【N Lord Maozhi】Those things about the lovelorn group

And do you dare to say that you didn't return it because you were curious about the contents of the letter? "

Xiaomao's half-smiling gaze couldn't help causing the temperature on Touye's face to rise instantly. He tore open the envelope with a smirk, took out the photo inside and muttered in a low voice, "I don't care if you will make any progress. Well." and so on.

Hearing Tou Ye's muttering to himself, Xiao Mao couldn't help raising his eyebrows, but just as he was about to sarcastically say a few words, he heard the heavy sound of "dong".Xiaomao looked back in surprise, only to find that Touye, who was standing with a smile on his face, suddenly slid on the ground with his knees weak, and his wide-open eyes were full of indescribable emotions:

Surprised, shocked, angry, bewildered, and more—despair.

Xiaomao seemed to have thought of something and picked up the photo that had been dropped aside. As always, Xiaozhi's happy smile and his new companion were reflected on it. The companion had long unkempt green hair and a handsome face. shirt.

The companion's expression was awkward, but his eyes were unexpectedly soft, and the upward arc of his mouth seemed to be declaring something.

An ominous premonition welled up, and Xiaomao slowly turned the photo over—he was a little surprised to find that his hands were shaking—the familiar messy handwriting was still on the back of the photo.

"To Xiaomao:

This is my new friend, Mr. N. N He is a person who loves elves very much, a very remarkable person!

I always hope to chat with him for a while, hehe.

Ash

Subconsciously, he crumpled the photo and threw it on the ground. Xiaomao looked at Touye again as if he couldn't bear it. At this time, the brown-haired boy seemed to feel Xiaomao's gaze, and slowly raised his head.

Touye put away the almost collapsed expression just now, and pulled the corners of his mouth a little stiffly. He tried his best to show a smile that was uglier than crying, but he couldn't stop the tears welling from his eyes. A puddle of water gradually formed:

"Xiao Mao... can ideals and reality really intertwine?"

The other party's crying whisper reminded Xiaomao of last night, when Touye told himself about the past, he whispered in a very small but firm voice:

""After I find N, I have a sentence I have prepared for a long time to tell him."

""Ideal and reality are intertwined, this is the formula to change your world""

"After saying that...will he be able to understand and leave with me?"』

Xiaomao couldn't forget the look of Touye at that time, although he was a bit shy, but full of anticipation and hope.He thought he would always keep the beautiful expression in his heart, but he compared it ironically with Tou Ye at this time - the expression of the brown-haired boy was dull, and the deep sadness and bitterness hidden in his eyes were full of regret for everything that had happened. Whispers of despair:

"Why in my world, ideals are always defeated by reality?"

"Hey, Xiaomao..."

"My dream is over."

END

Extra:

I feel very irritable.

The source of the irritability was Dante and Alice's constant glances at him since this morning.The look of doubt and expectation is more of an indescribable flattery.

"That's why humans are troublesome, why don't you just say it directly?"

N, who has serious racial discrimination, was irritated all morning, and finally saw the two culprits walking towards him, with nervous expressions and cautious movements, and said in a pitiful tone:

"N-san... Please ask Xiaozhi what happened to that guy, okay?"

"Xiaozhi? What happened to him?"

"Didn't you notice?!" Alice looked at the green-haired young man in disbelief and said, "He's been sluggish for the past few days, and he even eats two bowls less than usual!"

"Uh...my attention is all on the elves..." So I really didn't notice it--by the way, this guy Xiaozhi is too tasty.

"...Anyway, we hope that N-san can help us to ask Xiaozhi what's wrong. We really can't let him get depressed anymore. In a few days, we will have a decisive battle with the Plasma Corps!"

Knowing that N's eyes can only accommodate elves, Dante immediately explained the purpose of his visit and the seriousness of the matter concisely.

"Why don't you go by yourself?"

"We asked, but Xiaozhi didn't say a word... now you can only rely on N-san! By the way, this situation seems to have started when Xiaozhi received a letter a few days ago. You can use This is the breaking point."

"letter?"

"Well! You know that Xiaozhi has the habit of writing letters to his dear sweethearts to report his safety, but it's actually the first time he's received a reply... He was obviously very happy when he got the letter, but he didn't expect that after reading the letter, he would follow It's like petrified, until now I'm in a trance and don't know what I'm thinking."

"Ugh……"

The green-haired young man looked at the bright eyes full of hope in front of him, rested his head and sighed.

N met Xiaozhi on a boat going to a certain place. At that time, he saw the familiar figure and hat, and the familiar atmosphere around him made him have the urge to talk to him, but after implementing the urge, Only then did I realize that I met a completely different boy.

—Although they are similar, they are different.

Because of a certain opportunity, the two, who also had the dream of saving the world, decided to join forces to defeat the Plasma Corps, so N also started traveling with Xiaozhi and the others.

The time spent with Xiaozhi and the others was indeed very happy, but N always felt that something was missing in his heart. It's not that he didn't try to find Touye, but there was no figure that should exist in those familiar places.

Rightfully so.

After being away for a long time, N realized that he had always thought that it was a matter of course for Tou Ye to appear in front of him. There was no need to search for it deliberately. The brown-haired boy would always follow his footsteps and stand firmly in front of him.

Touye has changed N a lot. Without Touye, N felt that he might not be able to talk to humans in such a gentle manner, let alone travel with Xiaozhi and the others.

But the person who changed his world is gone now, can't be found, and may never be seen again...

"Humans only know how to cherish when they lose..."

N looked at Xiao Zhi who was sitting on the side in a daze, and suddenly remembered a meaningful sentence that someone said to him a long time ago.

Xiaozhi's lonely back, his sad mood——as expected, they are also standard human beings.

……

"Xiaozhi? What's the matter with you. Alice and Dante are both worried about you."

"..."

"If you don't care about others, you may lose a lot of things in the end." Xiao Zhi's dull silence made N sigh.

"I may have lost it." As soon as N's voice fell, Xiaozhi clenched his fists and murmured in confusion.

"……what?"

"Although I don't quite understand...but now I'm in so much pain." Xiaozhi pointed to his heart, "This feeling should be caused by losing something, right? Someone taught me, but I lost even myself. If you don’t know anything, why are you sad?”

In N's impression, Xiaozhi has always been a young man who is hopelessly insensitive to feelings, but what has he experienced this time, that he can turn into a bitter face of a lovelorn boy?

——Although he didn't realize it himself.

"What exactly did you see become like this?"

"..."

N silently took the letter from Xiaozhi, the folds on the envelope clearly proved that Xiaozhi seemed to be holding it tightly in his hand. While lamenting that he, who has always been accused of inhumanity, wants to be a bosom brother this time, he silently took out the letter paper—there seems to be some hard paper inside, it should be a photo?

Deciding to look at the photos later, N spread out the letter paper, and then read ten lines at a glance:

"The idiot Xiaozhi in Yixiu:

This seems to be my first reply to you, right?You are really lucky to insist on sending me postcards for so long. You are obviously a fool with only fighting in your mind. Have you used all the remaining brain capacity here?

(Because my cabinet can't fit anymore, so I'm thinking of burning those postcards to keep warm, but I think it will pollute the air environment, so let's forget it.)

... Not much nonsense, I am writing to you this time because I met a very special person. After seeing the thick stack you sent me, he said very seriously that it is a matter of not answering the letter. Very rude thing.Although I don't think it is necessary to be polite to you, and it is troublesome and reluctant, I still wrote this letter under his repeated request (the attached photo is our group photo).

This brown-haired boy is called Touye. He was originally Yixiu's trainer. It seems that he came to me to find a very important talent. It seems that he has been to many places before that but failed to find it. Persisted again and again... What a persistent fool.

I picked him up in the bushes near the cabin, and he was unconscious on the ground, dirty and looking pitiful (later I heard that he slipped down the uphill after getting lost... ...sure enough to be stupid).

After getting along for a while, I found that Touye was always staring at green things in a daze—it was a ridiculous habit, it seemed that the person he was looking for had green hair, it seemed that every time he saw green, he would think of that people.

Touye kept saying that it was his dream, he said that his dream was to find that person and say something very important to him, every time he mentioned this matter, Touye would show a distressed expression... That green-haired man, If you see him, you will definitely kill him.

In fact, Touye and Xiaozhi are a bit like you, I love elves