Walk towards the sun

When the buns came out of the pot, Qin Xing only read more than 100 messages. He didn't know what kind of mood Xie Yang had been in contact with him for more than three years, but he never received a reply. Dare to think, just feel blocked in the heart.

After all, time has passed so long, and Qin Xing couldn't accurately feel Xie Yang's mood at that time from these messages. Except for one piece of Xie Yang directly saying that I miss you, the others were words that he didn't understand, and that he was not by his side. Xie Yang lost contact with his parents again, how did Xie Yang live alone these past few years.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Xie Yang jumped up from the sofa and stared straight at him.

Qin Xing shook the bag in his hand: "I went to buy some breakfast. I heard that a steamed stuffed bun shop has just opened. It's delicious. When I went there, the first pot was just sold out, so I waited a few minutes longer."

Xie Yang nodded, took the things in his hands and carried them to the kitchen.

"Why don't you sleep a little longer?" Qin Xing asked him.

"Wake up and see that you're not here." Xie Yang swallowed back the last words. Neither he nor Qin Xing were hypocritical people, and they were embarrassed to say the words when they came to their lips.

"Let's go to sleep after eating later." He could feel Xie Yang's gaze staring at him all the time, Qin Xing took out the bowl and poured the porridge he bought into it, "I'm back, I'm not leaving."

Xie Yang wanted to smoke again, he went to look for the clothes he changed yesterday, but there was nothing in his pocket.

"What are you looking for?" Qin Xing asked him.

Xie Yang covered his eyes: "Smoke."

Qin Xing raised his hand to touch the back of his head, but Xie Yang had already grown taller, not the kid who had reached his chest, so Qin Xing patted him on the back: "What do you smoke early in the morning, wash your face and brush your teeth?" Hurry up and eat, the porridge will be cold in a while."

Xie Yang picked up a bun and ate half of it in one bite.

Qin Xing put the peeled eggs into his bowl: "Eat slowly, there is soup in the buns, don't burn them."

Xie Yang ate in a hurry, choked and couldn't swallow, Qin Xing quickly poured water for him, and he was finally healed after drinking half a glass of water.

"Are you graduating soon?"

"kindness."

"Then what's your plan, continue to study or work?"

"Baoyan."

"I've become a top student." Speaking of a top student, Qin Xing thought of Tang Jun again, "How is Tang Jun, do you still have contact with him?"

"I've been in touch with him all the time. He's very nice. He even said that he's a B major. His boyfriend's school is not far from him. We often have dinner together."

Tang Jun, boyfriend?During Xie Yang's high school, he also had a lot of contact with Xie Yang, his roommate, but he didn't notice it at all, but since he knew it at that time, maybe Tang Jun's relationship was indispensable in Xie Yang's matter.

Qin Xing nodded: "Then when will you go back to school?"

Xie Yang was drinking porridge with his head down, when he heard this sentence he looked up at him, paused for a few seconds before saying: "Leave tomorrow."

Maybe he misunderstood again, Qin Xing quickly explained: "I have no other meaning, just asking."

"I know, I'm working with a crew next week, and a senior brother introduced me to be a screenwriter for the crew, so I need to go back in advance to prepare."

This surprised Qin Xing. Xie Yang was able to join the crew without graduating from a bachelor's degree. Many small screenwriters in the [-]th line had to endure for several years or even ten years before they could join the crew.

"Have you been with the crew before?"

Xie Yang shook his head: "No, it's the first time."

"Where are you going, the film and television base or where?"

"The film and television base is in Shunyi, and it is convenient for the respondent to go back to school."

Qin Xing nodded.

Qin Xing's return this time meant that there must be some changes in the relationship between the two of them. They had just met, and both sides were in a cautious state, so no one dared to mention it rashly.

During the three years in L City, whenever Qin Xing was free, he would think of Xie Yang, the last time he saw Xie Yang confess to him on stage, the two people in high school who were at odds because of a make-up student, and the two of them in the second year of junior high school. During the year they spent together day and night, Qin Xing thought that Xie Yang would be gradually forgotten by him after a long time. Like Bai Xue, Qin Xing's ten-year relationship only took a few months to calm down.

But as the days passed, not only did Xie Yang not fade from his mind, but those memories became more and more profound. He could clearly recall the boy who held a cake for him to celebrate Teacher's Day, the umbrella under the street lamp, etc. As a young man who was off work, more than three years was not a long time, but it was enough for Qin Xing to realize his intentions.

Especially when he saw those messages this morning, he was even more sure that he liked Xie Yang. Qin Xing wondered when did he start to like Xie Yang?He didn't know, but it was probably earlier than when Xie Yang liked him. Otherwise, how could he explain that in those few years, apart from work, all his focus was on Xie Yang, and it was probably just his own hindsight. .

After Xie Yang returned to Beijing, Qin Xing went to find Liang Hao. Liang Hao first scolded him, saying that he disappeared as soon as he left, and then asked him what his plans were for work. Qin Xing said that he did not. Work in a hurry.

In the past few years, Liang Hao also encountered a bottleneck in school, and wanted to set up a tutoring institution by himself. It would be best if Qin Xing could join.

"You don't need to teach the students. Of course, it would be better if you were willing to do so. The main thing is that you set up the curriculum and assessment system. I haven't been on the front line for too long, so I'm a bit unfamiliar."

"What about the counselor, how many have you contacted?"

"There are a few teachers who have a good relationship with me at the school and I don't want to do it for a long time. I also chatted with some teachers from other institutions, and it's no problem to dig them in."

Liang Hao really didn't come on a whim. He had planned this matter for a long time. The venue, procedures, and start-up funds are almost ready now. He explained his plan to Qin Xing carefully, and Qin Xing said that he would be serious. consider.

Qin Xing left Liang Hao's house and booked a ticket to Beijing.Many of his college classmates who have kept in touch with him are working in Beijing, and he wants to go to C University to see Xie Yang.

Xie Yang was a little dazed when he saw Qin Xing downstairs in the dormitory. He felt that he must be hallucinating. He stood still for a few seconds, pinched himself again, and walked towards Qin Xing.

He wanted to ask Qin Xing if he came to look for him, but he was afraid that he would be sentimental. Maybe Qin Xing came to Beijing for business and just happened to stop by to see him.

"Why did you come to Beijing?"

"To see my college classmates." Qin Xing looked at him and said, "I also want to see you."

Xie Yang was a little excited, but he looked at his watch: "Where do you live?"

"Xingcheng, it's not far from your school."

"Well, I know that." Xie Yang stretched out his hand and shook his arm, "I have an appointment, I have to go, tonight, I'll go early at night."

Qin Xing interrupted him: "It's okay, you are busy with your work, and I also have an appointment."

The dinner at night couldn't be dismissed. It was the teacher who wanted to introduce him to a producer. Xie Yang pretended to be calm at the dinner table.

He wanted to go to the hotel to find Qin Xing, but the purpose of this would be too obvious. Qin Xing just came back, and they should get along slowly again. It was already reckless for him to fly back without saying hello. He should give Qin Xing a little more time. I have been waiting for more than three years, and now that everyone is back, it doesn't matter if I wait a little longer.

Xie Yang sent a text message to Qin Xing, saying that he was a little drunk and went back to the dormitory, and would go to him tomorrow, Qin Xing asked him to take some anti-alcoholic medicine and go to bed early.

Xie Yang looked at his phone, and when the dormitory was about to close, he ran out with the keys and the phone.

Qin Xing told him the room number on WeChat in the afternoon. Xie Yang stood at the door, raised his hand back and forth several times, and finally knocked on the door of the room.

When he heard the knock on the door, Qin Xing had just finished taking a shower. His upper body was naked, and only a bath towel was wrapped around his lower body. He thought it was the waiter of the hotel, and opened the door without looking at who it was.

Didn't Xie Yang go back to the dormitory?Why did you come to find him?

Seeing that Xie Yang's eyes were a little clouded and his face was still red, Qin Xing guessed that he hadn't completely sobered up yet, so he grabbed his arm: "Come in first, what do you want me to do?"

Xie Yang closed the door with his feet, and brought Qin Xing into his arms with all his strength with his right hand. Qin Xing was caught off guard and almost fell, his instinctive reaction made him wrap his arms around him.Xie Yang put his chin on his shoulder and closed his eyes.

The two of them stood like this for a long time, and finally Qin Xing spoke first: "Is it uncomfortable to drink too much? Do you want to take a bath?"

"Okay." Xie Yang let go of him and went straight into the bathroom.

When Xie Yang came out after washing, Qin Xing was lying on the bed watching TV, "Across the World" on the movie channel.

"Last time I saw half fell asleep, so I just added the second half." Qin Xing looked at him and said with a smile.

"Well, let's watch together." Xie Yang went to bed with a towel wrapped around him.

"Why don't you take off the towel?"

"I left in a hurry and didn't bring any clothes."

Oh, yes, Xie Yang came empty-handed, Qin Xing didn't think about what he said, he got out of bed and found a pair of his own underwear and T-shirt for Xie Yang from the box: "Wear mine."

The two leaned against the head of the bed and watched a movie silently together.

At the end of the movie, Qin Xing asked him: "If you were Hongdou, would you choose Azu or Azhan?"

Xie Yang turned his head to look at him, as if he didn't understand what he meant: "En?"

"Multiple choice."

Xie Yang smiled: "No, I didn't expect you to ask such a question."

"If you love a flower, you don't have to pick it off; if you love the wind, you can't tell it to stop and smell it; if you love the sea, you can't jump into it," Qin Xing said.

This is the line of A Zu played by Brother Fa in the movie. Xie Yang seems to understand why he asked this question. Does Qin Xing feel that this line is very similar to his attitude towards feelings?

Xie Yang looked at the TV and said: "My mother recorded the conversation between you and my mother for me. What you said is really similar to these few sentences."

Qin Xing turned to look at him: "Did you listen to our conversation?"

"Well, I thought you were very great at the time, really."

If Qin Xing couldn't even tell whether these words were sincere, he would have lived for more than 30 years in vain. Xie Yang had held grudges until now.

He patted Xie Yang's hand, but Xie Yang grabbed it: "I was quite confused at that time, I didn't think clearly."

"No, I think you thought it through at that time, and planned how to leave me step by step." Xie Yang sneered, "But you didn't expect that I would always wait for you."

Qin Xing did not deny that it was he who decided to leave Xie Yang, this is a fact: "Maybe, but now I am thinking about the line that Fa Ge said just now, it is not for you to state, but I am wondering whether what he said is right or not. "

Xie Yang finally turned his gaze: "Are you regretting it?"

Qin Xing was a little flustered by him, and turned his head forward: "No, it's all over, it's meaningless to say these things."

After all, if he hadn't left Xie Yang for the past three years, Qin Xing didn't know how long it would take to realize his feelings for Xie Yang.

Qin Xing put down the pillow: "Go to sleep, it's getting late, I'll talk about it tomorrow if I have something to say."