genetics determine me

wear. "

I opened my eyes, and he took a new set of home clothes, first put it on me, and then put the sleeves on me.My heart was shocked, and I refused in a low voice: "This... this dress is too expensive, and it doesn't look good on someone like me, you still..."

He still tried to put his sleeves on me.

"If...if I was wearing my shabby clothes, they wouldn't come to take my clothes off..." I trembled a little, recalling the scene of Yao Jinjin, I still have lingering fears in my heart.

He froze, as if he didn't expect me to think so.

"No, from today, mine is yours. Whatever they did to you, I will repay you ten times." He forced me to put it on, and then gently carried me out of the bedroom.

Walking through the corridor, in another room of his villa, there are several people lying there, these are the nurses.Each of them had their limbs stretched out and were firmly fastened to the bed.It turned out that this was how I looked to others at the time.My heart was sour, thinking of those days, I couldn't hold my tears again.

"I don't want to look." I turned my head away.

I only heard the weak voice of one of them: "Master Wu Que, I'm sorry..." He also said other words of apology, but I didn't hear a word.

I don't want to see, I don't want to hear, I hold Truman's arm tightly, and hide my head in his arms: "Truman...take me away...take me away, please. …”

Truman turned and carried me out.Later, he heard from his bodyguard that Truman inserted urinary catheters for all of them and clamped them for 24 hours. In order to prevent the bladder from bursting, only 20ml was released each time the bladder was full, and then the bladder would quickly fill up again. .Let them enjoy this feeling of fullness all the time.At the same time, they stripped off their clothes and stretched their limbs wide, and used ten times the small needle to engrave the soles of their feet and everywhere on their bodies all the time.After the enema was pumped, the bed was full of filth, and they screamed for three days and three nights in this filthy bed, like ghosts in purgatory.

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Truman's Confessions

I couldn't help but tremble when I heard that, recalling the thin needle, I saw that his expression must have shown a look of fear.

"I didn't do too much, just pay back ten times." Truman raised his eyebrows, as if he was expecting my encouragement. Every time he did this, he was like a big kid who has done a good deed and urgently needs to be praised.

I lowered my head and said nothing.His vengeful character is brought about by his genes, but everything that my genes have brought to me needs to be endured.

That day he carried me back to the bedroom, put me on the bed, and looked at me for a long time.I closed my eyes and didn't say a word.Later he went out to make a phone call, and I lay quietly by myself.

I touched something under the pillow.I took it out, a piece of cloth with exquisite embroidery on the edge, and opened it to wrap a pair of wrist braces, the pair I gave him many years ago.

He actually kept it under the pillow.And this piece of cloth... my thoughts are in a mess, and I dare not think about it anymore.

I was falling asleep at night, when I suddenly felt him walk in, I woke up immediately, and my body couldn't help shrinking, I was still afraid of him.When I was in the garage, he used to come in in the middle of the night to check on me, and every time I knew it, he would wake up.Sometimes he left after watching for a while, sometimes he would sit beside me in a daze until dawn, and then quietly left.I curled up motionless and pretended to be asleep, fearing that something would offend him again.

But this time, he knew I was awake.

"I'm sorry...Xiao Que..." He suddenly lowered his head, took a deep breath, and continued, "I've always been contradictory these days, I...I don't It is good to know what I want and what kind of person I want to be. I know you use me as a guinea pig, you act according to the script, you never love me, I used to care about these. So I did a lot of wrong things , made you suffer a lot, I..." He didn't go on.

"The extreme experiment was not my intention. I suddenly heard about Du Mingyuan that day, so I hurried out. I just asked someone to look for it in your original company, and brought your experimental animal contract to my office to make a project contract. Some people thought it was just an ordinary prostitution contract, and they were screened into the extreme project team according to your conditions. I didn't expect that after I came back..."

In fact, I already knew about these from Yao Jinjin's mouth, and I suddenly understood that with my inferior genetic conditions, when I was sold to the original company, I was only qualified to enter the extreme project team, but it was Du Mingyuan who picked me. Only then was he spared a catastrophe.

"I've been hiding at home for a while, afraid to meet people. I don't know if everyone I go out to meet is an NPC. I don't know if I'm still in the project. I put a gun to my head, I want to see if there will be experimenters when I fall in a pool of blood in the next second. I even want to cut open my stomach to see if there are their monitors. I cut myself with a knife and burn myself with a cigarette butt. Wondering if I really exist.

"Every time I do something, I ask myself, is it me doing it myself, or are they making me do it? All my education, all my thoughts, my joy, my sorrow, is it My own, or do they want me to have? How do I treat people? Am I supposed to be cold or smile? I don't know what's in me that they want me to have, and what's mine. I have watched a lot of TV and many novels, and I want to ask myself what kind of person I should be next. I have tried playing the game of life, being a playboy, and also trying crazy revenge, being the Count of Monte Cristo, and... ...but no one told me the answer.

"In those few months, I almost drove myself crazy... But now I finally understand a little bit, even if everything is false, even if everyone treats me as a joke on the surface, even if You are also a lie to me, even if everything about you is ordered by Du Mingyuan, I only know one thing is true, and that is me."

I looked up at him and saw a strange light in his eyes.

"I figured it out, as long as I am real, I can love you if you don't love me. If you are all fake, then I will love fake. I am fake and the world is fake. I am The real world is real." He forced a smile, struggled, and looked at me happily, with tears in his eyes.

It turned out that he always thought that I didn't love him.

It turned out that he always thought that being with him was a company script.

Even so so what, I did cheat him for money.For the fee for the use of defective products that the company gave me, I didn't tell him the truth.

"So I want to beg you." He suddenly knelt down on one knee, I dodged instinctively, and suddenly some past events came to my mind, and I felt a little weak all over for a while.

"Whether you are sincere or not, can you be my lover, my friend, my everything for the time being. Because in this world, I can't find anyone. I want to find someone, treat him well, let He is happy, let him be happy, I don't care if he is not sincere, and I don't care if he loves me or not, as long as I know that I am sincere. Even if he is an NPC, I am willing to be his experimental product. And This person is you." He had never had such a humble tone.

He raised his head, with boundless loneliness in his eyes, as if he lost all his toys, he lay on my lap, crying like a child.

I didn't speak.I was the only straw he was holding on to alone, struggling for half his life.

I have mixed feelings in my heart, but now I'm just tired and don't want to talk.I am afraid of him, but I pity him even more.As for the word love, I am not worthy to say it.

Then I fell asleep and vaguely felt him in bed too, hugging me from behind.

This kind of thing used to happen a lot.

After that final exam, I was in so much pain that I couldn’t walk. He drove me home by bike, gave me porridge with red dates and millet for several days, and then sat at home for a whole day without leaving.

My parents already knew that it was a company project, so they naturally avoided going upstairs.Downstairs, just me and him.

"Drink more porridge these days, you are so weak, I still..." He blushed a little, and was a little happy.

"Truman, I beg you." I looked straight at him, "Don't be friends with me, please? At least, don't let everyone know that you are friends with me." I was thinking about what Wang Shortan and the others said to me .

He pondered for a while, and finally got smarter: "You mean...Wang Short and them?"

"No. I just don't want people to look at me that way." I avoided his eyes.The last time the signal was blocked in school, the chip did not upload to the absurd thing I told him.But this time, I knew that the company must have heard our conversation. The strange thing is that Du Mingyuan didn't give any instructions.

"Then what do you think our relationship is?" Truman asked me a little seriously.

I can't answer.It was nothing, he and I were originally of two classes, he floated high in the sky like a cloud, and I lay silently in the mud.

He cupped my face: "You and I may not be friends, but you have to promise me one thing."

I am waiting for his next words, I can accept any conditions.

"Be my love."

I was so surprised that I almost spit out all the millet porridge.

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Confession

"Xiao Que, since you ignored me, I've been thinking about you every day. I'm going crazy, but I can only see you on the way to and from school every day."

"I'm afraid you'll fall and I'm afraid you'll get hurt