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As soon as the get out of class bell rang, the teacher said that get out of class was over, and the quiet classroom immediately became noisy. He put down the collection of essays in his hand, and ran downstairs with a few boys.

Just kidding, there are many floors in this dilapidated school, but there are not many toilets. Going to the toilet between classes is like a war. If you don’t grab it, you will be late.

"Hey, Ruibai, Ruibai." Yan An's voice came from behind, "Ruibai, why are you running so fast?!"

"Toilet!!" He didn't have time to respond to Yan An, and rushed into the toilet to grab the pit.

"Rui Bai, I applied for the 3000-meter sports meeting, so you can go running with me at night." Yan An stood at the door of the toilet and didn't go in.

He tied up his trousers, washed his hands, looked in the mirror, and then dragged Yan An aside for a chat.

"You still apply? You are already in the third year of high school, can't you settle down and study hard?"

Yan An had a hippie smile: "Isn't this just looking for some entertainment, I want to stay with you for a while."

"Don't flirt if you don't like it." He was too lazy to talk to her and planned to go upstairs.

"I'm going to look for you after the first night of self-study." Yan An didn't care, and went downstairs with a wave, "I'm going to physical education class."

"You!" He rolled his eyes, but there was nothing he could do.

What if he doesn't agree?Yan An could definitely get into the classroom, dragged, coaxed, and tricked him to the playground, and compulsively let him run with him.

"Xiaobai, you are the best!" Yan An's shout came from downstairs.

"Go! Die! Go!" This is him gnashing his teeth.

The scene suddenly becomes a playground.

He who was gnashing his teeth and scolding Yan An just a second ago is now jogging with Yan An on the playground.Yan An would say something from time to time and say hello to people he knew around him, but he didn't have the energy to care about other things at all. His physical strength was not as good as Yan An's, and he didn't have the ability to speak during multiple laps of jogging, so he had to work hard panting.

"Hey, Xiaobai, you came for a run too!" The voice was full of surprise, but he couldn't recognize who it was. The owner of the voice came from far to near, and patted him on the shoulder vigorously, causing him to stagger , if it wasn't for Yan An's sharp eyesight and quick hands, he would have fallen to the ground

"Oh sorry sorry."

He just felt so tired and just wanted to sleep in Yan An's arms, but when he woke up, he found that he and Yan An were in the library with a lot of homework in front of him.

Yan An is not the kind of character who can calm down easily, but fortunately, a set of science fiction can make Yan An obediently shrink in a not-so-big place in the library. Because I didn't do my homework, I copied it until midnight, and I didn't change it after repeated admonitions.

And he will do homework, preview textbooks, etc., and occasionally take out miscellaneous books to read.

After being together, the two will always stay in the county library on weekends, find a quiet corner, where people don't come and go often, look at the people around them when they are tired from reading, and occasionally kiss, even once he didn't resist Yan An took advantage of being locked in the bathroom cubicle.

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"Rui Bai, Rui Bai?"

He was woken up in a daze, saw the person in front of him clearly, and obediently called out: "Teacher Nie."

"I see you crying over there, are you okay?"

He wiped his face, and it took him a long time to react. He smiled and shook his head: "I dreamed about something from the past, so I'm a little sad."

Teacher Nie sighed, and said, "I'll get these things sorted out as soon as possible, just wait."

"Well, it's okay, teacher, you are busy."

Teacher Nie buried his head in the lesson plans again, and he looked at the ceiling blankly, feeling empty in his heart.

[When I first wrote the letter, I really wanted to send it to you, but later on, it probably became a way of venting.Because I don’t care whether I put stamps or not, and I don’t care whether I throw away the mailbox or not. Every time I finish writing, I just fold it carefully and put it in an envelope and seal it.

I cried several times today, and every time I was sad, but I didn't know what I was sad about, and I didn't even know that I was crying.

In fact, it was quite embarrassing. I really thought I would never cry again. I even cried in front of Teacher Nie once. It was so embarrassing.Teacher Nie is as gentle and reliable as ever. She is a great head teacher.She not only teaches well, but also treats students well, and she will not criticize blindly. She cared about me very much and made me feel like the mother in my memory, so I will never forget her.

If it wasn't for Yujia's contact information of Mr. Nie, I'm afraid I would have missed it. At that time, I will only have regrets in my heart, and it can't be regarded as returning to the past place to make up for my regrets.

Yan An, I feel empty in my heart, I don’t know what’s going on...]

Teacher Nie's cooking skills are outstanding, and he has come to the teacher's house for dinner many times as a high school student.

"I'm going to eat lightly today, right? Hey, a bad stomach is a big problem. Seeing how thin you are now, it's so pitiful."

"Is custard okay? I'll fry some vegetables for you, do you want porridge?"

"It's a pity, I do the best meat dishes, so don't dislike my vegetarian dishes."

He looked at the nagging teacher who seemed very warm, and said with a smile: "Everything the teacher cooks is delicious."

"It's still the same as before, the mouth is so sweet, I have to work harder." Teacher Nie entered the kitchen again after speaking, and drove him out who wanted to follow.

"An Anxin waited outside, not allowed to come in."

He thought, he is not pitiful, there are Teacher Nie who is willing to care about him, and Yu Jia who is crying so hard that he can't help himself in City B. Yu Jia's messages on WeChat are one after another, and he feels very sad.

"By the way, Kuang Xia has been like you for the past few years and has not contacted me again. How is this little girl? You and Kuang Xia were the best in that class back then. It's a pity that you dropped out of school. Kuang Xia is very promising , went to University B in City B."

"Kuang Xia, I haven't contacted for a while, and I don't know too well." He smiled and answered the teacher, his eyes were full of Yujia's messages on the screen.

[The teacher’s house has a Polaroid, I took a photo of me and the teacher with it, and I also left one for the teacher.The teacher has been doing very well in recent years, and her daughter is very filial. It is said that the teacher passed away due to illness two years ago. When I mentioned the teacher, the teacher was still very sad, but she said that it was much better than before. Do not ask for leave to adjust your mentality.

An Bao, you say ■■■■■■■■■■

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Sorry, I wrote something inappropriate.

I stayed at Teacher Nie's house for two days before I packed up and decided to leave. She made a lot of side dishes for me, and I had to take them with me.

Just write here.

Fu Ruibai. ]