Snow country

A year has passed.

When Zhang Xiao came back from his hometown, it was just in time for the cherry blossom season.Looking at the people on the tram excitedly gathering to go to view the flowers, he was alone carrying a light suitcase and yawned lazily.When he first came here, he was also very interested in viewing flowers, but now he is used to seeing them, and he doesn't want to join in the fun.

After all, he still has a little gap with the culture here.

I got out of the car when I was almost dizzy, and I could walk from the station to the apartment where I lived for three years almost with my eyes closed.Although it is a little far away here, it is really quiet, and the landlord is also very nice. He has no plans to move out in the last year.Budding his head and humming softly to the melody in the earphones, he casually considered where to start cleaning the small room he hadn't lived in for two weeks.

Pushing the door open, I didn't smell the expected dust mite smell.

The bed was neatly made, unlike when we left, exuding a fresh fragrance, as if it had been changed not long ago.The window was pushed open a small crack, the wind blew the curtains slightly, and even the pouring of sunlight softened, making the figure of the person sitting by the bed illusory like an illusion.

The man was holding a mug, his eyes slightly drooping, and he didn't know what to think.It wasn't until Zhang Xiao stepped into the room and closed the door that he raised his head belatedly, and smiled at Zhang Xiao with crooked eyes: "Welcome back."

Zhang Xiao blinked.

He thought he was dreaming, otherwise how could he see this man who disappeared for more than a year reappear in front of him.

The man stood up and walked in front of Zhang Xiao.He reached out and stroked Zhang Xiao's messy hair because of his rush, and naturally took his luggage and carried it in.After placing it by the wall, the man supported Zhang Xiao's shoulders and looked him up and down.

After a while, he smiled again, this time with some sadness and nostalgia in his smile: "Xiao is still exactly the same, nothing has changed."

He stretched out his hand to pull Zhang Xiao into his arms, and rubbed his head on the side of Zhang Xiao's neck like a baby.His hair is not as long as before, probably because he needs to be prudent as a doctor, and the front hair is also cut short, but it complements the three-dimensional facial features very nicely.It suits him very well.

Zhang Xiao let the man hug him, but his lips moved secretly, silently calling that man's name.

Kitazawa Yukio.

Xuesheng was observing Zhang Xiao's changes, and Zhang Xiao was also observing his.He needs to know that this person has changed, so that he can be sure that the figure that suddenly appeared in front of him is really not his hallucination.

Unlike the winter they spent together, Xuesheng changed into a thin knitted sweater.Xuesheng seemed to have lost some weight, and he looked a little more bookish when he rolled up his sleeves and smiled.Although there is unconcealable melancholy and exhaustion in his brows and eyes, this is probably the image of a college senior in the minds of many girls.

Zhang Xiao didn't expect that he could see such a different Xuesheng—he thought that Xuesheng in his mind would be frozen in that winter.

Probably because he was distracted for too long, so he didn't have time to react to that soft kiss.

There is no lingering, no deep-penetrating, just a careful kiss with tenderness.Zhang Xiao opened his eyes wide in surprise, but was embraced by Xue Sheng again.This hug is much lighter than before, without the panic just now as if he was about to run away.

Xuesheng tilted his head and kissed his earlobe, just like the day we parted: "Do you miss me?"

Zhang Xiao pursed his lips, but did not answer.

"I miss you very much." Xue Sheng didn't seem to expect his answer either.He kissed again and again, as if treating a precious and fragile item, loving and gentle, "I really want to."

Zhang Xiao felt that everything must have happened too suddenly.Or with Xue Sheng's departure a year ago, he unknowingly took away his ability to perceive emotions.

— Fortunately, he is back.Otherwise, I will have to check out next year, and I don’t know if I need to lose money if I lose a key.

Otherwise, when he was pushed onto the bed by Xuesheng, how could he be thinking of this?

"I'm sorry...I really went to meet my friends...at Hachioji's...Okay, I won't do it next time, I'm very sorry."

In a daze, Zhang Xiao heard Xuesheng's voice.He opened his eyes in a daze, only to realize that it was already dark.With a shenying sound, he turned over.It's been a long time, even though he and Xuesheng are familiar with this kind of thing, they can't stand such a toss.

Happened to hang up the phone, Xuesheng came over.After tidying up Zhang Xiao's temple hair, Xue Sheng smiled softly.Zhang Xiao stared blankly at Xuesheng, only to feel that this smile, which seemed to be exactly the same as before, seemed to have some emotions that he didn't quite understand.

Only then did he realize that a year had really passed.This time when he woke up, Xue Sheng was still there.

"Why did senior come to Tokyo?" He fiddled with Ren Xuesheng vaguely, asking what he should have asked when he entered the door.

"Follow the seniors in the hospital to participate in the forum." After a pause, Xue Sheng actually smiled with a hint of embarrassment, "...But this is actually just an excuse."

Zhang Xiao smiled symbolically, but knew that his smile didn't reach his eyes at all.

But Xuesheng really didn't seem to notice.His eyes were as bright as stars, and he didn't even turn on the lights. He watched Zhang Xiao with the little light outside the window: "Are you hungry? Do you want to go out to eat something together?"

Shaking his head, Zhang Xiao simply closed his eyes: "I'm a little tired, I don't want to move today."

Hearing Zhang Xiao's hoarse voice, Xuesheng thought about it, turned his head and poured a glass of water for Zhang Xiao to feed.Seeing Zhang Xiao drinking water like a kitten, Xuesheng lowered his head with a smile, and pressed a kiss on Zhang Xiao's forehead: "Xiao, can I live here today?"

What are you doing here? Does Kitazawa Yukio have no place to live in Tokyo?Thinking of this, Zhang Xiao hung his head in Xuesheng's arms, and asked lazily: "But senior, don't you need to go back? The person who called just now seems to be senior's lover."

Xuesheng's body stiffened suddenly, and Zhang Xiao felt that Xuesheng's hand grasping his shoulder was so hard that it seemed as if he would break his bones.He frowned to bear Xuesheng's sudden anger, and before he could open his mouth to cry out, Xuesheng suddenly lifted the quilt and lay down next to Zhang Xiao.He gently touched the back of Zhang Xiao's head, as if nothing happened just now.

"No, it's the director of the hospital." He said softly, "I have been alone this year. I have no lover, no bed partner. During Kitazawa's life, there was nothing but the hospital."

oh.Zhang Xiao listened to Xuesheng's words in his ear, and casually thought, if Xuesheng wanted to be the kind of anchor who could make ears pregnant, he should make a lot of money.

"Then stay here." Zhang Xiao also relaxed, "If it's convenient for senior."

But what is this?Disappearing suddenly, appearing suddenly, with a gentleness that has never been seen before, treating him like a fool.

But Zhang Xiao didn't have the energy to refute, he felt tired even opening his mouth to speak now.

After thinking about it, Xuesheng's technique seems to have deteriorated, and he really hurt a little.Maybe it's because Xue Sheng didn't lie.

But what does that matter to him?

"Xiao," Xuesheng said again, "the plants are gone."

What is given to him is his, and what to do with it is his freedom.

"Xiao, do you believe that I like you?"

Is it important to believe it or not?

"I like you."

Why say "like" at this time?

Not wanting Xuesheng to notice his frowning, Zhang Xiao slipped into Xuesheng's arms, feeling satisfied that Xuesheng hugged him tighter and perfectly hid his expression.

Forget it, he can do whatever he wants.

"Well," Zhang Xiao also said, "I like you too."

When he opened his eyes again, he was the only one left in the room.Zhang Xiao yawned and got out of bed, opened the refrigerator, and found sandwiches and coffee inside.He twitched the corner of his mouth, thinking that if these foods were placed on the small table, he would probably think that he had traveled back to a year ago.

After tidying up and leaving the house, Zhang Xiao had time to look at his phone.There were a lot of unread messages, but he couldn't help but saw that person's dialog box for the first time.

"Remember to eat breakfast! I'm leaving first, I'll contact you when I'm free~" There was also a big love emoji sticker on the back.

The dialogue interface was bare, except for these two new messages from Xuesheng.He changed his mobile phone once, and all the previous conversations disappeared, which made Xue Sheng's abrupt words even more ridiculous.

He stared blankly for a while before putting away his phone.

"Like a lunatic." Zhang Xiao muttered to himself, touching the band-aid on his neck.Underneath are the red marks from last night.

I don't know if the words are about Xuesheng who came uninvited and talking to himself, or the self who cooperated with Xuesheng's smile and accepted everything.

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