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Holding the computer and watching a small movie, Xiang An nestled into his arms, with his head resting on his arm.

Looking at it, Qu Bi turned his head: "Honestly, do you miss me?"

"I want to. I really want to."

Xiang An drank a little wine, not much, now is the time to be nice.

Qu Li was obviously very satisfied, brushed his little face, looked up at the invisible starry sky, like telling a story, said after each meal: "I miss you too. I miss you every day. I miss you when I sleep. I miss you when I take a shower." Miss you."

As he spoke, his taste changed, "I want to see you. I also want to sleep with you."

"I want to sleep with you at night, and I want to sleep with you during the day."

Xiang An still had a bit of reason left: "Liar, didn't you follow your father to run the company?"

"When I was running, I wanted to sleep with you, but when I thought about sleeping, I couldn't control it, and I didn't dare to stand up straight in the aisle, for fear of being seen by others."

"Humph."

Xiang An closed his eyes and was in a daze. He didn't know if he heard what he said clearly, but he hummed with interest.

"Don't believe me, when did I ever lie to you?" Qu Li threw the computer to the side, turned over and pressed Xiang An, grabbed his hand and took it down, "If you don't believe me, let's try it now and see if it is accumulated. Huo has been longing for you for a long time?"

In the movie, there was a raging storm, burning firewood, and Xiang An was shocked to understand his purpose for laying the groundwork for so long. Thinking of the time when he pressed the sofa on the sofa before, he woke up instantly and struggled to resist: "Don't, this chair is so painful. Can you change the place!"

"Hey, we haven't tried this chair yet, it's so exciting on the balcony, come on, come on~"

Regardless of his struggle, Qu Li half-coaxed and half-forcedly unbuttoned Xiang An's shirt in a pressing posture.Kissing and teasing again, in a hurry, Xiang An's hand pushing and pushing changed to hugging, and the chairs on the balcony creaked and creaked rhythmically, he still bit his lower lip to keep quiet, for fear that others would secretly watch.

At this time, Xiang An couldn't make ends meet.

Quli's ambition is similar to the psychology of the puppy peeing ring, that is, in the small world of their house, there are lingering figures of him and Xiang An Qingqing everywhere.

All kinds of places, all kinds of postures, as long as it is feasible, you have to try it all over again.On the sofa, on the dining table, in the kitchen, in the bathroom, standing up, upside down... which time did his wish come true?

Because Qu Li knew that Xiang An struggled harder at the beginning, and soon he lost his strength and didn't bother to move.

Besides, he wasn't the only one enjoying it in the end, was he?

It's like when the two of them first got together, after doing it three or four times, Xiang An thought, that's not right, why do you suffer it by yourself every time, thanks to the panic?So righteous words were put forward, "I won't do it, I will attack"!

As the saying goes, a shou who does not want to counterattack is not a small shou.Qu Li thinks about it, that's right, true love doesn't differentiate between offense and pain, so he generously gave up the position to him, lying on his back and waiting to enjoy it.

As a result, Xiang An leaned on him, kissed him and worked for a while, then fell down beside him, and kicked him——

"I'm so tired when attacking, I'm too lazy to move."

So the road to counterattack came to an end, and Xiang An was at the mercy of Quli from then on.

And Qu Li is a very studious person who has the courage to explore and innovate.His longing for Xiang An stimulated him to make new attempts constantly, which made their two lives colorful and beautiful to a certain extent.

Poor Xiang An always suffers from back pain, sallow complexion, and trembling legs even when going down the stairs.

...of course it's not that serious.

But at least this time in the past, as soon as Xiang An saw the reclining chair on the balcony, he remembered the fear of being dominated by it. Even after a long time, the rattan marks on his back and knees were still aching.

But in fact, think about it from another angle, life, it is very good to try more.

Well, everything is fine, if Qu Li didn't say that sentence when he held Xiang An in his arms and reminisced comfortably after the end.

他 说:

Your sister is gone, she has been here for so long, you dare not make out with me, it really suffocates me!

Xiang An was originally tired and drunk, his head was dizzy and sleepy, but after hearing these words, his heart felt slightly sour.

He thought, he was relying on Xiang Xun, if Xiang Xun didn't come to him, who could he go to?And this, Qu Li will not understand.

☆、2007 Hening

A bird flew in the sky, its wings and feathers were facing the wind, passing wisps of wandering clouds, and briskly sank into the eaves.

Qu Li carried a big bag of fruit, and picked up Xiang An from under the big banyan tree at Sanjiaokou, and the two walked back together.

The weather was still very hot in September, Qu Li had no classes, and casually wore a white sweater that looked like an old man. Passing by the track and field field, I saw the freshmen in the military training all sunburned, with sweat dripping down. .

Free up a hand to fan Xiang An again.

Xiang An wore a big white T-shirt with wide neckline and wide cuffs, which made him look thinner. No wonder Xiao Liu laughed when he saw him: Wow, look at your face with kidney deficiency, is Quli so fierce? ?

By the way, let's talk about Xiao Liu.He is with Xie Wenjun.

Nobody thought of that, right?

Ah.

It happened like this-

Last time, the primary school girl in the foreign language department failed, and the secretary introduced Xiao Liu's girlfriend again just after school started.Girls who study physics are so rare!How precious!Every day, he is surrounded by so many straight men in science and engineering, and the secretary took great pains to dig him out and introduce him to Xiao Liu. This friendship is so touching!

Xiao Liu's tears were about to fall, he squeezed his shoulders and beat his legs, poured tea and water, and waited until the secretary smiled. Finally, he met the little girl and made an appointment at the Xiaoshulin Cafe in Xishan Park not far from the school.

Although the physics girl is not beautiful, she has fair skin, bright eyes, and is well-behaved. She is very suitable for Xiao Liu.When they met, the two sat opposite each other, each ordered a cup of cappuccino, and chatted in a reserved, awkward and polite manner.

From self-introduction to personal hobbies, from poems and songs to philosophy of life, we finally had some common topics, and felt that the distance has been shortened so much. At this time, Xie Wenjun changed his usual uninhibited shorts and flip-flops The figure, suit and leather shoes, wearing two layers of thick pomade that went to the barber shop specially, walked in front of the two with its own sound effects.

Xiao Liu looked confused: "Why are you here?"

"Come and pay you."

Wow, domineering president.

"Damn it, you're sick! I know pretty girls from elementary school, what are you doing?"

Xiao Liu was even more confused.

The elementary school girl on the opposite side was quite frightened, holding her face and not knowing how the plot would develop.Xie Wenjun glanced at her, turned his head and said to Xiao Liu calmly: "My wife is out on a date with someone else, do you think I should get involved?"

Xiao Liu's eyes widened, and he looked at Xie Wenjun's upright face in disbelief, and then at the face of the elementary school girl watching the show, unbelievable: "Fuck, the secretary...introduced your girlfriend...to..."

The smart and not narcissistic elementary school girl has understood everything at this time, and began to have the perspective of God, looking at Xiao Liu who is still in a daze with love, without the slightest anger of being ruined by others, but with a motherly smile on her face, From the inside out exudes a kindness similar to caring for a silly daughter-in-law.

Xie Wenjun rolled his eyes: "Yeah, I don't know what that fool Cui Jiewen has in mind. He always wants to introduce my boyfriend to others. If he fails once, he will come back twice. Do you think he is short-hearted?"

"Boyfriend...boyfriend?" Xiao Liu's tongue was tied, "You mean me?"

At this time, Xie Wenjun suddenly grinned from a serious face, as if a little nervous and a little apprehensive: "Yes, are you willing?"

……

That day, Xiao Liu was in a daze from beginning to end. Even the primary school girl said goodbye to him with a happy face, wishing them a happy marriage, but she didn't realize it.

When the primary school girl left, Xie Wenjun took him by the hand and walked through the grove, changed his usual iceberg facial paralysis, and began to confess affectionately and sincerely...

Why have I been silently liking you since a long time ago; why I wanted to simply protect you, but being disturbed by the secretary who has been beaten by thousands of knives is really unbearable; It's good for you to accompany you till the end of your life... After getting along for more than two years, I didn't realize that Xie Wenjun had so many old jokes in his head.

After confessing, according to the routine process, find a tree with a crooked neck, Xie Wenjun gently pushed Xiao Liu, and pressed him up with lightning speed. Put it on Xiao Liu's forehead, and finally it's all alive.

It was only at this time that Xiao Liu realized what he had experienced that day.

So he thought carefully and quickly for three seconds, judged Xie Wenjun's appearance, and then judged Xie Wenjun's character.

In the end, it was mainly because he was afraid that Xie Wenjun would not bring food for him if he was too lazy to go out next time, so he rashly decided to follow him.

Alas, what a pity.

It's a pity that the well-behaved and cute one-in-a-million physics elementary school girl.

When Secretary Cui told Xiang An this passage, he was vivid, sighed countless times, and sincerely felt sorry for the elementary school girl.Xiang An looked at him, but patted him on the shoulder distressedly, vaguely remembering that he once looked at Xie Wenjun and Xiao Liu's OS—"This is a normal friendship."

hehe.You one by one.

How can Secretary Cui deal with himself?

But he didn't have time to think about how to deal with himself.Our Xiao Cui is a long-term lover. She is already in her junior year, and she is still trapped in the entangled relationship with Gu Xiaoran that week when she just started school. She sighs and sighs all day long. She is going to go abroad, can she come back?Does she still remember him when she comes back?If she finds the little foreign devil in England, what will he do?

And Gu Xiaoran obviously didn't know about all this.

She has been very busy recently, so busy that she never even comes to class.On the contrary, he was getting closer and closer to the flat-headed red hair he had seen before, and Xiang An could see the red hair on the few times he saw her.

Xiang An was a little worried about her.He didn't know where the red hair came from, and he didn't look like a good person just by looking.Whether Gu Xiaoran's private life is chaotic or not, he doesn't want to know or inquire about it, but the opportunity to go to England is hard-won, maybe if she misses it, it will affect her whole life.

He didn't know her very well, but he still hoped that she would live well.

How to say this feeling?

Just like a high and unattainable god, an ideal you don't want to get, but to become, you just hope that she will always be proud and beautiful and not be humiliated, and then you will have a kind of comfort in your heart, as if you also live As radiant as anyone.

He never mentioned this feeling to anyone.Gu Xiaoran wouldn't understand, and of course Qu Li wouldn't understand either.

Qu Li is still brooding about the fact that he wrote a love letter to a primary school girl in high school and was raped, even though he has explained many times that he did not write any love letter, it was the primary school girl who wrote to ask him out, and it was the primary school girl who was caught Emmanuel suddenly realized that he was very witty and immediately dumped the blame. In the end, the whole school reported the criticism and caused him to lose the scholarship that he was about to get. From the beginning to the end, he was a confused victim.

But Brother Qu didn't believe it, even if Xiang An expressed his affection sincerely, he still refused to let go: "Then why are you crying so sadly, isn't it trapped by love and hurt by love?"

"Can't you allow the young and ignorant victim with a fragile heart to shed two tears for his grievance!" Xiang An shouted, "And which eye of yours saw me cry sadly? I just happened to have a cold that day and came to Jiang Hao Duo took two pieces of paper, and was told by Zhao Yueyan that he was rejected by the elementary school girl, and he was hit hard and cried bitterly, and was devastated!"

Qu Li fell silent.

half an hour.

"Is...is that so?"

Otherwise?

Xiang An rolled his eyes: "If I like girls, can I still be with you?"

"Oh." Qu Li threw him on the bed, "You should go to someone else, see who else wants you besides me?"

"Fuck, there are too many people chasing me, so I can go to fight?" Xiang An struggled. Red flags waving... Mountains of people... Seas of people..."

The last few words were stuck in Quli's forceful kiss, and he couldn't even spit out, and then he hummed with more and more shortness of breath...

cough.

In our twenties, young people are energetic and impulsive, we should understand.

Uh-huh.understand.

In short, every time this matter was brought up, the final result was that Qu Li pressed Xiang An, or Xiang An was forced by Qu Li.

So in a period of time, Xiang An found that Qu Li became very fond of mentioning such words as elementary school girl, love letter, and being criticized, and he also became very witty, as soon as he heard the key words, it was like hearing someone shouting to close the door and let the dogs go. Just run away!

Although it can't run past the twists and turns.

Ah.

☆、2007 Jincheng

Time flies, in mid-October, Xiang An narrowly missed the rematch.

The topic he prepared was the origin of ancient ghost novels.Their school is a college of science and technology, and most of the contestants are preparing for research in engineering theory, even if they have literature and art, there are only a few of them.

Xiang An's typhoon is not stable, but the victory lies in the interesting topic selection and in-depth thinking. Coupled with Gu Xiaoran's detailed guidance, the words are vivid and interesting, which won the hearts of several literature department judges.

The third day of the ninth month of the lunar calendar is Xiang An's birthday, and Qu Li ordered a cake early in the morning. He planned to meet up with his friends to celebrate the success of the semi-finals.However, those activists from the Polytechnic Institute and the Business School have recently let themselves go. They talked with each other and insisted on holding a social party, which will be held in the new Zhiyuan Auditorium in the Business School.

Although the ratio of male to female in the business school can only be regarded as modest, but the resources of female students in the Faculty of Science and Technology can be described as a serious shortage.A group of silly lads stretched their necks, wanting to go to the business school to see the world.

So Qu Li was forced to be the host.So Xiang An went to be an audience.

And this time, due to the friendship between the two schools, Gu Xiaoran is no longer as simple as an assistant guest.Thinking about how many rough men there are girls who can compare to her, then of course, there is no other host from the Polytechnic side except her.

The program of the whole gala was not very good, but the host stood six times in suits and long skirts, and the lineup was comparable to that of the Spring Festival Gala.Naturally, among the six hosts, Gu Xiaoran and Qu Li are the most pleasing to the eye.

At the end of the party, Qu Li sent a text message, saying that the people organized by the two parties were clamoring for a dinner party, and asked Xiang An to take the cake and go home first. He went to make a formality and would definitely come back as soon as possible.

He also specially asked to buy two cans of beer, and the cake can be eaten secretly.

Xiang An took the cake, went home, took a shower, arranged the cake, and received a call from Zhao Yueyan.

On the other end of the phone, Zhao Yueyan seemed drunk, with tears and snot running down his nose, crying and shouting: "Xiang An, I'm fucking broken in love... That bastard Chen Shi'an!"

Xiang An briefly comforted her, and promised to pick her up when she arrived in Hening in a few days, but was hung up.Called again, was hung up again.

After sending it for a while, I sent a text message to Qu Li.At eleven o'clock, candles were lit.After a while the candle went out.At twelve o'clock, I was so hungry that I went to the refrigerator and found an orange left, so I drank a can of beer.

At two o'clock in the middle of the night, Qu Li hadn't returned yet, so Xiang An leaned on the wicker chair on the balcony and fell asleep.

Woke up from the balcony at nine o'clock the next day with a stomachache and a stomach problem.Quickly boiled water, ate two bites of overnight cake, climbed into bed and fell into a drowsy sleep.Before going to bed, send a text message to Qu Li, asking to bring back some stomach medicine.

Keli's stomach medicine was never brought back.

Facts in the world are unpredictable, and no one knows what the future will look like in the next second.

Just like Qu Li and Xiang An both hope to have a bookstore, the two love each other and get tired of being together for the rest of their lives.A few years later, Xiang Anzhen opened a bookstore, and it happened to be a flower house next door.

At dusk, the dust of the city rolls down one after another, before coming to the glass of the floor-to-ceiling window. Zhou Li is wearing work clothes and carefully cleaning the bookshelf. Can I help you?

Probably Qu Li also imagined many kinds of results between him and Xiang An, but none of them really happened.

At two o'clock in the afternoon, it was Gu Xiaoran who knocked on Xiang An's door, saw that his face was flushed and his eyes were dull, and when he decisively went to the hospital for an IV drip, he had a fever of 38 degrees 5.

It is said that she originally came to find her cousin, but she found the wrong house number and bumped into Xiang An.She also asked Xiang An if he had noticed that a new person moved in across the door two days ago, with dyed red hair, who loved to play the guitar.

Just as he was talking, a man with red hair pushed the door of the ward and came in, holding two bags of fruit in his hand.

Gu Xiaoran introduced: Zhou Li, my classmate Xiang An.Xiang An, my cousin Zhou Li, he helped send you here.

Xiang An hurriedly said "Hello, hello, thank you, thank you" in an embarrassing manner.

Reminiscent of seeing her eating with a red-haired man before, it suddenly dawned on her, and she hated herself for worrying about it in the bottom of her heart.

And the other party gave him a funny look, put down the fruit bag naturally, and grinned: "I always think you look familiar, have we met somewhere?"

call.What a cliché opening.

The new characters here officially appear on the stage, so looking back, we must all be curious about where Qu left?

Some people must have doubts, is he going to start to scum?Did he cheat on a beautiful elementary school girl like Zhao Yueyan's ex-boyfriend?Or did you get drunk last night and the men and women scuffled and didn't dare to come back and face Xiang An?

No, no.

Reality is often bloodier than fiction, my little cuties.

Qu Li loves Xiang An, his love can stand the test of time.

Of course he came back last night, and he came back very early. It was less than ten o'clock when he walked downstairs to the unit, not to mention that he still had food, fruit and a gift for Xiang An in his hand.Do you have a proper model boyfriend?

But it's a pity that what awaited him was not the warm lights and Xiang An's hug, and the scenes full of warm thoughts in his mind were also missed.

Because the moment he walked into the corridor and turned on the sensor light, he saw his parents standing in the corner.

The moment the four eyes met, Boss Qu was furious, and boldly threw a stack of photos at him, followed by several slaps across the face, so that Qu Li was stunned covering his face.

Without knowing it, he picked up a photo from the ground, glanced at it, and petrified it on the spot.

The lights in the corridor were blindingly bright, just like the picture of him and Xiang An embracing and kissing in the corner of the library.

The other photos scattered on the ground are of Xiang An, he is walking, sitting, smiling, two people holding hands, in various poses and angles.

Qu Li looked up: "Dad..."

All this happened only six floors away, and Xiang An didn't know anything about it.

He was still guarding the box of cakes, wondering where Qu Li and the others went crazy, and thought that it was true as Qu Li said, that his parents would like him.

Qu Li was severely beaten.Because he refused to obey and separate from Xiang An.

But not to separate is just wishful thinking.

So Boss Qu simply and rudely confiscated his mobile phone and locked him at home. Xiang An's more than 100 phone calls and more than 90 text messages naturally had nothing to do with him.

Boss Qu said, you don't have to read books, you don't have to study business, but Xiang An must stop!

Even if his son is a rich second generation who gnaws on the old and has no future, he must never engage in homosexuality and ruin his family style!shame!

Qu Li's mother chose to put aside the grievances with Boss Qu for the time being, and work together to resolve her son's major life issues.For this reason, I specially took half a day off from my busy schedule to do ideological work for Qu Li.

Ye Xian came to the bedside, stroked the bruises on Qu Li's hands from the whip, and asked, "Does it still hurt?"

Nonsense, after so many whips with thick fingers, can it not hurt?

But Qu Li insisted, "It doesn't hurt."

"You weren't so stubborn before." Ye Xian poured a glass of white water and put it on the bedside.

Qu Li said, "It's not the body that hurts, but the heart that hurts."

"My friends don't understand me, my parents don't understand me. The first time I've been whipped so much since I was a kid, is it because I did something wrong? No! I just fell in love with someone I was meant to fall in love with!"

Qu Li is very young, so he tried to convince his mother with some sour words.

"...Mom, like Xiang An, you have read so many stories and experienced so many emotions in your heart. You should understand my feelings. This is love, not a disease!"

"Qu Li," Ye Xian sat on the head of his bed.She said, "Mom was once young, and I understand how you feel."

"Mom!" Qu Li was so excited that he sat up from the bed as if grabbing a life-saving straw, "I can listen to you for everything, no matter what I study, no matter what job I do, as long as I..."

But Ye Xian calmly pulled the straw out of his hand.

"Xiao Li, I didn't come here today to tell you this." After a pause, she threw out the bombshell that she had hidden for a long time, "Your father cheated. Can you imagine this?"

Look at people's terminology, it's not that you know it, it's not that you've noticed it, but, can you imagine it?

A woman like Ye Xian, in the face of her lover's betrayal, such a thing that can't even be imagined, can do it calmly. It's really admirable to inform her son so calmly.

Quli can't do it.He was too young and naive. When he first heard the news, it was as hard to accept as the destruction of the world and the collapse of the three views: "When? With whom? Why don't I know?! Dad, is he crazy!!"

"A few years. I can't remember when it started."

"I used to be like you, desperately pursuing perfect love. When I met Qu Huayang, I thought I had met the right man, so I plunged into it without thinking." Ye Xian's tone was so calm that there was no ups and downs, as if nothing was wrong. Guan Ji, "But Xiao Li, there are some things that you can't get if you want them, and neither do you. You can live only by love."

For the next two hours, Ye Xian, with the same emotion that did not change, described how she found out that she was being cheated in the past few years, how she boldly assumed and carefully collected evidence, how she caught adultery without changing her face, and how she changed in a second before the divorce agreement was signed. Ideas, from a naive little girl to a cold-faced queen of life, along the way, what I see, hear, think and feel, and talk about it.

The distorted three views seem to be pressed to the ground and rubbed, crushed, crushed brutally, and then pieced together like mud, forming a distorted, weird, but still complete and spectacular picture.

"You see, as long as I keep everything in my heart, in the eyes of outsiders, we are still a happy family. Even my son, who lives with you day and night under the same roof, is still proud of your parents' love and harmony."

So what about the facts?

Ye Xian told him: As long as no one finds out, we will still be a happy family.

As for whether love really exists, is it that important?How many people in this world can really experience love?

Many people have tried their best even in life, how can they have time to pursue the so-called spiritual unity?We are used to too many impromptu days, and some people have never left a small town until their death, and have never experienced the heartbeat, let alone understand what is sour and what "love" feels like.

Aren't they still alive and well?

What's more, even if you are really lucky and find the so-called "right person" and fall in love, so what?The most changeable thing is the human heart.

The one Qu Huayang loves now, next year, the year after next, will the one under him be the same?

These words buzzed like insects in Qu Li's mind, making him dizzy, sober for a while, and demented for a while, unable to tell right from wrong.

From the initial surprise and anger, he gradually calmed down, and at the end, he felt at a loss that what Ye Xian said seemed to be reasonable.

This was probably the most successful brainwashing that Qu Li had ever experienced in his life.

Even if he still wanted to struggle: "Mom! Xiang An and I are different! We really want to live a good life!"

And Ye Xian raised her eyebrows, and asked lightly, "Oh? Really? Do you know what Xiang An is thinking?"

Ye Xian is really a smart woman. She doesn't start with the gender relationship that is the root of the tangle and Xiang An's tragic ending, but reminds tactfully: even if you are ready to live and die with him, What about Xiang An?What about his family?

Xiang An's family is the most ordinary family in the world, unlike Qu Li, he has someone ready for everything he wants.He must face the hardships of life, must endure the inevitable suffering.And when they graduated, came out of the greenhouse, and had to face the storms of society, did he have enough capital to accompany Qu Limad in this scene?

Or, in the long and unpredictable future, who can guarantee that his relationship will not deteriorate due to setbacks?

Of course, as smart as Ye Xian, she will not force or guide Qu Li to make any choices.She just displayed the mountains and obstacles one by one in front of Qu Li.

When Qu Xin was in a state of confusion and lost his mind, he threw out the last straw that broke the camel's back - Gu Xiaoran's photo.

In the photo, the dusk in summer is a magnificent color, as strong as painted on the canvas, outlining the posture of Gu Xiaoran turning over the book in front of the floor-to-ceiling windows, she is dressed in a pure white dress, with beautiful eyebrows and eyes, perfect outline, and even hair is smooth The arc is so just right.

On the other side, behind the stacks of bookshelves in the library, there was a look at An Mingliang.

Qu Li took the photo, glanced at it, and eagerly wanted to explain: "Mom, don't believe in nonsense, Xiang An and Gu Xiaoran, they are not..."

But suddenly lost all words.

It is said that when you like someone, there will be a sea of ​​stars in your eyes, boundless splendor and boundless happiness.The moment he saw Xiang An in the photo, Qu Li felt a sudden pain in his heart.

The light behind the bookshelf is dim, but Xiang An's eyes looking at Gu Xiaoran are so clear and firm, like a bud on a branch in the cold wind, bursting into bloom.The time is frozen here, and it is a look that has never been seen when looking at him.

Only at this moment did he believe it. It turns out that when he likes someone, the eyes can really shine.

He didn't want to believe the "fact" that the photo wanted to tell him, but he couldn't find any reason to convince himself.He wanted to excuse Xiang An, saying that they were not lovers, but, but...

Maybe before seeing this photo, if anyone asked Xiang An who he liked, Qu Li would answer his name without hesitation, even in a bad manner.But now, he wavered.

Even if Xiang An accepted his ring, even if Xiang An hugged his back and kissed him, even if Xiang An gave him all of himself, now he is still shaken.

What Qu Li remembered was that he went to shake Xiang An's hand, but Xiang An avoided it unnaturally, remembered that Xiang An rarely said "love" to him, and remembered how Xiang An confronted him tit for tat during quarrels.

Xiang An would be so nervous to turn against him because of outsiders.Xiang An dared not let his family know about their relationship.Xiang An always disliked him.Said to Ann, we are together because you love me!

In this relationship, he has always been approaching, pleasing, and giving!

He suddenly had an idea.If he hadn't chased after Xiang An's hand so hard, would Xiang An still choose to be with him?

Maybe Xiang An just didn't want to lose his friend?

As Ye Xian said, life is so long, does he have the confidence to hold on to Xiang An and force him to follow him forever?

It's ridiculous.

Look, what a beautiful speech!

Qu Huayang's son who hadn't "woke up" with more than 20 whips, let Ye Xian communicate patiently for two hours and he became enlightened.

So Qu Li succeeds in realizing that what he wants is not necessarily what Xiang An thinks, and neither does Xiang An. He needs his love to live.

What's more, perhaps Xiang An originally resisted this relationship, and he insisted on growing old together and having a happy ending. To Xiang An, it was originally just a burden.

Life is never about love at the moment.

Instead of entanglement and embarrassment aimlessly and without results, it is better to get out early and be decent.

Only children are naive to think that love is not letting go.The love of adults is mutual fulfillment.

Xiaoli, when you grow up, you decide what to choose.Ye Xian said so.

Qu Li shut himself in the room for three days and three nights to think about Ye Xian's words.

When he met Xiang An again ten years later, when he recalled it, he realized that he seemed to have thought a lot in the past three days, but he was just spinning around in circles.

Thinking about how to say goodbye to Xiang An so that she wouldn't get hurt too much.

☆、2007 Hening

Xiang An waited at home for Qu Li to come back.

On the second day after Qu Li disappeared, Xiang An returned home from the hospital and called Qu's family on the way. Ye Xian answered the line, and the official said politely: Thank you for your concern. Xiao Li is so tired from school, go home and rest for a few days .

Then there was no news for three days.

On the fourth day, which happened to be Wednesday, Xiang An finished the first big class in the afternoon, went home to pack his things, and was about to go to

Go to the library.

Holding the bag of garbage and opening the door, he saw Qu Li standing at the door without making a sound.

Xiang An felt his heart tugging, clutching the garbage bag tightly, and the two of them just looked at each other for a long while without saying anything.

The young lovers are all newlyweds, and if they don't see each other for a day, it's like three autumns. They haven't seen each other for four days, and they are a little strange, even a silly dog ​​can smell it. This is not a good sign.

After a while, Qu Li took the lead to break the deadlock, and pushed open the door with one hand, allowing Guo Xiangan to go in by himself.

Xiang An couldn't hold back: "Can't you tell me when you get home?"

And Qu Li glanced at the sofa, then turned around: "Has Gu Xiaoran been to our house?"

Xiang An thought that if he didn't see him for a few days, Qu Li must have opened the door and jumped up when he saw him.But his state today is too strange, whether it is the tone of speech or demeanor, they are cold and indifferent, and there is no energy at all.

It's a pity that Xiang An is not a woman, so he can't experience the so-called "female intuition", which is very mysterious. Otherwise, the moment he opened the door and saw Qu Li, he should have known that this person came to break up with him.

But the problem is that he doesn't know.

So he said sullenly: "You disappeared for three days without making a sound. When you come back, you should first care about whether Gu Xiaoran has been to your house?"

He folded his arms and sat down on the sofa, waiting for Qu Li to give him a reasonable explanation.

Maybe I was waiting in the bottom of my heart. After getting an explanation, I should learn to act like a baby to him, telling him how pitiful I was when I waited for him. Next time, I will disappear without saying hello.

He imagined a lot.

Would Qu Li hold his head in his arms and rub his hair in distress?

Would Qu Li pick him up and throw him on the bed, and come over like a big dog to take his "temperature"?

Qu Li would say disgustingly, my poor little one, how could I be willing to leave you?

He really imagined a lot, those love words that stick to his teeth, he always pretended to dislike them when they were said in the past, but in fact he himself has always been very useful.

But none of these things could be said to Qu Li. After getting together, he realized that he became more and more fragile and hypocritical, and he didn't look like a young man in his twenties at all.

Qu Li looked at him, as if he wanted to say something, but for some reason, he held back awkwardly, and walked into the bedroom silently.

Xiang An remembered the last time the two quarreled, Qu Li was shaking with anger, but he refused to do anything to him, so he could only smash the tree with his fist hard, and his whole hand was swollen for several days.Feeling a little touched in his heart, he thought, Qu Li didn't speak because he was afraid that there would be another quarrel and hurt his feelings, right?

With just such a thought, his heart suddenly softened, and he didn't care about anything.

Jing Jing followed into the house, wanting to hug Qu Li from behind, but saw him pull out the suitcase neatly, and started to pack his clothes without saying a word.

"What are you doing?" Xiang An panicked.

Qu Li didn't raise her head, she simply said: "Let's break up."

"what?!"

"I said," at this moment, Qu Li was so calm that he almost got Ye Xian's true biography, "Xiang An, let's break up."

Word for word, short, strong, clear, without the slightest emotion.

Like thunder on the ground, Xiang An froze on the spot.

He obviously couldn't accept it, alright, why did Qu Li suddenly want to break up with him after returning home?

No, no one can accept this matter on their own!Your boyfriend, who was tired of you four days ago and spoiled you like a ****, suddenly changed himself now, and wants to kick you away with a cold face?Who can stand this? !

After a while, Xiang An recovered from the shock, his scalp was numb, and he opened his mouth slowly: "What are you talking about? Don't make such a joke."

Seeing that Qu Li remained silent, he stiffly wanted to stop him from packing his luggage, but was blocked impatiently.

"Wait, that, Quli? You mean..."