[Xunsi]May Be a Dream

Xihe's sunshine rides the wind and wraps the place where the light goes with warmth. Looking around, the light is warm and hazy.

The nasal cavity is filled with the smell of vitality, but the body is so cold that he can hardly move. When the hand dripping the drip pushes the iron shelf hanging on the saline and anti-inflammatory drugs, the sharp pain almost makes him think that the pale skin on the back of the hand is about to crack open.

His eyes lingered in the courtyard outside the window, the swaying branches and leaves made a rustling sound, and the dazzling sunlight diffused like fine particles of gold powder floating in the water. In the dark shadows under the lush emerald green, the girl's light-colored figure was so clear.

She blinked her red eyes that were as clear as glass beads.

"Ayanami..." Shinji murmured involuntarily.

"What?" A girl's voice sounded beside her.

He turned his head immediately, and the girl who was still under the big tree in the courtyard just now appeared beside him.

The rapid movement made him dizzy, and he slowly looked at the big tree in the courtyard again, and there was no one under the tree.

"It's like that again." He spoke weakly.

"Don't feel cold? Go back to your room, don't catch cold again." Ayanami took the iron frame, followed Shinji's footsteps, and slowly returned to the ward.

Nothing had changed in the world, and his long adventure had become a dream in his febrile stupor.

Of course, this is the judgment of others on him, only he knows that everything is not false.

A boy named Kaoru Nagisa disappeared from his life.

The deceased disappeared according to the original trajectory and returned to the so-called normal fate.

Stupid Shinji, he sleeps on the floor every day when he has a bed, he can't even take care of himself even though he has a lot of housework, in summer it's okay to have a cold and a fever, and even a high fever, if Misato and Ayanami didn't come to the door, I think you would have The dead body is at home!

When he woke up, Asuka, who was sitting in front of his hospital bed with Erlang's legs crossed and hands crossed, said so.

A person?

ah.It's always been like this, Misato always tries to find you a roommate!I can't find it now.Hey, why are you crying!Are you still a boy? !

It turned out that he was the only one in that big white room.

A person.

He had already made a promise to wait in the sea of ​​LCL, but when he came back, as expected, he no longer saw the figure of that person, he still couldn't restrain himself from crying bitterly.

But this time, I won't think about things like "Zhu-kun is more worthy of living than me".

Until the day when you close your eyes, there will be a chance to meet again.

It was only when he was discharged from the hospital that he realized that it was already summer vacation. On the day he found out that he had a high fever and passed out at home, Misato and Ayanami were going to discuss with him about going to the beach during the summer vacation.

After recuperating at home for half a month, the weather started to become sultry, and the plan that had been put on hold was once again brought up by Misato.

On the day of the trip, the sky was clear and the sun was shining brighter. Amidst the cheers of a group of people, the car drove into the coastal road.

Waves are constantly rising, and on the sparkling sea, seabirds sing and fly from time to time. There are no huge warships and sky-high water jets in the endless blue.

"Pretty, isn't it?!" Misato took off her sunglasses and blinked her left eye.

"The place you picked is not bad." Asuka said while looking at the car window, while Ayanami looked at the scenery outside the window silently with forgetfulness.

Shinji nodded, staring out of the window intently, the sparkling waves seemed to ripple in his heart, he unexpectedly and urgently wanted to go to the seaside.

"Ah, by the way, that kid will come too! But it will be later, probably in the evening, and then he must be properly introduced to Shinji. Shinji, are you listening to me?" Misato said.

He didn't hear what Misato was saying clearly, but just nodded slightly, his heart still in the sea.

When he arrived at the beach, he put down his luggage and was dragged to the beach by the three of Misato, but he was always hiding under the umbrella and did not carry out any activities.

In the afternoon, red clouds appeared at the junction of the sea and the sky, and the sky was getting darker. He decided to stay at the seaside, and after seeing Asuka and the three leave, he walked into the white waves.

The fine sand under the feet is soft and moist, the waves recede and advance, the calves are chilled by the splashing water, and the ears are full of loud and small sounds.

At the end that is not the end, the orange red is surging, the white clouds become dim, suddenly a gust of sea breeze passes by, and the fishy smell of sea water rushes towards you.

Under the same sunset, is there the same fate on the wreckless seashore?

Shinji understood that he was just doing a meaningless imitation, walking aimlessly, looking forward, looking forward in the surging waves, in the orange-red dusk that was different from the past.

"mimifasosofamiredodoremimirere..." He sang the familiar numbered notation, facing the sea breeze, and felt his eyes tingling.

"Hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm, hmm~"

From nowhere came an overly free-wheeling hum, almost overlapping with Shinji's voice.

"Hmph, heh, heh, heh, heh~" Shinji looked around in a panic, and instinctively ran towards the thin sound source.