Walk towards the sun

"Xie Yang, I won't go to the dinner with the director and the producer at noon. You must be fine. I've read the contract for you before. Just sign it when you go."

"Okay, thank you Brother Bin."

"I heard that I will join the group in half a month. I may need to ask for leave for the defense in May. It's not difficult. You just need to say hello to the director in advance. It can be done with two or three days off."

Xie Yang nodded.

Song Bin had a web drama at hand, and the director told him that he needed a screenwriter. Song Bin recommended Xie Yang to the director. He had brought someone to meet him a few times before, and the chat was quite speculative. Meet and get acquainted with several main actors, and sign the contract by the way.

When the meal was halfway through, Xie Yang's phone rang.

The moment he saw the phone number, Xie Yang felt as if he was hallucinating, and the person next to him pushed him: "Why don't you answer the phone?"

"Oh, sorry, I'm going out to answer the phone."

Xie Yang's hand holding the phone trembled a little: "Hello?"

"Is it Xie Yang? I'm Aunt Wang." The other end of the phone said.

"Well, it's me."

"Hey, that Teacher Qin is back. I was out shopping just now and saw him..."

With a bang, Xie Yang felt his head was blown blank, unable to think, and his heartbeat seemed to stop.

"Hello, Xie Yang? Are you listening?"

Xie Yang came back to his senses: "Aunt Wang, I'm listening, I understand, thank you."

"You're welcome. I was afraid that you would change your number when I called. It's been several years."

Aunt Wang said a few more words on the phone, Xie Yang wanted to ask Qin Xing if he was fat or thin, if he was dark or white, but he didn't dare to ask, he felt something stuck in his throat and couldn't speak.

After hanging up the phone, Xie Yang checked the time and booked a flight ticket for 4:[-] pm. Xie Yang took a dozen deep breaths at the door before he calmed down a little, and opened the door again to enter.

"Hey, answering the phone for so long, isn't there something urgent?"

Xie Yang smiled and shook his head: "No."

As soon as the words came out, Xie Yang realized that his voice was a little hoarse.

"Why is your voice hoarse, is there something wrong at home?" Director Zhang asked.

Xie Yang waved his hand: "It's really fine."

After dinner, Xie Yang didn't go back to school, he took a taxi and went directly to the airport. On the way, he sent a message to his roommate, saying that if the school had something to do, he would call him, and he needed to go back immediately if he had something to do at home.

It was only a little after 2 pm when we arrived at the airport. Xie Yang changed his boarding pass. He brought his wallet and keys because he didn’t bring anything with him. The security check was passed quickly, and then he waited to board the plane. Xie Yang kept staring at his watch. , every second is in the eyes.

At four o'clock in the afternoon, the plane took off on time. Xie Yang looked at the clouds in the sky, and then his brain began to work slowly. Where did Qin Xing go in the past few years? How is he doing? Have you ever thought about him...

When Xie Yang took a taxi downstairs, it was almost 6:[-] in the evening, and it was getting dark. Xie Yang was on the edge of the flower bed downstairs, and he was afraid to go up. The lights in the living room and kitchen were on, and Qin Xing He did come back, until this moment, Xie Yang's eyes were finally red.

Xie Yang raised his hand to wipe his eyes, then went to the supermarket to buy a pack of cigarettes, one after another downstairs until nearly half of the pack was smoked, Xie Yang jumped off the flower bed with his hands on his hands, and walked to the door of the building.

Qin Xing had just cleaned the house, and was about to put the changed sheets and quilts into the washing machine when he heard the sound of the door opening.Qin Xing wiped his hands and came out of the bathroom, only to see that Xie Yang had entered and stood at the door.

The moment he saw Qin Xing, Xie Yang's eyes turned red again uncontrollably. Xie Yang quickly took a deep breath and forced back the tears. He didn't cry when he knew Qin Xing, but he didn't cry every time he celebrated the New Year for more than four years. Crying, I didn't cry when I received a call from Aunt Wang at noon, I didn't expect that I couldn't hold back as soon as I saw Qin Xing.

Xie Yang lowered his head and changed his slippers.

Qin Xing didn't expect that Xie Yang would come back. He himself had only been home for half a day, and at this time, shouldn't Xie Yang be preparing for graduation-related matters at school? Was it because he came back that he came back suddenly?And not only did Xie Yang not have a suitcase, he didn't even have a backpack. Did he come back by plane?

"Have you eaten yet?" Qin Xing asked him.

Xie Yang lowered his head and didn't dare to look at him. His voice had been hoarse this afternoon, and he had smoked half a pack of cigarettes just now, and he couldn't control his emotions. He couldn't speak this conversation: "I didn't eat."

"What's wrong with your throat?"

Xie Yang kept his head down: "It's okay."

"I didn't know you came back. I didn't buy any vegetables today. Is it okay to eat noodles tonight?" Qin Xing asked him.

Xie Yang nodded.

It was already past 7 o'clock, Qin Xing was afraid that he would be hungry, so he thought about cooking for him first, and then continuing to wash the sheets and quilts after eating. He had just walked two steps from the bathroom door to the kitchen when Xie Yang stood up and stopped him: "I Come on, you rest."

Qin Xing didn't argue with him, he sat on the sofa and looked at Xie Yang.

Xie Yang connected the water to the fire and it took a few minutes to boil the water. Xie Yang couldn't hold back and lit another cigarette.

The dinner at noon today was more formal. Xie Yang came back and didn't have time to change his clothes. Now he is wearing a black shirt and gray suit pants. His hair is not the same size as before but a little longer. He should be taller than Qin Xing It's one o'clock, and the whole person looks very mature from the back. If Qin Xing hadn't seen the red corners of his eyes as soon as he entered the door, he might feel that Xie Yang has really grown up in recent years.

But Xie Yang was still the same boy before he left, he just disguised himself, and this little disguise was vulnerable to Qin Xing.

Xie Yang put the noodles in, waited for the water to boil again, finished smoking a cigarette halfway and lit another.

Qin Xing stood up, walked over, stood still behind him, stretched out his hand to take the cigarette out of Xie Yang's mouth, and then he saw Xie Yang gasped for breath and blinked non-stop, but a line of tears flowed down.

Neither of them spoke, they just stood one after the other, Xie Yang watched the water boil, took another bowl of cold water and added it, then stirred it a few times with chopsticks, and then fixedly looked at the pot.

When Xie Yang was about to add water for the fourth time, Qin Xing stopped him: "It's ok, it's ready."

After turning off the gas, Qin Xing took out two large bowls from the cabinet, filled out the noodles and put them on the table: "I didn't make stew, so can I eat pickles?"

Xie Yang still nodded.

Qin Xing couldn't tell what his mood was when he saw him like this, but he felt that his heart was blocked as hell and his heart ached.

Xie Yang didn't even take a few mouthfuls of pickled vegetables, just ate a big bowl of noodles into his stomach, and then sat there waiting for Qin Xing to eat slowly. After Qin Xing finished eating, he picked up the bowl and chopsticks to wash.

Qin Xing sighed, went back to the bathroom and continued to wash things, Xie Yang sat back on the sofa to watch him work after washing the dishes, anyway, he wanted to keep Qin Xing out of his sight.

After tidying up all afternoon, Qin Xing was already tired. When the sheets and quilts were washed, Qin Xing had also finished his bath. Xie Yang consciously helped him stretch the sheets together and took them to the balcony to dry before going to take a bath by himself.

When Xie Yang finished washing, Qin Xing was already lying on the bed and was about to fall asleep. Xie Yang didn't bring back a change of clothes. Qin Xing found him a set of his own and put it on the sofa. After Xie Yang changed, he also went in. In the master bedroom, he was lifted and laid down softly.

Qin Xing turned his back to him, and Xie Yang faced the ceiling with his back. After a while, he probably felt that Qin Xing was breathing steadily and fell asleep, so Xie Yang turned around and hugged him from behind, then buried his head on the back of the other's neck, sucking I bit my nose.

Before going to bed, both of them thought they would suffer from insomnia, but they didn't expect to fall asleep after lying down for a while.

When Qin Xing woke up the next morning, Xie Yang was still asleep. Last night when Xie Yang hugged him, he was conscious that he hadn't fully fallen asleep. This would turn him into hugging Xie Yang. Xie Yanggong in his arms.

Xie Yang who was asleep was not as sad as yesterday. Except for his hair, everything else was the same as a few years ago. Qin Xing helped him cover the quilt and got up first.

Xie Yang dreamed that he received a call from Aunt Wang saying that Qin Xing was back. When he got home, Qin Xing made him ribs. They hugged each other to sleep, but when Xie Yang woke up in the morning, he found Qin Xing He didn't come back at all, a thin layer of sweat floated on Xie Yang's forehead, and he suddenly woke up from the dream.

He looked around, there was no one, he got up and walked to the bedroom in two steps, there was still no one, and there was no bathroom, where is Qin Xing?Qin Xing really didn't come back?Or are you still dreaming?

Xie Yang pinched himself, it was not a dream, where is Qin Xing?

Xie Yang searched around the room again, but there was no one there, so Xie Yang went back to the living room and sat down facing the door, closed his eyes, and forced himself not to panic, but to stay calm.

When he opened his eyes, Xie Yang saw the pair of slippers that Qin Xing wore yesterday at the door. The direction was facing outwards, indicating that someone had gone out.Xie Yang took a breath, fortunately, the person came back, it was not a dream.

Qin Xing went downstairs to buy breakfast. He heard that there was a new steamed stuffed bun shop two streets away. The beef soup buns inside were very delicious, so Qin Xing went there. The pot had just been sold out, and it took a few minutes to wait for the next pot. Qin Xing looked at his watch, guessing that Xie Yang would have to sleep for a while, so he sat in the shop and waited.

In the past few years in L City, Qin Xing changed his mobile phone with a new number for the sake of peace. It turned out that this phone has been useless for a long time. He waited for dozens of seconds when he turned on the phone. When the signal was restored, messages popped up one after another. Except for a few All Liang Hao's messages, communication companies, and bank financial management items were all sent by Xie Yang without exception.

Qin Xing logged into WeChat again, and sure enough, as he guessed, it was all Xie Yang's news, with text and audio, showing a total of more than 700 messages.

-I know what my mother talked to you about. I'll wait for you and come back early.

-Happy New Year.

-School started today, I refused my mother's tuition and living expenses, I have to make money by myself in the new semester, but now the national policy is very good, I can get a loan, and I just need to pay it back before graduation.

- Today is April Fool's Day, happy birthday.

- Summer vacation is coming soon, everyone said it was fast, but I think it is too slow.

- I saw Peng Qi today. It turned out that he and Jin Nan had separated a long time ago. He has changed a lot. He is mature but not happy. I like him better.

-Everyone asked me what to do, I told each of them, I am so young, I can afford it, I will wait here for you to come back.

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-I miss you, I feel like I can't take it anymore.

- Earned 1 today, the first pot of gold to write a script.

- There is a brother who is very kind to me, I think he likes me.

- but I don't like him.

-I just found out today that my senior brother has a girlfriend. It's too embarrassing. It's a pity that the previous news can't be retracted. You shouldn't have seen it.

- Xie Yunwei called me and asked me to go to his place during the Chinese New Year, but I refused. I usually keep in touch with him, after all, he is my father.

-Happy New Year

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