lucky for the rest of my life

Li Rui stood outside the ICU all night without a drop of water. He was already injured. He was protected by Su Xing in the car accident. He was not seriously injured, but there were still minor injuries, but he stubbornly refused to deal with them.The people around him had nothing to do with him, they only did simple wound treatment, and stayed up like this for another night, his face was so pale that he could fall down in minutes.

When Jiang Xu came, he saw his ghostly appearance. After a few words of persuasion, he would not ignore him at all, and immediately taunted him: "Why, do you think you went in before he came out?"

Li Rui didn't know what he thought of, his eyes moved, and he said, "Look at him for me."

He hurried away, Jiang Xu looked at the inexplicable look in the eyes of the person lying inside, he didn't know what he was thinking, and sighed for a long time.

Li Rui didn't leave for too long, and came back after a while, followed by Zheng Yuandong, the assistant to the dean, and several doctors. Jiang Xu saw Zheng Yuandong call "Dean Zheng", and Zheng Yuandong nodded at him and led them in. After a while, he came out of the ICU, his face was not very good, but he didn't object to Li Rui wanting to go in.When Li Rui went in, he called Jiang Xu aside.

"Su Xing's condition is not good."

"Principal Zheng, just tell me the truth," Jiang Xu said.

After hearing this, Zheng Yuandong looked at him and said, "Su Xing's health is not good at all, and now he is just hanging on his life. He may be... critically ill at any time."

Zheng Yuandong's words were already very euphemistic. To put it bluntly, it is like making people prepare for the funeral quickly, but who dares to say it in front of Li Rui?

"I see. I'll arrange the work in hand and watch him." Of course he was referring to Li Rui.

"Well, I will inform his father to let him come back." Zheng Yuandong sighed again as he spoke, and then walked away.

In the ward, Li Rui sat quietly beside Su Xing, gently and carefully holding the hand of the person on the bed.Put that hand next to your face and rub it slowly.His movements are gentle, his eyes are sad and tender, anyone who knows Young Master Li will never believe that such an expression will appear on his face, Li Rui, who is that?The young master of the Li family with a strong wrist in the mall, the cold-hearted, paranoid and violent young master of the Li family will have a gentle side?That is definitely less likely than the sun coming out from the west.But such an impossible thing is happening in this ward.

"Ah Xing, Ah Xing, Ah Xing..." He called the name of the person on the bed one by one, crying blood every word, but unfortunately no one could respond to him.

"Su Xing, I don't allow you to do anything, do you hear that?!" His voice suddenly became vicious again.

"Su Xing, if you don't wake me up..." Suddenly he got stuck, what can he do?What else could he do?Close him again?He doesn't care anymore; hit him, scold him?He was never afraid; or what would he do to his family?But his Su Xing has no relatives anymore, his relatives don't want him anymore, they have already sold him, sold him into his hands, and he personally cut off the last tie between him and his so-called family up.Until this moment, he suddenly realized that he couldn't even threaten him. He had nothing left to threaten him. It was at this moment that he suddenly realized that his Su Xing was already in this world. Standing alone, alone, without any nostalgia and concern, flustered, unstoppable flustered densely entangled the whole heart at this moment.

"Ah Xing..." He felt that his throat was dry, and his eyes were also uncomfortably dry. How did they get to this point?

"Su Xing, I'll give you three days. If you don't wake up within three days, I will definitely not let you go! You know my tricks! Did you hear that!" The voice was hoarse and obscure, with a ferocious tone like a wolf, But there is an indescribable pity from the inside, like a cornered beast.

I don't know if he really heard Li Rui's words or for some other reason, Su Xing really woke up, or woke up that afternoon.Li Rui really didn't know how to describe his mood at that time.He could only talk nonsense about things he didn't even know the meaning of, and after realizing it, he rang the bedside bell over and over again.

Su Xing listened to him busy there, didn't look at him, his eyes were lax, but his whole body showed a different kind of brilliance, which Li Rui could only see on Su Xing before, but he hasn't seen it in the past few years It was glorious, but for some reason, Li Rui's heart suddenly jumped, and an unspeakable panic filled his heart.This feeling reached its peak after Su Xing spoke.

"Am I going to die?" The hoarse voice that hadn't spoken for a long time seemed to scratch Li Rui's heart.

"You'll be fine!" Li Rui retorted sharply.

Su Xing smiled shallowly, even though it was inappropriate, Li Rui was still stunned when he saw that small smile, and looked at his fleeting smile almost greedily, Su Xing was already five years old. Years have not laughed.But after that, he became even more panicked. He felt that something was out of his control, and something seemed to be going away from him.In order to suppress the panic in his heart, he desperately wanted to grab something to prove that feeling wrong.But at the moment when he was about to reach out and grab Su Xing's hand, he was suddenly interrupted by the rushing doctor.He looked at his empty hand, and felt as if a piece of his heart was missing.

He watched the doctors check the various instruments attached to Su Xing's body, watched them check Su Xing's body, and finally stopped and became dead silent.

"how is he?"

Several doctors looked at each other, and finally Zheng Yuandong's assistant Zhang Chen stood up: "Young Master Li, he may not be able to hold on for too long..."

He was hit on the face by Li Rui's fist before he could finish his sentence, he staggered suddenly, and fell to the ground: "Can you fucking speak! What do you mean you can't hold on for too long! Are you messing around?" Believe it or not, I'll kill you!"

Li Rui waved away the two people who were pulling him, and dragged Zhang Chen up from the ground, causing chaos in the ward.Until a faint voice broke the situation.

"Li Rui, I'm going to die, do you want to listen to me?"

Li Rui's hand was stopped suddenly, and he turned his head suddenly, staring at him with a grim expression: "You fucking shut up! Who said you want you to die! Who will allow you to die! I won't let you Damn, did you hear that!"

Then he looked at the group of doctors again: "Aren't you doctors? Why didn't you treat him! Treat him! If something happens to him, I'll tear you apart!"

When Zheng Yuandong arrived, he saw such a chaotic scene in the room. His friend's child was grabbing his assistant's collar, like a wild beast that lost its mind and might show its fangs to the people around it at any time.

"Xiao Rui!"

Li Rui ignored him, but heard Su Xing continue: "Li Rui, tell them to go out, I want to talk to you."

In the end, Li Rui let go unwillingly, because Su Xing said that he wanted to talk to him. Su Xing hadn't spoken to him for a long time, and he would only look at him with mocking eyes. Only when he got too hard would he let out one or two painful moans from his throat.

Zheng Yuandong led the people out of the ward, and took a deep look at Li Rui before leaving.

"Li Rui?" Su Xing called softly, with a smile on the corner of his mouth, but his eyes were facing the direction of the roof.

"I'm here." Li Rui said while holding his hand.

Su Xing struggled for a while but couldn't earn it, so he let him go. After all, he knew that his time was running out.

"Li Rui, how are you?" Su Xing's voice was very soft, as if he had no strength.

"I'm fine, I'm fine at all, you protected me very well." Li Rui said, but he couldn't help but feel distressed. This person was imprisoned and abused by him, but the one who saved his life in the end was It's him, how many times is this?It's the second time.

"That's good." Su Xing said, as if he was very satisfied, he smiled slightly: "Li Rui, you have to live well."

Li Rui squeezed his hand tightly.Su Xing took a breath as if he was exhausted before continuing.

"Li Rui, do you know? I hated you for what you did to me at first, but then I stopped hating."

"Ah Xing..." Li Rui couldn't help yelling, but Su Xing ignored him, and just talked about himself, as if he wanted to finish talking all these years.

"I don't hate you anymore. I only hate myself. I hate why I saved you on the road in the first place. I hate that I can only be tortured by you for so many years but I can't resist. Li Rui, I only hate my incompetence. But now I also Don't hate me anymore."

"Ah Xing, stop talking..." Li Rui never knew that words could really hurt people so thoroughly, he felt that every word Su Xing uttered was like a knife cutting his heart.

"But, Li Rui, I still blame you. Do you know why I saved you this time?"

"Su Xing, don't say it!" He felt that it was something he didn't want to hear.

"Li Rui..."

"I'm fucking telling you to stop talking! Stop talking! I don't want to hear it! Didn't you hear!" Li Rui interrupted him furiously, with the veins on his neck popping out.

Su Xing felt that the hand in his hand was so strong that it seemed to break his hand.But at this moment, as if he didn't feel any pain, there was no painful expression on his face. He finally stopped looking at the roof, but turned his head slightly to Li Rui, and smiled.

After seeing his appearance clearly, Li Rui's pupils constricted for a while. He put his hand next to Su Xing's eyes and shook them, but found that Su Xing didn't respond at all.Su Xing's eyes were blind.But the pair of blind eyes are slightly bent at the moment, conveying their owner's rare good mood.He saw the lips of the man in front of him open, vomiting out his midnight nightmare for the next ten years.

He heard him say: "Li Rui, do you know? I hope you live a long life."

He heard him say: "Li Rui, I don't owe you anything, but what you owe me, I want you to live well."

He heard him say, "Li Rui, I wish you a long life and be alone; I wish you a lifetime of longing and no love."

He heard him say, "Li Rui, from now on, I will never see you again."

Then he closed his eyes forever in front of him.

From now on, the years go by, leaving him alone with boundless loneliness; at the end of the world, he will never find the person he loves but has been tortured by him all his life; from now on, the world is so big, but there is nowhere for home.