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He organized his words in a chaotic way, "No, tell me what happened first? Is there something, some misunderstanding among us?"
Qu Li still didn't answer, his lips were pursed into a line, and he moved quickly, stuffing the shirt and trousers into the box one by one, filling it up in a short while, and closing the zipper quickly.
The closet was turned into a mess, and he didn’t pick up a pair of shoes all over the floor under the bed. He straightened up and pulled out the lever, saying: “I don’t want the rest, you can deal with it. I pay the rent for the house until I graduate from college. Live if you want."
Go outside after speaking.
Xiang An chased after him and asked, "Then where do you live?"
Qu Li didn't stop at a single step: "I've applied for a dropout and I'm going home."
"Qu Li..." Xiang An hurriedly grabbed his suitcase handle and gave an ugly smile, "Come on. Tell me what's up, okay?"
It's a pity that he is really not good at retaining.
Qu Li's every move is like a kid who loses his temper and asks for attention, even the little messy hair on the top of his head is shouting "Come and coax me!", but he has always been resolute and decisive in doing things, There is no room for repentance, no matter what anyone says or does does nothing.
This is where Xiang An is most helpless.
He knew that this time he was bound to lose the inconsistency, and he couldn't accept the result, but he couldn't change it either.
"Don't go. Don't leave me, okay?"
he begged pitifully.
Xiang An has never held anyone back. In the more than 20 years he has lived, he has always let people come and go. Whoever is happy calls him a brother and brother, or kicks him away when he is unhappy. He has never been happy or sad because of it. .
Only distorted.
He couldn't see the crooked back, and he felt his heart twitching just by turning around.
This is his first stay.The action is rusty but the courage is commendable.
He was so courageous and spineless, holding on to the lever.
He paused at Qu Li's steps, and turned his head to the side, as if about to turn around, he immediately ignited hope, and his eyes lit up.
But the light went out again in an instant.Because in the next second, Qu Li just raised his hand and opened the door.
What was that like?
In a moment of hell, all thoughts are ashamed.
what.
Qu Li doesn't want him anymore.
This is the only thought in my mind.
Qu Li doesn't want him anymore.
If it is said that love makes Xiang An cheerful, optimistic and positive, the haze in his life is swept away by the arrival of Qu Li, if it is Qu Li that makes him reborn from inferiority complex,
Then at this moment, all his immature self-confidence was taken away.
How much he got, was taken away today.Just like a flying sword piercing his chest in the novel, driving him into the abyss beyond redemption.
what a pain.
I can't describe the pain.
The moment Qu Li lifted his foot to go out, Xiang An couldn't bear it anymore, a tear rolled out, and he didn't even have time to wipe it away.
He really wanted to show restraint, pretend to be chic, and say "Since you have made up your mind, let me let it go", but he couldn't do it, he couldn't control himself.
"Quli." Wrinkled with grievance, she still refused to let go, "Do you think this is not fair to me?"
He couldn't even speak a complete sentence!God knows how hard he worked, crushing a sentence into several words, and then he was able to hold back his crying, "Break up with me, but you don't even have an excuse. Is it too perfunctory?"
But Qu Li, did not find any abnormalities.
"Xiang An, what can we do?" He actually laughed, "Are you pulling me like this, trying to act like you love me? Are we happy together? Maybe not?"
"We're together, don't you feel happy?" Xiang An was taken aback.
Qu Li smiled again: "It seems that you have forgotten the quarrel we had, right? When you vented, you said that you don't love me and let me go, have you forgotten?"
"You know those are all angry words!" Xiang An said anxiously, "Isn't it all over? Aren't we fine now!"
"I can't make it through." Qu Li shook his head, "Everyone gets tired, Xiang An, when I loved you, you didn't care about me, now I'm tired, as you wish, I don't count on you."
let it go.Qu Li said.
Xiang Anhao's heart ached, "This time it's as you wished", how could Qu Li say such a thing? !
What does it mean to do as he wishes?When had he ever had such an idea!
"Qu Li, when you love someone, don't you always remember him well, and want to go to the future with him? Why, do you have to remember hatred?" Xiang An finally couldn't help crying, "You really, want to Break up with me?"
Qu Li trembled all over, took a deep breath, and still said: "Yes."
Xiang An lost strength in his hand, slowly let go, turned around and covered his eyes.
"it is good."
Tears rolled out from between the fingers, warm and cold.
He heard Qu Li break his pace, closed the door and didn't go back.
A gust of drafts blew through the door, which slammed open the lightly closed door, and slammed it hard again.
Finally squatted down, holding his knees and crying bitterly.
For the first time, he knew that it wasn't that he was fragile, but that he was hurt by his lover. It hurt so much that it was like a knife cutting through the heart and tearing out the flesh and blood inside.
The pain was so painful that I couldn't help crying, crying so hard that I couldn't make a sound.Can't get rid of it either.
Is this how it feels to lose someone you love?
The whole world is gloomy, and the pain is too painful to live, and it is impossible to ask for death.
I hope you never experience it.
After crying for an unknown amount of time, Xiang An Meng got up, stumbled and opened the door, and a figure sprinting down appeared in the corridor.
No!
Don't let go so easily!
He wants to tell Qu Li that he loves him!I love him very much!Can't live without him!
He still has a lot to say to him, and he is included in his plans for the future.
He always thought that the days were long and long and he could take his time.He was wrong.
Qu Li, wait a minute.
wait a minute.
The school gate is a long street, Qu Li pulled a small suitcase and waited at the newsstand, raising his hand to hail a passing taxi.
Xiang An rushed out, lunged at him from behind, and hugged him tightly.
People were coming and going on the street, his face was full of tears, his hair was disheveled, one slipper ran away, and he was extremely embarrassed.But he didn't care at all.
He was out of breath, afraid of being pushed away, he held onto Quli's clothes tightly and said, "Don't leave me, Quli, don't leave me!"
Regardless of the image, burst into tears:
"I regret it, let's not break up, okay?
I love you.I love you so much!
I can't live without you!
My life is full of you, and my fantasy of the future is full of you. After we are together, everything I have is because of you. If you are gone, what should I do?
I will die!I will die!
I don't know what to do, Quli,
You teach me, you teach me what to do?I can't let you go, I can't do it! ...
If you're going to let go, why not do it sooner?
Before I love you so much, before I fall into it.
I keep reminding myself, don't love you too deeply, don't let yourself get hurt.
But...but...
I can't do it, what should I do?what to do?Distorted...
why?
Why are you coming to provoke me?
Why do I dare not give it to me when I want it, but why do I have to take it back when I give it to me?
Is it funny that you bully me like this? "
He was so emotional that he spoke incoherently, and several times his voice was torn, and he cried intermittently, and he couldn't speak clearly.
From time to time passers-by on the street looked sideways curiously, pointing in twos and threes, but he didn't care about anything, he just kept repeating his begging: "Qu Li, don't go, I will love you more from now on, okay? I'll be more enthusiastic, okay? Don't leave me, okay?"
"it is good."
The voice is faint.
In an instant.
Like a flower blooming.
Qu Li finally turned around and hugged him in his arms.
Rubbing his hair: "Fool. I'm teasing you."
The wind is back, the clouds are back, the sun is blooming.And so the whole world came back again.
Amidst the whispers of the crowd, Xiang An hugged Qu Li tightly, and finally broke down completely, crying, crying and laughing, crying and laughing, laughing and crying again.
Crying and crying, a hot tear fell from the top of his head and slapped on his cheek.He wanted to look up, but Qu Li took a deep breath and pressed him back into his arms.
Qu Li carried Xiang An back home, the moment the door closed, the two kissed naturally and tacitly.
Different from the past, this time Xiang An seemed to prove his love for Quli, and kissed him with extra effort. He even bit Quli's tongue while reaching out to lift his clothes.
He was barefoot, bent his knees, pressed Qu Li on the sofa, pressed and kissed him hard, twisted, pulled, and seduced.
Two people give and take from each other.
[The word xx is omitted here]
Xiang An leaned over, hugged Qu Li softly, and the two looked at each other, smiling away their grievances.
☆、2007 Hening
It was almost five o'clock in the afternoon, and there was a sudden knock on the door.
Xiang An woke up from the dream, and found that he was hugged to the bed at some point, and there was no one beside the pillow.
He sat up, put on some clothes and went to the living room, and saw Gu Xiaoran standing anxiously at the door, Qu Li with a bath towel tied around his waist was leaning against the door frame, his wet hair was steaming on top of his head.
Apparently Gu Xiaoran saw that Xiang An's clothes were disheveled and messy, and seeing Qu Li's refreshed and carefree face, he was confused for a few seconds.But as smart as she is, she quickly tacitly accepted the setting.
She turned her head awkwardly away from her distorted abs, forcing herself to be more natural.
"Xiang An," she asked, "Have you seen Zhou Li in the past two days?"
"I haven't seen it since the hospital. What's wrong? What's wrong with you?" Xiang An said.
"No," Gu Xiaoran frowned, anxiously wanting to express something, but she took a look at Qu Li, and then withdrew, and said, "Uncle Zhou called me and said he couldn't get in touch with my cousin, afraid that something might happen to him , let me come to his house to look for it, but...he has been emotionally unstable recently, and I'm afraid he'll be overwhelmed, Xiang An, you..."
"I'll go find it with you, wait for me to change clothes." Xiang An hurriedly turned back and entered the bedroom.
Qu Li followed in without a word, closed the door, leaned against the wall, and watched Xiang An's movements sullenly.
After a while, he asked, "Since when did you even know cousin Gu Xiaoran?"
"Ah?" Xiang An answered nonchalantly while pulling out his sleeves, "Zhou Li has been living next door to us. When you came home two days ago, I had a high fever. He helped me to the hospital. Only then did I know it was Cousin Gu Xiaoran."
Qu Li raised his hand, helped him straighten his sleeves, and said: "We met once, and he came to you when something happened?"
"No," Xiang Anzheng smiled, looked up, and saw that Qu Li's expression was not quite right, and quickly explained, "Isn't this living nearby? I happened to meet him before, and helping him find it would be considered a favor, right? ?”
Qu Li was indifferent.
Xiang An thought for a while, then smiled and said, "If you're worried about me, let's go together, okay?"
"No, you go, I have something to do at school at night." Qu Li's frowning brows relaxed, "Don't run too far, you have found the boy who lost his footing, why do you need the police?"
Add another sentence at the end, "Come back early, I have something to tell you."
"Ok!"
Xiang An nodded obediently, opened the door and wanted to go out, just lifted his foot, stopped, then retracted, stretched his neck and sucked Qu Li's face, quickly closed the door and fled shyly.
Qu Li came out of the room and heard the voice in the corridor:
"Don't worry, it's fine."
After almost searching the neighborhood, Xiang An and Gu Xiaoran helped Zhou Li out from a dimly lit bar.
Each of them raised an arm and dragged him into a taxi.
When he got home, Xiang An opened the door of his house first, and it was pitch black inside, guessing that Qu Li hadn't come back yet.Instead, she went to the next door, and helped Gu Xiaoran to support Zhou Li who was lying on the toilet seat and vomited profusely.
After tossing for a long time, it finally stopped.
Xiang An stood up, poured a glass of water, and handed it to Gu Xiaoran in a nonchalant manner.In order to ease the embarrassment, he smiled and said: "As expected of a tall man of 1.8 meters, it is quite heavy, isn't it?"
Gu Xiaoran took the water and held it in her palm. For the first time, instead of ignoring Xiang An's nonsense like before, she nodded in response.
She glanced at Xiang An, then at Zhou Li, whose face was flushed and sleeping like a dead pig, and suddenly said, "Do you... want to drink?"
Xiang An was taken aback.
He never thought that one day, he and Gu Xiaoran would sit and drink together!This picture, just thinking about it, feels that there is no corner of reality.
But hey, did it actually show up?
Gu Xiaoran took out a case of beer from Zhou Li's closet, and led Xiang An up the stairs to the top floor.
Pushing open the heavy door, Xiang An was still a little dazed for a moment.He remembered that this winter, Qu Li also took him to the rooftop, drinking like the same, and he flung himself into Qu Li's arms, with tears and snot all over him.
At that time, they were not together, but now...
Bowing his head to An, he couldn't help but slightly bent the corners of his mouth.
The view on the roof is wide, the stars hang low when you look up, and the lights look like falling beads when you bend over.The breeze is blowing, the wine is drinking, and the autumn night is a bit cooler, so it makes people feel comfortable physically and mentally.
Gu Xiaoran nimbly bit open a bottle, and took a sip by herself.
Xiang An picked up a bottle hesitantly, took a bite, and didn't open it.When she was about to speak again, she heard her ask: "Are you going to play the final on Saturday?"
"Ok?"
"I've completed all the formalities, the air ticket on Saturday afternoon." She touched him with a wine bottle naturally, and said with a smile, "I guess I'm very busy in the morning, so I can't go to see you at the scene. I wish you the best of luck in the competition." .”
Saying that, he raised his head and took a big gulp of wine.
The night wind was turbulent, brushing away the broken hair around her ears.
Xiang An also smiled: "Thank you."
"Xiang An," Gu Xiaoran jumped lightly, sat on the high platform on the top floor, and faced him, "Can I ask you to do me a favor?"
"what?"
"After I leave, take care of Zhou Li for me."
"Me?" Xiang An was flattered.Since when did he become someone Gu Xiaoran could "relieve"?
"Zhou Li also fell in love with a boy." Gu Xiaoran lowered her head, drank another sip of wine, and started to tell stories without going out, "This spring, the other party got an opportunity to work in Australia, and the two didn't agree, so they had a big fight One fight, let's break up, "
He is from a scholarly family, polite and well-educated, and his family has high expectations, unlike Zhou Li's father, a coal boss who made a fortune, dawdling like a nouveau riche, and does not ask his son to be like a dog.
After finally being able to go abroad for development, the other party will naturally seize the opportunity.And Zhou Li, immature, too childish, doesn't understand his pressure and pursuit, blindly immersed in the pain of "beloved across the mountains and seas", constantly arguing with him, constantly competing with him, trying to tie him by his side .
So at the end of spring, the man poured a glass of ice water on his face and cursed: "Are you sick! You have to rely on me! You can't live without me!"
Go ahead and go.
This was the first time in Zhou Li's life that he fell in love. He was with that person for three years, from his sophomore year to his graduation, the youngest and most fearless three years.He really loves him.
Maybe even love to the point that losing him is like losing light, right?
Xiang An felt a pain in his heart, and seemed to think of the steps he took with Qu Li, and laughed: "You shouldn't love someone so much. If you love anyone until you lose yourself, you can imagine that the ending will be tragic. "
"That's right. You shouldn't love someone so much." Gu Xiaoran sighed, "But who can control it?"
Afterwards, Zhou Li quickly became depressed.
In the past, he was very sunny, had his own musical dreams, and everywhere he went, he wore a smiling face, glowing and glowing.
After the man left the country, he dyed his hair red, wore ragged clothes and trousers all day long, wandered around the taverns in the streets and alleys with a guitar on his back, got drunk, and lay down to sleep when he was tired wherever he went.Many times, Gu Xiaoran turned him out from the lawn by the embankment and carried him home.
This situation lasted for half a year and a month, and finally, he walked out slowly, cut his hair short, and decided to say goodbye to the past.After much difficulty, they moved out of the "home" where the two lived together before, and were ready to look away, live their own lives, and pursue their dreams.
He gradually regained his smile and gradually became able to take care of himself. Everyone thought that his injury could finally be healed.
"I don't know why! Why did he obsessively ask that person's new number when he came home from the hospital that day?" Gu Xiaoran opened a second bottle of wine, raised her head and took a big sip, "Why is he about to walk out, I don't know if I will fall into it again!"
It is said that when Zhou Li dialed the phone, the other party was driving, and they didn't know what they were talking about. Suddenly, there was a violent banging sound from the mobile phone, and the phone was disconnected instantly, and they could no longer be contacted.
"He was terrified and at a loss, impulsively found Uncle Zhou, wanting to get money to buy a ticket to fly to Australia."
This is of course unrealistic.
He doesn't even know which city he is in, so what's the use of going there?
So Zhou Gui, like all impatient fathers in the world, scolded him and locked him at home.
"He was nervous and worried all day and night. Yesterday morning, he called me, his voice was so hoarse." Gu Xiaoran suddenly raised his hand to cover his eyes, "He told me that he received a call from the house over there, inviting him to be the last Good friend, go to that man's funeral."
"'It's all my fault! Why do you have to pester him!' He slapped himself angrily, put all the blame on himself, and tortured himself to the point of pain."
"Like a poor child, asking me sadly, 'What should I do? Xiaoxiao, I really lost him, I lost him completely, what should I do?'"
Speaking of this, tears rolled down from between her fingers, and her voice was choked up, making it difficult to continue.
Xiang An patted her shoulder emotionally to comfort her.After a while, she recovered, wiped away her tears, took a deep breath, raised her head and took another sip of wine, and said, "Xiang An, I don't know what it feels like to love someone. Is it all love? , are you so sad?"
"I..." Xiang An hesitated, lowered his head, and played with the wine bottle in his hand, "I don't understand either."
"I only know that when I'm with Qu Li, I can't help being attracted to him, and I have all kinds of beautiful expectations for the future. I want to share everything with him, experience everything with him, and witness each other,"
"When two people are together, it is inevitable that there will be quarrels, injuries, and frustration, but as long as he turns around and hugs me, all the hurts will be over."
"I can't imagine what life would be like if there were no twists and turns."
Under the moonlight, the night wind blew Gu Xiaoran's soft hair swaying, her beautiful face was completely expressionless, but she was holding the wine bottle firmly in her hand.
"However, everyone is different," Xiang An said again, "There will definitely be love, smooth sailing, no twists and turns, and harmony created by nature. You are so good, you will definitely meet."
"Huh?" She laughed at herself, shook her head, and took a long gulp of wine, "Xiang An, let me tell you a secret?"
"Ok?"
"Do you still remember that the first time Qu Li and I met was on the train?"
"Yeah." Xiang An's heart skipped a beat, and he was thinking messily, what secret would Gu Xiaoran want to tell him?
If she told herself in this situation that she fell in love with Qu Li at first sight, how would he respond?
"The two of us are destined to sit opposite each other. He took the initiative to talk to me and asked me if I was a student of Hening University of Technology. He also said that his sweetheart is also in this school. He came this time just to chase him. "
"At that time, the light in his eyes was full of joy, and he was just a silly big boy,"
"I automatically imagined the 'he' in his words as a lucky girl, until I saw the two of you standing together,"
"In the cold winter, each of you holds an ice cream, and he looks at you without any concealment,"
"It's so good." She raised her head to take another sip and sighed, "It's so good."
"However, at that moment, I actually felt that my heart ached."
Hearing this, Xiang An finally realized that Gu Xiaoran was drunk.
Gu Xiaoran, who was drunk, looked unusually sober, as if nothing had happened, completely different from Xiang Anna who was crying and fussing.
She just sat there, dangling her feet, watching the night wind make her skirt sway and sway.
He stopped suddenly, looked at Xiang An with confused eyes and said, "Actually, I'm not as good as you think."
Xiang An reached out to grab the wine bottle in her hand, and coaxed: "You are drunk, let's stop drinking, be obedient, why don't you continue talking next time, okay?"
Gu Xiaoran, however, is like a child having a temper tantrum, and she will not let go even if she dies.
"Let me finish. Maybe," she insisted in a low voice, "maybe, there will be no next time."
Xiang An finally let go.
Sit down next to her and listen to her slowly tell her story.
"When I was very young, my parents passed away, and I was placed in foster care with various relatives. Because I was afraid of being abandoned, I learned early on how to look at people and please and please others."
Her voice was like wine, bitter and astringent, "The arrogance you see is all a disguise, and my self-esteem is worthless. Xiang An, if you have seen me stumbling around in a mess, if you know that I have played tricks to live beautifully Will you still say something like 'you're fine'?"
"I..." Xiang An Yusai.
"The first time I dealt with you, it was you who found my wallet. You don't know how important that wallet is to me. I'm penniless. I've been looking for it for three days, and I'm almost giving up in despair. before,"
"I don't know how to act, I don't know what to say to you. Xiang An, you are so kind, so simple, so kind, so..." She frowned and searched in her mind for a while before finding a suitable one. Words to describe, "stupid..."
"Standing in front of you, I look like a clown, unscrupulous and full of stench. I really want to get close to you, but I dare not get close."
She tilted her head, frowned, and was deeply immersed in her memories, "I saw you standing with Qu Li, seeing your bright smiles, and fighting tacitly, and then I really understood, Xiang An, we are two worlds people, right?"
"..." Xiang An was silent, not knowing how to answer.
Seeing the light of expectation dimming in Gu Xiaoran's dark eyes, he couldn't bear to turn his head away: "How could it be?"
"No matter when you are in my heart, you are proud, unrestrained, dazzling and beautiful." He said firmly.
As if it was a great comfort, Gu Xiaoran finally laughed:
"God doesn't treat me badly. At least when I grow up, I have Zhou Li as my brother, and I can see that there are gentle people like you in the world. The past is gone, and the future will come. It's great."
"God said, I healed you, so I hurt you, and I love you, so I punished you." Xiang An lifted his wine bottle, touched hers, and drank it with his head up, "All pain will pass One day, I promise you, try to pay more attention to Zhou Li, and when you get there, start a new life."
"Okay." Gu Xiaoran also drank, holding the bottle and answering in a low voice.
But under Xiang An Xin, a bitter smile appeared.
He thought, how could he be so good in her eyes.A crosser cannot cross by himself, and he is not yet, stumbling and living muddy.
It was already eleven o'clock when we came down from the rooftop.
Xiang An opened the door, and the room was pitch-black. He slowly groped into the bedroom, went to bed carefully, hugged Qu Li from behind, and immersed himself in the little happiness that Qu Li foolishly said that he would come to chase him on the train.
Seeming to be disturbed, Qu Li twisted a bit, turned his head, and asked in a daze, "Have you been drinking?"
"Yes, I drank a little," Xiang An breathed out and smelled it himself, "Does the smell make you uncomfortable? Shall I go brush my teeth?"
"Don't." Qu Li grabbed him, "It's too late, go to sleep."
"Okay." Xiang An lay down again in a good manner, hugged him and asked happily, "What do you want to say to me tonight?"
"It's nothing, I bought a cake and plan to make up for your birthday." Qu Li said, "Let's eat it tomorrow, I'm so sleepy now."
"Okay." Xiang An stretched his neck warmly, kissed Qu Li on the shoulder, and said, "Good night, husband."
He bent his back and was taken aback.
This was the first time Xiang An called him husband.
He smiled happily, turned around, wrapped Xiang An in his arms with long arms and long legs, and said, "Good night."
☆、2007 Hening
In a blink of an eye, Saturday, the day of the finals.
In the auditorium of thousands of people, Qu Li sat in the middle, and saw Xiang An from a distance wearing a tea-white jacquard, with brocade drape, radiant and elegant.
With every move of hand and every gesture of foot, and the drooping of eyes together, it is Pian Pianjia, a modest and independent person.
When the closing song started, thousands of people applauded thunderously, and he bowed to salute, calmly.
Behind the scenes, Xiang An jumped at Qu Li excitedly: "That's great! I really did it!"
And Qu Li fondled his hair, said with a smile: "My man, so pretty."
Secretary Cui and Xiao Liu pushed the door open and came in. Just seeing this scene, goosebumps fell all over the floor, and they kept fake coughing in an attempt to attract attention.
Xiang An got off Qu Li's body embarrassingly, his face blushed, and he had nothing to say: "You don't want to look at other contestants anymore?"
Secretary Cui took two steps forward, and said hesitantly, "Gu Xiaoran, she..."
"Oh," Xiao Liu couldn't stand his hesitation, and cut off his words, "He heard that Gu Xiaoran is going to fly today, and he wants to see him off, so he asked us to be brave, Xiang An, will you go?"
"Okay, I'm thinking about it too." Xiang An said, turning his head to look at Qu Li again, "Do you want to be together, at least we know each other?"
Qu Li said sullenly: "Didn't we agree to celebrate together after the game?"
"How about we come back to celebrate at night?" Xiang An was happy, not paying attention to the disappointment in his words.
Before Qu Li could open his mouth, Xiao Liu interjected and teased, "Yo yo, tonight? Two people? Celebrate?" His watery eyes were full of wretchedness, and he deliberately leaned against Xiang An, "What kind of 'celebration'?"
Xiang An was in a hurry: "Xiao Liu, you are really serious. You are not serious when you are with Xie Wenjun. Why are you getting more and more dirty!"
"Oh, oh, I understand it," Xiao Liu waved his hand, "It's good to understand it, you understand."
There is really nothing to do with him.
While making a fuss, the phone rang, Xiang Anbi went to the side to answer it, Qu Li stayed here to deal with the fast-moving Xiao Liu, the secretary wanted to say hello to him, but he ignored him, and he still remembered the anger from before. It's on.
After a while, Xiang An hung up the phone and came back with a complicated expression.
"What?" Qu Li asked.
"Zhao Yueyan, she said that she won't come tomorrow, so there is no need to pick her up."
"Ok?"
Xiang An pursed his lips, hating iron for being weak: "She reconciled with the senior."
"Isn't that person cheating on senior sister?" Qu Li was annoyed, "Why did you jump into the fire pit when you knew he was a scumbag? Isn't Zhao Yueyan stupid!"
Xiang An was very angry at first, but when he saw Qu Li like this, his anger actually calmed down: "Forget it, we have been together for so long, we always have feelings, maybe, has he changed it?"
"Change what? Have you ever seen a dog eat shit?" Qu Li rolled his eyes.
Xiang An wanted to persuade him again, but Xiao Liu poked his head and interjected curiously: "Who? Who is cheating and eating shit? What kind of hobby is this?"
He glanced at An Bai and pushed his head away: "Go, go, don't ask if the child doesn't understand."
Xiao Liu curled her lips, stepped aside arrogantly, and after a while, leaned her head over again, gossiping excitedly: "Hey, speaking of cheating, last time the secretary helped you hook up with that teacher, just the one in the history department, listen Did you say it?"
"What did you hear?" The secretary and Xiang An immediately tensed up.
"They are seniors who cheated on them! They are still men!" He said with joy, then shook his head and sighed, "It is said that they have been suspended now, what a pity."
The secretary was already embarrassed, but now he was even more embarrassed. He looked up at Xiang An, and then at Qu Li.
Xiang An was also taken aback, looked at the secretary, then secretly looked at Qu Li's expression, and said, "Really? That's really a pity."
"What's the pity, he's not a good person in the first place, who knows if that student was forced by him?" Qu Li said disgustedly, "This kind of person was suspended earlier for your safety."
Xiang An wanted to say, "It's not that serious," but Xiao Liu continued, "It's true. Fortunately, Xiang An didn't have much contact with him. He really had the foresight!"
Xiang An looked at Qu Li's expression again, and had no choice but to agree with him: "Yeah, foresight."
At this time, Xiao Liu wanted to answer again, but was grabbed by the secretary: "Xiao Liu, you are like an old mother for a day, where do you hear so many gossips? Are you the original gossip!"
Then he couldn't help but drag him out of school with an excuse.
After walking for a long time, I could still hear Xiao Liu screaming:
"Hey! Let me tell you, don't drag me like this! Our old Xie is not happy to see it!"
The sound got farther and farther away, only Xiang An and Qu Li were left in the small room, and suddenly fell silent.
The two looked at each other, and turned away: "Now you know I'm right?"
Xiang An nodded silently, leaned over, stretched his neck and sucked Qu Li's face, and said in a low voice: "It's all over, let's forget about it, okay?"
"Okay." Qu Li said.
At two o'clock in the afternoon, the hall of Hening Airport.
Gu Xiaoran still wore a long skirt that reached her ankles, and she only carried a small suitcase, neat and tidy.Zhou Li was haggard, with disheveled hair, followed behind her without saying a word.
I don't know if she told others that she was leaving, but there were only four people who came to see her off today.
Xiang An thought, obviously she should be a bright and dazzling girl, but at the moment when she was about to walk into distant loneliness alone, her side was so deserted.What a pity.
When she reached the boarding gate, she turned around and smiled: "Okay, don't send it off."
The secretary stopped quickly, looking stupid like a log, just looking at her, not knowing what to say.Xiao Liu was originally forced to make up the numbers, let alone have nothing to say.
Only Xiang An stopped in his tracks, nodded, and remembered to remind him: "When you are outside alone, you should pay attention to safety and take care of yourself."
"it is good."
"Eat more, stay up late less, call me if you need something." Zhou Li also said.
"it is good."
"Also, no matter what happens," Zhou Li's eyes turned red, "I'll come back if I'm homesick, and my brother will pick you up."
"Ok!"
Gu Xiaoran nodded solemnly, and waved her hand pretending to be relaxed: "Oh, how can there be such bitterness and hatred!"
Like coaxing a child, she walked over to hug Zhou Li, patted him on the back to comfort him, "It's very close, I will definitely come back often."
After coaxing, she turned around, thought for a while, and then walked up to Xiang An and opened her hands: "Hug one. Thank you."
Xiang An smiled, took half a step forward and hugged her gently: "Thank you."
Qu Li still didn't answer, his lips were pursed into a line, and he moved quickly, stuffing the shirt and trousers into the box one by one, filling it up in a short while, and closing the zipper quickly.
The closet was turned into a mess, and he didn’t pick up a pair of shoes all over the floor under the bed. He straightened up and pulled out the lever, saying: “I don’t want the rest, you can deal with it. I pay the rent for the house until I graduate from college. Live if you want."
Go outside after speaking.
Xiang An chased after him and asked, "Then where do you live?"
Qu Li didn't stop at a single step: "I've applied for a dropout and I'm going home."
"Qu Li..." Xiang An hurriedly grabbed his suitcase handle and gave an ugly smile, "Come on. Tell me what's up, okay?"
It's a pity that he is really not good at retaining.
Qu Li's every move is like a kid who loses his temper and asks for attention, even the little messy hair on the top of his head is shouting "Come and coax me!", but he has always been resolute and decisive in doing things, There is no room for repentance, no matter what anyone says or does does nothing.
This is where Xiang An is most helpless.
He knew that this time he was bound to lose the inconsistency, and he couldn't accept the result, but he couldn't change it either.
"Don't go. Don't leave me, okay?"
he begged pitifully.
Xiang An has never held anyone back. In the more than 20 years he has lived, he has always let people come and go. Whoever is happy calls him a brother and brother, or kicks him away when he is unhappy. He has never been happy or sad because of it. .
Only distorted.
He couldn't see the crooked back, and he felt his heart twitching just by turning around.
This is his first stay.The action is rusty but the courage is commendable.
He was so courageous and spineless, holding on to the lever.
He paused at Qu Li's steps, and turned his head to the side, as if about to turn around, he immediately ignited hope, and his eyes lit up.
But the light went out again in an instant.Because in the next second, Qu Li just raised his hand and opened the door.
What was that like?
In a moment of hell, all thoughts are ashamed.
what.
Qu Li doesn't want him anymore.
This is the only thought in my mind.
Qu Li doesn't want him anymore.
If it is said that love makes Xiang An cheerful, optimistic and positive, the haze in his life is swept away by the arrival of Qu Li, if it is Qu Li that makes him reborn from inferiority complex,
Then at this moment, all his immature self-confidence was taken away.
How much he got, was taken away today.Just like a flying sword piercing his chest in the novel, driving him into the abyss beyond redemption.
what a pain.
I can't describe the pain.
The moment Qu Li lifted his foot to go out, Xiang An couldn't bear it anymore, a tear rolled out, and he didn't even have time to wipe it away.
He really wanted to show restraint, pretend to be chic, and say "Since you have made up your mind, let me let it go", but he couldn't do it, he couldn't control himself.
"Quli." Wrinkled with grievance, she still refused to let go, "Do you think this is not fair to me?"
He couldn't even speak a complete sentence!God knows how hard he worked, crushing a sentence into several words, and then he was able to hold back his crying, "Break up with me, but you don't even have an excuse. Is it too perfunctory?"
But Qu Li, did not find any abnormalities.
"Xiang An, what can we do?" He actually laughed, "Are you pulling me like this, trying to act like you love me? Are we happy together? Maybe not?"
"We're together, don't you feel happy?" Xiang An was taken aback.
Qu Li smiled again: "It seems that you have forgotten the quarrel we had, right? When you vented, you said that you don't love me and let me go, have you forgotten?"
"You know those are all angry words!" Xiang An said anxiously, "Isn't it all over? Aren't we fine now!"
"I can't make it through." Qu Li shook his head, "Everyone gets tired, Xiang An, when I loved you, you didn't care about me, now I'm tired, as you wish, I don't count on you."
let it go.Qu Li said.
Xiang Anhao's heart ached, "This time it's as you wished", how could Qu Li say such a thing? !
What does it mean to do as he wishes?When had he ever had such an idea!
"Qu Li, when you love someone, don't you always remember him well, and want to go to the future with him? Why, do you have to remember hatred?" Xiang An finally couldn't help crying, "You really, want to Break up with me?"
Qu Li trembled all over, took a deep breath, and still said: "Yes."
Xiang An lost strength in his hand, slowly let go, turned around and covered his eyes.
"it is good."
Tears rolled out from between the fingers, warm and cold.
He heard Qu Li break his pace, closed the door and didn't go back.
A gust of drafts blew through the door, which slammed open the lightly closed door, and slammed it hard again.
Finally squatted down, holding his knees and crying bitterly.
For the first time, he knew that it wasn't that he was fragile, but that he was hurt by his lover. It hurt so much that it was like a knife cutting through the heart and tearing out the flesh and blood inside.
The pain was so painful that I couldn't help crying, crying so hard that I couldn't make a sound.Can't get rid of it either.
Is this how it feels to lose someone you love?
The whole world is gloomy, and the pain is too painful to live, and it is impossible to ask for death.
I hope you never experience it.
After crying for an unknown amount of time, Xiang An Meng got up, stumbled and opened the door, and a figure sprinting down appeared in the corridor.
No!
Don't let go so easily!
He wants to tell Qu Li that he loves him!I love him very much!Can't live without him!
He still has a lot to say to him, and he is included in his plans for the future.
He always thought that the days were long and long and he could take his time.He was wrong.
Qu Li, wait a minute.
wait a minute.
The school gate is a long street, Qu Li pulled a small suitcase and waited at the newsstand, raising his hand to hail a passing taxi.
Xiang An rushed out, lunged at him from behind, and hugged him tightly.
People were coming and going on the street, his face was full of tears, his hair was disheveled, one slipper ran away, and he was extremely embarrassed.But he didn't care at all.
He was out of breath, afraid of being pushed away, he held onto Quli's clothes tightly and said, "Don't leave me, Quli, don't leave me!"
Regardless of the image, burst into tears:
"I regret it, let's not break up, okay?
I love you.I love you so much!
I can't live without you!
My life is full of you, and my fantasy of the future is full of you. After we are together, everything I have is because of you. If you are gone, what should I do?
I will die!I will die!
I don't know what to do, Quli,
You teach me, you teach me what to do?I can't let you go, I can't do it! ...
If you're going to let go, why not do it sooner?
Before I love you so much, before I fall into it.
I keep reminding myself, don't love you too deeply, don't let yourself get hurt.
But...but...
I can't do it, what should I do?what to do?Distorted...
why?
Why are you coming to provoke me?
Why do I dare not give it to me when I want it, but why do I have to take it back when I give it to me?
Is it funny that you bully me like this? "
He was so emotional that he spoke incoherently, and several times his voice was torn, and he cried intermittently, and he couldn't speak clearly.
From time to time passers-by on the street looked sideways curiously, pointing in twos and threes, but he didn't care about anything, he just kept repeating his begging: "Qu Li, don't go, I will love you more from now on, okay? I'll be more enthusiastic, okay? Don't leave me, okay?"
"it is good."
The voice is faint.
In an instant.
Like a flower blooming.
Qu Li finally turned around and hugged him in his arms.
Rubbing his hair: "Fool. I'm teasing you."
The wind is back, the clouds are back, the sun is blooming.And so the whole world came back again.
Amidst the whispers of the crowd, Xiang An hugged Qu Li tightly, and finally broke down completely, crying, crying and laughing, crying and laughing, laughing and crying again.
Crying and crying, a hot tear fell from the top of his head and slapped on his cheek.He wanted to look up, but Qu Li took a deep breath and pressed him back into his arms.
Qu Li carried Xiang An back home, the moment the door closed, the two kissed naturally and tacitly.
Different from the past, this time Xiang An seemed to prove his love for Quli, and kissed him with extra effort. He even bit Quli's tongue while reaching out to lift his clothes.
He was barefoot, bent his knees, pressed Qu Li on the sofa, pressed and kissed him hard, twisted, pulled, and seduced.
Two people give and take from each other.
[The word xx is omitted here]
Xiang An leaned over, hugged Qu Li softly, and the two looked at each other, smiling away their grievances.
☆、2007 Hening
It was almost five o'clock in the afternoon, and there was a sudden knock on the door.
Xiang An woke up from the dream, and found that he was hugged to the bed at some point, and there was no one beside the pillow.
He sat up, put on some clothes and went to the living room, and saw Gu Xiaoran standing anxiously at the door, Qu Li with a bath towel tied around his waist was leaning against the door frame, his wet hair was steaming on top of his head.
Apparently Gu Xiaoran saw that Xiang An's clothes were disheveled and messy, and seeing Qu Li's refreshed and carefree face, he was confused for a few seconds.But as smart as she is, she quickly tacitly accepted the setting.
She turned her head awkwardly away from her distorted abs, forcing herself to be more natural.
"Xiang An," she asked, "Have you seen Zhou Li in the past two days?"
"I haven't seen it since the hospital. What's wrong? What's wrong with you?" Xiang An said.
"No," Gu Xiaoran frowned, anxiously wanting to express something, but she took a look at Qu Li, and then withdrew, and said, "Uncle Zhou called me and said he couldn't get in touch with my cousin, afraid that something might happen to him , let me come to his house to look for it, but...he has been emotionally unstable recently, and I'm afraid he'll be overwhelmed, Xiang An, you..."
"I'll go find it with you, wait for me to change clothes." Xiang An hurriedly turned back and entered the bedroom.
Qu Li followed in without a word, closed the door, leaned against the wall, and watched Xiang An's movements sullenly.
After a while, he asked, "Since when did you even know cousin Gu Xiaoran?"
"Ah?" Xiang An answered nonchalantly while pulling out his sleeves, "Zhou Li has been living next door to us. When you came home two days ago, I had a high fever. He helped me to the hospital. Only then did I know it was Cousin Gu Xiaoran."
Qu Li raised his hand, helped him straighten his sleeves, and said: "We met once, and he came to you when something happened?"
"No," Xiang Anzheng smiled, looked up, and saw that Qu Li's expression was not quite right, and quickly explained, "Isn't this living nearby? I happened to meet him before, and helping him find it would be considered a favor, right? ?”
Qu Li was indifferent.
Xiang An thought for a while, then smiled and said, "If you're worried about me, let's go together, okay?"
"No, you go, I have something to do at school at night." Qu Li's frowning brows relaxed, "Don't run too far, you have found the boy who lost his footing, why do you need the police?"
Add another sentence at the end, "Come back early, I have something to tell you."
"Ok!"
Xiang An nodded obediently, opened the door and wanted to go out, just lifted his foot, stopped, then retracted, stretched his neck and sucked Qu Li's face, quickly closed the door and fled shyly.
Qu Li came out of the room and heard the voice in the corridor:
"Don't worry, it's fine."
After almost searching the neighborhood, Xiang An and Gu Xiaoran helped Zhou Li out from a dimly lit bar.
Each of them raised an arm and dragged him into a taxi.
When he got home, Xiang An opened the door of his house first, and it was pitch black inside, guessing that Qu Li hadn't come back yet.Instead, she went to the next door, and helped Gu Xiaoran to support Zhou Li who was lying on the toilet seat and vomited profusely.
After tossing for a long time, it finally stopped.
Xiang An stood up, poured a glass of water, and handed it to Gu Xiaoran in a nonchalant manner.In order to ease the embarrassment, he smiled and said: "As expected of a tall man of 1.8 meters, it is quite heavy, isn't it?"
Gu Xiaoran took the water and held it in her palm. For the first time, instead of ignoring Xiang An's nonsense like before, she nodded in response.
She glanced at Xiang An, then at Zhou Li, whose face was flushed and sleeping like a dead pig, and suddenly said, "Do you... want to drink?"
Xiang An was taken aback.
He never thought that one day, he and Gu Xiaoran would sit and drink together!This picture, just thinking about it, feels that there is no corner of reality.
But hey, did it actually show up?
Gu Xiaoran took out a case of beer from Zhou Li's closet, and led Xiang An up the stairs to the top floor.
Pushing open the heavy door, Xiang An was still a little dazed for a moment.He remembered that this winter, Qu Li also took him to the rooftop, drinking like the same, and he flung himself into Qu Li's arms, with tears and snot all over him.
At that time, they were not together, but now...
Bowing his head to An, he couldn't help but slightly bent the corners of his mouth.
The view on the roof is wide, the stars hang low when you look up, and the lights look like falling beads when you bend over.The breeze is blowing, the wine is drinking, and the autumn night is a bit cooler, so it makes people feel comfortable physically and mentally.
Gu Xiaoran nimbly bit open a bottle, and took a sip by herself.
Xiang An picked up a bottle hesitantly, took a bite, and didn't open it.When she was about to speak again, she heard her ask: "Are you going to play the final on Saturday?"
"Ok?"
"I've completed all the formalities, the air ticket on Saturday afternoon." She touched him with a wine bottle naturally, and said with a smile, "I guess I'm very busy in the morning, so I can't go to see you at the scene. I wish you the best of luck in the competition." .”
Saying that, he raised his head and took a big gulp of wine.
The night wind was turbulent, brushing away the broken hair around her ears.
Xiang An also smiled: "Thank you."
"Xiang An," Gu Xiaoran jumped lightly, sat on the high platform on the top floor, and faced him, "Can I ask you to do me a favor?"
"what?"
"After I leave, take care of Zhou Li for me."
"Me?" Xiang An was flattered.Since when did he become someone Gu Xiaoran could "relieve"?
"Zhou Li also fell in love with a boy." Gu Xiaoran lowered her head, drank another sip of wine, and started to tell stories without going out, "This spring, the other party got an opportunity to work in Australia, and the two didn't agree, so they had a big fight One fight, let's break up, "
He is from a scholarly family, polite and well-educated, and his family has high expectations, unlike Zhou Li's father, a coal boss who made a fortune, dawdling like a nouveau riche, and does not ask his son to be like a dog.
After finally being able to go abroad for development, the other party will naturally seize the opportunity.And Zhou Li, immature, too childish, doesn't understand his pressure and pursuit, blindly immersed in the pain of "beloved across the mountains and seas", constantly arguing with him, constantly competing with him, trying to tie him by his side .
So at the end of spring, the man poured a glass of ice water on his face and cursed: "Are you sick! You have to rely on me! You can't live without me!"
Go ahead and go.
This was the first time in Zhou Li's life that he fell in love. He was with that person for three years, from his sophomore year to his graduation, the youngest and most fearless three years.He really loves him.
Maybe even love to the point that losing him is like losing light, right?
Xiang An felt a pain in his heart, and seemed to think of the steps he took with Qu Li, and laughed: "You shouldn't love someone so much. If you love anyone until you lose yourself, you can imagine that the ending will be tragic. "
"That's right. You shouldn't love someone so much." Gu Xiaoran sighed, "But who can control it?"
Afterwards, Zhou Li quickly became depressed.
In the past, he was very sunny, had his own musical dreams, and everywhere he went, he wore a smiling face, glowing and glowing.
After the man left the country, he dyed his hair red, wore ragged clothes and trousers all day long, wandered around the taverns in the streets and alleys with a guitar on his back, got drunk, and lay down to sleep when he was tired wherever he went.Many times, Gu Xiaoran turned him out from the lawn by the embankment and carried him home.
This situation lasted for half a year and a month, and finally, he walked out slowly, cut his hair short, and decided to say goodbye to the past.After much difficulty, they moved out of the "home" where the two lived together before, and were ready to look away, live their own lives, and pursue their dreams.
He gradually regained his smile and gradually became able to take care of himself. Everyone thought that his injury could finally be healed.
"I don't know why! Why did he obsessively ask that person's new number when he came home from the hospital that day?" Gu Xiaoran opened a second bottle of wine, raised her head and took a big sip, "Why is he about to walk out, I don't know if I will fall into it again!"
It is said that when Zhou Li dialed the phone, the other party was driving, and they didn't know what they were talking about. Suddenly, there was a violent banging sound from the mobile phone, and the phone was disconnected instantly, and they could no longer be contacted.
"He was terrified and at a loss, impulsively found Uncle Zhou, wanting to get money to buy a ticket to fly to Australia."
This is of course unrealistic.
He doesn't even know which city he is in, so what's the use of going there?
So Zhou Gui, like all impatient fathers in the world, scolded him and locked him at home.
"He was nervous and worried all day and night. Yesterday morning, he called me, his voice was so hoarse." Gu Xiaoran suddenly raised his hand to cover his eyes, "He told me that he received a call from the house over there, inviting him to be the last Good friend, go to that man's funeral."
"'It's all my fault! Why do you have to pester him!' He slapped himself angrily, put all the blame on himself, and tortured himself to the point of pain."
"Like a poor child, asking me sadly, 'What should I do? Xiaoxiao, I really lost him, I lost him completely, what should I do?'"
Speaking of this, tears rolled down from between her fingers, and her voice was choked up, making it difficult to continue.
Xiang An patted her shoulder emotionally to comfort her.After a while, she recovered, wiped away her tears, took a deep breath, raised her head and took another sip of wine, and said, "Xiang An, I don't know what it feels like to love someone. Is it all love? , are you so sad?"
"I..." Xiang An hesitated, lowered his head, and played with the wine bottle in his hand, "I don't understand either."
"I only know that when I'm with Qu Li, I can't help being attracted to him, and I have all kinds of beautiful expectations for the future. I want to share everything with him, experience everything with him, and witness each other,"
"When two people are together, it is inevitable that there will be quarrels, injuries, and frustration, but as long as he turns around and hugs me, all the hurts will be over."
"I can't imagine what life would be like if there were no twists and turns."
Under the moonlight, the night wind blew Gu Xiaoran's soft hair swaying, her beautiful face was completely expressionless, but she was holding the wine bottle firmly in her hand.
"However, everyone is different," Xiang An said again, "There will definitely be love, smooth sailing, no twists and turns, and harmony created by nature. You are so good, you will definitely meet."
"Huh?" She laughed at herself, shook her head, and took a long gulp of wine, "Xiang An, let me tell you a secret?"
"Ok?"
"Do you still remember that the first time Qu Li and I met was on the train?"
"Yeah." Xiang An's heart skipped a beat, and he was thinking messily, what secret would Gu Xiaoran want to tell him?
If she told herself in this situation that she fell in love with Qu Li at first sight, how would he respond?
"The two of us are destined to sit opposite each other. He took the initiative to talk to me and asked me if I was a student of Hening University of Technology. He also said that his sweetheart is also in this school. He came this time just to chase him. "
"At that time, the light in his eyes was full of joy, and he was just a silly big boy,"
"I automatically imagined the 'he' in his words as a lucky girl, until I saw the two of you standing together,"
"In the cold winter, each of you holds an ice cream, and he looks at you without any concealment,"
"It's so good." She raised her head to take another sip and sighed, "It's so good."
"However, at that moment, I actually felt that my heart ached."
Hearing this, Xiang An finally realized that Gu Xiaoran was drunk.
Gu Xiaoran, who was drunk, looked unusually sober, as if nothing had happened, completely different from Xiang Anna who was crying and fussing.
She just sat there, dangling her feet, watching the night wind make her skirt sway and sway.
He stopped suddenly, looked at Xiang An with confused eyes and said, "Actually, I'm not as good as you think."
Xiang An reached out to grab the wine bottle in her hand, and coaxed: "You are drunk, let's stop drinking, be obedient, why don't you continue talking next time, okay?"
Gu Xiaoran, however, is like a child having a temper tantrum, and she will not let go even if she dies.
"Let me finish. Maybe," she insisted in a low voice, "maybe, there will be no next time."
Xiang An finally let go.
Sit down next to her and listen to her slowly tell her story.
"When I was very young, my parents passed away, and I was placed in foster care with various relatives. Because I was afraid of being abandoned, I learned early on how to look at people and please and please others."
Her voice was like wine, bitter and astringent, "The arrogance you see is all a disguise, and my self-esteem is worthless. Xiang An, if you have seen me stumbling around in a mess, if you know that I have played tricks to live beautifully Will you still say something like 'you're fine'?"
"I..." Xiang An Yusai.
"The first time I dealt with you, it was you who found my wallet. You don't know how important that wallet is to me. I'm penniless. I've been looking for it for three days, and I'm almost giving up in despair. before,"
"I don't know how to act, I don't know what to say to you. Xiang An, you are so kind, so simple, so kind, so..." She frowned and searched in her mind for a while before finding a suitable one. Words to describe, "stupid..."
"Standing in front of you, I look like a clown, unscrupulous and full of stench. I really want to get close to you, but I dare not get close."
She tilted her head, frowned, and was deeply immersed in her memories, "I saw you standing with Qu Li, seeing your bright smiles, and fighting tacitly, and then I really understood, Xiang An, we are two worlds people, right?"
"..." Xiang An was silent, not knowing how to answer.
Seeing the light of expectation dimming in Gu Xiaoran's dark eyes, he couldn't bear to turn his head away: "How could it be?"
"No matter when you are in my heart, you are proud, unrestrained, dazzling and beautiful." He said firmly.
As if it was a great comfort, Gu Xiaoran finally laughed:
"God doesn't treat me badly. At least when I grow up, I have Zhou Li as my brother, and I can see that there are gentle people like you in the world. The past is gone, and the future will come. It's great."
"God said, I healed you, so I hurt you, and I love you, so I punished you." Xiang An lifted his wine bottle, touched hers, and drank it with his head up, "All pain will pass One day, I promise you, try to pay more attention to Zhou Li, and when you get there, start a new life."
"Okay." Gu Xiaoran also drank, holding the bottle and answering in a low voice.
But under Xiang An Xin, a bitter smile appeared.
He thought, how could he be so good in her eyes.A crosser cannot cross by himself, and he is not yet, stumbling and living muddy.
It was already eleven o'clock when we came down from the rooftop.
Xiang An opened the door, and the room was pitch-black. He slowly groped into the bedroom, went to bed carefully, hugged Qu Li from behind, and immersed himself in the little happiness that Qu Li foolishly said that he would come to chase him on the train.
Seeming to be disturbed, Qu Li twisted a bit, turned his head, and asked in a daze, "Have you been drinking?"
"Yes, I drank a little," Xiang An breathed out and smelled it himself, "Does the smell make you uncomfortable? Shall I go brush my teeth?"
"Don't." Qu Li grabbed him, "It's too late, go to sleep."
"Okay." Xiang An lay down again in a good manner, hugged him and asked happily, "What do you want to say to me tonight?"
"It's nothing, I bought a cake and plan to make up for your birthday." Qu Li said, "Let's eat it tomorrow, I'm so sleepy now."
"Okay." Xiang An stretched his neck warmly, kissed Qu Li on the shoulder, and said, "Good night, husband."
He bent his back and was taken aback.
This was the first time Xiang An called him husband.
He smiled happily, turned around, wrapped Xiang An in his arms with long arms and long legs, and said, "Good night."
☆、2007 Hening
In a blink of an eye, Saturday, the day of the finals.
In the auditorium of thousands of people, Qu Li sat in the middle, and saw Xiang An from a distance wearing a tea-white jacquard, with brocade drape, radiant and elegant.
With every move of hand and every gesture of foot, and the drooping of eyes together, it is Pian Pianjia, a modest and independent person.
When the closing song started, thousands of people applauded thunderously, and he bowed to salute, calmly.
Behind the scenes, Xiang An jumped at Qu Li excitedly: "That's great! I really did it!"
And Qu Li fondled his hair, said with a smile: "My man, so pretty."
Secretary Cui and Xiao Liu pushed the door open and came in. Just seeing this scene, goosebumps fell all over the floor, and they kept fake coughing in an attempt to attract attention.
Xiang An got off Qu Li's body embarrassingly, his face blushed, and he had nothing to say: "You don't want to look at other contestants anymore?"
Secretary Cui took two steps forward, and said hesitantly, "Gu Xiaoran, she..."
"Oh," Xiao Liu couldn't stand his hesitation, and cut off his words, "He heard that Gu Xiaoran is going to fly today, and he wants to see him off, so he asked us to be brave, Xiang An, will you go?"
"Okay, I'm thinking about it too." Xiang An said, turning his head to look at Qu Li again, "Do you want to be together, at least we know each other?"
Qu Li said sullenly: "Didn't we agree to celebrate together after the game?"
"How about we come back to celebrate at night?" Xiang An was happy, not paying attention to the disappointment in his words.
Before Qu Li could open his mouth, Xiao Liu interjected and teased, "Yo yo, tonight? Two people? Celebrate?" His watery eyes were full of wretchedness, and he deliberately leaned against Xiang An, "What kind of 'celebration'?"
Xiang An was in a hurry: "Xiao Liu, you are really serious. You are not serious when you are with Xie Wenjun. Why are you getting more and more dirty!"
"Oh, oh, I understand it," Xiao Liu waved his hand, "It's good to understand it, you understand."
There is really nothing to do with him.
While making a fuss, the phone rang, Xiang Anbi went to the side to answer it, Qu Li stayed here to deal with the fast-moving Xiao Liu, the secretary wanted to say hello to him, but he ignored him, and he still remembered the anger from before. It's on.
After a while, Xiang An hung up the phone and came back with a complicated expression.
"What?" Qu Li asked.
"Zhao Yueyan, she said that she won't come tomorrow, so there is no need to pick her up."
"Ok?"
Xiang An pursed his lips, hating iron for being weak: "She reconciled with the senior."
"Isn't that person cheating on senior sister?" Qu Li was annoyed, "Why did you jump into the fire pit when you knew he was a scumbag? Isn't Zhao Yueyan stupid!"
Xiang An was very angry at first, but when he saw Qu Li like this, his anger actually calmed down: "Forget it, we have been together for so long, we always have feelings, maybe, has he changed it?"
"Change what? Have you ever seen a dog eat shit?" Qu Li rolled his eyes.
Xiang An wanted to persuade him again, but Xiao Liu poked his head and interjected curiously: "Who? Who is cheating and eating shit? What kind of hobby is this?"
He glanced at An Bai and pushed his head away: "Go, go, don't ask if the child doesn't understand."
Xiao Liu curled her lips, stepped aside arrogantly, and after a while, leaned her head over again, gossiping excitedly: "Hey, speaking of cheating, last time the secretary helped you hook up with that teacher, just the one in the history department, listen Did you say it?"
"What did you hear?" The secretary and Xiang An immediately tensed up.
"They are seniors who cheated on them! They are still men!" He said with joy, then shook his head and sighed, "It is said that they have been suspended now, what a pity."
The secretary was already embarrassed, but now he was even more embarrassed. He looked up at Xiang An, and then at Qu Li.
Xiang An was also taken aback, looked at the secretary, then secretly looked at Qu Li's expression, and said, "Really? That's really a pity."
"What's the pity, he's not a good person in the first place, who knows if that student was forced by him?" Qu Li said disgustedly, "This kind of person was suspended earlier for your safety."
Xiang An wanted to say, "It's not that serious," but Xiao Liu continued, "It's true. Fortunately, Xiang An didn't have much contact with him. He really had the foresight!"
Xiang An looked at Qu Li's expression again, and had no choice but to agree with him: "Yeah, foresight."
At this time, Xiao Liu wanted to answer again, but was grabbed by the secretary: "Xiao Liu, you are like an old mother for a day, where do you hear so many gossips? Are you the original gossip!"
Then he couldn't help but drag him out of school with an excuse.
After walking for a long time, I could still hear Xiao Liu screaming:
"Hey! Let me tell you, don't drag me like this! Our old Xie is not happy to see it!"
The sound got farther and farther away, only Xiang An and Qu Li were left in the small room, and suddenly fell silent.
The two looked at each other, and turned away: "Now you know I'm right?"
Xiang An nodded silently, leaned over, stretched his neck and sucked Qu Li's face, and said in a low voice: "It's all over, let's forget about it, okay?"
"Okay." Qu Li said.
At two o'clock in the afternoon, the hall of Hening Airport.
Gu Xiaoran still wore a long skirt that reached her ankles, and she only carried a small suitcase, neat and tidy.Zhou Li was haggard, with disheveled hair, followed behind her without saying a word.
I don't know if she told others that she was leaving, but there were only four people who came to see her off today.
Xiang An thought, obviously she should be a bright and dazzling girl, but at the moment when she was about to walk into distant loneliness alone, her side was so deserted.What a pity.
When she reached the boarding gate, she turned around and smiled: "Okay, don't send it off."
The secretary stopped quickly, looking stupid like a log, just looking at her, not knowing what to say.Xiao Liu was originally forced to make up the numbers, let alone have nothing to say.
Only Xiang An stopped in his tracks, nodded, and remembered to remind him: "When you are outside alone, you should pay attention to safety and take care of yourself."
"it is good."
"Eat more, stay up late less, call me if you need something." Zhou Li also said.
"it is good."
"Also, no matter what happens," Zhou Li's eyes turned red, "I'll come back if I'm homesick, and my brother will pick you up."
"Ok!"
Gu Xiaoran nodded solemnly, and waved her hand pretending to be relaxed: "Oh, how can there be such bitterness and hatred!"
Like coaxing a child, she walked over to hug Zhou Li, patted him on the back to comfort him, "It's very close, I will definitely come back often."
After coaxing, she turned around, thought for a while, and then walked up to Xiang An and opened her hands: "Hug one. Thank you."
Xiang An smiled, took half a step forward and hugged her gently: "Thank you."
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