lucky for the rest of my life

Li Rui opened his eyes suddenly, the blood dripping from his forehead blurred his vision, making it difficult for him to see clearly with one eye, but the other eye clearly and clearly reflected the person he was thinking about day and night .

"Ah Xing?!" Li Rui was surprised and couldn't believe that this person he had missed for ten years actually appeared in front of him!Are you dreaming?But then he noticed that Su Xing was abnormal. His eyes were closed, his breathing was short, and his lips were purple.This is obviously the performance of a heart attack recurrence!

Li Rui took a tight breath, and hurriedly picked him up without thinking too much, and quickly ran to the garage.This place was both familiar and unfamiliar to him, he ran through countless red lights along the way, Li Rui drove the car to the fastest speed, and drove towards the hospital according to his memory.

"Doctor! Doctor! Heart attack! Save people! Save people!!"

The medical staff who heard the news quickly took the person in Li Rui's arms and pushed them into the emergency room. Li Rui stood outside the emergency room and took out his mobile phone to make a call, but found that his hands were shaking so much that the chain screen couldn't be opened. He slammed his hand viciously, and dropped his phone to the ground.He picked up the phone, and finally stopped shaking his hands, and pressed a number to go out.

"Hey, Dean Zhao, I'm Li Rui. I have a friend who has a relapse of congenital heart disease and is in the emergency room. Please bring someone over to take a look." After he finished speaking, the people over there responded twice, and then he Just hang up the phone.

He had just hung up on the phone for two or three minutes, when Dean Zhao rushed over with a doctor, and before he had time to say hello, the doctor pushed the door open and entered the emergency room.

"Li Rui, don't worry, Director Chen is the best heart surgeon in our hospital, nothing will happen," said Director Zhao.

"Hmm." Li Rui said absently and perfunctorily.

Dean Zhao didn't mind seeing him like this, after all, he was still inside, so it was impossible not to worry if he wasn't worried.What's more, Dean Zhao received a greeting from above early in the morning, and then the hospital received a batch of new medical equipment.In terms of emotion and reason, a little more care should be taken.

"Hurry up and find someone to treat this wound of yours, it won't be good if it is infected." Dean Zhao said, looking at his half-smeared face.

Li Rui didn't bother to talk to him, his eyes were fixed on the door of the emergency room, and he felt that he had returned to the car accident and outside the operating room in an instant, and his heart kept getting cold.

Well, Dean Zhao didn't listen to persuasion when he saw this, so he just found a doctor to deal with him, and then asked his assistant to watch here, and left after a few words of advice.After all, as the dean of the city's No. [-] hospital, he is still very busy.

Li Rui looked at the door of the emergency room and felt that his heart was in a mess and he couldn't figure it out. He remembered that he went to see Su Xing again. That day happened to be Su Xing's death day, and the weather was the same as the day Su Xing left, gloomy. It was raining lightly, but the sky was oppressive.He took 91 blue enchantresses to see the person who would never open his eyes to look at him again.

He put the flowers in front of the tombstone, and then leaned on the tombstone, talking about something while drinking, what was he thinking at that time, oh, yes, he thought maybe he was drunk Then you can see Su Xing.Although Su Xing said that he never wanted to see him again, what if his heart softened?You must know that his A Xing is the easiest to soften his heart, maybe he is allowed to see him once he softens his heart?

But he didn't expect that when he opened his eyes again, he really saw Su Xing. Although he was in a coma, he was alive, warm and breathing.He felt like crying, he didn't know if he was dreaming, if he was really dreaming then he would rather never wake up.It's been ten years, and he hasn't even seen Su Xing in his dreams for ten years. Only his last words have become his torture every night.

When is this time?Li Rui thought in a daze, this seemed to be the time when he imprisoned Su Xing for nearly two weeks.

He and Su Xing met in Province S, and it happened to be the National Day holiday at that time, and a few people with him wanted to plan to go to Province S, and he thought it was okay anyway, so he came together, and there became The beginning of his acquaintance with Su Xing was also the beginning of Su Xing's nightmare.

The day he met Su Xing, he had just received a call from his father that his mother had passed away.He was walking on the road at that time. Although he was calm, he was already in a daze. He didn't even hear the horn of the approaching car. At the critical moment, Su Xing gave him a hand.

He still remembers the scene at that time.

Su Xing, who was wearing a white shirt and washed white jeans, pulled him back from the road. There was a sudden sound of brakes and the driver's violent abuse. He heard Su Xing say a few words to the man with a smile , and then turned to look at him.

"I said, you can still be distracted while crossing the road, what are you thinking?" Even now he can recall Su Xing's reproachful tone, slightly smiling eyebrows and eyes, as well as the one who knew that he was in poor health. A little pale face.

He didn't know what he was thinking at that time, or he didn't think about anything, and he didn't know what the expression on his face was, but he heard Su Xing say: "Hey, what's wrong with you, your face is so ugly ?”

Su Xing said and led him to a milk tea shop nearby, and went in to get a book of warm milk tea.He didn't know why he followed him so obediently at that time, why did he just stand there obediently and wait?But he, who never drank milk tea, drank that cup of milk tea that day.I don't know if it's because people are particularly vulnerable to being invaded at special times or for some other reason, but Li Rui just felt that the cup of milk tea that day and the temperature of Su Xing's grabbing him all flowed into his heart, which was extremely ironic.Su Xing raised the corners of his lips slightly, and his caring words made him engrave in his heart.It made him desperately want to keep the person who gave him this warmth by his side, but in the end he completely ruined him.

Then Su Xing said that he had to work and left. He also rushed back to City A. It was already two months later when we met again. He transferred to Su Xing's school and class, and became Su Xing Fortunately, at the same table.

In two months, Su Xing had almost forgotten about this person, staring at him for a long time before finally remembering.At that time, Su Xing said: "Unexpectedly, I would save my future tablemate. We are quite destined."

At that time, he thought that it wasn't fate, I just came here for you, but he also thought, in the vast sea of ​​people, only this person helped him, only this person made him worry about it, so it was indeed fate.It was destined that they should meet, and it was destined that he should stay by his side.So he nodded and said, "Yes, fate."

He and Su Xing had good memories.Like many ordinary friends, they stayed up late together to read books and solve problems; Su Xing also stayed up late with him to get an IV drip while holding a book when he was sick; Su Xing couldn't play basketball, but occasionally played sports In class, I take a ball and shoot it twice towards the basket. I will be very happy if I hit it, and I will not be depressed if I miss it.At that time, I was watching from the sidelines, and sometimes I would tell Su Xing where his posture should be corrected, but Su Xing would say: "It's okay, I don't play anyway, just throw two shots, don't be so serious, be happy That's good." But the accuracy of his shots kept getting better.They also had a snowball fight together in that rare heavy snow. It was Su Xing who attacked him first, but how could Su Xing outrun him when the snowball fight started? He didn't dare to run, but was thrown into a snowman by him in the end. Later, Su Xing complained that he did not strike lightly or hard, and the snowball hurt him to death.

Su Xing will go out to work every Saturday, and sometimes on Sunday.Is in a small restaurant, responsible for ordering.The restaurant is run by a husband and wife, usually there are not many people, the couple are busy, but when the school is open on Saturdays and Sundays, students always want to come out to eat something good, the restaurant will be more crowded, and the manpower is not enough up.The couple gave Su Xing a prescription of [-] yuan a day, including three meals, six in the morning and four in the evening.This condition is not very generous, but it is the best that Su Xing can find.

Later, when Li Rui found out about this, he went straight to Su Xing and said, "You are short of money and come to me."

Su Xing laughed at that time: "How much money can you have as a student?"

Of course, it was not long after that time that Su Xing knew that Li Rui was really rich, because the Li family was very rich.But so what?It's not his, it has nothing to do with him.

Of course, Su Xing finally refused. He said: "It's already very good. Eighty one day, one hundred and sixty two days. I can't spend so much in a week, and I can save the rest of the money. Besides, your I have to pay back the money too."

Li Rui told him not to return it, Su Xing smiled and stopped talking.

Su Xing refused, but Li Rui always had other ways, he started to buy various things for Su Xing.From clothes to food, as long as he gives orders, someone will do it anyway, so he doesn't need to worry about it.At that time, people in the class were envious of their good relationship, but Li Rui knew that Su Xing didn't want to take his things at all, but if he didn't take Li Rui's things, he would just throw them into the trash can. listen.After going back and forth, Su Xing was apprehensive and suffocated when he collected things.Until one time Su Xing said to Li Rui: "If you do this again, I will get angry." Li Rui didn't take it seriously, but then Su Xing really started to distance himself from him, and Li Rui restrained himself a little.

Su Xing's nightmare began this winter vacation.That day when Li Rui went to look for Su Xing and saw Su Xing walking side by side with a girl, Li Rui's expression sank at that time. After more than a month of getting along with him, his possessive desire for Su Xing became more and more intense, even in his heart. He has already labeled Su Xing as Li Rui.At this time, seeing Su Xing walking with a girl and talking happily, Li Rui suddenly felt betrayed.But Su Xing didn't know all this, all he knew was that Li Rui pulled him past him with a gloomy expression, and then kissed him directly.

Su Xing was stunned at the time, and when he realized it, he pushed Li Rui away with an ugly face: "Why are you crazy!"

Li Rui looked at Su Xing who was slightly swollen by his gnawing, and his lips that were still a little bit torn suddenly felt happy, "I like you."

Thinking back to now, Su Xing always had an expression of shock beyond words, "Do you know what you are talking about!"

"Of course I know."

Su Xing didn't say anything, just turned around and left, forgetting about the girl standing beside him at that time.

Li Rui glanced at her, full of sarcasm, and followed her closely.

Su Xing doesn't like Li Rui, Su Xing treats Li Rui like a friend, and he is still a good friend.Su Xing looks like he is very talkative, but in fact his heart is very cold. There are not many friends around him who can talk all these years, but he really regards Li Rui as a friend.In any case, Li Rui's kindness to him was genuine, and Su Xing couldn't completely separate him out just because of this kindness.But he didn't know that Li Rui had a plan for his kindness to him, or that no one in this world would be kind to someone for no reason, but Su Xing had no way to give what Li Rui wanted. Not going to give.

Su Xing thought that he couldn't give Li Rui what he wanted, and from then on, he gradually alienated Li Rui.Li Rui couldn't accept this alienation.

It was winter vacation, and Su Xing usually went to work, so Li Rui went to the place where he worked to block him.At the beginning, Su Xing would talk to him calmly, but later found it was useless, so he simply changed to a part-time job.When Li Rui found out about this, his expression was gloomy and terrifying, and he threw the information from the investigation on the table.After finding the person that day, he kissed him forcibly, and pressured the boss to fire Su Xing.After that, Su Xing could no longer find a place to work.But Su Xing didn't want to see him, Su Xing would rather hide at home every day than come out to see him again.Li Rui, who was blocked downstairs for three days and failed to see anyone, broke in directly and brought him back to his home.

In order to prevent Su Xing from escaping, he locked him in the bedroom. In order to prevent him from calling for help when he was out of sight, he cut off the Internet at home, took away the communication equipment at home, and completely isolated him from the outside world.Seeing that the only person he sees every day is himself, and he can only prepare three meals a day, as if he is his only reliance, he feels a different kind of satisfaction in his heart.At the same time, Su Xing's attitude became more and more indifferent, and gradually he didn't even want to talk to him. Only when he kissed him forcefully, would he see an expression of resentment and hatred on his face.

It wasn't until school started a week ago that Su Xing spoke again. He asked him to let him go to school, but how could he agree?Let him out and watch him get farther and farther away from you?The two of them didn't reach an agreement that day, but it aroused the anger in Li Rui's heart. He wanted him to never run away from him again!He thought he belonged completely to him!He wants him!Li Rui almost wanted him that night, but in the end, the blood gushing from Su Xing's mouth stopped the atrocity that almost happened.

But today, Su Xing once again proposed to go back to school. Under the double stimulation of Su Xing's indifferent expression and alcohol, Li Rui could only feel an uncontrollable beast raging and roaring in his heart.He once again wanted to rape Su Xing regardless of Su Xing's wishes.He held his hand and gagged his mouth, making it impossible for what happened last time.But he didn't know that Su Xing had congenital heart disease.He didn't notice it at first, until Su Xing's breathing became more and more rapid and his whole body seemed abnormal, then he realized something was wrong.At the same time, he also underestimated Su Xing's stubbornness. Su Xing actually picked up the desk lamp and gave him a hit until his head was broken and he fell down.

He still remembered Su Xing, who was disheveled and fell to the ground, but his eyes were stubborn and mocking. He said, "Li Rui, you want to rape me? Wait for the rape corpse!"

The author has something to say: Can anyone guess why 91 blue enchantresses are given away?