【N Lord Maozhi】Those things about the lovelorn group

Like to fight, you will definitely pick up the Poké Balls of both sides when you first meet.But Tou Ye is much more slender and sharp than you, a rough-headed idiot. He has many things that you don't have... He has things similar to me.

——But this guy’s sleeping posture is too bad. You have to hold him tightly in your arms so that you don’t fall off the bed or kick the quilt to catch cold. However, Touye’s sleeping face is quite cute, and his body is also soft. Allowed.

... Cough, the topic seems to be far away.In short, the theme of this letter is probably that I am living a good life now, and there is a very interesting existence around me, so please don’t worry about it (come on and fight the alliance, idiot·only knows about fighting·idiot Xiaozhi).

Looking at the photos you sent, I know that your trip must be very happy, so I don't care about you... But you guys really have a stupid face no matter who you take pictures with, and the smiling expression is disgusting .

ah!Speaking of photos, Touye suddenly cried when he saw the letter you sent last time (it was a photo with the one named N), and he cried very sadly. While crying, he said that his dream was over and he was depressed After a long time he decided to stay here.

Although it hurts to see his reddened eye sockets, I am a little happy that Tou Ye stayed. You must not tell him about this when you see Tou Ye in the future, or that guy will be embarrassed for a long time.Let me introduce you the next time you come back, although he is stupid, gluttonous and stupid, but he is a nice...very gentle idiot.

finally wish you a happy trip

(Don't be beaten too badly by the hosts, idiot)

Xiaomao

N silently read the letter in his hand, and when he raised his head, his face changed. His face was getting darker and darker, and his aura around him was getting darker and darker. Hikaru stopped when he saw the photo in the envelope.

The photo shows the soft smiles of two brown-haired teenagers:

The hedgehog-headed boy named Xiaomao gently raised one corner of his lips, and under his flamboyant smile was a provocative gaze. He held Tou Ye's shoulder with his left hand, and his extremely possessive posture seemed to be declaring something meaningful. ——And Tou Ye was obediently being held in someone's arms, his brows and eyes were full of happy smiles.

N suddenly felt a thorn grow out of a soft place in his heart, which made him feel pain, and the heavy pressure that he was about to be unable to breathe made him sit down silently.

The green-haired young man looked at Xiaozhi's silent back sitting beside him, he thought he knew why the black-haired boy had been silent for a few days and his face was pale, he thought he understood Xiaozhi's mood at this time.

—but he didn't want to understand at all.

……

I don't know how long N was silent after reading the letter. When Xiaozhi heard the voice calling his name repeatedly and came back to his senses, the crumpled letter had fallen to the ground. Sometimes it's a little more wrinkled.

I saw that N, who had always had a gentle expression and emotional ups and downs, lowered his face and asked Xiaozhi, except for matters involving elves:

"Where is the guy who wrote you this letter called Xiaomao?"

"what?"

Xiaozhi looked at N whose face suddenly became ugly, and couldn't help being a little surprised. Although N only cared about elves in his memory, he still tried his best to show friendliness when getting along with others. This was the first time he showed such an expression for no reason... Wait, maybe not for nothing?

Xiaozhi, who has always been dull, tried his best to recall the contents of the letter he had read countless times. The comparison between the "long green hair" that appeared several times in his memory and the young man in front of him suddenly woke him up:

"Do you know the one called Tou Ye?"

"……Um."

"Since we know each other, why are you so angry?"

--angry?Of course angry.

The key words in the letter "tightly hugging, cute sleeping face, soft body... etc." flashed across his head, N's face darkened again, and he was washed away by anger (jealousy?) Now that he had no time to care about the mood of the black-haired boy, he ignored the question and asked Xiaomao's location again, and walked away after getting the answer.

Was so frightened that he quickly revealed the address of his family's sweetheart. Xiao Zhi stared blankly at N's menacing back, not realizing that he had betrayed his teammate. After sitting there for a few seconds, he suddenly felt something was wrong and rushed out. After catching up with N, he said loudly:

"Where are you going? The decisive battle with the Plasma Corps will be in a few days. Aren't you going to save the world?"

"...I don't have that free husband right now."—Saving the world even after the wife ran away!

"You, what are you talking about!"

A little angry, Xiaozhi grabbed N's arm and forced him to stop. He couldn't understand why N's reaction was stronger than his own after reading the letter. He yelled loudly:

"Don't you value elves the most? Why give up at this time!"

"...I once made a bad decision."

As if he realized that he couldn’t leave without explaining clearly, or maybe he couldn’t stand the confused expression of the black-haired boy in front of him, who looked like he was about to cry, N suddenly and softly told Xiaozhi the secret he had kept in his heart for a long time:

"I used to be self-righteous and thought that I left him... Touye was for his own good. Touye is a gentle and strong trainer, with the unwavering determination to his dreams, so I said to myself when everything was over. I left him alone, in order to allow him the space and time to fulfill his dream."

"But it turns out that I was wrong. I never thought that I have such a big weight in Touye's heart. So when I saw your letter, I was really happy... At the same time, I regretted it. If I could It would have been better if I had noticed it earlier, and it would have been better if I hadn't left him at that time. From that letter, I could see that I had hurt Tou Ye, but I couldn't imagine how deeply I had been hurt."

"But it seems that my injury has been healed by your friend named Xiaomao. If this continues, Touye will probably become more and more dependent on him... and forget me more and more. Maybe it's a little selfish, but I really can't stand it." .I'm going to find Tou Ye, and then tell him the feelings I have hidden in my heart for a long time...I like his feelings."

"Once I miss many things, I don't know what the result will be. I can fight the plasma group later, but if I don't look for Tou Ye now, I don't know what will happen... By then, it will be too late."

"I don't want to make such a regrettable and painful wrong decision again."

On the way of speaking, N clearly felt that the force pulling his arm was getting weaker and weaker. At the end of the speech, Xiao Zhi seemed to have completely given up and let go of his hand.The black-haired boy lowered his head, his drooping bangs made it hard to see his expression:

"...Like it? Do you like Touye? That's why it's like this?"

"Ah."

"Then why am I so sad? Ever since I read the letter, my heart has been aching. I obviously wanted to cover it up, but Alice and the others found out. My mind was so muddled that I didn't know what I was thinking... ...If you like it according to what you said, I don't know that person named Tuoye at all, so how could I like it!"

"...=mouth=!"

N, whose expression was so sad, suddenly petrified the next second after hearing Xiaozhi's words. After a long time to confirm that the other party was not joking, N couldn't help but sigh in his heart—who would dare to say that I have a low EQ in the future? I'll tell him about Xiaozhi's great achievements...

"Cough, that, Xiaozhi... Xiaozhi? Are you crying?"

"Because, because I don't understand! Woo... I don't understand it, but it's really uncomfortable. What kind of messy feelings, who will fight with me to change my mood, woo..."

Feeling that the person in front of him is so stupid that there is no cure, N sighed helplessly. While praying in his heart that the ship at the port would leave later, he tried his best to ease his breath and tried to enlighten Xiaozhi step by step—to be honest, so stupid It's kind of distressing...

"What do you think of Xiaomao?"

"Xiao Mao? Why did his name suddenly appear here?"

"...Just tell the truth." You don't even think about who wrote the letter to make you like this...

"Well...Xiao, Xiaomao is my lifelong rival!"

As soon as Xiaozhi mentioned this topic, his eyes immediately became bright, which made N silently confirm his guess again. He waited patiently for a while, but found that the person in front of him had no intention of continuing:

"Then? So it's gone?"

"Ah? What else?" Xiaozhi stared blankly at N, whose mouth was twitching. Feeling something was wrong, he immediately tried to think hard, "Uh, and...Xiao Mao is my dear sweetheart, Xiao Mao. Mao is a bastard with a bad mouth, but Xiao Mao is also very gentle occasionally, although Xiao Mao cooks in a scary manner, it is actually delicious, Xiao Mao..."

Thinking only played the role of the beginning, and Xiaozhi was surprised to find that he seemed to be able to say what he knew about Xiaomao without thinking. This kind of thoughtless inexplicable healed his heart. up:

"Xiao Mao who is smiling, Xiao Mao who is angry, Xiao Mao who is fighting for the Poké Ball with him, Xiao Mao who tries his best to encourage him to stand up from failure, Xiao Mao who is tired of talking but agrees to his request for a battle, Xiaomao who would rush forward to protect him in case of danger, Xiaomao who gently stroked his hair as if he was relieved while scolding himself for being an idiot...

... Xiaomao standing behind Dr. Oki and smiling faintly towards him, Xiaomao who is clearly chatting but has an inexplicable alienation, Xiaomao who finally saw him after a long journey, hugging Xiaomao through the night intimately Mao