The teenagers in the broken shimmer dance with the wind

Yue Chengen led He Zhi to search for people everywhere on the road, and he yelled absurdly in a hurry: "If one is not found, another one will run away!"

He Zhi patted him on the shoulder: "Don't be in a hurry, don't even think about it, we are all in such a hurry, Liyou and Shanmu have survived together for so many years, what is he going to be in a hurry?"

Yue Chengen's mind was full of the sense of clarity that Xu Shanmu had when he chatted with him that day. At that time, he just admired the genius of that genius, but thinking about it now... he always felt something was wrong.

"Smiling depression." He Zhi looked around at the panicked world in front of him: "What the hell is that? Why does Shan Mu have such a problem?"

Yue Chengen said: "It looks exactly like a normal person, but in fact it is festered, and the mental state will be transformed into physical damage. He can't sleep. One of the symptoms is that he needs to take sleeping pills at this age. Yuanzhi also said He once saw Shan Mu wake up in the middle of the night, get up to go to the toilet, retch, and convulse. There are many more..." Yue Chengen frowned: "The symptoms are obvious, but we didn't notice it."

After hearing this, He Zhi couldn't help feeling a little dreadfully wrapped in the night: "He won't really..."

"He doesn't want anything anymore." Yue Chengen said: "Camera, lens, book, guitar, he didn't take anything away. He didn't even want Liyou and Jinghong."

After Xu Qingzhou received a call in the hospital and heard the news, he was about to go crazy.

It's not easy for him to tell Jinghong what happened, so he can only hide in the corridor to listen to the phone, and come back in a hurry.

"What's wrong with you?" Ruo Jinghong was staring at the photo of three people on the phone in a daze, when he turned around, he saw Xu Qingzhou's anxious face.

The boy immediately changed his expression and expression: "No, it's just something about work."

This child has never asked Xu Qingzhou about Xu Shanmu. He hasn't asked a single word since the incident happened. He just stares at the phone in a daze from time to time, and makes a call to the shut down phone over there every hour.

Still nothing.

Xu Qingzhou could see the dimming light in Ruo Jinghong's eyes.

Ruo Jinghong looked at Xu Qingzhou's fidgeting look, and smiled at him: "You don't have to stay with me here tonight, go back to sleep, I will call sister nurse if I have something to do."

Xu Qingzhou naturally understood what Ruo Jinghong meant, and both of them tacitly chose to be considerate of each other.

"Liyou, he's back. He heard about the incident, and now he's gone too. Everyone is looking for him." In the end, Xu Qingzhou decided to get rid of the matter completely.

"Go and find him." Ruo Jinghong didn't ask any more questions, but his trembling hands couldn't hide from people's eyes.

Xu Qingzhou looked at the young man with broken wings worriedly: "Don't run around, I'll call you every half hour to tell you the situation, don't run around, you know?"

He nodded obediently as a promise.

Xu Qingzhou hurried out through the door, but stopped again. He turned his head to see sitting alone on the bed, feeling dazed and emotionless, suddenly confused.

"Jinghong?" He asked confusedly, "Why are you not in a hurry at all?"

Ruo Jinghong remained motionless, with the dark blue sky behind him, and the night was terrifying. At some point, the god of death would appear around the corner with a sickle, jokingly playing with people's lives.Beside the young man was a night light with a faint spot of light. Ruo Jinghong was originally born in a very good state. Looking at it from a distance like this, it looks like white snow shining in the sky, dyeing the world with immortality.

Even if he is temporarily removed from his immortal status, this young man is still the only one in the world.

He lowered his head, so cute that it made people feel distressed.

"I don't know the way, and I often run around in the shopping mall, and I can't find Shanmu and the others in the end. So Shanmu told me, don't worry, tell me to wait for him where he is, and he will definitely come to pick me up The grievance and stubbornness erupted together, and the young man said: "This is what he said, and I believe him, so I wait for him."

"I'm here waiting for him to come to me."

At this moment, Xu Qingzhou realized that Xu Shanmu was dependent on this child, a dependence that went deep into the soul.

Xu Qingzhou understands what it feels like when someone reaches out to you in the abyss.

So, he chooses not to interfere in ways this man fears.

"I'll go find Liyou and come back, don't run around." The sound was like flowing clouds, Xu Qingzhou stepped into the night, he felt that he was about to be overwhelmed by the thick darkness.

Deeper and deeper, there were footsteps coming from the corridor, someone pushed open the door of the ward, Ruo Jinghong raised his eyes and looked at the miserable and desolate defeated peach blossom.

"Everyone is looking for you."

"You tell them not to look for it."

Ruo Jinghong lowered his head and started to send a message, and soon got a reply.The phone was set aside.

Wan Liyou slumped on the chair beside the bed.

The two of them seldom have the chance to get along alone, Xu Shanmu has always been there from before to now.The three of them have always been together.

Ruo Jinghong put down his phone, and wiped away the tears on Wan Liyou's face with a napkin.

The teenager put down the napkin and took out a bank card from under the pillow.

Wanliyou recognized that card, he had snatched that card that had been swiped countless times...

"Why are you here?"

Ruo Jinghong smiled, tilted his head, pinched the card and said, "Liyou, when will Shanmu come to see me?"

Someone froze.

Ruo Jinghong handed over the things in his hand: "This was given to me by Shan Mu. He said that the password is the last six digits of our two birthdays. Please help me return this to him. You tell him that I don't want it." Well, I want him back."

Hope is consumed little by little, wiped out by reality, the youth's peace is just a pretense, after seeing Wanliyou's mask completely collapsed, he intermittently, holding back his sadness, said: "Get him back, I I know, you can definitely get him back." Ruo Jinghong raised his voice eagerly: "No one knows him, he told me! He said he has you besides me."

"You get him back." It was pleading: "Only you can get him back."

"only you."

The card in front of Wan Liyou fell straight onto the floor, the floor was covered with dust, it was so heavy that it couldn't be melted away, and it was so heavy that it couldn't be touched.

He was absent-minded, helpless, laughing and crying, only feeling that the organs of his whole body were twisted and entangled in one place, and the sharp claws pierced into the bottom of his heart mercilessly, bloody and bloody, and a thorn whip swung down, inch by inch. Every inch was covered with bloodstains, he didn't even have the strength to breathe out the pain, his whole body was wrapped in cold and sticky.His eyes hurt as if cut by a sharp knife, and he couldn't see the future.

"He doesn't want us anymore." Wan Liyou met Shang Ruo Jinghong's gaze: "Jinghong, I can't find him. I don't know where he is going? He only has us two, but he doesn't want us anymore. So, I Can't find it."

"I don't know." Wan Liyou fell into the abyss uncontrollably, completely desperate, crying blood with heart-piercing words: "I really don't know!"

Xu Qingzhou, who returned to the hospital after hearing the letter, didn't hear everything, because they didn't speak loudly, and they even used breath sounds. They were so painful that they didn't even have the strength to speak.

The moon outside the window was covered, and there was no light in the whole world.

Xu Qingzhou leaned against the wall and squatted down slowly.

do you know?You really can't bear the suffering of others.

Xue Fanyuan and Tao Wangyan stood downstairs in the hospital, hesitating and hesitating, wondering whether they should go upstairs or not.

The people who came afterward all looked like they didn't know what to do. The last group of people sat in the flower bed downstairs and stayed up all night in silence.Even the magnificent and majestic sunrise is not in the mood to watch.

Xu Qingzhou appeared on the slope with Wanliyou, and then everyone slowly appeared, and a group of people walked towards the school in silence.

Everyone thought that such abnormal days would continue, but when the sun rose again, Wan Liyou appeared in the classroom calmly, breathing normally, except for a little less talking, it was basically the same as usual.

The teacher came into the classroom and saw that the children in the classroom were in a state of collapse.I couldn't help being even more dissatisfied with this branch school.

His routine roll call received a low-pitched response.

When Xu Shanmu's name was heard, the children felt inexplicably as if they had passed away, and their eyes couldn't help falling on Wan Liyou's face.

"I said Xu Shanmu in your class, he never came to my class once." The teacher was also dissatisfied: "Anyone of you will tell him that if he doesn't come next time, he will get zero marks for this class."

No one answered him.

"Did you hear what I said to you!" As a teacher, it is wrong to have an inexplicable high-class sense. The children could sensitively sense the impatience in his eyes, and they all nodded: "Got it."

Classes are really boring.

Wan Liyou remembered that Xu Shanmu had commented on this teacher's class before.He said that he didn't know how smart he was in his previous life, but he changed his mind in this life.

he laughed.Turning his head to look at the position beside him, it seemed that the person was lying there lazily, squinting his eyes and yelling at him. He didn't care about everything at will, and in the next second, Lihua showed an innocent smile, like a child.

Seeing Wanliyou's thoughts flying away, the teacher couldn't help throwing the book on the podium, and all the children looked up in shock.

"Wanliyou, tell me, what are the similarities between these two pieces of music?"

The boy calmly turned around and smiled, "The chords are the same."

"Why can the chords be the same, but still sing different tunes?"

Wan Liyou thought that someone had asked him this question before, and he repeated word by word according to the voice in his memory: "A chord is a vine, and flowers bloom on the vine, and the sound is a flower, but there are no two flowers in this world. The same flower."

The teacher told him to sit down and reminded him not to be distracted.

He nodded and did not speak again.

There is a break in the middle of a class, and the whole school is shrouded in strange loneliness.

The children were all depressed, and they all stood still.

"Squad leader." The teacher told Li Yuan with a teacup, "Go and call Xu Shanmu from your class."

Li Yuanzhi was taken aback, and said calmly, "Teacher, he's not at school."

"Where did he go during class time?!" The teacher also angrily said, "I really don't have a tutor, I don't know how his parents taught him!"

boom!

A loud noise exploded in the classroom, and everyone jumped up subconsciously.Wan Liyou kicked the table next to him away and glared at the teacher in front of him.

Xue Fanyuan has heard people say that Wanliyou is good at fighting, and once he gets angry, he will be very hostile.

He imagined it, but!This... Astonished, he thought that he saw the black air entwined with vines on that person, and his eyes were also red, which is not normal.

Wan Liyou stepped on the dust, and when he was about to move forward, someone shouted behind him, the young man turned his head in astonishment, but there was nothing behind him.

Do you think fighting will solve the problem?Things like fists hurt people and themselves. 】

Yes, the man told him.

good.I don't fight.

Burning with inexplicable anger and inexplicably calm as water, Wan Liyou picked up the schoolbag beside him, strode out of the classroom without looking back, and walked towards the dormitory.

I'll listen to you.Do not fight.Don't do things that hurt others or yourself. 】

Everyone was stunned for two or three seconds, and finally picked up the books and walked out the door.

Li Yuanzhi glanced at the teacher who was still in a state of astonishment. He stepped forward and said with cold eyes: "Teacher, words will hurt people. It is better not to say some things." There was a burst of happiness for no reason, and he shrugged innocently. , put the table back where it was, and walked back alone.

Wan Liyou returned to the dormitory and lay on Xu Shanmu's bed, turned on his mobile phone, tried to make another call, but it was still turned off.

The chocolate on the bed was pushed aside by him, and the boy turned his head to look at the book Xu Shanmu put under the pillow.

"The Moon and Sixpence"

He seems to really like this book. Although he vowed last time that he would read it, he still hasn't finished it. With the expression on that person's face that I knew, he gave up.

Wan Liyou had nothing to do, turned on the night light and watched quietly, his heart was extraordinarily peaceful.He was the only one in the small dormitory. He read the book with his arms in his arms. The sky dimmed and he finished reading the last word.

It's a very frustrating story.

The bastard artist who pursued his dream and abandoned his wife and son died of illness in the end.But after his death, his paintings were recognized all over the world.It is not a book with correct three views, and it is not even considered positive energy.

But...how should I say it?This kind of bastard who abandons the three views and puts all his eggs in one basket in order to pursue his dream is really enviable.

It's just a book, a story to tell, and a joke to listen to.

But... Wanliyou still doesn't understand the strange name "The Moon and Sixpence".

Open the book, there is a sentence written by Xu Shanmu on the title page.

There were sixpence everywhere, but he looked up and saw the moon. 】

so what?So Shanmu, are you looking for your moon now?

The boy lowered his head, picked up the phone again, opened the communication panel, and started typing over there.

When will you come back?I brought you chocolate, watch.Come back soon. 】

I finished reading "The Moon and Sixpence", today the teacher scolded you, I almost hit him, but you said fighting is not good, so I held back. 】

Jinghong said, he doesn't want your money, he wants you to visit him. 】

When are you coming back?I'm going to a charity party tomorrow, and my contract has expired. Tomorrow is the last day. When I come back, I'll buy you a barbecue. Let's go eat hot pot together, shall we? 】

Don't leave me alone, it's embarrassing for me to eat hot pot alone. 】

You come back quickly.I miss you.Jinghong misses you too.Jinghong is leaving the hospital, let's pick him up together.Otherwise, he will be robbed by Xu Qingzhou. He is our son. Are you willing to be robbed? 】

Sending one after another...

Zheng Nanguan stood outside the door of the dormitory, listening to the movement inside the door, he did not dare to move for a long time, Chu Yun could also feel the desolation inside the room.

In the face of tragedy, they are helpless.

"The next time I hear news from Shanmu, I should..." He didn't say it, and they dared not admit the word of death.

"Cloud." Zheng Nanguan shook his head at him: "Psychological problems are really terrible. My uncle is in this profession. I heard him tell many examples. 90.00% of them are bad endings."

The two leaned against each other in the corridor, Zheng Nanguan raised his head and sighed in frustration: "I always thought that Xu Shanmu was very powerful, beyond estimation, but... I never thought that he would be such a person."

Chu Yun looked over in confusion, and asked inexplicably, "You don't seem to have anything to do with him."

"I have." Zheng Nanguan said: "When I was sent to the branch school, I was also very puzzled. But I have this temperament, no matter what time I have an expression of nothing. But he is like a ghost, he can see through it at a glance. What am I bothering about?"

Zheng Nanguan looked at the endless corridor, closed his eyes and said helplessly: "He told me that people in this world are different, I don't need to worry about the eyes of others, as long as I have a clear conscience and no resentment. "The boy's sigh pierced through a big hole in his heart: "I thought he was a very transparent person, after all, he would comfort others. But I never thought that he had such a past, and... this kind of disease."

Chu Yun pinched Zheng Nanguan's shoulder, unable to say a word of comfort.

"In the cloud, people catch a cold, and the heart also catches a cold. Depression is really terrible."