Snow country

Zhang Xiao thought that he shouldn't remember the boy's appearance, and it was just a quick glance at that time.It doesn't matter if you say he is cheap or cowardly, at that time he didn't pay attention to it at all, and he didn't want to remember it.

But when he actually saw it, Zhang Xiao realized that he could recognize it completely.The boy is very eye-catching, his hair is dyed a light chestnut color, he looks youthful, but looks like a high school student, but in fact he may be older than himself, after all, Xuesheng has no interest in dating minors.

The boy was carrying a backpack, and the moment he saw Xuesheng, he rushed forward and held Xuesheng's arm tightly.His eyes were as bright as stars, but his coquettish appearance was not at all feminine, like a little puppy flicking its tail at its master.

Xuesheng, who was looking around, seemed taken aback by the boy's actions.But he quickly came back to his senses, and there was a gentle smile in the corner of his eyes.He reached out and rubbed the back of the boy's head, and lowered his head to talk to the boy who was much shorter than him.The boy's cuteness makes him look like a child who can't grow up, so no one will suspect that there will be some unspeakable intimacy between them.

If it wasn't for Xue Sheng's indirect admission, then Zhang Xiao might feel that what he saw that day was just an illusion.There is no chiluo hug, no red mark on the boy's shoulder and neck, they are just the most ordinary brother and brother.

After standing there silently watching for a while, Zhang Xiao turned around.He put the documents in his bag back into his bag, took out his mobile phone and edited the information: "I'm sorry senior, I was asked to go back suddenly because of something in the laboratory. It should be that there is something wrong with the newly designed system. I will send it to you as soon as I get back to school, really I'm sorry."

Putting the phone back in his pocket, he ignored the vibrations coming from the phone.It doesn't matter if it's Xuesheng's reply, even if Xuesheng is eager to use this information, he wants to be willful once in a while.

Zhang Xiao looked at the street.This is the affiliated hospital of the university, and the whole area is quiet and suitable for studying and recuperating.As the cold wind blew, he shrank his neck into the scarf, and belatedly remembered that this was the first time he came to see Xuesheng at the hospital where he practiced.

Because of the boring reason that Xuesheng forgot the information at his home, he also ran into the scene where Xuesheng was with someone else for the second time.Seeing the boy's familiar appearance, it must not be the first time he has come here.In the past, Xuesheng wouldn't have lunch with the boy while texting him, right?

It's a little disgusting, but it's not something he should think about when he is in the right position.

Are you uncomfortable?Zhang Xiao pressed his chest in a daze.He didn't know, he couldn't feel the emotion of being sad anymore.

Anyway, Xuesheng didn't care what he thought.

"Xiao! It's Kitazawa-senpai!" A friend of the same grade poked him with a smile and motioned him to turn his head, "Have you really become the dean's wife? Seniors have come here to see you, and I have only been to the laboratory before. Never been to the convoy."

Zhang Xiao smiled politely, but couldn't help but sigh in his heart.He stood up, didn't even bother to change his gloves, and walked in front of Xuesheng who was chatting with the captain not far away.The captain raised his eyebrows, and looked for an excuse to leave with a wink. Xuesheng looked Zhang Xiao up and down, his eyes were crooked with a smile, but he didn't take the initiative to speak.

Want to act like nothing happened?Looking at such a gentle Xuesheng, Zhang Xiao couldn't help feeling a little more anxious. He knew that Yixuesheng's brain that could understand everything must know that he was actually in the hospital yesterday.He pursed his lips, but was the first to break the silence: "Have you received the courier, senior?"

Xuesheng didn't answer directly, but just stared at Zhang Xiao for a while, and suddenly stretched out his hand to caress Zhang Xiao's cheek.Zhang Xiao was taken aback for a moment, but Xuesheng's warm thumb had already rubbed against his face, and the fingertips were stained by the little bit of engine oil.He looked down, and then smiled softly: "Why does it get more and more blurred? You are like a cat that failed to play with paint."

"This needs to be cleaned up after all the work is done. Let the captain help you get rid of the ones on senior's hands." Zhang Xiao wiped his face with the back of his hands nonchalantly, but just rubbed the motor oil on the back of his hands, showing no expression The ups and downs of the face were dirty and looked a little more pitiful.

Xuesheng looked at it, but the smile in his eyes was even bigger, but he didn't expose it.He stretched out his hand and rubbed Zhang Xiao's hair: "I heard you said that you mainly do computer work, so why did you come to the motorcade, isn't the exam coming soon?"

"It's time for a competition, everyone will come." Zhang Xiao said vaguely, "The exam is only next week, so it doesn't matter."

"So Xiao is really good. She can also help out in the drama club, her academic performance is good, and she can do the work in the team so well."

Zhang Xiao frowned. In his memory, he had never mentioned his grades to Xuesheng.And compared to Xue Sheng, who is always number one in the medical department, his resume is nothing at all.But he didn't refute, he just raised his head and smiled at Xuesheng: "Senior, what's the matter with me?"

"Can't I come to you if I have nothing to do?" Xue Sheng laughed.Taking advantage of no one around, he leaned close to Zhang Xiao's ear, lowered his head and kissed Zhang Xiao's earlobe calmly, "The document is not in a hurry at all, I left it on purpose. I wanted you to come and see me, by the way, please You go to the curry shop near the hospital. Since you are busy, I will come to see you."

……what is this?I obviously couldn't spare the time before, is this considered compensation?

Zhang Xiao wanted to laugh, but couldn't.He lowered his head and Ren Xuesheng whispered in his ear: "I heard from your captain that you can leave in half an hour. Do you still need to study later? Do you want to go somewhere with me?"

There is no room for rejection.So Zhang Xiao took a step back, finally raised the corners of his mouth and smiled slightly: "Then senior has to wait for me."

"You can wait as long as you want." Xue Sheng also smiled, his eyes twinkled, and he looked very affectionate.

It's a pity that it's just a look. How can snow have temperature?

Zhang Xiao took one last look at Xuesheng, turned around, and the soft smile disappeared in an instant.

Zhang Xiao didn't expect Xuesheng to bring him here.

A confined space makes the air appear colder.He couldn't help curling his body into a small ball, and before he could put his hands in his pockets, Xuesheng gently held them.Xuesheng didn't know when he took off his gloves, and the warmth of being covered was transmitted along his fingertips, making Zhang Xiao shiver uncontrollably.

Hearing Xuesheng's soft laughter, Zhang Xiao felt a little embarrassed, so he could only look out of the window: "Why did senior suddenly bring me to ride the Ferris wheel?"

"It's nothing sudden, I just feel that the Ferris wheel in winter is very romantic." Xue Sheng smiled and simply sat on the same side as Zhang Xiao.He smoothed Zhang Xiao's somewhat messy hair, and interlocked his fingers gently but firmly with his hands that he didn't let go, "You smell a little like machine oil."

Zhang Xiaogang opened his mouth, but was interrupted by Xuesheng: "But it's fine, it doesn't matter."

So Zhang Xiao just smiled perfunctorily and didn't say much.

The rising speed of the Ferris wheel is very slow, and the appearance of the urban area is revealed little by little.The flickering lights in the city seem very close, perhaps because of the temperature, it seems deserted and a little out of reach.Zhang Xiao stared blankly unconsciously, and didn't want to care about Xue Sheng holding his hand tightly, allowing the silence to spread between the two.

Not awkward, just reassuringly quiet.

He quietly observed Xuesheng from the corner of his eye.

Xue Sheng was also looking out the window.The face that had lost its smile took off its warm coat, giving Kitazawa Yukio an inaccessible aura.Zhang Xiao couldn't help thinking of Xuesheng he saw in the hospital yesterday, that was the first time he saw Xuesheng wearing a white coat.The slender figure is wrapped in a white shell, like a dying swan, beautiful but lonely, even the slightly frowning eyebrows are works of art.

"Are you going back to your country during the winter vacation?"

Xuesheng's abrupt voice interrupted Zhang Xiao's meditation.He managed to gather his composure, and then nodded: "But after the exam, I have to finish the team work, and I will stay for another two or three weeks."

"Three weeks..." Xuesheng muttered to himself, the loneliness between his brows became more obvious for some reason, and even the smile he turned his head to Zhang Xiao showed a melancholy that was rarely seen in ordinary times, "I'm about the same, next time I’m going back to Akita in a month.”

Is that so, there is not much time left.Zhang Xiao murmured in his heart, wondering if the hole in his heart was the sadness of being completely separated from Xuesheng.

How could he still feel sad because of Kitazawa Yusei, that's just a liar who approached him with an ambiguous attitude and was full of lies.

But it is also the elf who glanced at it in the snowy night and could no longer look away.

And who is Kitazawa Yukio who is in front of him now?Feeling Xue Sheng's hand clasping his chin, Zhang Xiao raised his head in a daze.Xuesheng's strength was a bit strong, he had never felt such intense pain from Xuesheng.

If only referring to the physical words.

"Zhang Xiao," Xuesheng called out his full name, "Do you love me?"

Six words, perfect pronunciation.The words are correct, there is no mistake, it is impossible to pretend not to hear.

Zhang Xiao just felt dizzy.Why did Xuesheng ask him such words in Chinese, word by word?Why are you asking him this now?

Is it really his fault?Is it because he never said he liked it?But he thinks that if he expresses it in action, then the expression in language is not important; he thinks that the person who is so gentle to him, who makes him feel the supreme happiness and joy, must have the same idea as him.

But I don't want to be in some people's minds, as long as they don't say it, it doesn't exist.

All he thought was just what he thought.

But what does that matter?Since Xuesheng didn't care, what else did he care about.

So Zhang Xiao used his remaining hand to gently hold Xuesheng's wrist.He raised his head, without a trace of fear, without a trace of hesitation, just looking directly at Xuesheng.

"I love you." He didn't use honorifics to Xuesheng for the first time, and called Xuesheng by his full name for the first time, "Kitazawa Yusheng, I love you."

I don't know if it was his illusion, but he only felt that the corners of Xue Sheng's eyes were a little red.Xue Sheng smiled as if he was relieved.He looks really nice when he smiles.

It was no different from that night.The man who obviously cried a little pitifully, but smiled brightly the moment he waved at him, was the one who could melt the temperature of ice and snow, and this was the man who made him suffer.

Xue Sheng leaned over, Zhang Xiao obediently closed his eyes, feeling Xue Sheng's gentle movements that were almost cautious.Xuesheng licked his lower lip, clearly in an aggressive gesture, but mixed with irresistible strong emotion.

He was happy—he would have been happy with such a shallow love language.Is it so simple to make Xuesheng happy?So what was your previous self?Xuesheng couldn't feel what he had done before?

The image of the boy sleeping with Xuesheng on his arm flashed in Zhang Xiao's mind. Zhang Xiao frowned and opened his eyes.

Only then did he discover that the ferris wheel had reached its peak at some point.