thirteen letters

[Stop saying hello to you. ]

After he finished writing this sentence, he looked up at the playground directly in front of him. Several old people were doing morning exercises on the playground. He smiled and continued to bow his head.

[Guess where I am now?

I'm in our high school, and I've made contact with my head teacher, and I'll see you after lunch.She said that she missed me very much, and she didn't expect to drop out of school suddenly. She even went to my house to ask, but she didn't expect that the address had already been vacated, and the contact number I left at the beginning was also vacant. .She has been thinking about it for so long, and it was not until several years after I dropped out of school that Yu Jia went back to see her and reassured her a little.I am really grateful that she still thinks about me, she is a good teacher who respects her duties and responsibilities. ]

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His sudden dropout shocked many people, including Yan An.

"Why did you drop out of school? If it's a tuition fee issue, I can help you solve it. You don't have to choose to drop out of school like this." When the teacher heard the news, Yan An immediately asked for leave and ran out to find him.

"I really don't want to miss it."

Yan An stopped him and asked, "Why? You have to give me a reason?"

He didn't want to say it, and just looked at Yan An like that, but Yan An didn't back down as usual.

"You must, give me a reason."

"My sister knows that I like boys and works in a nightclub. She thinks I'm disgusting. A few days ago, she just packed up her things and took Niuniu with her brother-in-law. She took all the valuables and sold the house. My The money is only enough for me to eat for a few days.”

"How did your sister... how did she know? Didn't leave any for you? It's okay, I will pay for the tuition..."

"I don't want to owe you any more, ok? Your family has paid for my tuition fees for the past two years. Uncles and aunts are good people, but I don't want to do this anymore." He was calm and knew exactly what he was doing.

"I'm currently living in Kuang Xia's house. She's the only one in Kuang Xia's house. It's safer for me to live with her. I plan to publish the things I wrote before, and just earn some money to eat."

He calmly and slowly told Yan An the plan he had come up with in the past two days. He was forced to face the departure and accusations of his relatives suddenly as if he was being chased away. What his sister said was far better than what he repeated. It's much ugly, that honest but stingy woman who has been stingy for more than twenty years seems to have exploded on him the anger that had been suppressed for so many years.His own sister didn't even leave him a penny, and just patted her ass and left like this. The back view even looked a little joyful and relaxed.

Yan An looked at him who was forced to grow up, and felt that a huge hole had been pierced in his heart, but the two of them knew each other too well, Yan An knew how stubborn he was under his easy-going appearance, once he made a decision, he would die and never look back .

"Okay, if, if you really have any difficulties, do you have to tell me?" Yan An held his face in both hands and couldn't help kissing his forehead.

He pushed Yan An away, frowning in confusion: "What do you mean? If you don't like me, don't tease me!"

Yan An immediately hugged him and comforted him: "No, baby, you don't know how much I feel sorry for you when I look at you. Let's be together, okay? Baby, let me take good care of you?"

"No, I don't need your sympathy." He pushed Yan An away, turning to leave.

Yan An grabbed him, eager to explain: "I don't sympathize with you, really, you trust me."

He looked at Yan An who was about to swear to the sky, half-believing: "Let's talk, I'll go first."

"noob!"

After Yan An stalked him for three full months, he finally caught up with him, and even put him on the bed very quickly.

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[When I wrote this letter, I also saw two boys running in the morning in sweatshirts. They knew each other and ran very easily. They chatted occasionally, just like when I practiced 3000 meters with you.I thought I had almost forgotten everything about the past, but when I returned to my old place, many things came to the fore.

We study together, play ball together, run at night together, and eat, drink and have fun together.At that time, I liked you to death, but I never thought about being with you. I just wanted to be friends with you for a lifetime, because friends can last forever, and lovers are separated.

Look at us now, don't we just respond to this sentence?

If we were not together, I would have appeared at your wedding a few days ago, be your best man, help you hold back the wine, and joke with them about you, and you would not drink so much wine and cry bitterly.It would be great if, at that time, I was firmer and more restrained. ]

As he was writing, he saw a drop of water dripping on the letter paper. He looked up at the sky, and the sky was clear. He put down the pen with his right hand and tremblingly touched his face, which was stained with water.

"I thought I wouldn't cry anymore."

He lay down on the rostrum, he didn't know how to describe his current mood, if... It would have been nice if they hadn't been together at that time.

[Really, if we were not together at that time, we would not be strangers like now.

I wish you a happy wedding, embrace the grandson your parents miss so much, and live a better and better life.

Fu Ruibai. ]