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Otherwise, I will call out your name and keep reminding you that I am here. ——Xu Zhimo

A few days after Mu Cheng and Song Yao returned to City A, the news about "Shareholders of Xichuang Design Company Suspected of Whoring/Prostitution" and "Famous Designers Under Its Explosion of Plagiarism" were spread by netizens. The most direct consequence is that Xichuang's stock price has fallen and its reputation has been damaged.

When Mu Cheng took the mobile phone from Song Yao that displayed the financial news webpage, he didn't show any joy, only disappointment.Thinking of himself who submitted his resume full of expectations and went to the company for an interview with great enthusiasm when he graduated, Mu Cheng couldn't tell if he was disappointed with the company's top management or the reality.

He was sitting on the sofa with his mobile phone in one hand, brushing various vague remarks such as "insiders broke the news" and "relevant departments involved in the investigation", and picked up the vibrating mobile phone on the coffee table with the other hand.

"I haven't seen you for a few days. I thought you were wandering all over the world! Hmph, what's the matter, do you not want to go home or are you afraid to go home?"

Mu Cheng felt guilty: "Dad, am I busy looking for a job..."

"Okay, I still don't know what you are like. Have you paid attention to the hot news these two days?"

"You're talking about Xichuang, right? After reading some, most of them are meaningless reports that fan the flames and join in the fun. Who can tell whether it's true or not. Anyway, I don't have any interest relationship with Xichuang now. They make a fuss."

"When did you hold back your temper so much? I remember that it's not your character to knock out your teeth and swallow them in your stomach. Didn't that designer named Hu in Xichuang bother you?"

"No, but how do you know this?"

"Son, Dad just wants you to know that I've been in the officialdom all these years for nothing."

"Old Mu, could it be you who did it?"

"Nonsense! It's a society ruled by law. It's so ugly to say that you can't do anything. It's called 'Skynet is wide and sparse but not leaky' understand? They are not upright people. Your father and I are just helping the common people clean up. Just rubbish."

Mu Cheng narrowed his eyes and asked, "Is there no public revenge?"

"It's almost enough, don't get cheap and act good. Now that you are back, let me tell you, you pack up your things in these two days, and go to Detroit to help your cousin take care of the company next week. Just learn from him Learn business management. As for Song Yao, let him stay in the country, is it appropriate for two big men to quit their careers at a young age and just talk about their relationship with their children? Wait until your respective careers are successful, then consider those things that are not there."

"Dad, you...you know everything?" Mu Cheng froze.

Mu Tianchang said indifferently with a thorough understanding: "If Song Yao's father hadn't found me and said that you had abducted his son and eloped, and asked me to advise you to stay away from his son, I would not have known about you and your son. How long is Mom going to hide from me?"

"What did you say, Dad?"

"Little bastard! You still have the nerve to ask! This kind of thing makes people call my office, and your father and I have lost all our old faces!"

"I'm sorry Dad, I..."

"It's finished, it doesn't have any masculine courage, it can't even handle these small emotional matters well, and it still gives me hew and haw, what does it look like?"

"Aren't I afraid that you will beat me?"

"Are you afraid? If you are afraid, you won't cause me these troubles! Your father, I have to watch over your work, and even the person you recognize needs me to protect you. Are you useless? "

"So, Dad, you don't object to us being together?"

"Don't push me too hard, if it wasn't for Song Yu's harsh words, I wouldn't be bothered to clean up the mess for you!"

"Old Mu, you are awesome!"

"Go away! In the final analysis, this matter is still not on the table, so you can do it yourself. Also, it is indeed courageous to dare to break through and fight alone, but it is also a kind of ability to know how to use all available resources around you. Some The shortcut your parents dug for you, if you don’t take it for nothing, first secure your position, and then use your own talents to convince the public, understand?”

"Dad, but didn't you warn me before that 'the road saved horizontally will become a vertical pit'? Anyway, sooner or later we will pass through."

"That's a shortcut dug for you by someone else. Could your dad be someone else? You don't have to go around in circles. Let me tell you that there is no need to discuss going to Detroit. You'd better go obediently, otherwise you and Song Yao's affairs will also be avoided. talk!"

"I don't worry about leaving him alone in the country."

"What can you worry about as a big man who is alive and kicking? Are you afraid that he will be eaten? I said, as long as you have a successful career, confidence and ability, I will not ask about your affairs."

"How long?"

"That's up to you. This is an opportunity and a test."

"It's the end of May now, and I'll be away for half a year at most, so I have to go back for the Chinese New Year, right?"

"Let's see when the time comes, I have a meeting to hold soon, so let's do it for now."

After hanging up the phone, Mu Cheng turned around and looked at Song Yao who was writing in front of the computer desktop, slowly walked over, wrapped his neck around his neck from behind, buried his head deeply in the socket of his shoulder, and said once in his mouth. Calling his name again: "Song Yao, Song Yao..."

Song Yao raised his hand to grasp Mu Cheng's strong arm, turned his head and carefully kissed Mu Cheng's half-clenched fist, and his thin lips touched every joint, which made Mu Cheng's entanglement intensified.

Mu Cheng let go of Song Yao, leaned on the swivel chair and turned him towards himself, cupped his face with trembling hands, bowed his head and kissed him deeply.Song Yao raised his head and let him catch the tip of his tongue invading his mouth, and let a strand of silver hang from the corner of his mouth and neck.

After the long-lasting and shameful sound of water stains, Mu Cheng's gasping magnetic voice: "My dad knows about our affairs, and he has no objection to us being together." Looking at Song Yao's eyes that became bewildered by the deep kiss, flashes With a gleam of light, Mu Cheng lightly pecked those fascinating eyes, and then said: "But the prerequisite is that I go abroad and go to my cousin's company in Detroit... It won't be long, I will come back after the Chinese New Year, and I will come back to accompany you New Year's Eve."

The ray of joy faded away with the end of the words, his eyes were full of sadness, but he still forced a smile on his face: "Isn't that good?"

"No, it's not good." Mu Cheng stretched out his thumb to wipe off the body fluid remaining on Song Yao's neck, then lowered his head and said, "What will you do when I'm gone? No job, no one to protect you and stay with you..."

Song Yao held up Mu Cheng's bowed head, looked into his eyes, and said with a smile: "You will come back after you leave, and you can find another job if you lose your job. Grandpa will protect me, Mu Mu will accompany me, and I am alone. My parents don't have any reason to bother me. I will take care of myself, get up on time, eat on time, go to bed on time..."

What interrupted Song Yao was Mu Cheng's uncontrollable kiss.After a short kiss, Mu Cheng said, "Then what should I do? Without you, what would I do..."

Song Yao got up and hugged Mu Cheng, and replied softly: "If you miss me, you can call me, we can video, and we can write letters until you come back. This matter is so hasty, you should leave soon? I'll go tell you You pack your bags."

Mu Cheng strangled him tightly in his arms and didn't know how long it took before he let go.Watching Song Yao walk into the bedroom, Mu Cheng picked up his phone and sent Mu Tianchang a text message - "Dad, arrange a good job for Song Yao. Only when he is good can I stay in Detroit with peace of mind. I believe You won't say no, thank you Dad!"

The night before leaving, Mu Cheng and Song Yao said their final farewell with bodies that fit each other.Mu Cheng didn't want Song Yao to watch him leave, so he went to the airport alone early the next morning, leaving Song Yao with a post-it note next to the pillow, a glass of milk and a sandwich by the bedside.And the ring that was taken from Song Yao's neck and put on his hand.

"I love you, wait for me to come back.—Mu Cheng"

Looking at the post-it note, Song Yao vaguely remembered that when it was dawn, Mu Cheng raised his hand to caress his ear, and lowered his head to kiss his forehead lightly: "Wait for me to come back."

He smiled slightly, raised his hand to look at the ring on his finger, slowly put it to his lips, and kissed the ring like he was kissing Mu Cheng, until the cold ring took the temperature of the corners of his lips.

Mu Cheng's plane flew directly to Detroit at 10:12 in the morning, and it was already 1:13 in the morning Beijing time when he arrived at the destination. It was almost [-]:[-] in the morning when Song Yao received the call, which happened to be around [-]:[-] noon in Detroit.

"I'm here, can you rest assured to sleep now?" The words were full of distress.

Song Yao fell down on the bed with a sigh of relief, and said softly: "Well, it's fine."

"My brother sent a driver to pick me up. On the way to the company, he arranged a place for me. It shouldn't be bad. The weather here is fine, and I don't feel uncomfortable. Don't worry. Well, what should I do? I started to miss you as soon as I left." As if he knew what Song Yao would ask, Mu Cheng finished in one breath.

Song Yao's sweet smile came from the phone: "I'm so tired...Go back to the company and have a good rest, I'm going to sleep."

"Don't you miss me?"

"Do not want to."

"Is your waist still sore?"

"You have the nerve to say it! You left me alone at home early in the morning, and I will settle accounts with you when you come back!"

"It's because I don't want you to send me so that you can't get out of bed. I'm afraid that I will regret it at a critical moment. What if I can't hold back for a while and go home with you? I bought a lot of your favorite food. It’s in the refrigerator, you remember to take it; I also bought a new bottle of stomach medicine for you, and put it in the drawer beside the bed, take it quickly when you feel uncomfortable, don’t procrastinate, go to the hospital if you feel uncomfortable. Work stuff..."

Realizing that there was no sound on the other end of the phone, Mu Cheng called him softly: "Xiao Mu? Song Yao?"

"Hmm..." It was like a murmur in sleep.

It turned out to be asleep.Mu Cheng grinned, imagining Song Yao nestling in his arms like a little white rabbit, feeling uneasy about his involuntary teasing and resisting with a childish nasal voice, his eyes and brows were all whispering happily: "Good night."

On the third day after Mu Cheng left, a middle-aged man called Song Yao and said that he appreciated his article very much. In addition, the company's author team had a serious brain drain, and it was urgent to hire an excellent author like Song Yao to serve as the editor. The company injects young strength and high-quality resources.Out of caution, the flattered Song Yao checked the company's information on the Internet before agreeing. After officially joining the company, he found that it felt so good to be favored by the god of luck.

Song Yao, who got the job, happily called Mu Cheng. He was sleeping, and he didn't seem surprised at all: "My wife is so good, and it will be a matter of time before she is hired by a good company. Go to dinner by myself in the evening and reward myself."

"Come on, I just feel that happiness came too suddenly. As for dinner, Huai Yian made an appointment with me and also said that he would celebrate it for me. I also want to take this opportunity to thank him for helping me find a job all this time. "

Mu Cheng sat up from the bed at once: "Don't go! Why doesn't he take a good look at his store and invite you to dinner? I always felt that he had plans for you before, and he couldn't wait a few days after I left. It's really not a fuel-efficient lamp, you should stay away from him!"

"Hey - do you think that men all over the world have plans for me? He doesn't have any evil intentions, he's pretty good, and has been helping to take care of Mu Mu..."

Before Song Yao finished speaking, Mu Cheng became anxious: "Why don't you say that he is plotting to do something wrong? In the name of our son, he usually shows affection to you for nothing, and now he is not allowed to enter the house after I leave? I won't allow it." You go, Mu Mu will also take care of a pet shop, you both stay away from him, do you hear me?"

"Are you afraid that I will cheat?"

"Tsk! Anyone who throws such a beautiful wife and clever and lovely son at home will be worried, okay? I'm not afraid of you cheating, I'm afraid of him..."

"I miss you." The effect of interrupting Mu Cheng was obvious, and Song Yao could even imagine him stunned. "I miss you, Mu Cheng."

Mu Cheng was really stunned, he had always been powerless against Song Yao's coquettishness, and when he was about to become intoxicated, he immediately sobered up: "I miss you too, but you are still not allowed to go."

"Oh, well, then I won't go, I will take Mu Mu home and stay away from him, okay?"

"It's almost the same. Song Yao, I'm going to sleep, can you call 'good night, husband' for me?"

"Hey? Hello? Hello? Well... the signal is not good, I'll hang up first, bye."

Mu Cheng looked at the screen of the phone that had been hung up, wishing he could instantly move to Song Yao's side, grab him and clean him up.

Time is long, but busy people rush themselves.When they are not busy with their respective jobs, Mu Cheng and Song Yao can make phone calls, videos, and send emails, and they don't feel that life is difficult, but life is not as gentle to Song Yao as Mu Cheng is to him.

When Song Yao rushed to the hospital after receiving the news that his grandfather was hospitalized, he saw that his parents were already guarding the ward.It was an acute myocardial infarction. Since there was no one at home, the neighbor called the emergency call when he found Mr. Song lying at the door. When he was sent to the hospital, the doctor said that a large area of ​​myocardial death was caused by untimely rescue, and a stent was needed.

On the night of the seventh day after the operation was successful, Mr. Song, who was recovering well after the operation and in good spirits, suddenly left Song Yao to watch the night at the hospital.

"Ah Yao, I've been dreaming about your grandma these two nights. She's still as beautiful as when she was young. Have you ever dreamed about her?"

Song Yao tucked the quilt for his grandfather, lay on the edge of the hospital bed and said: "No, I haven't dreamed of her for a long time, but I still remember her appearance, she is still so approachable, and the corn ribs she made are still so sweet. .”

"Yeah, that's her special dish. She has a lot of good dishes. The pickled fish she cooks is much better than the ones in the restaurant. Tsk, thinking about the taste makes my mouth water now. She includes The dumplings are the thinnest and the biggest fillings I have ever eaten. When I was young, she wrapped them for me in the army and sent them to me. Those greedy dogs snatched them all up. Haha, they all praised them as delicious. Nine It's been years, I haven't tasted that taste in nine years, don't say it, I still think about it." Mr. Song licked his lips like a child, reminiscing about the familiar taste.

Song Yao listened blankly like listening to Mr. Shu telling a story, and smacked his lips when grandpa finished speaking: "Well, I remember grandma would put a coin in the dumpling every Chinese New Year. , because there is too much meat stuffing and I am afraid that I will swallow the coins, so every time I eat by watching me, I never forget to tell 'eat slowly, chew slowly'."

"Hey, she is so cautious and cautious in everything she does. As for me, I let her stay there alone for so many years, and now I should go to accompany her. Before, your parents were not by your side, your grandma Ah, I can’t worry about you, it’s the end, and I’m told that I must live a few more years, at least until you grow up. Hey, no, you’ve become a big guy in a blink of an eye.”

Song Yao's expression froze on his face for a moment: "Grandpa, don't talk nonsense, the doctor said that you recovered well after the operation."

"I know my own body well. You, don't blame your parents. They also want to give you the best. Grandpa knows what you think in your heart these years. You have been with grandpa since you were a child. Can grandpa know that you don't like Shakespeare? Haha, silly boy... the reason why grandpa didn't object to you being with Mu Cheng at the beginning is because grandpa has never seen you like someone or something as much as you like him. You see The light in his eyes was exactly the same as when your grandma looked at me, that kind of joy, that kind of tenderness, what else can it be if it's not love?"

Mr. Song touched Song Yao's head and continued: "Do you know why your great-grandfather and grandma didn't support your grandma to be with me at the beginning? Because at that time, your grandma's class was not good. Hey! What is the class in front of love? Ah! Haha, look at me, I’m a dying person, and I’m talking about love without shame? What can I do? Grandpa just can’t forget your grandma’s words and deeds. He just wants to dream of her every day, wants to Ah... class, age, gender, life and death, what does this have to do with love? How many years can a person live, how many things can't be controlled by themselves, how many people disappear as soon as they turn around, it's not easy to fall in love with someone who loves you, Why do you care so much? Cough cough..."

Seeing the grandpa who talked so much at once was a little out of breath, Song Yao quickly got up to give him a break, and just about to press the pager, the old man grabbed his hand: "Don't press it, grandpa just wants to talk to you , too many people came, it was very noisy, it was annoying.”

"But grandpa, you..." Song Yao panicked.

The old man's voice was flimsy but majestic: "Sit down, ahem, sit down!"

Seeing Song Yao sitting by the bed holding back his tears, the old man grinned and coaxed him: "Hey! Why are you crying? Grandpa is already at this age. If you don't leave, you won't be a thousand-year-old tortoise with 8 years? Haha Haha, cough cough... Sigh, Ah Yao, the road is long and far away, grandpa can only accompany you here... Don't blame grandpa, grandpa will be as self-willed as he was when he was young, no matter what, he will do nothing Never mind. Your parents are excellent, and you have grown up. Grandpa has nothing to worry about. Grandpa is leaving, and it’s only a matter of two days. Don’t be afraid, don’t cry, take care of yourself, you know? It's okay, it's been so long, grandpa is tired, let me sleep for a while, you can do what you want..."

"I just want to stay here with you, not going anywhere, Grandpa, don't sleep, just talk to me." Seeing the fluctuations on the electrocardiogram become more and more gentle, Song Yao called the doctor on the beeper, and waited. Everyone in the ward started to walk in a panic, and Mr. Song no longer felt the noise, nor would he find it annoying.He walked very peacefully.

It seems that everyone who is dying has a premonition, strong and real.When the nurse handed the suicide note under the pillow of the hospital bed to Song Yu, this refined gentleman finally wept without hesitation in front of everyone.He knew that the old father who kept saying that if he was here, it would not be his turn to go to the house to Jiewa was gone.

The phone call that was not answered many times was finally connected, and Mu Cheng's worry turned into a ball of anger: "Song Yao! Why didn't you answer my call for so many days? Do you know how worried I am about you? ? I almost bought a plane ticket and came back!"

"Mu Cheng, I don't have a grandfather anymore, I don't have a grandfather anymore—" All the sorrows are scattered all over the place like broken beads. Although they are not everywhere, one or two can be found in every corner. So dense, yet ubiquitous.

No need to think too much, no need to ask too much, at this moment Mu Cheng just wants to appear in front of Song Yao, immediately!immediately!Song Yao's image of being overwhelmed by the grief of losing a loved one appeared in front of his eyes in an instant, he just wanted to see him!

Without any extra consolation, Mu Cheng bought a ticket to return to China without hesitation, and only called to inform his cousin just before boarding the plane.No luggage, alone, arrived in City C and went straight to Song Yao's house.

The pale elegiac couplet blocked Mu Cheng from the door like a door god, and he didn't know what identity he should enter.He hid outside the door and looked at Song Yao's slightly shrugging shoulders kneeling in front of the portrait. He knew that Song Yao was crying, what a distressed back, such weak shoulders shouldn't bear these heavy blows.

Resisting the urge to break in several times, Mu Cheng waited outside the door, waiting for waves of mourners to leave and come, until dusk enveloped the entire building.

"Song Yao, look downstairs." Mu Cheng listened to the phone and looked at Song Yao's thin and haggard face at the window of Song Yao's room, pulling his heart hard.

Song Yao moved downstairs like a walking corpse, and after going out, he was only a few steps away from Mu Cheng before he collapsed.Mu Cheng strode forward to catch him, the force on his body was so sudden that he almost knelt on the ground.He put his arms around Song Yao's thin shoulders, buried his head in his arms, and said nothing.

Mu Cheng stretched out his arms to hug Song Yao, who was horribly thin, and strode upstairs, completely ignoring the surprised eyes of Song Yu and his wife.How could this be?How can a parent turn a blind eye to his son's grief?How could he allow himself to spoil his body to such an extent?

He hugged Song Yao to take a bath, went into the kitchen to get food under Song Yao's parents' questioning and glaring eyes, coaxed Song Yao to feed him bit by bit, called his name over and over again, and told him that he was here over and over again.When he was tired from crying, she held him in her arms and fell asleep holding him.

The author has something to say:

Feel like the whole chapter is on the phone?Uh... It's really a bit confusing, and I will try to improve it in the later stage!