old enemy riding a bamboo horse

I finally understand that no matter how beautiful the scenery is passing by

without you

Can't see clearly

Busyness is the best healer in this world. Xia Chengqi is far away from his hometown and has devoted himself to endless toil, but he no longer has sleepless nights and can't eat.

He would laugh and scold at first, roll up his sleeves and cook hot pot with his employees in a camping house in a foreign country, drink beer, and after winning the project, he would also go to the countryside to dance with Party A's crooked nuts. The dance of understanding.

He is resourceful, he is hardworking, he is tenacious, he is capable, he is versatile, and he is cautious and patient.

His heart was barren.

Sometimes he also feels strangely that his own time seems to be stagnant, and he is blocked by some strange enchantment in another time and space, watching other people's time slowly flow forward, only himself, stopped at the original place land.

One day when he saw his resume written by the secretary, he was a little surprised. It turned out that so many things had happened to him in these years, but he himself didn't realize it.

The fragments that can be counted in memory are all long shots.

After finally being able to catch my breath, I drove alone for a few hours, sitting on the hood with my knees hugged, watching the sunset in the desert, staying alone until it was dark, and marveling at the beauty of nature under the vast starry sky. Shock, there will be some regrets, no one to share at this moment.

On the way to work, they encountered large animals migrating on the savannah. They stopped the car far away, and a group of people were excitedly watching, taking pictures, and couldn't wait to share those wild and mysterious animals with their relatives, friends and lovers. And he didn't even need to take out his mobile phone, he could only put everything away with his eyes and mind lonely.

One day by the lake at sunset, a group of flamingos suddenly took off collectively under the golden afterglow, and a deep pink cloud instantly rose from the water level and flew towards the sun.Amidst the exclamation, he could only stand there and smile.

He didn't dare to think about how Lu Henglin would hate him because of that choice, so all these years he could only wander outside like this, and never had the idea of ​​returning.Although he is considered to be in a high position within Xingyuan, but these years, because the overseas project department is under the full authority of Xie Qing by default, he has never been summoned by the president.

He only saw "Lu Henglin" in the documents.

Seeing the words as faces, when the long night is really difficult, he will learn his handwriting and write his name. I don't know how many strokes of the three characters Lu Henglin are accumulated in the shredder.

Lu Henglin felt that after returning from New York, the sweet and attractive Xia Chengqi when he was unconscious seemed to be possessed in his body, and would come out from time to time to interfere with his life and influence his emotions.

He didn't know why he lost his soul and felt restless because of those erratic episodes.

The heart seemed to be roasted by a cluster of small fires all the time, roaring and throbbing, scorching and tormenting.

He didn't dare to think deeply about these strange feelings.

There is another emotion that is also tugging at his heart. It was about that period of time when they pretended to support each other and trust each other. It was so touching and beautiful. Xia Chengqi once gave him rare tenderness when he was ill, so after returning to reality, He fell into a great loss.

Every time I see him, I can't stop feeling uncomfortable.

Every time I think about it, should I ask again, he has forgotten the past, if he is willing to make up for his debt and cruelty to Xiaoqi, can he forgive himself and go back to the beginning with himself?

But he was also afraid, afraid that he would use the enthusiasm of a high school student in exchange for the indifference and ridicule of an adult.

He really didn't know how to earn forgiveness for the things he had done.

After Xia Chengqi came back, he would still dig him out of his sleep at 05:30. Although his expression was calm, his movements were precise to help him flex and stretch his joints and loosen the adhesion of muscles and ligaments around the joints. The hands on his own legs.

The temperature of his palm is somewhat

Cool, when placed on his sweaty skin, it was actually very comfortable.

What's more, the unknown throbbing will emerge with the contact again, and the warm and sweet kiss with the smell of alcohol will come back to his mind, drive out all his reason, and make him relive it over and over again It felt like the brain was melting into a gooey mess.

For Lu Henglin's cooperation and silence, Xia Chengqi was still a little surprised. He seemed to try his best to suppress everything in his body even if the pain was extreme. He rarely showed it, and he was no longer always angry.

When Xia Chengqi changed his clothes and was about to go out, Lu Henglin couldn't help asking him, "Are you coming back for dinner tonight?"

When I asked, I felt that I was looking forward to it and humbled, and I regretted it for a while.

Xia Chengqi was startled and answered. "uncertain."

The meals cooked by the housekeeping aunt are very standardized, and the precise taste of batch training, although it can still be eaten, does not really feel the intention of cooking.

In fact, the breakfast made by Xia Chengqi and the noodles cooked occasionally at night made Lu Henglin feel more palatable and heart-warming.

Thinking of this, he couldn't help but hope that Xiao Qi would still be willing to cook for him in his busy schedule, whether it is because he has no affection for him at all.

"Then do you want to eat something? I'll tell auntie to prepare it? You seem to be working hard recently."

Xia Chengqi glanced at him with unclear meaning, "I have no preference, you can choose what you like."

Xia Chengqi rushed to the CEO's regular office meeting, and the conversation ended in a hurry. After he left, Lu Henglin began to feel annoyed, why couldn't he be ruthless and speak out what was in his heart directly, instead of making a roundabout show of favor.

At dinner, Xia Chengqi, who was not sure, came back, his face was slightly tired. After returning from the United States, he continued to work without even taking a break. Presumably, his body was exhausted.

Lu Henglin filled a night of soup and put it in his hand, feeling a little apprehensive. He was always unable to do these things in a natural way, and looked clumsy, showing the ridiculousness of a high school student in front of adults.

I was so upset that I didn't know what to say.

Fortunately, Xia Chengqi didn't deliberately embarrass him, but took a sip of the soup calmly.

"The annual meeting of the group headquarters will be held soon, and you need to attend." Xia Chengqi looked at him, "When you show up, you will have to face people who are very familiar with you. Han Bingzheng can't handle this situation, so Jiang Yuan will come to help you."

Perhaps the bowl of soup played a role. When Xia Chengqi stated the matter, his words were very gentle, without intentionally provoking and mocking him.

"Jiang Yuan is a very stable person with outstanding abilities. It is said that he is still your friend, so he should be trustworthy."

"Okay." Lu Henglin nodded.

In fact, he wanted to ask more, so what about you, should I give you complete trust and reveal my thoughts that are almost showing weakness?

"How have you learned recently?"

"It's okay." Lu Henglin had already finished reading the thick books at hand, and Han Bingzheng brought him the financial reports he had handled in the past, and he also read the negotiation records.Through those words, he got to know a completely strange self.

"I'll bring back some documents to show you, try to analyze the decision, and then give it to me." Xia Chengqi thought for a while, "If you don't want to, you can also communicate with Jiang Yuan."

"I'm not unwilling." Lu Henglin blurted out eagerly, probably because he was afraid of losing a chance to have a good communication with Xia Chengqi, without even hiding his emotions.

Xia Chengqi was stunned again, then nodded, "Well, when I don't work overtime for entertainment, I will leave time for you."

"Eat more, you look very tired recently." Lu Henglin gave him a piece of fish belly.

Xia Chengqi paused while holding the chopsticks, and looked up at Lu Henglin.

"Thank you...you took care of me when I was sick..." Lu Henglin mustered up the courage to look at him, "Thank you too...for helping me recover during this time."

Xia Chengqi silently took the fish

After eating the meat, it took me a long time to say, "This aunt's fish is so good."

"..." Lu Henglin was stunned, and it took him a long time to realize that this was just to keep the chat going, "Yeah, this auntie is really not very good at cooking."

Xia Chengqi picked up a chopstick of yam for Lu Henglin, "This dish is not bad, you can try it."

Lu Henglin looked at the white and crystal-clear yam in his rice bowl, and his heart warmed. He hadn't had such a time of sitting and eating with others in a long time.

Maybe Lu Henglin didn't care about these things when he was an adult, but now he thinks they are very precious.