old enemy riding a bamboo horse

i still love you

I can't help myself

Xia Chengqi walked briskly for a long time, as if fleeing for his life, until he was really far away from Lu Zhai, then gradually slowed down, and finally began to feel that his body was not controlled by his own consciousness, and became heavier and heavier.

He was very cold, and his thinking was slow. Except for the pain that was pouring out of nowhere, it was clear, and everything else began to gradually blur.

It was so painful that I didn't feel like crying anymore.Perhaps it was because the temperature was too low, his tears were frozen, and his ability to think was too, so he walked for a long time before he realized that he had a fever.

The coldness seeped in from the cracks in his bones little by little, he was shaking, and walked forward little by little, not knowing where he was going.The wind and snow all over the sky blurred the lights of thousands of families in the distance, his eyes were dim, and he couldn't see any light that could allow him to rest for a while.

For so many years, only Lu Henglin really gave him a home. Now that he lost it, he has no way forward and no way back.

There were few pedestrians on the road, and it was getting dark. He managed to borrow a mobile phone, and called Xie Qing under the scrutiny of the other party. After that, he couldn't remember what he said clearly, so he hung up the phone and leaned against the side of the road. The billboards are dazedly waiting for someone to pick them up.

Under the dim light beams of the street lamps, the snowflakes fell densely and quickly, and he looked at the heavy snow in a trance.

Xie Qing hit the mark again.

When I have nothing, I still have to find her.

He doesn't remember very clearly what happened afterwards, and he doesn't even know when he was found that day.

He felt very cold, as if his whole body was immersed in icy water, his body was so heavy that he couldn't move, so he kept sinking and gradually dying.

Later, it was as if burning coals had been stuffed into the chest cavity, which was hot and painful, and the breathing was dry and scorching, and each exhaled breath seemed to contain tiny sparks.

When he woke up again, he was already in the intensive care unit of the hospital, and there was a deep twilight outside the window. Xie Qing was reading documents under a not-so-bright desk lamp while wearing glasses

He didn't make a sound, Xie Qing focused on the file and didn't notice it.

He lay there quietly, thinking about everything in the past, thinking about how they went from falling in love to breaking up, probably because they were not in good health, so he was very disheartened, thinking of everything was depression.

He even had doubts about falling in love, probably because he had used disgraceful means for all of this, so he himself was not sure whether Lu Henglin was seduced by himself, misled by himself, or had some sincerity along the way.

But it doesn't matter anymore, what's the point of asking whether it was true or not when the matter has already ended?

"Cheng Qi? Woke up?" When Xie Qing turned his neck to rest, he finally found him staring blankly at the ceiling.

"How long have I been asleep?" Xia Chengqi said suddenly, his voice was like sandpaper, and it was impossible to tell that it was his voice.

"It's been three days, and the high fever turned to pneumonia. I almost thought you were going to hold me back at this juncture." Xie Qing said with reproach, "How old are you, how can you lose your temper in that kind of weather?"

Xia Chengqi's eyes were full of desolation, and he smiled desolately, "I'm sorry, I couldn't do it."

Xie Qing sighed, "I guess he might not be able to accept it. Don't bother with this matter anymore. I won't be unable to handle it. That will will not be used unless it is absolutely necessary. Go back and tell him about it. And, just pretend that I haven't looked for you. Look at you now, why didn't I see that you could do such a stupid thing..."

Xie Qing somewhat hated that iron could not be made into steel, obviously he had been torn apart by the dispute, but he did have the bearing to weather the storm, he was not flustered or anxious at all, and he was chattering.

"Let the lawyer prepare the documents." Xia Chengqi interrupted her lightly.

Lu Henglin has completely lost control, he will not stop at all, and is even ready to drag Xingyuan down together.The will is not left to Xie Qing, but to Xingyuan, and his almost crazy behavior will trigger this will one day.

than let him

Feeling the deep sadness, the injury from himself that has become an established fact now will not bring him more sadness.

Xie Qing looked up in surprise.

"Equity transfer, there is no better way, so be it." Xia Chengqi closed his eyes wearily for a while after finishing speaking.

"Think clearly, so that you and him—"

"It's over." Xia Chengqi opened his eyes, and there was a hopeless silence in his eyes.

Amidst the loud roar of the plane, Xia Chengqi looked out the porthole at the twilight sea of ​​clouds that was slightly dyed by the setting sun.

The long flight made his eardrums hurt a little, and the long memories made him exhausted.

At this moment, Lu Henglin was already asleep. The private jet was too spacious, even if it was right next to it, there was still a long way to go.

Xia Chengqi helped him pull up the blanket, staring fixedly at his childish sleeping face, this sharp face can be full of softness even when eyes are closed.

Another strange thing about human memory is that sometimes it is modified by emotions for a long time, and every detail is magnified. Even a few days may seem extremely long because too many things that need to be recalled are stuffed into it.

Sometimes, it will become blurred and short-lived because of unbearable memories.

The years after their separation were almost blank for him. Looking back, it seemed that there was nothing left, and he could not recall any details.

He also couldn't remember what he was thinking when he finally signed the document.During that time, his condition was too bad, so Xie Qing took the initiative to send him to a small island to recuperate for a period of time, and even arranged for a psychiatrist for him.

So he didn't know what kind of expression Lu Henglin had when he knew that he had transferred the equity in his hand to Xie Qing.

He probably won't forgive himself. The previous betrayal has made him so angry, so his final choice is to directly cut off all the feelings between them. If Lu Henglin is still willing to admit that they had feelings in the past.

Xie Qing didn't tell him too much about how the fierce battle ended, and it is also true that Xingyuan was silent for a while because of this.

Lu Henglin should cheer up quickly, because later Tan Bin left the board of directors due to some things he didn't know about, and the position of the shareholder also changed hands. In the end, part of the shares in his hands belonged to Lu Henglin, and the other part went to Qin Nanjin.

Lu Henglin took the initiative to deal with Tan Bin.

When Xie Qing talked about this point, he vaguely mentioned that Tan Bin's standing in the team was not to help her seriously, but to save more foresight. After all, the struggle between her and Lu Henglin was an opportunity for others.

Xia Chengqi thought, to Lu Henglin, he was like a catastrophe from the ascension of the gods, and after he passed it, he would become truly invincible.

When Xie Qing had the advantage in that battle, he duly forced Lu Henglin to reach an agreement with her. Part of the business of the group would be managed by Xie Qing, and Lu Henglin was under the authority of the president, but he could not intervene deeply.

She has a clear mind and thoughtful thoughts, knowing that if they get along with each other, disputes will always come again, so she simply resigned as vice president, leaving only a seat on the board of directors, and then decided to open up overseas projects.

Xingyuan Construction started as an infrastructure construction company. There are still many barbaric countries in the world that need to be developed urgently. Although this decision is destined to be extremely hard work, it can be regarded as a promising business.

At that time, Xia Chengqi had no goals.

Xie Qing looked at him and sighed, "Xingyuan's board of directors has been changed one after another, and the loss is not small. Lu Henglin is also working hard to recover the lost projects in Europe. I can't stay in the headquarters and compete with him again, but all of this will always happen. One day it will be handed over to him."

Xia Chengqi remained silent.

"Xingyuan is still in danger, opponent, companion, who knows which will be the fatal blow first." Xie Qing looked at him, "Would you like to do this project I plan to start now? One day when a crisis occurs, he finally has an extra backing. Of course, for me, if one day he strikes again, I also have an extra hole card."

Xia Chengqi thought about it for a long time, but he didn't think about anything clearly, and he didn't even smile.

vitality.

He heard himself reply blankly, "Okay."

He tried his best to get Lu Henglin's love, but he personally destroyed all the possibilities between him and Lu Henglin. Even now, he is still helpless with this relationship. The only way to get closer to him may be this.

Although they won't meet again, everything he does is still meaningful for Lu Henglin's future grand career.

For the rest of his long life, he receded and became a corner of the background, and finally retained the only little intersection left.

This seems to be enough.

Xia Chengqi accepted Xie Qing's invitation. When he was sitting on the long-distance flight abroad for the first time, the self-protection he had started because of the deep pain finally ended, and the pain that was buried deep in his body gradually spread. Come.

He looked at the sea of ​​clouds in the afterglow of the setting sun outside the porthole, tears pooled from the bottom of his eyes little by little.

I suddenly thought that I had already made an irreversible choice.He obviously thought about desperately keeping this long-awaited feeling by his side, no matter if it was fake or real, no matter how hard it was, but in the end it still ended sadly.

Everything that is forced will turn into a fantasy after all, he can't keep the promise that Lu Henglin wanted, but he still helped his enemy in the end, the relationship between them is really true, and one day it will come to an end.

When we were deeply in love, we never thought that we would be separated one day. Who would know that a certain day would come unexpectedly, and there was not even a decent farewell between them.