between men

When I opened my eyes, a large white light appeared in front of me, and then I found out that it was a white ceiling.But I've never seen a ceiling that white, and it seemed so close to me.I blinked and said, "Am I dead?"

"No." A voice came from next to me, I turned my head and found him sitting next to me.

"The lower bunk can't see the ceiling," I said staring at the ceiling, "so I'm dying... No, I'll close my eyes."

He seemed to be smiling, then he helped me up, shook my shoulders, and said, "I smashed half of the boards on the bottom bunk, so if you are not good at martial arts, don't try to sleep on the bottom bunk." , you are on the top bunk. Now, open your eyes."

When I opened my eyes, he was so close to me that I could even count his eyelashes, but then I noticed his eyes.

"Why are your eyes green?" I asked, "Do you wear contact lenses?"

He shrugged and jumped on the floor with a thud, then he went to the door and looked, "I'm half race." He turned to me and said, "Russian."

At this moment, a whistle sounded from outside. The whistle sounded three times. After the whistle sounded, the iron door opened automatically.

"An hour's walk," he said. "Are you going out?"

"No," I said quickly, "I just came in from the outside, and what I hate most now is basking in the sun."

He nodded and said, "Okay, but you must come out when you have dinner later, you are a little anemic now."

I laughed out loud, not knowing whether he was talking seriously or joking, but he walked out, and the iron door closed automatically again.At this time, a person came out from the side. He saw me standing outside the door, and he seemed a little surprised, "An underage stay here? What are you doing?"

Looking up at him, I guess he is about 40 years old, his eyes are a little big, and he seems to be a little fat, "When did you see that I am underage?" I asked him, "Can't I stay here?"

"The juvenile prison is the place you should go." He said loudly, and I heard it a little funny, "I killed someone." I told him, "And I gave up my defense in court, I contradicted the judge, And lied to him and lied to keep me here."

"Wow," he was surprised, "there must be something wrong with the judge's eyes. Let's go, don't you go out?"

I shook my head, "No."

Immediately he shrugged, swayed and disappeared at the end of the corridor. I looked at the corridor outside, and suddenly an inexplicable impulse surged in my heart. Minutes later my nose started to sore and I buried my head in the pillow.

this is not right.I told myself that I have no relatives, no friends, no one cares about me when I am alive, and naturally no one will cry when I die, but... But why the hell do I want to cry now.

There was a burst of pain in my right hand. I wanted to cut off the whole right hand. Tears fell from my eyes. I put my right hand under my eyes. The deep wound looked disgusting.

this is not right!I sat up, and after a while I jumped off the floor, and then I slammed on the iron door hard.

"I'm getting out!" I yelled, "I just fell asleep and now I'm getting out! Someone open the fucking door!"

The iron door didn't budge, and I kicked it hard, but it made my feet hurt.Cursing secretly, the iron door opened slowly at this moment, I was stunned for a while, and then walked out.

I looked at the corridor I was looking at. I knew that there was a chaotic prison outside. They probably didn’t leave here. I walked forward a few steps, and then I saw another road on the side of this corridor. Road, this road leads to a tall, windowless iron gate on the right, and I walked over there.

As soon as I arrived at the door, a dazzling light entered my eyes. I squinted for a few seconds and then opened my eyes. Then I slowly opened the iron door a crack. After taking a deep breath, I walked out.

The current time seems to be around three or four in the afternoon, the sun is neither hot nor cool, the key is that there is no wind outside, and there are tall barbed wire fences all around.

As soon as I stepped into this sultry open space, everyone's gazes were on my face. I remember this kind of gaze, as if I was a different kind. I stood there for a few seconds, and then I stepped back, relying on Panting loudly behind the door.

I've never found it so difficult to get outside, it feels like I'm a five legged frog and everyone else is staring at you weirdly and all you can see is disgust, surprise , indifference and suspicion.Jin Feng came in from the outside at this time, "Why don't you go out?" He asked, then he leaned over and asked again: "Are you crying?"

"Probably," I said to him, "I dare not go out."

Then I sat on the ground, someone called him outside, he slapped the iron door hard as a response, and then he sat next to me.

"I don't want to die." I stared at the door and said, "I know, I'm redundant everywhere, I can't go to crowded places, because if I talk, it will cause silence, I'm not welcome, I I like being alone, but... I want to live."

He leaned in and put his hand on my shoulder, "Are you safe?" he asked.I was a little baffled, not knowing what he meant.

"I don't know." I said.

"Get up," he said to me. "Let's go back. The yard is full of criminals. No one will feel safe with them."

I was a little taken aback, and he pulled me up.

"Can you still walk?" He asked with a smile, and I smiled too, but after laughing, my nose became sore again. I suddenly turned my head and walked forward, and he grabbed my hand from behind and pulled me away. back, and he hugged me and said, "Are you safe now?"

This scene was a bit strange, and I resisted a little. I pushed him back, and he pressed my head against his chest with his hands hard. At this moment, I heard his heartbeat.

After a few seconds, I stopped pushing him, and I started crying, which was kind of embarrassing, but I did, and he held my head tightly, his heart beating louder and louder.

"We're not dead yet," he said. "What are you crying for? That's not what a man who wants to live should do. Look, your tears are all over my chest, and you're going to do my laundry. "

I laughed and he let go, and I looked up at him to see he was laughing too.

"Do you want to go out to bask in the sun?" He asked with a smile, I thought about it and said, "Okay."

So he took my hand and opened the door, he pulled me to a corner, I can still feel the eyes around me.

"Leave them alone," he whispered in my ear. "They just didn't expect such a young guy to stay here. Leave them alone."

Just like that, he and I sat on a chair in the corner, and a few people greeted him, but he just waved and ignored them.

"Hey, that new one." Suddenly there was a shout from behind, and I trembled, suddenly realizing that this place was not very safe either.

"Hey! That," continued later, "didn't you know you should look back when someone greets you?"

"What kind of bullshit theory is this?" Feng returned from the side, he pressed my shoulder tightly, then he stood up, and said: "Look back and see if the person greeting me is a pig or a dog?"

Everyone around laughed, even I smiled lightly, he patted my shoulder, and I was suddenly relieved.

"Since when did you like to take care of newcomers, madman." The man behind said, "This is not like your style... Hey! That kid." He suddenly shouted to me, "The man next to you is a dangerous person. In the middle of the night, he sneaked into a family's house and killed everyone in that family with sarin. When the police went there, they didn't even find the body. You have to be careful when you are around him, and be careful when he gets a whim. Drop poison in your bowl."

"Shut up." Feng yawned, and said, "Is your story of bravely running through the street with a kitchen knife shining? I can still remember the news headlines at that time, 'A man committed a crime in the city, hacking with a kitchen knife. Two people, causing serious injuries'. The news is so bright, I can't even figure out how many times you cut them to seriously injure the two, don't you have bad eyesight?"

The surroundings laughed again, and I looked back, and saw that the man was about 50 years old, his hair fell out badly, he looked a little thin, but there was a visceral look in his eyes.

The scene began to become tense, and both of them stared at each other with sharp eyes.Just when the two seemed to be about to fight, the iron gate was pulled open again, and the warden walked in, glanced at everyone, and finally stopped his gaze on me.

"You, come out." He beckoned to me, I glanced at Feng, and when I was about to stand up, he pressed me hard.

"What's the matter?" he asked.

The warden was a little strange, he glanced at Feng, then at me, and then he said: "Mind your own business, you'd better take advantage of this time to enjoy the sunshine, because you only have eleven days in this world. God."

The surroundings suddenly became quiet, and I looked at him in disbelief. He smiled at me, and then turned his gaze to the warden. The warden looked at him for a while, and finally moved his eyes away. "Okay, you come with me," he said, and he