genetics determine me

Truman seldom came.

Finally, the exam was over, and the students all dispersed.Seeing that Truman was still packing his schoolbag, I walked over.

"The medical expenses that time, I will...repay you..."

Because we will have separate classes in the next semester, there is basically no chance to meet Truman again, so I take the money I saved for a semester with me and return it to Truman.

He froze.After a few minutes, he suddenly said to me angrily: "Are you going to break up with me completely?"

At this time, most of the classmates had already left. Hearing the words of going out, his best friend Wang Short and the others came over and looked at me with a bit of malice.

Truman waved to them: "You all go back first, I will talk to him alone."

Wang Duan even whistled a few times. They all knew what I was going to say, and they were all happy to see Truman break up with me completely, and don't want to have anything to do with a defective product like me.

Then there were only the two of us left in the classroom.

"Really want to break up the relationship?" Truman looked at me again, he would never say that normally.

"I... I have never been in the same way as you. You can't even put your feet in the way people like me walk." I said with my head down, and then I reached out and handed him the money.

"What kind of person are you?" Truman became even angrier.

"Poor people, freaks, inferior people. I don't have as good genes as you. I have flaws all over my body. I'm destined not to be like you." I still whispered, but this way, my tone was a little firmer.

Truman didn't speak, and suddenly pushed me against the wall. He was half a head taller than me, which made me feel a strong sense of oppression.His brows and eyes were as dazzling then as they are now.

"You.....what are you doing..."

Before I could speak, my mouth was blocked.

Truman is kissing me.

He directly wrapped his arms around my neck and held me tightly without letting go, and then he couldn't help sticking his tongue into my mouth.He kissed very seriously, and didn't care if I wanted to, just kissed affectionately and selflessly.

I was suffocated by him, but my body was tightly hugged and I couldn't move at all.After about 5 minutes of this, I feel again...

He stopped suddenly, parted his lips from mine, and looked at me with the same surprise.

I even had a reaction.

Looking at his slightly flushed face, I struggled to leave.His eyes suddenly seemed to be on fire, and he turned me over and pressed me on the podium.

"Truman...Truman..." I was in a panic.

parts that cannot be described.

In front of me is the countdown to the end of the exam written by the invigilator on the blackboard: 15 minutes until the end of the exam.Yeah, there's still 15 minutes until it's all over.

As I was thinking about it, Truman called out in a low voice: "Xiao Que..."

There is endless loss and sentimentality in the voice, which may not be realized by him.In this world, no one treats him sincerely, I thought to myself.So what if I suffer all this for him?

Parts that cannot be described.

I actually had a feeling of complete melting.

Become boneless for him, spread into clouds for him, become the softest existence in the world for him, tolerate all sharpness and rudeness for him, and share all loss and loneliness for him.

Unfortunately, thinking about it now, I didn't do it.

He kept calling my name in a low voice: "Xiao Que... Xiao Que..."

I took his hand from behind and squeezed it hard.

"I love you." He said softly.

I didn't answer.

It's not that I don't love.It's just that he will realize after a few days that the person worthy of his love is by no means an inferior person with a genetic defect like me.

When he regained his senses, he also seemed shocked by his own brutality.The blood dripped slowly, down the thigh, down the calf, down the ground.

Like the punishment a virgin suffers on her first night.Didi is his incriminating evidence, and Didi is all I am willing to offer.

"I'm sorry... I'm sorry..." He hugged me tightly and said the same words as today.It's just that I am no longer the blood-red and snow-white virgin I was at that time, and what remains is only a disgusting body and dirty urine.

The precious solid wood floor in his house is actually very cool.When he said sorry to himself in a low voice, I felt very cold.These words are like his resplendent villa, like his expensive coat, which looks very desirable, but if you really want to live in it, wrap it in it, it is still extremely cool.

Defective products are not blessed to enjoy these.

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Unexpectedly, this scale was also locked, so I had to cut it out again. I was discouraged, and I might have to abandon the article...

just hurt for a while

He gently carried me into the bathroom and put a pool of warm water.

He was also here last time, and put a pool of warm water.But in the next second, he pulled me out of the bathtub and pushed me to the ground, leaving everyone covered in bruises.

I don't know if he will suddenly change his face this time, but it doesn't matter, I have been treated as an animal for a long time.

No matter how beloved a horse is, it is necessary to use a whip to declare ownership.Not to mention a bad horse, a horse that deceived him, a horse that could no longer run.

He got a new towel and wiped me down with lukewarm water, front and back.Then wipe my whole body, the fresh scars on my shoulders, the bruises on my hands and feet from being bound for so long.

"What's going on here?" He stared at the bruise for a long time.

Doesn't he know?Didn't he agree?

In this era, the medical treatment for experimental animals like me is just a torturer in the cloak of saving lives and healing the wounded.The hands they healed you are nothing but bloody skinning machines.

Seeing that I didn't speak, he turned around and left, and it sounded like a phone call from a distance.When he came in again, he looked at me worriedly.

"Tell me, what the hell is going on here?"

"It's okay, I'm knocked on the edge of the bed." I lowered my head, gently pushed away his hand holding my wrist, and soaked my hands in warm water.I was afraid that if he tried hard, I might not be able to bear the pain.

"Xiao Que...I..." He hesitated to speak for a long time, but finally he didn't say anything. "You can live here with peace of mind in the future, take good care of your body, and don't think about the past..."

I do not understand.I looked at him blankly, and found that his eyes were complicated, with an inexplicable emotion in them.I don't understand.

"Dr. Wang and nurses will come over later, and ask them to re-examine you. Why are there so many injuries on your body, and how can there be no reason..." He didn't continue, I knew he wanted to say " incontinence".

My body trembled, I was afraid that they would tie my hands to the head of the bed and my feet to the end of the bed again, like being exposed to the sun or baking on the fire.I'm afraid of them checking.

"Please...please...don't examine me." I raised my head, trembling, and begged him in a very small voice.

He looked at me strangely and said nothing more.Afterwards he took a bath for me, dried me off, and slowly carried me into his bedroom.He moved very carefully and didn't touch my injured place at all.

But instead of carrying me into the secret cubicle where I slept, he put me directly on the big bed where he slept.

He fed me a bowl of millet porridge, then wrapped me in a quilt as before, and hugged me with his hands, and said softly, "Go to sleep, don't be afraid."

There were too many illusions before, maybe too many illusions made me think it was true.

I closed my eyes and listened to his footsteps walking away.I opened my eyes again because I heard Truman on the phone.

"He has never been so scared, and he has never begged me like this. Is it so scary just to have a physical examination? You bring them all here now. Yes, everyone." His voice became as fierce as ever , "I haven't been here recently, you tuned out all the surveillance cameras in my house."

It turns out that he has been away, but why hide me in the cubicle of his bedroom?

In fact, my fear of him is no less than that of those people, or even more.In fact, since I have decided to pay him back with my life, I should be happy with everything, why I am so afraid, in the final analysis, I am not low enough, humble enough, and low enough to lower myself into the dust.

I still fell asleep in a daze, and when I woke up again, I opened my eyes to see Truman's complicated eyes. I still couldn't understand him, there was anger, hesitation, disappointment, joy, and hatred.

"Why didn't you tell me what they did to you?" As he spoke, he swept the bruises all over my body, and then went to the end of the bed to look at the soles of my feet, and then his face changed completely.There was a murderous aura about him.

The soles of my feet, although the pinholes are extremely small, can be pricked too much, and they will look like a sieve.

"I... I'm used to it. I've been treated like this since I was a child when I went to the hospital. It's not a big deal..." I looked up at him and saw that his face was even worse , I had to say, "It's just...it's just that they are a little too much...it's nothing, it just hurts for a while, and it will pass after a while..."

"...just hurts for a while?" He looked at me intently, watching me lie without poking me.

"Well. It doesn't hurt very much." I closed my eyes and avoided his gaze.Compared with the pain you gave me, it's actually not much worse.

"Xiao Que...Xiao Que..." He suddenly called my name in a low voice, and muttered to himself: "I really don't know what to do with you..."

After a long time, I felt his arms around me again, and heard him say in my ear: "Don't move, I will give you