Snow country

There is less time for snow.

Although not obvious, the weather is indeed gradually warming up.Being hugged by Xuesheng like a koala in the heated room, Zhang Xiao felt a little uncomfortable.After earning twice, it just made Xuesheng hug him even tighter, so Zhang Xiao let Xuesheng go.

Unknowingly, he spent the whole winter with Xuesheng like this.

Was it only one season?Zhang Xiao thought in a daze.After experiencing so many things, he thought his study abroad life was almost over.

"Is there a test tomorrow? I know your team is fine."

When did you know?This question just flashed through his mind, Zhang Xiao didn't pursue it, but just shook his head lazily: "No, actually I've already finished all the exams today."

"Then why didn't you tell me? Otherwise, the dinner can be more substantial, to celebrate your escape from the sea of ​​suffering." Pushing Zhang Xiao away slightly, putting her hands on his shoulders, Xue puckered her mouth childishly, as if she had been hurt. It's like a big grievance.

Zhang Xiao looked up, thinking that if it was before that day, he would have said it, but now he feels that in the relationship between them, it doesn't matter whether they have that sense of ritual or not.

But he didn't refute, just leaned over docilely and rubbed the side of Xuesheng's face: "I'm sorry senior, I forgot. Today's dinner is also delicious."

"...Ah, it's okay." Xuesheng's voice paused subtly as he embraced Zhang Xiao again.After a while, he finally opened his mouth, "Would you like to come to my hospital tomorrow? The curry I couldn't treat you to before, I really want you to try it. I sent you a photo of the curry with cheese Seed, you must like it."

Zhang Xiao listened, and the boy's star-like eyes and Xuesheng's gentle expression flashed involuntarily in his mind.He pursed his lips, but said "um" in a nasal voice, which was regarded as a response.

Anyway, he had already been mentally prepared, anyway, Xuesheng's tenderness towards that boy may not be true.

Anyway, he was really interested in Curry.

The curry is really delicious.

The sauce is spicy, and the sweetness of the cheese neutralizes the spiciness on top.The pork chops were fried crispy but not greasy, and the gravy flowed out after one bite. Even Zhang Xiao, who usually has a small amount of vegetarian food, finished a large plate.

Xue Sheng, who was sitting across from him, didn't eat much. He ordered a medium portion of curry omelet rice.After Zhang Xiao finished his last bite, he handed over the tissue: "It's really delicious, isn't it?"

Nodding his head, Zhang Xiao took the tissue generously: "Well, it's really good."

"If it weren't for your home and school being far away from here, I would have wanted to bring you here. Didn't you say you like curry before?" Xue Sheng looked at Zhang Xiao with too much focus, and his eyes flickered. He couldn't understand the light, "I'm relieved to see you eating so happily."

Xuesheng was really happy.After hearing this, Zhang Xiao paused, raised his head and smiled at Xuesheng: "Thank you, senior."

The price is to eat a little stuffed.

Xuesheng, who was in the final stage of his internship, was obviously very busy, but he still took some time to accompany Zhang Xiao for a walk around the hospital.Seeing Xuesheng's tough attitude, Zhang Xiao pursed his lips and swallowed back the words of rejection.

Occasionally, it feels good for two people to walk side by side.Zhang Xiao raised his head and found that the sky was gloomy, and it looked like it was going to rain.

"Sure enough, the weather can't reflect the mood..." Zhang Xiao couldn't help but muttered in his mother tongue.

"What mood?" Unexpectedly, Xue Sheng, who was walking beside him, heard this word, which was obviously completely different from the expression in his own language.

Zhang Xiao was stunned, smiled and shook his head: "It's nothing, I was just thinking that it must be raining. Also, senior's Chinese has improved a lot."

"I told you that I study very seriously." Xue Sheng's tone was a little proud, and Zhang Xiao couldn't help lowering his head and snickering.

He observed Xue Sheng from the corner of his eye, but found that Xue Sheng's face was more tired than he thought.He was startled, for some reason, that little bit of pain spread from the depths of his heart.

Xuesheng paid more attention to him than before.After all, he is not a machine, Xuesheng often finds time to go to his house, the bruises hanging under Xuesheng's eyes, how could he not know, how could he not see.

Even if you pretend you don't feel it, you still care about it, and you can't help complaining.He also wanted to grab Xuesheng's lapel and question him, is it necessary? There is not much time left between us, but after you exposed the disguise, you have paid more attention to me. Is it necessary?Don't you think it's funny?

But this kind of scene just turns around in my heart and I feel tired.Perhaps just as imagined, there is no need to ask too many questions.

"I'm sorry Xiao, I'm going back to the hospital." Xue Sheng took out his phone and took a look, grabbed Zhang Xiao's hand apologetically, "I'll take you to the station."

Zhang Xiao looked down at the two fingers holding each other in surprise.He is different from the boy who is so eye-catching that people can ignore his age and act like a baby at will. Although he is a little shorter than Xuesheng, he is a real man to anyone.The holding of two men's hands is an abnormal thing in anyone's eyes.

He frowned and tried to break free, but couldn't.He subconsciously looked up at Xuesheng, but suddenly met Xuesheng's eyes.He couldn't understand the emotion written in those eyes, he just felt that Xuesheng seemed to be in pain or crying.Those eyes were like a swirling sea, which could swallow him up in an instant.

"senior……"

"I'm sorry." Xue Sheng let go of his hand at this moment.He lowered his head to adjust his breathing, and when he raised his head again, there was a smile on his face, "Let's go." After speaking, he took the first step and walked in front of Zhang Xiao.

It's an illusion.Looking at Xuesheng's back, Zhang Xiao thought silently.He caught up with Xuesheng in two or three steps, but he didn't speak, just kept silent.

He didn't really understand Xuesheng at all, but now he couldn't understand this man even more.

"Xiao." Xuesheng said, "Have you decided how long to return to China?"

Zhang Xiao responded with a nasal voice: "The 6th of next month."

"...Then I will leave two days earlier than you." Xuesheng sneered, "I will leave this city soon."

Pursing his lips, Zhang Xiao moved his fingers unconsciously, but in the end he still didn't make a sound.

"Can you come and see me off that day?" Xue Sheng paused, "I will send my luggage home in advance, and I will take the Shinkansen on the same day. I won't trouble you."

There seemed to be some pleading in Xuesheng's voice.This is wrong, Kitazawa Yukio should be superior.He can talk and laugh happily with anyone, and people can't take their eyes off with every frown and smile.Even the crying looks like a sea monster or an elf. I don't feel embarrassed, I just want to make people get closer.You shouldn't treat him in such a humble manner.

Is he trying to trick someone again?But Zhang Xiao only felt that he was probably hit by Xuesheng's magic, otherwise why would he want to hold Xuesheng's finger regardless.

Faintly seeing the shadow of the station, Zhang Xiaocai who was silent for a while replied softly: "...I will try my best."

He actually didn't want to face this parting.

"It's great that you can come." Xuesheng laughed, and his voice sounded a little more relaxed, "I...in fact, I really don't want to be here. I feel suffocated when I think about my life after I go back. I should have insisted on studying for a Ph.D. Yes, but the hospital at home keeps urging me to go back.”

Yes, it's a pity not to continue studying with Xuesheng's qualifications.But Zhang Xiao understands that this place is different from the place he grew up after all. As the heir of a large private hospital, Xuesheng's academic qualifications are already sufficient, and what he needs more is contacts.

Thinking wildly, Zhang Xiao suddenly realized that this should be the first time Xuesheng told him about the family affairs in person.

It's not the Beize Hospital that other people talk about—the home in Xuesheng's eyes may be just a cage with gold rims.

But he had no way or the energy to rescue Xuesheng.

The station appeared in front of him, but Zhang Xiao somehow felt like a deserter.He stood there silently for a while, and for the first time, he left behind the etiquette he had kept in his heart since he came to this place, and walked forward without saying a word.

But he was grabbed by the people behind him.

He turned his head, this time he was right, Xue Sheng's expression was really full of pain.He muttered a few times, but in the end he didn't say anything, he could only let go of Zhang Xiao embarrassingly, smiling a little pitifully.

"Senior, I'm leaving." Zhang Xiao bowed to Xuesheng, even raised his head and raised the corners of his lips at Xuesheng, "I'm very happy today, thank you. I'll contact you later."

Turning his head, he swiped his card and walked into the station without hesitation.

That's it, that's fine.

Anyway, he is greedy for Xuesheng's warmth and addicted to Xuesheng's gentleness, even if he sees Xuesheng's true face, he is reluctant to embarrass him.

He really liked Xuesheng, it's normal to hesitate for him.

But there has to be a degree.

But maybe it was bad luck, Zhang Xiao met someone he didn't really want to meet at the station.

The boy who punched eyes stood on the platform, wearing earphones in a daze.Zhang Xiao stood there, wondering if he should avoid it.

Why is he here?If he came to look for Xuesheng, he shouldn't have waited until this time before leaving.

Thinking about it, Zhang Xiao couldn't help but shook his head with a smile, feeling that he was being too lenient.He was planning to wait for the car at a farther gate, but he didn't know if it was because his eyes were too hot just now, the boy turned his head and happened to meet Zhang Xiao's gaze.The boy froze for a moment, but seemed to think of something suddenly, "ah", took off his earphones and walked towards Zhang Xiao.

"Hello, you're Zhang Xiao, right?" The boy grinned, and that smile was as cute and cute as a puppy looking at its owner, which made people feel disgusted, "I guess you don't want to know about me. I won’t introduce myself. I’m studying at the medical school here, so I’m here at this station, and I’m not looking for Senior Kitazawa.”

In a few simple words, he explained clearly what Zhang Xiao wanted to ask.Zhang Xiao forced a smile, but didn't want to speak.

The boy didn't care either.He looked at Zhang Xiao calmly, and said to himself: "Actually, when you came over that day, Senior and I just met. At that time, we were just ordinary friends."

Yeah?Zhang Xiao thought so, but he didn't know why the boy said this to himself.

Seeing that Zhang Xiao didn't react at all, the boy suddenly lowered his head and laughed.Facing Zhang Xiao's suspicious gaze, the boy just shook his head.He raised his head with his hands behind his back, his eyes crooked with a smile: "It seems that Senior Kitazawa didn't say anything. Forget it, he has always been a coward. But from my standpoint, I still want to say sorry to you. "

The curvature of Zhang Xiao's lips gradually disappeared.He didn't think the boy was doing it for his own good, because it would make him feel funny to be apologized for this kind of thing.

He is not Xuesheng's lover, not the kind of girl who wants to chase after her boyfriend's cheating partner and scold her.It stands to reason that he is equal to the boys.

It's just that he didn't know it at the time.

Seemingly seeing the sarcasm in Zhang Xiao's content, the boy smiled again.He took a step back: "Anyway, senior is going back to Akita, and I won't see him again. How you choose is up to you, and I won't force you for him."

After speaking, without any farewell words, the boy turned around and walked straight to the other side of the platform.

Looking at the boy's back silently, Zhang Xiao turned his head and walked to the other end.If they meet boys again in the future, they will probably only treat each other as strangers.

What about Xuesheng?If he meets Xuesheng on the street many years later, can he calmly treat Xuesheng as a stranger?

What are you thinking.Zhang Xiao couldn't help laughing out loud.When he graduates and returns to China, it will not be so easy to see him.

can always forget.

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