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Same, you're miserable, pathetic, like a psycho, that's why you're pointing fingers at genes here.Want to know who you are?You're a bastard, you're a bastard than a bastard. "

He took a few steps back, then straightened up suddenly, and said, "Do you dare to stab you with a knife? Do you have the guts? Do you?"

As he said that, he came over suddenly, and was about to grab my collar with his hand. At this moment, I closed my eyes and swiped my right hand forward vigorously. A burst of cold liquid fell on my body. Seeing him lying on the ground with blood gushing from his neck, I looked at my hands in disbelief. I didn't expect that I could draw so accurately.

His two followers ran away with a yell. I stood there staring at my hand, which was covered with blood. At this moment, a strong nausea rose in my throat, and I vomited in one gulp. After going out, my head was extremely calm for an instant.

I kill.I said to myself, and two people saw it, and I still had a bloody utility knife in my hand, and I'm still here, so... I'm going to die.

My heartbeat suddenly started to speed up at that moment, I took the knife and cut my wrist, and then I saw the dean running over, I also exclaimed when I saw this situation, and then he started to call the police.I just stood there without moving. A few minutes later, the police came and I stayed in the police station that night.

In a few days...

According to the regulations, I stood in the courtroom. I answered the judge's question absent-mindedly, and I was still thinking about my bloody right hand.

"...age?" the judge asked, I said "oh", then he woke me up with a bang on the hammer, and he repeated, "Age?"

I turned my head and found that the dean was sitting in the back, he refused to look at me, which made me feel a little lost, suddenly my nose was sore, I actually wanted to cry.

"18," I said to the judge, when I was actually 16.Just as the one next to the judge was about to take a note, the one next to me stood up abruptly, and I noticed a sign on his desk that said "Attorney for the Defense."

"He is underage, he is only 16 years old." The lawyer said, "The dean can confirm this matter, if you need, I-"

"I am 18 years old." I interrupted him, and suddenly I felt the eyes of the entire court look over, I looked at the lawyer, and said to him: "I am 18 years old, and I lied when I went to the orphanage. Age, two years less, I killed a person five days ago because I didn't like him, and now I want to kill another person, that person is you, if you really need a little legal fee, I can let someone Burn it to you when you die."

The Dean walked out of the court at this time, and I don't think he will come back.Everyone started whispering at this moment, and the judge in the middle slammed the hammer in his hand.

"Silence!" He said loudly, and when he was about to speak, I said first: "I killed people and contempt of court, and now I give up the defense, so you should leave your nonsense and go straight to the sentence But I want to remind you that if you sentence me to life, you'd better hope that the prison will not give me a chance to be released."

This sentence came from watching it on TV, and I just copied it.The expression of the judge holding the hammer and refusing to knock it down was a bit funny. After more than ten seconds, he knocked down the hammer and said, "The death penalty will be executed in two months."

The defense lawyer hurriedly stood up and said: "He is only 16 years old, you can't just sentence him like this, he—"

"He is, lawyer," said the judge, "he is of age, he can take responsibility for what he said, and he has just fired you, if you want to sue me, you'd better succeed in two months Send the petition to the First Court."

The lawyer slammed the table down hard, then he tore off his license and walked out.The judge's eyes followed him, and he turned his eyes after the door was closed forcefully, and said to everyone: "I hope you don't be so impulsive when you go out."

After speaking, he put away his things and left, and then two uniformed men took me out.I was in an arraignment room for about half an hour before they took me to the backyard of the courthouse and put me in a police car.A few 10 minutes later, I found the car stopped in front of a prison.

"The last two months are here?" I muttered softly, and the people in the car didn't hear me. They pulled me out of the car and pushed me into the prison.

I stayed in the courtyard of the prison for more than ten minutes, and then a man came out of a building. He looked at me, and then said to the man next to him: "This side is full."

"Okay, warden, this is a death row prisoner." The man next to him said, "It's only two months. You can find him any place to live, as long as it's safe."

In fact, he doesn't even need to consider safety issues. If I have any wish now, it is to die.

The warden nodded, "Okay." He said, and then he motioned to follow him, and the two people beside him pushed me towards a building that looked like a cube.When the iron door of that building was pushed open, I heard various screams and shouts coming from inside.

The prison is chaotic, but I didn't expect it to be this chaotic.The toilet paper was floating everywhere, and the prisoners smashed the iron gate crazily, but our destination didn't seem to be here. The warden led us to the third floor, and then opened an iron gate. Behind the iron gate was a Corridor, there are also people locked up on both sides of the corridor, but they all look calm.

"A Paradise for Condemned Inmates," said the man next to me. "All condemned inmates are kept here. There is only one person in each cell. Now this place is full, so you stay with another person." Together. When they feel their territory is violated, they attack and eat you like a beast."

The warden coughed lightly, and the man immediately shut his mouth.I didn't know what he meant by saying that, so I shrugged at him.

They stopped outside the innermost room, the warden opened the door, and the man next to me pushed me in right away.

"Good luck," he said, and as soon as the warden closed the door, they all left.

I slowly turned my head inside, thinking what kind of a cruel guy I would see, but when I turned around, I found a pair of very calm eyes looking at me wrapped in the quilt on the upper bunk, I slowly Sitting on the floor against the wall, the guy just looked at me without batting an eyelid.

I sat on the ground and stared at the iron door tightly. After a few minutes, I could still feel a gaze staring at me.

"Why are you sitting on the floor?" the man asked, and his voice startled me.

"I don't know." I said it truthfully, but in fact I was a little scared at the time, because I already understood why the person next to me said that to me. He wanted to make me nervous, but he was also telling the truth .Those eyes came out of the quilt at this moment, I looked at him a little surprised, he is very young, although his hair is a bit messy at the moment, he doesn't look like a death row prisoner.

"Are you afraid?" he asked. "How old are you?"

"18," I told him, "I'm not afraid."

He frowned and looked at me, shook his head, and said, "No, you're not 18, you're just scared, why don't you come over?"

"I'm just... I..." I said gesturing, and then I realized that I'm not good at communicating with people, and he obviously found this too, so he jumped off the top bunk, sat on the bottom bunk, and Patted the bed.

"Come here," he said. "It's cold on the ground."

I glanced at him, the ground was indeed a little cold, and I wanted to go there, but I still sat on the ground without moving, and I said to him: "It's good, I just walked outside, it's hot."

He raised his eyebrows, then jumped up from the lower bunk, walked over and sat next to me, I was startled, and hurriedly stood up, and then he looked at me a little strangely.

"What the hell are you doing?" He asked me a little funny, I shrugged, "I don't know." I said.

He suddenly stretched out his right hand and said, "My name is Jin Feng, and they all call me crazy."

I didn't extend my hand, and for reasons unknown to me I was terrified of shaking hands.He was startled, then smiled and retracted his hand, saying, "You should say your name."

"Yuan Lin." I said to him, "Actually, you guessed it, I'm 16 years old."

"I'm 22," he said. "How did you get in here?"

At this time, I felt that the atmosphere around me began to relax, so I took a few steps and said, "Can I not answer this question?"

"Okay." He said, at this time my hand suddenly started to hurt, and then my right hand began to bleed slowly.

The wound on my right hand was cut by myself, because I wanted to commit suicide at that time, so I chose to cut my wrist, but I didn't expect that the suicide method often seen on TV was so ineffective.

I covered my right hand, but he sniffed behind me, and then he came over. "What's wrong with your hand?" He asked, and then he pulled me to the side of the bed, and took off the bandage on my right hand, only to see a deep wound across the wrist, which was bleeding slowly at the moment.My eyes began to blur, as if everything around me was like a strong soft mirror, and then I fainted.

Safety is what everyone is looking for. Safety exists in various forms. Sometimes it is a lucky charm, sometimes it is a cross, and sometimes a word or an action can make us feel safe because we believe in it.

when i open my eyes again