Snow country

"You mean that foreign student?"

In the darkness, Zhang Xiao heard that familiar voice.Is it that person?He was a little dazed, because he had never seen that person speak in such a frivolous and mocking tone.

The man in his impression was gentle and impeccable.Worst of all, he would look at him with pitiful eyes like a puppy. He is obviously much older than him, but he is a person who can act like a baby.That was his perfect shell.

He couldn't see the man's expression, but the voice didn't stop.

"Haha, you don't know how stupid he is! Be a little gentler, Gogoufinger is as docile as a dog! What does it mean to spend a year with him? He even gave me his keys!"

Even plugging your ears can't stop the harsh laughter.He wanted to run away to a place where that person couldn't find him, but his body was so stiff that he was deprived of the strength to even move his fingers.

"He doesn't look very good. I just think he's a foreigner and it's a novelty. He really thinks of himself as my boyfriend? Just give him the key to show him, but he really came here by himself? The big room came to Zhuojian?"

The people next to the man laughed.The sharp voice seemed to stab at him like a sharp knife, and he closed his eyes suddenly——

Then Zhang Xiao woke up with a start.

His chest heaved violently, and he still couldn't get out of the dream.He stared blankly at the ceiling, and it took him a second, two seconds, and a long while to realize that he had had a not-so-funny dream.Blinking his eyes, he brushed his sweaty front hair, thinking that in this early spring weather, he could still sweat so much. He didn't know if it was because the heating was too strong or the nightmare was too realistic.

Getting up and going to the bathroom, he washed his face and looked up at the mirror.All the broken hair was brushed back, revealing a smooth forehead.The unobstructed facial features appeared deep, and even the fatigue and embarrassment at this time did not obscure the original appearance.Zhang Xiao stared blankly for a while, and couldn't help laughing.He suddenly felt that he looked good.

In fact, you can be more confident in yourself.Kitazawa Yukio's favorite or only one, if you don't have it, you may feel regretful, but don't worry about it.The remaining time is only a few days, just enjoy the comfort and joy of staying with him.

After all, no matter how sad a dream is, it is just a dream.Even if he doesn't know exactly what Xuesheng thinks of him, there is one thing Zhang Xiao can be sure of, that is, Xuesheng is a real gentleman, a person who is relaxed and relaxed.Although it was different from what he wanted, Xue Sheng did have a heart for him.He won't do such unscrupulous things in his dreams.

So everything is nothing more than his heart disease.

Lying back on the bed, he took out his cell phone.Their team does not need to participate in the subsequent competitions, but the senior graduate students in the laboratory think that he is talented and let him stay until now.Give him half a day off tomorrow, and he can rest in the afternoon.Flipping through the chat software, he suddenly remembered that he hadn't met a friend from the same school and hometown that he knew for a long time.

Secretly spurning himself who was blindfolded by love in the bottom of his heart, Xue Sheng opened the dialogue.Knowing that that friend has the habit of turning on mute when sleeping, he doesn't care about the time in the early morning: "Long time no see, do you have time tomorrow? Let's have a meal together."

Unexpectedly, the dialog box was marked as read in an instant, and the person over there sent a few "!!!", explaining that after the exam, he let himself go and played the game until the early morning. The two quickly finalized the time Place.

After chatting for a few words and saying good night to each other, Zhang Xiao put down the phone.However, after turning over, he grabbed it again, and after opening another dialogue, his fingers froze.

What to say?What do you want to do?Zhang Xiao himself couldn't explain his sudden behavior, so he could only smile helplessly.In the conversation that can be seen at a glance, Xuesheng asked about the condition of the plants and wished him good night.The words are still so gentle and tolerant, as if nothing happened, the two are really just a couple.

More realistic and ironic.

Moving his fingers, Zhang Xiao finally gave up telling Xuesheng that he had an appointment tomorrow night.It was not a relationship that required mutual reporting.Sighing, he lay down obediently, took a last look at the plants on the desk, and then closed his eyes.

Those little things are looking very good without winking.

It's not too late to get home.It's just that Zhang Xiao stood in front of the door, feeling dizzy.

The friend didn't know about him and Xuesheng, maybe he didn't even know who Xuesheng was, but he just asked him winkingly if he didn't show up for so long if he was talking about a girlfriend, and he didn't force him when he didn't want to say it.It's been a long time since I've spoken my mother tongue face to face with anyone for so long, and the two of them drank a few drinks excitedly.

Only then did Zhang Xiao realize that the campus is so big.If you are in a completely different circle, those gossips cannot be passed on.

Then why did he meet Xuesheng?

Zhang Xiao put his hand on the door, and the early spring wind made him tremble a little.But he never took out the key, just stood there masochistically, as if this would clear his mind a little.

Until the door in front of him was suddenly pulled open.

The people inside didn't seem to expect that Zhang Xiao was outside.After being dazed for a few seconds, he pulled Zhang Xiao into the room.His hands were warm, and the air was also warm, making this small room a bit more like home.Zhang Xiao was coaxed into sleepiness by the warmth, and leaned on Xuesheng drowsily.

Xuesheng took him to sit down in the porch a little amusedly, carefully helped him change his shoes and took off his coat, and then lay down on the bed with his half arms around him.

Zhang Xiao looked around in a daze, and saw the mug on the table, which exuded the sweet aroma of hot cocoa.God knows those sweet granules were bought by Xuesheng, he doesn't like the taste at all.

Xuesheng came over after washing the towel, and wiped Zhang Xiao's face little by little like a child.His voice was very gentle, but it sounded a little aggrieved and coquettish: "Why don't you answer the phone or reply to the message? I'm worried about you. Where did you go to drink?"

"With friends." Zhang Xiao replied, obediently raised his head and asked Xuesheng to wipe his face.He stared blankly at Xuesheng for a while, and then said, "Senior, I'm not in the mood today."

Xue Sheng's hand paused.After a while, he sighed, wiped Xuesheng's face well, and pinched Xuesheng as if to vent his anger: "I know, I didn't come to you just to do this."

She gave a silly "oh", and watched Xuesheng get up and go to the bathroom, Zhang Xiao fell listlessly on the bed.He hasn't drank so much for a long time, and even though his mind is still clear, he doesn't want to move anymore.He guessed that Xuesheng would go back soon. After all, this senior still has a cleanliness habit as a doctor, so he definitely didn't want to lie with him, a drunk.

Unexpectedly, Xuesheng washed the towel and lay down again.He even turned off the light without changing his clothes, just hugging Zhang Xiao in his arms.His head rested against Zhang Xiao's neck, and his soft hair rubbed against Zhang Xiao's itching.

—He was unhappy, very unhappy.

Sensitively aware of this, the phrase "Senior, don't you dislike my smell?" didn't ask.He hesitated for a moment, then slowly stretched out his hand and patted Xuesheng's back.One click, another click, as if to appease a large dog that likes to cling to its owner.

Feeling that Xuesheng seemed to relax a little bit, Zhang Xiao also subconsciously felt happy.

"Xiao," Xuesheng said.His voice was a little hoarse, "Will you regret meeting me?"

Zhang Xiao was stunned, even the hand stroking Xuesheng was frozen there.He didn't expect Xuesheng to ask him this suddenly.

Regret?

He knew from an early age that he was different from others.Boys should like cute girls, but his eyes are only attracted to handsome men.When he grows up a bit and understands the reason, he just sighs, oh, so it is like this.

Even though he knew he was special, he had never really liked anyone—before he met Xuesheng.

Do you regret it?He asked himself that question again.

No, no regrets, he never regretted meeting Xuesheng.He considers himself very lucky, not everyone can meet elves.He will always remember that night, the red corners of Xuesheng's eyes from crying, the waving hands with a smile, and the red scarf around his neck.Even the encounter afterwards, the sudden lingering kiss, the keys handed to him, the jokingly calling him "Mrs. Dean", and the curry we ate together will all be the happiest images in his memory.

Including the sadness when opening the door, the emptiness when seeing the boy holding Xuesheng's arm, and the sad kiss on the Ferris wheel.

After all, liking this kind of feeling, even with countless negatives, is still sweet.

"No regrets." So he replied, "Never."

Even though he may be wrong, even though Xuesheng is not perfect, he has experienced all the joy and pain in love during this period.

Very enough, he didn't want to complain.

Xuesheng smiled softly in his ear, the laughter made him itch.There seemed to be some sadness in that smile, but Zhang Xiao was already unable to think.He felt Xuesheng kiss his ear: "Actually... I have to leave early. They won't even give me one more day of free time."

in advance……?The brain digested the word slowly like rust, and it took him a long time before he opened his mouth: "Then I..." I will see you off.

"No." Xue Sheng interrupted Zhang Xiao's words.He hugged Zhang Xiao even tighter, but the hands holding him were trembling slightly, "I'm sorry, I obviously asked for this, but...don't come."

Why?Is it because you are afraid of parting?Are you reluctant to part with this free city, or with him?

Even the sadness became dull, Zhang Xiao said "um" in a nasal voice, and didn't ask how early it was mentioned, and let the exhaustion engulfed him.

"Xiao," he heard Xuesheng whisper in his ear, "I'm sorry."

He should have said sorry to him a long time ago, and he finally heard it.

Probably because of the alcohol, Zhang Xiao somehow felt a bit sour around his eyes.He slipped into Xuesheng's arms, and fell into a deep sleep in the warmth protecting him.

The room was still warm, but he was the only one lying on the bed.There was a piece of bread and unopened milk on the table, and he was sure that he didn't buy it himself.

Zhang Xiao blinked in a daze, and got up from the bed.He dressed slowly, went to the bathroom to squeeze the toothpaste, and then remembered it belatedly.

Xuesheng forgot to return the key to him.

The author has something to say: It looks like END but it's not over yet!