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He sat slumped on the steps, looking thin and pale like a drug addict.A girl in school uniform hesitated for a while, and finally came up with her little sisters, and asked timidly, "Do you need any help?"

He looked up with a smile and shook his head in thanks. The girls left without turning their heads, but they still left him a piece of bread and a bottle of water.

He looked at the completely unfamiliar environment and thought: Sure enough...he hasn't been back for many years.

This used to be Yan An's hometown. If I remember correctly, it has been demolished for several years. After the demolition funds were allocated, Yan An's parents bought a few houses in W City with the money and urged Yan An to come back. And one after another, they arranged blind dates for Yan An.

It was probably at that time that Yan An couldn't resist the expectations and guilt for his old parents. He chose to go back to his parents, and soon found a wife who, according to Yu Jia, was very gentle and virtuous.

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The memories of Yan An's parents became more and more frightening as they got older.

"Xiao An is here, hurry up, the weather is hot, come and drink the mung bean soup that has just cooled down." When he was in junior high school, Yan An's mother was a bitter and enthusiastic woman to him. Treat him as a left-behind child.

But everything changed because of the accidental death of his parents. In his third year of junior high, his parents died unexpectedly on the way home, and the source came from his rare complaints to his parents.Since that year, many people began to call him a dead star, and his sister who didn't want to see him even thought he didn't have him. All the compensation that his parents got unexpectedly was taken away by his sister, and it was useless for him. body.

He had to work to maintain his studies.

It was also at that time that the hot-mouthed woman changed, and she became so scary that he didn't dare to approach Yan An's house anymore.

"You loser, don't come to our house again, be good An'an."

"Hey, who knows if he'll kill our family."

"Such a small child is pitiful? I don't even look at how he treated his parents back then. It's good now, because his parents left."

The fact that Yan An secretly helped him was soon discovered. The mean woman rushed to his house with a broom and beat him cruelly. His sister even sneered from the sidelines, surrounded by onlookers , no one helped him.

And the rare life that can be maintained, collapsed when Yan An discovered his feelings for Yan An, and was refused by Yan An to start.Yan An also started to be indifferent to him, and even confirmed the rumors circulating in the school. During that time, if he hadn't been accompanied by Fa Xiao Kuang Xia, he might not have survived at all.

He was so skinny as a skeleton, his spirit was so weak that he was only the last straw, and he studied and worked endlessly. It was probably at that time that his crippled body could no longer be supported, probably It was also at that time that he was extremely pitiful, and he aroused the sympathy of Yan An who met by chance, and they came back to each other and reconciled.

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"It was really miserable before." He looked at the unrecognizable Yan An's former hometown, and stood there for a long time. Even if he no longer had enthusiasm, he had to admit that Yan An and the other family gave him a rare experience. get warm.

[I have to admit that the rare and happy memories of childhood are about you and your parents.

My sister hates me, thinking that I took away her opportunity to study, and forced her to give up her studies to work to earn money to support her family, and then she had to marry that brother-in-law whom she didn’t even look up to, just to make her own life Take it easy; as far as I can remember, my parents haven’t met a few times. The only relevant news is probably how much money they sent, but that news never reached me. Facing my sister’s cold face and complaints for a little living expenses, she felt that I was spending too much money, but she couldn’t remember that the money she gave me every month was only enough for me to eat one meal a day, and I had meat to eat. There are new clothes to wear.

At that time, the occasional small snacks in your family can make me remember them for a long time.

I am standing near the land of your hometown now. It has changed a lot, but there are still sporadic things from the past. It makes people sigh that while the years have migrated, they are suddenly disturbed by the memories of the past.

I just ran into the granny at the alley, she didn’t recognize me, after all these years have passed, or maybe I’ve changed too much, even if you stand in front of me now you won’t recognize who I am (laughs).

By the way, my new book has been published. I saw it in a bookstore today, but I didn’t expect it to be available here. I couldn’t help but narcissistically bought a copy haha.This may be my last book that will be published. Recently, the editor called from time to time, maybe to announce the good news and to urge the next book, but I didn't answer any of them.

I don't have the energy to continue this work anymore, the only thing I can do now is probably waiting to die (laughs), just kidding.

I don’t know if you have read my new book, or if you choose to ignore it, let me be willful for the last time.I signed and wrote a gift on this book, and I will definitely let you receive it. This is the last gift I can give you.

Fu Ruibai]