also sing

.Although both of them know that comrades are not favored by the world, and they can usually keep a low profile outside as much as possible, but after all, it is two young people who have just fallen in love. live?

It's just that the atmosphere was really awkward this time, just as Xiang An felt Qu Li's hand approaching, she even stepped up a few steps to catch up with Xiang Ting, and slapped her on the head: "Is the volunteering done?"

Leave Qu Li alone behind.

Xiang Xun stopped and said angrily: "It's done! Brother! I'm already such a big girl, can you stop dealing with me like an old lady!"

"Hey! Do you still hate me?" Xiang An withdrew his hand, his tone, demeanor and movements were exactly the same as those of a menopausal aunt, "Well, you will know when you go to college by yourself. Do you miss your brother when you see it!"

The lights in the corridor flickered twice, the two of them went upstairs noisy and muttering, and left Quli followed behind, unable to get in a sentence for the first time.

Did Xiang An treat him as a relative?When the future is going to walk into his life and spend the rest of his life together?

This question flashed into Quli's mind for the first time, and quickly stirred up all kinds of waves like a stone thrown into water.

Qu Li is also a young man who has just grown up, everyone is living for the first time, he has the same concerns as Xiang An, and he is also worried about Xiang An's worries.

What's more, Xiang An is the person he has dreamed of for many years. Even though he is very smug in front of outsiders, when he comes to Xiang An, he is still at a loss and anxious.

They probably haven't thought about what it's like for two people to quarrel together, but this day has come anyway, as if it's been a few months, and it's inevitable and should have a quarrel.

At night, Qu Li entered the room after taking a shower, saw Xiang An sitting cross-legged on the mahjong mat, holding the computer and still tapping away, as if nothing had happened, a little annoyed, and locked the door behind him.

Hearing the voice, Xiang An raised his head, his brain obviously hadn't recovered from the computer screen, and he looked at Qu Li blankly: "Why did you lock it so early today?"

In the past, he was afraid of seeing the clues from the posture of the two of them embracing each other in the morning, so he locked the door every night before going to bed. It was the first time for Qu Li to do it himself, isn't it strange?

But he asked for a long time before he could answer, Qu Li rolled over on the bed, leaned sideways and smashed his knee on the square mat in a fit of anger, just listening to the voice Xiang An felt pain for him, but Qu Li just didn't say a word Shout out.

"What's the matter with you?" Like a puppy, he flicked the short hair on the back of his head.

Qu Li didn't hide, but he didn't make a sound either.

Behind him, Xiang An put down the computer, stretched his legs and leaned over, Qu Li thought he was coming to coax him, but he just changed his posture, and there was no movement again.

After holding back for a long time, Qu Li finally couldn't hold back, and said in a muffled voice, "Xiang An, do you love me?"

What a romantic line!

Xiang An's typing hands trembled, and he heard his two fatal blows, "Do you not love me at all?"

Qu Li vividly played a seemingly unreasonable little girl, and Xiang An also appropriately played the boyfriend of "her" brains, shouting the straight man slogan:

"What happened to you?"

……

The following words were just like the two of them set, from the trivial matters that were out of reach to half a minute ago, and finally concluded with one sentence - "Why do you love me and refuse to hold hands with me?!"

Xiang An was stunned for a moment, and said, "When I left your auditorium? Wasn't your teacher there? I'm holding hands with you, do you want to be persuaded to leave or something?"

"Then what about your school? Just now! There are so many people, who knows us? Who pays attention to us?"

Qu Li turned over and actually cried.

A tear quickly slipped from the corner of his eye into his hair at the sideburns, and then a steady stream of grievances rolled out and covered his face.

His crying caught Xiang An by surprise. After all, he lived such a big life, and he had never seen a guy in his 20s cry like this over such a trivial matter.

My heart suddenly softened: "I'm afraid that Xiang Xun... will see it. You know, our family... I don't know if they can accept it."

"Then we will hide forever like this?" Qu Li said, "You are with me, have you thought about taking me home, have thought about making our relationship public, have thought about treating me as the closest person?"

Humans are really strange creatures.

I haven't been together before, even if I can sleep in the same bed with Xiang An, I feel that I have earned it. I always hope that being together is the greatest luck in this life.But now the dream has come true, and there are new requirements, not only want to occupy his life, completely own his body and mind, let him completely belong to himself, but also want to be accepted by his life, to own him grandiosely and justifiably .

Desires are endless, and there is always no way to truly satisfy them.

Xiang An couldn't answer.

At least at this stage, he has no way to answer.He knew very well that the road they chose was too difficult, and he didn't even have the confidence that he could really keep Quli to the end, so how dare he have the courage to make a promise?

All he could say was, "I love you."

And this is the most feeble sentence.

Xiang An reached out his hand to turn off the light, and the moment the light went out, he suddenly asked Qu Li a question: "What about you, Qu Li? Will you tell your parents?"

The lights were off, and it was exceptionally quiet.

In the dark, the two slept next to the edge of the bed with their backs facing each other. It was the first time that Qu Li didn't hug him when he slept. Xiang An still felt a little uncomfortable, so he moved his body and changed his position.

But as soon as he moved, he heard rustling behind him, and fell into a warm embrace in a moment.

"I'm sorry, I shouldn't force you to revolve around me all the time," Qu Li buried his head in his shoulder, breathed in and said, "But I promise you, I will definitely tell my parents first. You are so good , my mother will definitely like you very much."

There was a sudden warmth in my heart.Not knowing how to react, Xiang An could only nod his head stupidly: "Ah... yes."

But he has never been able to tell the truth to Qu Li, his worries and confusion these days have gradually become clear after hearing Qu Li's words "you are so good".

Only then did he realize that his anxiety was due to the fear that one day he would lose his intuition.

Because loving someone makes you feel inferior!Because he understands that he is not good enough to bend his heart.

He saw Qu Li's magnificent appearance on the stage, he saw Qu Li's clean and handsome appearance in the eyes of others... He hated himself for being so bad, for not being able to show any commendable advantages to match Qu Li!

And when will this be discovered by Quli who suddenly realizes that "there were so many good choices in front of me"?

Because of falling in love with a person, all kinds of extravagant expectations for life are born, and it is more than just deviating from a person?

☆、2007 Hening

Xiang An's dream is to write novels.

The reason why it is called a dream rather than an ideal is because it is absurd to him.

What can I do to write a novel?Can it be eaten as a meal?

Cough, there are people who can make a lot of money.

But how many people are there in China? 14 billion!How many people can write?How many people want to get ahead?There are countless people waiting for a slim opportunity in various websites, and with 14 million waves washing the sand, how many of them can stand out?

With such a daydream, do you think it is absurd?

So he didn't dare to tell Qu Li that such a dream should be buried deep in his heart and smothered to death.

He only told Qu Li that his ideal is to work hard to make money to open a small bookstore, and spend all day sitting in the corner of the store, reading books while picking his feet, following people in and out.There will be a feeling that countless people have walked into your life and walked out without nostalgia.

It's like meeting a lot of people and losing a lot of people.

Qu Li talked a lot, saying that you literati are sentimental, sad about the spring and autumn, and love to be horny.

At the end, he said: "My ideal is to work hard to make money to open a bookstore. There are ceiling crystal lights, bright and large floor-to-ceiling windows, rattan chairs behind neat bookshelves, and the interior decoration is full of design sense. You just sit on the small sofa in front of the window and read books. Pick your feet, I pushed the door open after work, and you looked up from the layers of books."

Xiang An listened to his expectations—it would be best if the next door was a flower shop. The vines crawled along the window tallow, bringing the warmth of the sun to the transparent laziness. Look out at you.Just like the way I look at you.

As Qu Li said, he crossed his legs and lay on Xiang An's lap.

"The future, the future, I only hope that you will be as expected." Qu Li said so, and Xiang An thought the same.

In the blink of an eye, at the end of June, the school officially entered the examination period, and there were too many courses in this semester, and it took about ten days to take the examination, but even so, he was still released one day earlier than Xiang An.

Originally, at the end of the semester, Xiang An should be very nervous—see last semester—but since he determined his life direction and decided to fight for the path he likes, he seems to have let himself go completely, yes There is no desire for academic performance, and I can no longer find the shadow of self-forgetfulness from brushing questions.

In addition, Secretary Cui knew that Xiang An's Youth Voice's competition topic was "The Origin of Ancient Ghost Novels", and immediately used his "extensive" contacts to "hook up" Xiang An with a person who was also very interested in ancient times. History teacher.After meeting several times, the two chatted very speculatively, and Xiang An was even less interested in reviewing points and lines.

Originally, Qu Li was very supportive of Xiang An's pursuit of what he liked, but seeing that Xiang An didn't review at the end of the semester, and went out all day, he couldn't sit still.

What's more, after coming and going several times, the teacher invited Xiang An to go directly to his house!

Qu Li's nerves tensed up: This, this, this...how can this be done!

A male student keeps running to a male teacher's house, what does it sound like? !

……

Well.

Men, after falling in love, have a desire to possess and control the other half. Like a miser, they think that everyone in the world covets his treasure, but in fact they are afraid of losing him. This kind of mentality is understandable.

So taking advantage of lunch on this day, Qu Li raised a strong objection: "You've only known him for a few days, so why don't you go to his house? What if he has bad intentions for you?"

No matter what Xiang An said, it didn't make sense to him. He was angry and funny: "Qu Li, can you use your brain? If you are a lecturer in the history department, what can you do for me?"

"You guys and widows are in the same room, why can't you succeed?!"

The overbearing and unreasonable tone is very much like a stubborn landlord in the old society, and these words hit Xiang An's sensitive point like a needle. He became anxious and smashed the bottom of the bowl on the table: " Do you think everyone wants to be gay just like you!"

As soon as the words came out, the air suddenly became quiet.

Qu Xin suddenly looked up at An with complicated eyes, as if he couldn't believe what he heard, but Xiang An almost immediately regretted it, wishing to pick up the words and stuff them back into his mouth.

But the words have already been spoken, how can they be taken back?

So he could only change his words weakly: "In this world, only the two of us are enough abnormal people, why drag others into the water?"

After finishing speaking, as if he didn't dare to face Quli, he made an excuse to go to the library to review, and closed the door to escape.

Throughout the afternoon, Xiang An nestled behind the innermost bookshelf in the library, checking his phone almost every 10 minutes.

He knew that Qu Li had an exam in the afternoon, which ended at four o'clock.As usual, whenever Qu Li was free, he would send him a message, but this time until six, seven, and eight o'clock, the street lights were all on, and there was no message from Qu Li.

This made Xiang An feel so guilty, he hid in the corner and blamed himself, he felt that what he said was like a mad dog going crazy and catching whoever was biting!Completely disregarding the consequences!No IQ at all!

He could fully imagine how hurt Quli's heart would be by those words, and the last thing he wanted to do was to hurt Quli's heart.

However, it is hard to get over the water, what should not be said is said, and the knife that should not be pierced is pierced, how can it be remedied?

At ten o'clock, Xiang An came out of the brightly lit library, biting his fingers and struggling to get home and say something to Qu Li to ask for forgiveness, when he heard a "ding" sound, he hurriedly turned on the phone.

He thought it was a text message from Quli, but just as he stretched his brows and eyes, he saw Xiang Xun saying urgently——

elder brother!Brother Qu went looking for Secretary Cui with a dark face. Quickly see where they are. I think he looks scary, so don't let anything happen to you!

Xiang An's heart skipped a beat.

IQ drops when you fall in love, this is completely nonsensical.

He quarreled with Xiang An at noon, and he had nowhere to vent his anger. He waited the whole afternoon for no news from Xiang An, and returned home from the business school, sitting more and more angry.He was clearly doing it for Xiang An, but he made himself hated like a control freak. The more he thought about it, the more wronged he became, and the more wronged he became, the more anxious he became.

Just at this time, he swiped the forum of science and technology, and he swiped out the building of the history teacher. The name he was just familiar with flashed by, followed by the words "wretched", "greasy", "clothed beast", and "instructions for science and engineering workers". When he came out, his brain suddenly became hot, and he slammed the door, wanting to fight.

But who should we turn to for a fight?This is a problem.

What he wanted most was to beat up the "obscene" teacher who was trying to get close to Xiang An, but the problem was that he didn't even know where he lived!

Then fight with Xiang An?

Don't even think about it!

He didn't even have time to hold Xiang An in his mouth, so how could he be willing to do it?

Uh...inexplicably a bit dirty?

Don't care don't care.

In short, in the end, his eyes fell on the head of our chosen son, Secretary Cui.

In line with the principle of catching a thief is like capturing a king, and weeding must be eradicated, without any hesitation, he took his 30-meter broadsword and went straight to the 13 male dormitory buildings, ready to punish the "root" of this problem.

When Xiang An rushed to the grove downstairs in the dormitory, Qu Li was holding the secretary's collar in one hand, and clenched his fist with the other hand fiercely.

Of course, it is impossible to punch down, and Qu Li is not stupid, but just wants to scare Xiao Cui, so that he will not introduce any dubious "teacher" to Xiang An in the future.

But looking at this posture, Xiang An thought that Qu Li had done something to Secretary Cui, so he yelled and rushed to save the secretary from the fire.

It's too late to say it!

He immediately made a move of eagle claws to probe his hand, trying to grab Quli's fist!

It just so happened that Qu Li didn't see the person coming, so he swung his fist reflexively to avoid it!

So... this punch was inevitable and natural, hitting the most painful protrusion of the secretary's mandible.

……

Maybe, it's the secretary's fate, right?

Ugh.

The tutoring of Xiang An's family is strict on the inside and loose on the outside. Internally, he can be disciplined however he likes. Externally, no matter how unreasonable he is, he has to be courteous.

Seeing the secretary clutching his chin and grinning, as if he had been severely humiliated before, he was dizzy.When it comes to closeness, of course Qu Li is his family, so he did not hesitate to play his own family's tone and stare: "Qu Li, are you crazy? What does this have to do with the secretary? Why are you rushing at me! "

After speaking, he hurried to the secretary, anxious to check other "wounds".

Qu Li did a lot of bad things with good intentions, and said in distress: "What's wrong with me? Xiang An, your tone...isn't..." For a moment, the blood rushed to his head, and he became even more angry, "Damn you ask him yourself, I will beat him up Yet?"

The secretary has always been a peacemaker, and when he heard this, he reacted quickly: "No, no, trust me, Xiang An! We get along very peacefully!"

The situation is chaotic now, one thing more is worse than one thing less, in order to increase the credibility of this statement, he even endured the pain and put down the hand covering his chin, shrugged his shoulders and grinned, pretending that he hadn't been hit.

But it turned out that his efforts were in vain, because Xiang An's attention was not on him at all.I saw him looking up at Qu Li: "What did you just say? I didn't hear clearly?"

Qu Li pushed back: "You asked him if I did it!"

Xiang An said, "Did you scold me just now?"

The atmosphere became tense in an instant.

……

Suddenly, I feel so sorry for the secretary...it obviously has nothing to do with him...with a dazed look in the middle...

Qu Li was taken aback for a moment, and his arrogance suddenly diminished: "I...I'm talking fast! I want to protect you..."

And Xiang An raised his voice: "Did you scold me just now!"

Does this prove a truth - quarrels are like springs, if you are weak, he will be strong?

Seeing this posture, Qu Li instantly lost his remaining rationality: "Who is your boyfriend, Xiang An? Are you arguing with me just because of a pimp! Do you really love me!"

"No love!" Xiang An was even more irrational, "Look at what you said, what is worthy of my love!"

☆、2007 Hening

"What did you say?"

Qu Li was angry.

Seeing the two of them making quick moves, the secretary quickly forgot the embarrassment of being caught in the middle and being inhumane and his identity as a "pimp", and hurriedly "stop arguing, stop arguing" to mediate.

However, it is of no use.

Qu Li pushed him away, and pushed Xiang An against a tree.

Although this movement looks very charming and imaginative, there is no flirting in Qu Li's eyes.

Xiang An slammed on the tree trunk on the back, causing him pain, and Qu Li immediately pinched his chin to force him to look up: "Then why are you still with me if you don't love me? "

His eyes were frighteningly dark, but Xiang An's mouth was hard: "What about you? Do you love me?"

The topic changed, "Or do you love the Xiang An in your heart? He is so good and perfect, he can't even get angry! But when you are with me, you realize that I am an ordinary person, Nuonuo is incompetent and can accomplish nothing , and always love to find fault with you!"

"I didn't!" Qu Li said, "Do you think I don't love you by doing this? If I don't fucking love you, you'll be nervous that you'll be cheated by that wretched man! Chen Kang's wretched and obscene eats all sexes, and it's spread all over the world, Cui Jiewen Don’t you know? What happened to me when I hit him? If he dares to hit you, I won’t take him too seriously!”

"Qu Li!" Xiang An cut him off, "I don't know where you heard the gossip, just comment on someone you haven't met who taught you?"

Qu Li was at a loss for words, and he was so angry that he smashed his fist on the tree above Xiang An's head.

Xiang An laughed back angrily: "If you really want to scare me, why not just hit me in the face, what kind of tree?"

"Are those people really that important to you? Are they more important than me?" Qu Li said with red eyes.

Xiang An said: "They are my friends, Qu Li, you are with me, do you have to imprison me, and even lose your friends? When only you are left in my world, and you get bored again, what should I do? "

"How could I get bored! I only love you in my life!"

"Yes, you love me. Since you know that we are together because you love me, you should accept that I have friends and ideals, right?"

I, we, at, one, from, is, because of, for, you, love, me.

These few words seemed to be typed out one by one with the keyboard in his mind, causing Qu Li to lose his mind in an instant, "Bullshit friend! You know that wretched man, he just wants to fuck you!"

Grabbing Xiang An's hand, he was about to drag him home, "You don't love me, do you? You don't remember what it was like to love me? Let's go back, and I'll let you remember!"

Seeing this posture, Secretary Cui was terrified. He was afraid that Qu Li would be emotionally hurt. He dragged Xiang Anpai to death outside the school and threw him into the river, and quickly hugged him: "Calm down, you all calm down .”

And Xiang An didn't know where the strength came from, but he broke free from Qu Li's hand and slapped him across the face: "Qu Li!"

A crisp sound!

The world finally quieted down.

Secretary Cui froze on the spot holding Qu Li, and Xiang An settled for a second, as if he was frightened by himself.But he quickly forced his indifference and said: "Let's calm down each other, you think about you... I will also think about whether you really love me as you imagined."

Sometimes couples quarrel like enemies fighting each other. Every word they say is designed to make the other party have nothing to say, and every wound you suffer will be returned severely.You have to wait for each other to retreat and there is no way to retreat before you hug each other to comfort each other with scars.It just so happens that Xiang An is a leader in this area.

He is tolerant and uncontested everywhere in his life, but he goes to the other extreme in love, becoming aggressive every step of the way, like a fighter who conquers cities and conquers territory.

In this battle, he played "beautifully", and the pent-up guilt for Quli disappeared in the tit-for-tat confrontation. Instead, when he said the last sentence, he was decisive and "chic", like a winner in love !

But he didn't know that very few people can really get through the scars and come to perfection, so every wound has its own marks, and most people just say goodbye with the old and new scars.

And he didn't realize it himself, he didn't want to say goodbye to Qu Li at all.

After returning home at night, Xiang Qu had already fallen asleep.The kid was heartless and had no idea what was going on.Xiang An didn't bother her, and hugged the thin quilt by himself on the sofa.

He originally wanted to go back to the dormitory with the secretary for a night, but he was afraid that Xiao Liu would see him asking questions like this, and that Qu Li would be even more jealous, so he bit the bullet and came back.

Qu Li calmed down, and went into the room silently, even though he saw Xiang An hugging the quilt and laying on the sofa, he still opened the door, hoping to wait for him to realize his mistake and go to bed.

The sofa was quite soft, but Xiang An still suffered from insomnia.He didn't eat dinner, and his mood fell to the point of mourning after the outbreak, and he couldn't fall asleep until two or three o'clock in the morning.

Just when the vague drowsiness finally struck, he felt a figure crept onto his sofa, hugged him from behind for a while, then got off the ground again, and carried him to the bed.

This person's movements are very clumsy, and he is not at all as chic as when he was "full of energy" and hugged him around the waist.He hit the coffee table several times and hit the door frame, which made him unable to pretend to be asleep, so he had to put his arms around his back.

Qu Li immediately froze, and then heard Xiang An say: "I promise you, I won't go to that wretched teacher anymore."

"I am a person who fights back regardless of being hurt. I am also glass-hearted. When I encounter setbacks, I am pessimistic and want to give up." Xiang An buried his head in Quli's arms, and said in a low voice, "Everything I said before It's an angry word, don't take it seriously."

Let's make up, Quli.

Qu Li said, good.

The Youth Voices primaries will officially begin in September.

Xiang An dug out Quli's Hanfu, and tried it on in the room.

He likes this suit very much, with clouds on the shoulders, leaf veins on the neckline, lotus leaf weaving on the wide sleeves, tea-white jacquard on the cross-neck collar, and a hanging belt around the waist.

He doesn't like the flair, but he loves the feeling of the wind in the clothes.Like reality, like fantasy, like a dream, like traveling through time and space, leading him to the illusory world of swords, swords, shadows and knights' tenderness.

This is also the reason why he likes novels, because it allows him to break away from reality and lash out at Fang Qiu in his imagination.

He didn't know if he could understand this kind of feeling.But Quli doesn't need to understand.

Qu Li has his own world, he is youthful and radiant, he is capable and charming, and he can attract everyone's attention effortlessly.

Before transferring to another school, he was a warm-hearted male painter with high scores and full of talents. He held a pen with his slender fingers, and he painted at will to form a smart picture. Value and aura coexist, high coldness and gentleness fly together, he is simply the best senior for the school girls.

He is different from Xiang An.

If it wasn't because of liking in the heart, we are people from two worlds, how can we talk about getting together?

It is precisely because of this that Xiang An is rejoicing, even secretly happy, how can he meet Quli, and feel sad, even complaining about himself, being in love with Quli, how can he be able?

Love is like this, making people humble and unaware.

After trying it, I put it back carefully, from the belt to the gown, neatly folded.

He wants to use this dress as motivation, and save it for the finals when he faces the teachers and students of the school in Ruoshui Auditorium, East District.At that time, Qu Li could see him on the stage in the audience of thousands of people, under the spotlight with long sleeves hanging down and solemn eyebrows, whispering an old saying in a low voice.

He hopes that even if he has a little bit, he can be worthy of Quli.

After putting it away, he exited the room, closed the door, and turned to enter the master bedroom.There are a lot of things going on at school recently, Qu Li is always busy until late, so he changed into his pajamas, washed up, put on his glasses, turned on the computer, and continued to type.

A light in the middle of the night shines brightly in the dreams of thousands of worlds, between the dense floors, and it doesn't go out until there is no one else.

Qu Li didn't know about these.

He would just gently push open the door and sneak to the bed, leaned down in the hazy darkness, and kissed his forehead thoughtfully.

☆、2007 Hening

In July, when the admission results of the college entrance examination were announced, Xiang Yu got his wish and went to Zhejiang. At that time, Qu Li had already returned home from vacation. Xiang An called him and told him that he praised him as "great, great, great".

After a while, she seemed to get up from the sofa, and proposed enthusiastically: "My mother has changed to a new car, and the previous one is empty. How about I take you two on a self-driving tour? I'll reward her."

"Don't, don't, I don't dare. It's been a few years since you graduated with a driver's license, and you still dare to go on the road. You don't hesitate to die, but I regret my life." Xiang An refused.

So in the end we took the train to Tibet together.

Well.

I can't stand the twists and turns, what can I do?

A few days ago, Xiang An took Xiang Min back to his hometown to meet his grandma, and the family had a brief celebration, so Qu Li came to pick them up from Jincheng, and took the direct train to Lhasa in Fu'an.

I went there for five days, and felt the blue sky and white clouds, the vastness of the grass, the lake like falling jade, the roughness and gentleness mixed in the wind, and the starry sky in the night sky.Returning to Hening is like passing a dream.

The first trip with Quli, when recalled many years later, will still be full of secret sweetness, enough to soften Xiang An's heart instantly.

Qu Li put his arms around his shoulders on the undulating high hills, the wind was blowing, Qu Li held a simple silver ring in his open palm, and leaned close to his ear and said, "Remember to exchange it for a wedding ring in the future."

He still remembers his incredible expression at that moment, so surprised, so moved, and so at a loss.

And Qu Li held his hand and said: "Xiang An, we have had quarrels and twists and turns, but no matter what, I still love you very much, and I still want you. The one I want to walk together most in my life , it's still you."

Even if you lie on the bed and close your eyes, you can still feel the warmth of his breath, which tickles your whole heart.Xiang An turned over and held the ring tightly in his palm.

He had to admit that he was thinking about it.

Just after we parted, I missed him again.

Qu Li was ordered by his father to go to the company to visit and study, and he could not return to Hening until school started, and Xiang Qin continued to be her coffee shop girl, hanging around the handsome man all day.

Xiang An had nothing to do by himself. He got up in the morning and hugged his computer and nestled in the corner of the balcony, typing and writing the romance and martial arts that he had conceived most of. Pain Literature".

Pieces of camphor had spread in his heart summer after summer, and were split open by a sword stabbed from nowhere.Various characters have fought in his mind for countless ages, like himself, he has also experienced chaos, tasted love and hatred, and finally grew up gradually, and practiced the magical art of protecting the body that is indestructible.

Most of the novels have a happy ending, he doesn't know if he and Quli are right.

Don't even dare to think about it.

Regarding this relationship, on the one hand, he was anxious and worried, and on the other hand, he deceived himself as if he could take one step at a time.It's really deep.

Xiang Xun said, Brother Qu is so kind, you really made money by being with him.Before Xiang An, who thought she was hiding it well, could react, she said again, but my brother is better, and it's not a loss if he can find you.

"..."

Xiang An was at a loss for words for a moment, full of words and didn't know where to start, silently put away the bowl and went into the kitchen.

During this period, I also met Gu Xiaoran a few times.He didn't know why Gu Xiaoran didn't go home during the holidays, he just watched her greet him lightly, and then sat down in front of another row of bookshelves.It is guessed that she may have applied for a free exchange student spot in the UK, and she still needs to stay in school to deal with things.

Gu Xiaoran still has boyfriends constantly, occasionally seeing her walking with different boys from a distance, sometimes in long skirts, sometimes in shorts, sometimes with slender high heels, and sometimes with flat bottoms.But no matter which boy she matches with, no matter what kind of dress she is, she is as beautiful as ever.

Passing by a restaurant once, seeing a boy with red hair sitting across from her, reminded Xiang An of the red hair that was fading away in the night outside the bar before. With a straight head, this youth is full of rebellious and noble spirit, but that one is downcast.

You see, things in the world are the same but different, who can tell clearly?

At the end of August, Xiang An sent Xiang Min to take the train to Zhejiang.

I heard that Xiang Zijun still didn't give up, and started to run a small business with others, and gradually became a model. When he called to tell him the news of the admission, he was so happy that he didn't know what to say. As soon as I hung up the phone, I called all the tuition and living expenses.

Xiang Zijun is a person who is not good at expressing feelings, Xiang An follows him, but Xiang Xun is different.She is like a flower blooming in the rising sun, so beautiful that it seems to have added glare special effects.

Before getting in the car, Xiang Quan hugged Xiang An tightly, his eyes were full of unstoppable smiles and expectations for a new life.She kissed Xiang An's face vigorously, and said, "Brother, I'm leaving, remember to stay with Brother Qu!"

Then he turned around and strode into the car without looking back, forgetting Xiang An's nagging "Be careful" behind him.

After seeing her off, Xiang An wandered by the river bank for a long time.I don't know why, but there is always an inexplicable loss.Maybe I remembered what others said, that life is always a cycle of greeting and seeing off, and I was suddenly touched?

In the afternoon, I still went to the library. From sitting in the sun to the setting sun, I finished reading a book on cultivation that I found at random, got up, and stretched.

What Xiang An envied the most was the school library management aunt.

Last winter, he went to the old library on the top of the mountain to borrow books. When he came out, the sun was warm and the leaves of the ivy outside the window were blown by a small wind. He saw the big mother sitting behind the borrowing desk by the window, flipping through a book. The yellowish novel frowned tightly, while picking its feet comfortably.

Regardless of whether it is a novel or picking a foot, in his opinion, being a library aunt is really the happiest thing in the world!

So envious, he stretched his waist halfway, and was suddenly hugged by someone, which shocked him a lot.

"Do you want me!"

——The voice came from behind the ear, this provocative, needless to say, twisted.

Xiang An struggled for a long time, when he heard Qu Li's voice suddenly stopped moving, his heart shrank when he was reading the novel calmly, but his mouth was stiff: "You are lazy, greedy and rambunctious. Miss you?"

Qu Li buried his head in Xiang An's shoulder socket, and said sullenly, "You don't miss me, but I miss you."

"——I came back early, and I didn't see you at home, so I came here."

Xiang An felt that he was so worthless, like a little girl, hypocritical and arrogant, when he heard Qu Li's words, he felt a sense of grievance for being neglected and left alone, so he pushed him away angrily, pretending to stand on tiptoe Go get a fantasy book on the top shelf.

However, he was so short that he couldn't reach it no matter how he stood on tiptoe, but he still insisted on sticking to him and rubbing against him. The more he reached, the more irritable he became: "It's so hot, get up and drive."

Qu Li took down the book with his hand, held it in his hand and waved it, but refused to give it to him.

Xiang An was amused by him being pressed in the middle of the bookshelf, struggling to reach out to grab it, but he couldn't touch the edge no matter what, and got angry: "Hei Datou!"

Qu Li hurriedly returned the book plug to him.

After a while, he smirked and rubbed against An's back: "Actually, it's not just a big head."

At first, Xiang An didn't understand, but after reading the book, he gradually came back to it, and his face was flushed red: "Go to hell!"

Qu Li was still there: "What shall we have for dinner tonight? How about eating you...I know you miss me too, don't be shy..."

……

Hmph, shameless, shameless!

However, if he couldn't bear Xiang An's limp temperament that he couldn't suppress for a long time, what he lacked was his shamelessness.

At ten o'clock in the night, Qu Li patted his belly after eating and drinking, and fell on the balcony chair,