【N Lord Maozhi】Those things about the lovelorn group

Fenzhong couldn't help but sighed helplessly with a somewhat bewildered expression, perhaps because of shyness, he turned his head to a place where Tuo Ye couldn't see, and then slowly explained:

"Aunt Huazi...Xiao Zhi's mother once told Xiao Zhiyuan to remember to write to his friends to report his safety when he was in a foreign country. I don't know why, but that guy is obviously a fool who has nothing but fighting in his mind, but only this I remembered and stuck to it, so every once in a while he would send me a letter."

"Isn't this great!"

Looking at Xiaomao through the night, his eyes seemed to be a little sparkling, and he looked excited and joyful and said:

"You still said that the poke ball is the last bond... Don't these letters mean that you are very important to Xiaozhi? Otherwise, you wouldn't have persisted for so long. You should be happy!"

"Should you really be happy?"

Obviously what he heard were words full of hope, but Xiaomao's expression darkened all of a sudden.

"Eh?"

"Look carefully at the letters... I mean, the back."

The wry smile on Xiaomao's face made Touye withdraw his joyful gaze, he picked up a few and flipped them to the back, where the words should have been written were full of smiles.

Xiaozhi and other people's... happy smiling faces.

Basically, the background and characters of each photo are different, but what remains the same is Xiaozhi’s figure and other people’s happy smiles. If Xiaozhi’s mother or relatives and friends receive these, they will definitely feel at ease because he is very happy traveling abroad Bar.

——But it happened to be Xiaomao, a sad person who was unrequitedly in love with the black-haired boy in the photo and was full of unspeakable deep emotions for him.

"Didn't you notice that these letters are very short? They are more like leaving messages than letters... That guy Xiaozhi must have been too troublesome to write a few words on the back of the photos. In his eyes, those photos must be able to reflect more than anything else." Proof that he's alive and well."

"You know my feelings for Xiaozhi, and you also have the same feelings for that person named N."

"So, do you think I will be happy when I receive these photos?"

Touye stared blankly at Xiaomao, who was silent with a wry smile after saying these words, "Look, I don't say I received the letter, I don't even know where that guy N is, so I have to find it by myself." "Such words of consolation seem so feeble at this moment.

Emotional hurt does not distinguish between forms and depths, because those who accept it will only feel the same pain.

That day, in that room, Tou Ye kept thinking.

What kind of mood did Xiaomao feel under the silent indifference at that time.

If he is smiling, what is the sadness hidden in his eyes?

If he is crying, then what is the expectation raised at the corner of his mouth?

Standing silently behind others all the time, they can only watch their backs,

——What is it?

Occasions for Shigeru & Touya:

"Do you have to leave today?"

After Touye cleaned up the room and put everything back in place, Xiaomao squinted at the sun who was almost running to the west and asked:

"Have you packed your luggage yet? If this continues, it will be dark. Why don't you stay for another night?"

The two of them woke up much later than usual, plus eating and tidying up the room and tearing up each other's emotional trauma (...), the weather at this time was so severe that they couldn't help but dawdling through the night.

"Well... I still want to leave today." Touye looked at Xiaomao with a sorry expression on his face, "Once I decide something, I don't want to change it. I may be a bit stubborn, but..."

"Don't let it go." Xiaomao rubbed Touye's head amusedly, and with a gentle tone, he rarely withdrew his arrogance. "If you have time, you might as well pack your luggage quickly. I'll help you prepare food and water. Do you remember where the map is?"

"Huh?... Mmm, mmm!"

Tou Ye looked at Xiao Mao who turned around and walked towards the kitchen with some doubts, and he was obviously shocked by the other party's rare gentle performance in a century.After staying for a while, I saw Touye walking towards the room in a daze while muttering something like "When did Xiao Mao become so kind."

But he who was only thinking about it and didn't look at the road naturally stepped on something, stumbled naturally, and finally bumped his head naturally...

Hearing the sound of Tou Ye hugging his forehead and screaming for pain, Xiao Mao turned his head and couldn't help rolling his eyes upwards, but the smile on the corner of his mouth was even more gentle:

"Fool."

"If you are so stubborn, you will definitely find him."

"come on."

……

"I'm leaving."

After everything was ready, Touye stood at the gate and obediently said goodbye to Xiao Mao who was leaning against the wall next to him. After saying the above four words, he blinked and looked at the young man with the hedgehog head, as if It's anticipation, and it's like doubt.

"What are you waiting for?" Seemingly stared at by Tou Ye, Xiaomao finally spoke after curling the corner of his mouth, "Don't tell me you're expecting me to be like an old lady, say something to make you pay attention to the weather Look at the map, don't just stare blankly all day long to save yourself from being abducted by someone... or something like that."

"That's what I said."

Tou Ye smiled, and received Xiao Mao's glare without any surprise.

"Xiao Mao..."

"Ok?"

"During this time, thank you very much! Thanks to you, my mood has become lighter, maybe I can enjoy the trip a little this time...Of course, finding N is the ultimate goal."

"Yes, that's fine."

"I've been thinking all the time since I came here, it's really great to meet you. You've helped me a lot these days, and I haven't been this happy for a long time."

Touye's blunt words seemed to make Xiaomao a little at a loss, and he turned his head to the side in a rare panic, as if he didn't want to let Touye notice his strangeness:

"What do you want to do so suddenly... don't say things like the finale, we will meet again, won't we?"

"Well! I will definitely see you again!"

Touye looked at Xiaomao who was still unable to be frank and nodded with a smile, he tried hard to suppress the thoughts that had been entangled in his heart, and finally decided to step out of the door. After a few seconds of pause, Touye turned around and waved his hand. :

"Say goodbye to the moon elves for me... To be honest, I hate saying goodbye the most."

"Ok, I know."

Thinking of Touye's murmur mixed with tears last night, Xiaomao suddenly felt distressed. He stepped forward and hugged Touye in his arms, gently touched his head and said:

"Since you hate it, then I won't say "サヨナラ", that kind of painful memory is enough once. "

"Hmm... don't say "Sayonara". "

——Because we will definitely meet again, so I never say "Sayonara".

"Hey, Xiaomao, do you want to go on a trip with me?"

"Actually, so do I. It's really great to meet you, Touye."

This is what the two of them couldn't say when they parted.

……

I don't know how long after Li Touye left, Xiao Mao, who was leaning against the door in a daze, finally came to his senses. After spurning his previous overly hypocritical behavior, Xiao Mao walked slowly into the room, but when he opened the door, In an instant, he saw several figures waiting for him in the living room.

"I'm fine, don't put on an expression that's about to cry, okay?"

Xiao Mao squatted down, and said to the elves who were worried about him with some amusement:

"I know you guys like Tou Ye very much, but people will eventually be separated. Take heart, you are my elves, how can you not be strong?"

Seeing the tearful eyes, Xiaomao couldn't help but sighed after some preaching. He just wanted to calm down the elves, got up and went back to the research room to continue working, when he heard the doorbell ring.

Maybe it's because I live in the outskirts close to the forest. Basically, there is no visitor to my house once a month, let alone this kind of time... Xiaomao opened the door with some doubts, but found a very familiar figure standing there with a smile on his face. In front of the eyes——the elves behind them had expressions of indescribable surprise.

"The time interval between goodbye is too short." Xiaomao rolled his eyes mercilessly at the brown-haired boy. He suddenly felt that he was a fool who was sad because of the separation just now. "Is there something else?" Forgot to bring it?"

"You're not surprised at all..." Touye complained half-truthfully, he looked at the half-rising full moon, and squeezed into the room imperceptibly, "I came back because of you." , otherwise I must have arrived in the city by now, why would I set off tomorrow."

"For me?" The words you set off tomorrow are too casual, idiot.

"Hey, I met a postman asking for directions when I was halfway there. It seems that he got lost trying to find this place... Well, it's all because the house you built is too remote."

Touye took out a letter from the bag and shook it at Xiaomao, Xiaozhi's name was impressively written on the sender's part of the envelope.

"I agreed to help him bring you the letter because of my sympathy... Hurry up and thank me, or the postman won't know when he will arrive at your house."

Xiaomao looked helplessly at Tou Ye, who said "Praise me" on his face, and seemed to be wagging his tail behind him. He thoughtfully took the other party's luggage, put it aside, and said, "Then to thank you... ...This letter is up to you to open."

"Eh?" The tail stopped shaking for a moment, completely unexpected that Xiaomao would say this, Touye said cautiously, "Is it ok?...This is very important thing."

"It doesn't matter, anyway, I have collected enough." Xiaomao said indifferently, and then glanced at Touye meaningfully, "And