Walk towards the sun

The next morning was fine, Xie Yang took Qin Xing to visit the school, Xie Yang suddenly had the feeling that Qin Xing came to see him off when he just entered university, it would be great if Qin Xing really came to see him off at that time.

From the teaching building, to the dormitory building, to the gymnasium, football field, library, etc., Xie Yang told him what interesting things happened in each place in the past four years, and finally the two went to the lecture hall.

There was a rehearsal for the graduating class, and Xie Yang took Qin Xing to sit in the last row: "The drama I want you to watch in my freshman year is here. I read the narration on the right side of the stage. A beam of chasing light hit me."

"That day I was supposed to use the last lines of the drama to confess my love to you, but unfortunately you didn't come." Xie Yang stared at the stage, "But it doesn't matter, I recorded it, and I will show it to you later."

Qin Xing looked at him: "I have seen it."

Xie Yang turned his head around: "See it? Where? Online?"

Qin Xing looked at him and said slowly, "That day, I came."

Xie Yang opened his eyes wide in shock, then frowned again: "You are here, you heard what I said, but you still left?"

"sorry."

Xie Yang let out a low laugh from his nose, and shook his head: "At that time, I was a little disappointed when I heard you said that you couldn't come because the students had something to do, but I think it's okay. I went home and made four dishes, and when you didn’t come back by 8 o’clock, I couldn’t contact you, so I went to the school to look for you, but the guard said you had left.”

"I'm sorry." Qin Xing grabbed his hand and squeezed it, "Is the video still available, let's watch it together tonight."

Xie Yang looked at him and smiled: "Okay."

In the afternoon, the two were busy with their own business. At 7 o'clock in the evening, Xie Yang took Qin Xing to eat a very delicious hot pot nearby.

"This hot pot is very authentic. I usually eat it with my roommates when I am in school. I also like a barbecue not far away. The bibimbap is delicious." Xie Yang fished out the cooked mutton and put it in Qin In the bowl, continue to put vegetables in the pot, "I basically ate all over this street in the first semester of my freshman year, thinking that if you come to me someday, I can take you to eat."

Xie Yang didn't know what to think, he stopped the movement of his hands, and then said with a smile: "It's a pity that you didn't see me when you left during the winter vacation of the freshman year. I spent most of the time looking for delicious places outside Eating, plus just starting military training, I actually gained a lot of weight during the winter vacation, and my clothes were a little tight when I went back."

"Then how did you lose weight?"

"I broke up with my mother during the winter vacation, and I haven't used her money since then." Xie Yang shook his head with a smile, "But I later found out that the canteen is actually quite good and affordable, with 800 yuan a month. I have enough money, and I don’t need to pay when I go out with my teacher or senior brother, and my life is okay.”

"How are you and your mother doing now?" Qin Xing asked.

"It's good. I didn't meet her before, and I would call her during the holidays. Oh, I just called her this afternoon and told her that you are back. If she misses me, she can come and see her." me."

"What did she say?"

"What are you talking about? What about us?" Xie Yang asked the waiter for another two bottles of beer, "I didn't say anything, it's been so many years, she knew that I wouldn't listen."

Qin Xing didn't know what to say about him. At the beginning when Fang Ting talked to him, she just wanted the two of them to separate. After a long time, Xie Yang gradually forgot about him. Who would know that his going backfired, thank you Yang not only hasn't forgotten him for so many years, but also broke up with Fang Ting.

"Aren't you going back to see her?"

"I don't have time. I have to prepare for my graduation defense and join the group. Let's wait until it's over."

Qin Xing nodded: "How long are you going to stay on the set?"

"It is said to be 120 days. By the end of August, I should be able to leave earlier."

The hotel is not far from where they eat, and it takes only 20 minutes to walk there. The weather in Beijing in April is just right, and the two of them walked back slowly along the path.

It was almost 10 o'clock when we returned to the hotel. The two of them were lying on the bed after taking a shower and were about to watch a drama together. When Xie Yang was looking for videos, Qin Xing discovered that there were a lot of original scripts in his computer. Qin Xing asked him: "All Did you write it?"

"Well, some are the resources introduced by the teacher. After writing, you can arrange them directly and perform them in the theater. Some are written for others as gunners to earn some pocket money." Xie Yang said lightly.

Although the video was recorded three years ago, the picture quality is still very good.

After watching the first scene, Qin Xing said, "It's much better than when I was in high school."

Xie Yang also agreed: "Well, after all, I was young in high school, so I couldn't come up with something meaningful. It was more about the form to attract attention. When I went to university, I found that there are people outside the mountains, and everyone is very good. , especially those from first-tier cities, they sometimes say things that I dare not even think about, they are very innovative and bold.”

"Educational resources are uneven, there is no way, you are already very good."

Xie Yang smiled: "I know."

Apart from Xie Yang's undisclosed feelings for Qin Xing, Xie Yang felt that his independence and sound personality in his adolescence, as well as his growth in all aspects of thinking and psychology, were inseparable from Qin Xing's education or companionship, so At the beginning, Fang Ting thought that his feelings for Qin Xing were not liking but dependence, and he did not deny it, nor did he need to deny it. He was grateful for the positive influence Qin Xing had brought to him, so when he found out that Qin Xing had left, It didn't immediately crash or have any other problems.

But these words seemed a bit hypocritical, he might not tell Qin Xing directly, as long as he knew it.

- darling, do you hear my voice, darling, do you see my steps toward you, darling, do you feel my burning pulse, darling Ah, I don't want to wait anymore, I hope to appear in front of you in the next second.

When he said this, Xie Yang said it to the camera in Tang Jun's hand, so the people in the video were looking at Qin Xing's eyes again and confessing.

After all, it was written three years ago, and now it looks like there are still many deficiencies, but even if the work was not perfect at that time, Xie Yang's feelings were undoubtedly the warmest and most sincere.

Hearing Xie Yang's confession back then again, and this time there were not so many people around, just the two of them, Qin Xing was even more touched than last time.

He turned his head, only to find that Xie Yang had been staring at him for some time, his eyes were more serious than the enthusiasm and sincerity in the video.

Xie Yang wanted to kiss Qin Xing, but he didn't dare. The two of them are in an ambiguous and embarrassing state. Xie Yang didn't dare to make a move if Qin Xing didn't express his position clearly, but he longed for Qin Xing in his heart. , a 22-year-old boy has never been in a relationship until now, but it doesn't mean he doesn't understand, not to mention that he likes Qin Xing so much, and now he is by his side, but what can he do.

The two looked at each other for a few seconds, Qin Xing raised his upper body a little, hooked his right hand from the back of Xie Yang's neck, brought him to his side, then bowed his head and gave Xie Yang a kiss.

Xie Yang was stunned there, and then quickly stretched out his hands to hug Qin Xing tightly. Qin Xing must have read what he was thinking, otherwise why would he kiss him? From the second year of junior high school to the present, a total of nine years, nearly ten years In such a short time, he not only said what he wanted to say, but also finally held the person he loved in his arms.

Xie Yang has never kissed before, his only knowledge about this matter comes from the gossip of the dormitory people, as well as the plots in literary and film works, and some film and television appreciation teachers even gave them the world's top ten banned films The link, but seeing others and experiencing it yourself is still different. Just like this, lip to lip is not enough, far from enough.

But Xie Yang was a little excited, he had no experience and didn't know what to do now, but when Qin Xing wanted to leave him, he could only hug Qin Xing tightly and stick it on.

Qin Xing felt that the posture of the two of them was a little strange. Their upper bodies were leaning against the head of the bed, and they were hugging each other. They couldn't use their waists at all. Qin Xing patted Xie Yang on the shoulder and motioned him to lie down a little bit. Qin Xing could lay his upper body on top of him.

Sure enough, after Xie Yang lay down, Qin Xing felt much more comfortable, Xie Yang's lips were still pressed against him, Qin Xing sighed in his heart, and then led him to slowly separate the upper and lower lips.

I don't know how long it took, Xie Yang finally let go of his mouth, his eyes looked straight up, but he still hugged Qin Xing and didn't let go.

Qin Xing patted him: "It should be uncomfortable to press you like this, let me lie down."

Xie Yang had no choice but to let go of Qin Xing's hands behind his back. He wanted to do something else, because he had already reacted, and Qin Xing should be the same, but the timing didn't seem right now.

"Go to sleep, don't you have something to do tomorrow?" Qin Xing said.

"kindness."

After an unknown amount of time, Qin Xing almost fell asleep, and heard Xie Yang say to him: "You, did you promise me?"

Qin Xing touched his hand under the quilt and shook it: "En."

Just when Qin Xing was about to take his hand away, Xie Yang held his hand back with his backhand.

Just hold it, Qin Xing thought.

For the next two days, the two of them were busy with their own business during the day, and Xie Yang went to live with Qin Xing in a hotel at night. Xie Yang finally asked where Qin Xing had been for the past three years, and Qin Xing told him that he was doing charity work in L City , told him how those children with congenital diseases bravely faced life, and planned to write a book to let everyone know more about these lovely children, and continue to help them if they make money.

"Will you still go? I can go with you, make a documentary, and call on everyone to pay attention to these children."

Qin Xing nodded.

After that, Qin Xing told him that Liang Hao wanted to set up a training institution and wanted to recruit him into the group.

"I think it's okay. It's too tiring to lead high school all the time. You are not too young, and he hasn't asked you to give lectures. It's good to manage and have free time."

Qin Xing looked at him and said nothing.

Seeing that he didn't speak, Xie Yang wondered if he said something wrong: "What's wrong, what I said is wrong?"

Qin Xing laughed: "Who do you think is not young?"

Xie Yang was simply thinking of him, and didn't realize there was anything wrong with this sentence: "Hey, I didn't mean that."

"Then what do you mean?"

"I am, I am afraid that you are too tired, don't think too much, I"

Seeing him in such a hurry, Qin Xing found it amusing, and couldn't hold it back, so he burst out laughing.

Now Xie Yang also knew that he was teasing him, so he laughed helplessly, how could he be younger than him for such a grown man.

I don’t know if it’s because Qin Xing used to be a bit of a teacher or even an elder when they were together. Now the relationship between the two is different and closer. Xie Yang found that Qin Xing was not the same as before, but I can't say it, anyway, it feels more naive. Is this how Qin Xing fell in love?

"What are you thinking about?" Seeing him lost in thought, Qin Xing snapped his fingers in front of his eyes.

"I'm thinking, what was it like when you were in love before?"

"What else can I do, just like that, isn't that how everyone falls in love?"

Xie Yang glanced at his mouth: "I'm not like you, and I haven't talked about it."

"Then what are you doing now?"

"I said I haven't talked about it before."

Qin Xing snorted on his head, and leaned over to kiss him again: "Then let's talk now."

On the day Qin Xingxing went to the airport to see him off, Xie Yang arrived a bit early, so Qin Xing went to the air ticket but didn't get in, so he and Xie Yang found a coffee shop to sit and chat.

Seeing that the time could not be delayed any longer, Qin Xing stood up and said, "Okay, I'm going in for the security check, you can go back."

"I may not have time to go back to see you during the summer vacation. I have to go back to my mother's place when I leave the film crew early."

"It's okay, I have time, and it's the same when I come to see you."

Xie Yang laughed out the dimple this time, and Qin Xingxiang finally saw it again.