chapter 19 At this moment, Lin Linbei felt a little in love with this world

Ying Zhen's program was the penultimate one. After Ying Zhen stepped down, there was a chorus of juniors and juniors, and it was completely over.After the party, Chen Siyi went to the backstage to say goodbye to Ying Zhen.When Chen Siyi walked backstage, she saw Ying Zhen talking to someone who was holding a bouquet of flowers and wanted to give it to Ying Zhen. Chen Siyi didn't have the habit of eavesdropping on the corner, and really just overheard their conversation.

"Brother Ying Zhen, happy graduation!" After Yu Hang finished speaking, he handed the flower to Ying Zhen.

Ying Zhen smelled the flowers in Wen's arms, and said with a smile, "Thank you, Yu Hang".

Yu Hang lowered his head in embarrassment, Chen Siyi's cell phone rang suddenly, Yu Hang and Ying Zhen looked at Chen Siyi tacitly, Chen Siyi saw that it was Lin Linbei's call, and it was not convenient for him to answer it in this situation, so he just Hanging up the phone, he said to the two people who were looking at him, "You guys keep talking, Ying Zhen, I just came to say hello to you, I'm leaving first."

Chen Siyi turned and left without disturbing the conversation between the two, suddenly remembered that as a friend, he should also give Ying Zhen a blessing, so she turned around and looked at Ying Zhen who was holding a large bouquet of flowers and said, "Yes, Ying Zhen, graduation Happy! Best wishes for the future!"

After speaking, Chen Siyi hurriedly left the backstage without waiting for the two to react. Chen Siyi was not surprised that Ying Zhen and Yu Hang knew each other. Ying Zhen had worked in the student union of the school before, and was also a minister. It's normal, but what surprised him was that Yu Hang's name was Brother Ying Zhen. There must be some unknown story between them. What role does he play.

Just as Chen Siyi was sorting out his thoughts, his cell phone rang again, and this time he pressed to connect.

"Where are you?"

Chen Siyi couldn't judge Lin Linbei's emotions from Lin Linbei's voice, but Chen Siyi always had an ominous premonition.

"in school"

"Where's the school? Yingzhen's graduation party?"

Chen Siyi could feel that Lin Linbei was angry now, but it was true that he had just come out of Ying Zhen's graduation party.Chen Siyi felt that he should strike first.

"Lin Linbei, can you stop making trouble, Ying Zhen and I are just ordinary friends now, ordinary friends have graduated, it's not too much for me to congratulate you!"

"You are not too much, not at all, I am the one who is too much, and I should not separate you"

Lin Linbei's voice sounded very aggrieved, Chen Siyi thought Lin Linbei's eyes were red again!Chen Siyi could even think of Lin Linbei wiping his tears with a small handkerchief, the pitiful white lotus.

Before Chen Siyi could speak, Lin Linbei spoke again, "Chen Siyi, let me tell you, don't even think about getting back together with Ying Zhen, if you don't believe me, try it."

"Recombine woolen yarn. You said you are a friend. If I am a friend, I will reunite with him. What do you want to do? Do you want to unravel it again? You can use those little tricks once, but do you want to use them a second time?" Chen Siyi was also stunned by Lin Linbei's anger, and he started talking nonsense. He thought that after being together for so long, Lin Linbei should always believe that he loved him. Why couldn't he trust Chen Siyi more? Is it just a scumbag who wants to green him at any time?

Chen Siyi couldn't agree with this tone, and Lin Linbei was still aggrieved over there.

"For him, you talk to me like this, and you still kill me..."

Chen Siyi really didn't want to hear Lin Linbei's imaginary things anymore, so he hung up the phone. Lin Linbei, who was at the door of the dormitory, was so angry that he threw the phone on the ground. The screen of the good phone fell to pieces. I don't understand what is so good about Ying Zhen. As soon as Ying Zhen appears, Chen Siyi will immediately abandon him. Is it possible that Chen Siyi will stay by his side at ease only when Ying Zhen disappears in this world.

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Chen Siyi felt strange, because Lin Linbei didn't come to him these few days. After these few days of calmness, Chen Siyi's anger had already dissipated. He also wanted to understand that the relationship between two people cannot be maintained by only one person. He has to coax his boyfriend, and someone has to take a step back first, so that the relationship can go on for a long time.

When Chen Siyi arrived at Lin Linbei's dormitory, the door of Lin Linbei's dormitory was not closed securely. Chen Siyi gently pushed the door open and found that no one was inside, the windows of the dormitory were not open, and the dark room was full of the smell of tobacco.Chen Siyi felt very strange, there was no one in the dormitory, why didn't the door be closed, did Lin Linbei forget to close it when he went out?Probably not, Lin Linbei is a cautious person, he will not even forget to close the door.

Chen Siyi heard a sound in the bathroom. It was the sound of water hitting the floor drop by drop. Chen Siyi quickly walked towards the bathroom. He saw Lin Linbei paralyzed on the bathroom floor with small white pills scattered all over the floor. unconscious.

Chen Siyi felt cold, and immediately called 120. After a while, an ambulance took him and Lin Linbei to the hospital.In the ambulance, while holding Lin Linbei's hand, Chen Siyi couldn't control the tears streaming down his face. He couldn't figure out how things had come to this point, so tragic and desperate, how could Lin Linbei , How could he be willing to abandon himself.

As soon as he arrived at the hospital, Lin Linbei was pushed into the emergency room. Chen Siyi was very anxious at the door of the emergency room, praying to God in his heart to return Lin Linbei to him, and he was willing to give everything for it.Fortunately, after a while, the doctor came out, and Chen Sixi asked anxiously, "Doctor, how is he, has he been rescued?"

The doctor glanced at the eager Chen Siyi and said helplessly, "Can you figure out the situation and call 120 in the future? He woke up just as he was about to wash his stomach. He just took a few sleeping pills and fell asleep. It's worth wasting so much medical resources." ?"

After the doctor finished speaking, he left in a hurry, but Chen Siyi froze on the spot, unable to recover for a long time, woke up, but just fell asleep, so he should be thankful that Lin Linbei didn't really do anything stupid, Or should he scold Lin Linbei who made him worry for nothing?

Lin Linbei actually woke up when he was in the ambulance, because Chen Siyi kept talking in his ear, he heard Chen Siyi say "I'm sorry, Lin Linbei, I was wrong, I will listen to you in the future, as long as you wake up ", Chen Siyi also said, "Lin Linbei, I love you, I have loved you all my life, how can you let go of me", Lin Linbei felt that he was dreaming at that time, such a beautiful dream, Chen Siyi said he loved him And only love his dreams, how could he be willing to open his eyes.

Lin Linbei was afraid, afraid that everything would disappear when he opened his eyes. He was still lying in his dormitory, watching his mobile phone, hoping that Chen Siyi could call him, even if he could send a short message, but the mobile phone was always as quiet as if it was turned off. Like a machine.

It wasn't until one drop after another of warm tears dripped onto his face that he realized that everything was not a dream. Only then did he dare to believe that he had really heard Chen Siyi say that he loved him.Once a person has a little bit of sweetness, he will always ask for more things, just like Lin Linbei, after hearing Chen Siyi say he loves him, he wants to keep listening, to hear more and more love that Chen Siyi has never told meaning.

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Chen Siyi and Lin Linbei sat side by side on the bench in the hospital. Both of them were waiting for the other to speak first, so the atmosphere became silent.

After the two sat in the hospital for a while, Chen Siyi stood up suddenly. Lin Linbei thought he was going to leave, so he reached out and grabbed his wrist. Chen Siyi looked down at the overlapping hands of the two, and then looked at Lin Linbei. Lin Bei's face, wanted to speak, but Lin Linbei spoke first, "Where are you going, don't go?" Lin Linbei's voice was timid and eager, and Chen Siyi felt a little funny in his heart, so he replied, "Go to the toilet, let go."

Lin Linbei thought that Chen Siyi's tone was so cold that he didn't want to let go of his hand, and said "I won't let go" like a child.Chen Siyi raised an eyebrow at Lin Linbei and said, "Then, together?" So Chen Siyi walked in front and dragged Lin Linbei, and the two went to the bathroom like Siamese twins.

When Chen Siyi was washing her hands in front of the sink, she heard Lin Linbei say "Baby, I'm sorry" to him in a mosquito-like voice.Chen Siyi didn't want to meet Lin Linbei's gaze, he knew that Lin Linbei's eyes must be on him, so he didn't move when he heard Lin Linbei's words, and continued to wash his fingers with water.

Lin Linbei thought that Chen Siyi didn't hear his apology, and he knew that he had done something wrong, so he said "Baby, I was wrong" in Chen Siyi's ear again.When Chen Siyi looked up at Lin Linbei, Lin Linbei realized that Chen Siyi's eyes were red as if they had been scorched by fire. He thought that he seemed to have underestimated his influence on Chen Siyi. It turned out that Chen Siyi cared so much about him.

Lin Linbei was overwhelmed by remorse and joy. He stepped forward and hugged Chen Siyi without hesitation. Chen Siyi struggled desperately in his arms, hammering Lin Linbei's back with his own hands. People went to the sink of the hospital and cried loudly, "Lin Linbei, bastard, you scared me to death", the hospital is the most magical place, because no matter what sorrow, despair, or pain is happening here, people will not feel strange.

If you love someone, you will not be willing to let him suffer any harm.Lin Linbei didn't actually tell Chen Siyi how Lin Linbei spent the few days before he came to find him.Every morning when he got up, he forced himself to eat, and forced himself not to go near Beizhou University, otherwise he would definitely not be able to control himself to find Chen Siyi. He was actually very scared in his heart, afraid that Chen Siyi really didn't want him.

What Lin Linbei didn't dare to tell Chen Sixi was that he actually thought about it once and for all. He wondered if Chen Sixi would remember him forever.He counted the white medicines in front of the mirror, and put them into his mouth one by one. He suddenly feared that he was not that important to Chen Siyi, and Chen Siyi would completely forget him, just like the happy ending in all fairy tales. After the villain died, the two protagonists, Chen Siyi and Ying Zhen, lived in the big castle and lived a happy life.

Lin Linbei thought about all these gloomy things, and he would bury them in his heart forever, and he would not let Chen Siyi know about them. He was very thankful that he accidentally knocked over the bottle of sleeping pills to the ground.He was very lucky, glad that he woke up when Chen Siyi said he loved him.He hugged Chen Siyi and looked at the gardenia tree planted in the hospital through the screen window. The small white flowers exuded a faint fragrance in the sun, full of vitality. At this moment, Lin Linbei felt that he fell in love with this world a little bit .