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I don't care about humans tonight, I only think about you. —— Haizi

When Song Yao woke up in Mu Cheng's arms, he was still curled up. He really felt the temperature against his back, and he knew that Mu Cheng was back.He turned around and huddled in Mu Cheng's arms, put his arms around Mu Cheng's waist, and looked up at the man.

Mu Cheng's eyes showed the exhaustion of traveling all the way, and his brows were frowned, full of worries about his lover.Song Yao raised his hand to caress his face, and the familiar touch wrapped around his fingertips, making his eyes linger on this face again and again.This time he didn't leave quietly before he woke up, he was still there.

Feeling the itch on his face, Mu Cheng couldn't help but raise the corners of his mouth, smiled and lowered his head to kiss Song Yao's soft hair.He tightened his arms and said softly, "Good morning." Seeing that Song Yao didn't respond, he asked, "Are you hungry? What do you want to eat? I'll make it for you."

"I'm not hungry, just hold me like this, hold me for a while longer." Song Yao's voice was as thin as a mosquito.

Mu Cheng reached out and wrapped his arms around his thin waist, slightly angry: "Why are you not hungry? How many days have you not eaten and slept well? When I hugged you last night, I felt that you lost more than 10 catties. Didn't you agree? Did I take care of myself? Didn’t you reassure me? Is that how you take care of yourself? Is that how you reassure me?”

"I'm so sad, I can't eat..." A faint sob came from his arms.There is no way, during this period of time, he always vomits after eating, and after vomiting, it is a vicious circle.

Mu Cheng let out a long sigh: "Do you still remember the "List of Life" you gave me? I like it very much. There is a passage in the book that I always remember-'A person will die four times. His life is already a repetition of the previous life, and living is meaningless; the second time is when he dies, biologically dead; the third time is when everyone who knows him knows that he is dead, he died socially The fourth time is when the last person in society who remembers him forgets him, and then he is truly dead. 'As long as we are here, Grandpa will be here, and he will live in our memory until We also really died. Grandpa loves you so much, why would you be willing to treat yourself like this? So promise me, don't let grandpa worry about it, and don't let me worry about it, okay? "

Song Yao's long black eyelashes couldn't bear the weight of the teardrops, allowing them to drip into Mu Cheng's arms.He choked with sobs and said, "You just came back like this, your dad will be unhappy if he knows."

"No matter how unhappy I am, I will come back. He can't do anything to me. But you, such an adult, still make me worry about it." Mu Cheng smiled.

Song Yao raised his head and kissed Mu Cheng's side face, and said in a low voice, "Thank you for coming back to accompany me."

"Xiao Mu, follow me to Detroit."

Song Yao closed his eyes and did not answer.

Mu Cheng didn't ask any further questions, but got up and kissed Song Yao back, then turned and went downstairs.Seeing Song Yu and his wife sitting at the dining table having breakfast, Mu Cheng bit the bullet and said hello: "Uncle and aunt, good morning. I'll come down and get some food for Song Yao."

Song Yu nodded politely, but didn't say anything. Instead, Su Zimin waved to him: "Have breakfast first, and then send it up to him after you're done. Come and sit down."

Every word is correct, but Mu Cheng doesn't feel comfortable hearing it.His heart was tight in his throat, and he went to pull out the chair and sit down.The atmosphere fell into embarrassment for a while, and Mu Cheng wanted to say something to ease it, but he didn't know where to start.

"It's time to talk to you a long time ago, but you are in a hurry to go abroad, and I haven't had time to find a suitable opportunity. I apologize to you for the attitude of my husband and I last night, but you also owe us an apology, Because your behavior embarrasses us as parents." Su Zimin played with the cup of milk in his hand and continued: "Maybe our husband and wife are not as enlightened as your parents, but this does not mean that we are old-fashioned and rigid, and there is one more person who loves Song Yao We are very happy, but if you really love him, please give him back the future he deserves."

Mu Cheng tightened his hand holding the toast: "Auntie, I don't understand what you mean. What do you mean by 'the future you should have'? Can you please explain it more clearly?"

"There is no future for a relationship like yours. Haven't you realized it yet? He was supposed to be successful in his studies, marry a wife, have children, start a family, and start a family. He should have held his wife's hand and discussed with us about having children. But your appearance broke all this, you took away his future, you let him live with you in a dark corner where no one can see, this is not the future he should have." Su Zimin's beautiful face There was a distressed expression on his face.

"Really? But why does it sound to me that it's just the future you want, not the future Song Yao wants, let alone the 'future he should have'. But please rest assured, although I can't give him a wife and children, But I can give him everything he wants. With me, he can still succeed in his studies and start a family. As for the matter of having children, if you think it is necessary, you and your uncle can discuss it in private. Song Yao and I No problem." Mu Cheng put down the toast in his hand, got up and took a sandwich and a glass of milk, and slightly bowed when he left: "Oh, by the way, if you can't love him like grandpa, please set him free. Thank you Your breakfast."

Mu Cheng pushed open the door with his elbow, changed his serious face just now and said with a smile: "Breakfast is here, is my wife still up?"

Song Yao put the mobile phone tightly in his hand back on the bed, took a bite of the sandwich, and smiled slightly: "It's not as delicious as yours."

"I'll make it for you every day when I get home." Mu Cheng paused for a moment and said, "Our home."

Song Yao looked at him foolishly and asked, "Didn't you ask me to accompany you to Detroit?"

"No, let's go home." Mu Cheng said as he took out the suitcase in the closet to pack Song Yao's clothes. Everything was so natural, but there was a long-lost feeling everywhere.

Song Yao looked back at the mobile phone beside the bed, wondering if it was because the voice and words on the other end of the phone were always lingering in his ears like flies not long after he hung up the phone.It was a call from Mu Cheng's father.

"Detroit called to say that Mu Cheng has returned to China, but he didn't come home. I think he should be at your place, right? I heard the news of your grandpa's death. I am deeply saddened by this, and I hope you have condolences." Shunbian. I don’t know if Mu Cheng has conveyed my conversation with him to you, so I want to make it clear to you again that I have no objection to you being with Mu Cheng, but the prerequisite is that you must have a successful career The ability to face all the consequences of your actions, but unfortunately you are not qualified now, and neither is Mu Cheng. Therefore, let Mu Cheng go back to Detroit, and you should come out of your sorrow and return to your job as soon as possible. You need to meet I won't and can't stop it, but at least not now."

Although Mu Tianchang's official tone made people bored, Song Yao had to admit that everything he said was reasonable and gave himself enough face.He took a sip of milk, then turned to ask Mu Cheng, "If I promise you will be fine, can you buy a plane ticket and fly back to Detroit?"

Mu Cheng ignored him and just folded his clothes with the method Song Yao taught him.

Song Yao walked towards Mu Cheng's back, hugged him from behind, and leaned on his back and said, "I came back from a leave of absence. The company still has a lot of things waiting for me to do. I can't go to Detroit with you. You promise Dad’s work has not yet been done, so you can’t stay with me in City A. Didn’t we say goodbye to work hard and see you in the new year? This time it’s my fault to make you worry about returning home in a hurry. I promise you that you will no longer wallow in sadness Li, take good care of yourself and wait for you to come back. Let’s go back to City A together, and I’ll take you to the airport.”

After Song Yao asked Mu Cheng to help him bring his suitcase back to his home in City A, he was about to drag Mu Cheng to the supermarket to buy some specialties for him to take to Detroit, but Mu Cheng refused.

Mu Cheng used the time of shopping to be lingering with Song Yao, and he occupied Song Yao's body again and again to relieve the parting and lovesickness of the previous period.The schedule notification sound on his mobile phone made him restrain himself, until 3 minutes before boarding the plane, looking at Song Yao who was stopped at the security checkpoint, he tried his best to restrain himself.He was afraid that he couldn't help but tie up Song Yao and take it with him.

"Career success", these four words seem to have become Mu Cheng and Song Yao's inspirational declaration and motto for such a period of time.

Counting from the day when Mu Cheng was sent away, they had a total of 176 days and nights apart.When I came back, it was already January 2017, 1, three days before New Year’s Eve.

On the day Mu Cheng returned to China, Song Yao drove Mu Mu to pick him up.As soon as the car was parked at the airport exit, Mu Mu jumped out of the car window.Before Song Yao got out of the car and had no time to close the car door, he saw Mu Mu jumping directly on Mu Cheng, licking and rubbing him affectionately, without any intention of getting down.

Song Yao didn't move, just stood by the car door and waited for Mu Cheng to come over with Mu Mu in his arms. "It seems that he really misses you." Song Yao stretched out his hand and gently stroked Mu Mu's head.

At the same time, Mu Cheng stretched out his hand to rub Song Yao's soft hair, squinted and asked with a smile, "What about you?"

"Mu Mu, let's go, we're going home." Song Yao smiled slightly, turned around and opened the back door to let Mu Mu get in the car.Mu Mu jumped off Mu Cheng, but just stood there wagging his tail happily, and didn't make any movement to get into the car.After Mu Cheng put his luggage away and opened the passenger seat, Mu Mu slipped into the passenger seat from beside Mu Cheng's feet, sitting in the standard "girlfriend posture", leaving Mu Cheng alone holding the car door and messing around in the wind.

Song Yao couldn't help laughing, touched Mu Mu with a smile, looked up at Mu Cheng, raised his eyebrows, and said, "Help Mu Mu close the car door." After speaking, Mu Mu stretched his neck and licked Song Yao on the steering wheel as if he understood. hands on.

"Come on, sit in the back." Mu Mu dropped his ears and glanced at Mu Cheng who was speaking, then consciously... got down on the ground, and circled directly on the passenger seat.

Mu Cheng was speechless, pointing to the back seat and commanding solemnly: "Mu Mu! Come down, sit there! I'll count to three, one, two..." Mu Mu looked up with an expression of "Why are you so fierce?" After glancing at Mu Cheng, he turned to look at Song Yao aggrievedly. Song Yao was amused: "Why are you so angry at him? If he doesn't sit in the back, you can just sit in the back."

"Have I only left for half a year and I have no status in this family...Although I have never had any status..." Mu Yan got into the car while thinking about it. Lovely Mu Cheng.

When he got home, Mu Cheng casually pushed the suitcase, put Song Yao down on the sofa, and impatiently tore apart the tie knot with his fingers. The neckline was slightly open, and the tie hung loosely around his neck.

Seeing the fun, Mu Mu also came up to join in the fun, raised his foot and put his arms around Song Yao's neck, Mu Cheng reprimanded: "Let go! This is my wife!" Mu Mu put his foot down obediently, and was about to rub Song Yao, and then Blocked by Mu Cheng: "Go over! You are not allowed to touch him! My wife dares to snatch him if he is capable!" Mu Mu shrank his neck and sat aside. Mu Cheng was still not satisfied, pointing to the kennel and said: " Go back to the nest and stay, I didn’t tell you not to come out, don’t peek, did you hear me!”

Song Yao was happy enough to see Mu Cheng competing with a dog for favor and jealousy, but now seeing Mu Mu walking back to the nest with his tail drooping, he was even more happy. He was grinning when Mu Cheng stopped him. lip.

Although he usually called and sent emails and made video calls to "chat about life" from time to time, but he hadn't seen him for half a year, Song Yao still missed Mu Cheng very much. He didn't refuse. Let him wantonly attack the city and seize the territory in his own mouth.

The two were fighting fiercely, when Mu Cheng suddenly felt something tugging on his trousers, and turned around to see that it was Mu Mu again!I saw it pushing the empty rice bowl to the side of the sofa, sticking out its tongue and looking at itself eagerly.

"...Didn't I tell you not to come out!" Mu Cheng gritted his teeth.

Song Yao suppressed a smile and said, "He's hungry."

"Tsk! It's troublesome!" Mu Cheng sighed, got up from Song Yao, took the dog bowl to the balcony, poured out a bowl full of dog food, pointed at Mu Mu's nose and warned: "Mu! I warn you , if you dare to disturb us again, I will throw you out!"

After speaking, he went to the bathroom to wash his hands. When he came out, he happened to see Song Yao sitting on the sofa with his legs curled up and smiling lowly. The white shirt he had unbuttoned a few buttons was slung across his shoulders, revealing his sexy collarbone and thin skin. shoulders, and a neck as white as jade.His heart skipped a beat, he took a deep breath, and with a wicked smile, he strode forward and carried him back to the bedroom with a big hand, and kicked the door shut by the way.

Kneeling on one knee beside the bed and gently putting Song Yao on the bed, Mu Cheng panted and asked, "You haven't answered me yet, do you miss me?"

Song Yao half-closed his eyes, propped up his upper body affectionately and took a bite of Mu Cheng's Adam's apple that moved up and down as he spoke.

Mu Cheng trembled all over, buried his head in Song Yao's neck, and said in a low voice, "I miss you very much..."

Song Yao bit his lip and gasped in his ear: "Kiss me..." Mu Cheng raised his head and looked at Song Yao, who was winking like silk, and suddenly lost his mind.

Seeing that Mu Cheng didn't respond for a long time, Song Yao turned over and sat astride Mu Cheng, tore off the loose tie hanging around his neck and threw it aside, bent over and unbuttoned his shirt with his teeth.The soft and sweet broken hair touched the tip of Mu Cheng's nose. He resisted the urge to sneeze and tore off Song Yao's obstructive shirt. In the middle, it swept to the root of the tongue, occupying the entire territory.

After being caressed and teased by his lover for nearly half a year, Song Yao's whole body glowed with a charming peach color.Mu Cheng held back his desire/fire, and patiently expanded the place that had not been nourished for a long time for Song Yao.Accompanied by the lingering neck-to-neck relationship, Mu Cheng vented his parting and longing for the past six months on Song Yao, and what responded to him was Song Yao's groaning/groaning in his ears and the crying between his teeth-"I really want to you".

Song Yao accepted Mu Cheng's crazy invasion and possession, and Mu Cheng enjoyed Song Yao's fanatical caress and kisses.At this moment, the two are like beasts, expressing their endless love for each other in the most primitive way.

After Song Yao's body had a two-day rest period, Mu Cheng accompanied him to the cemetery to visit his grandfather, and after greeting Song Yu and his wife, he took Song Yao home for the New Year.

Song Yao was sitting on the sofa at Mu Cheng's house reading a book. Mu Cheng was lying lazily, with his head resting on Song Yao's lap, watching Song Yao's seriousness from the perspective of honey.Facts have proved that good-looking people are really good-looking in 360 degrees without dead ends.Song Yao was a little uncomfortable being stared at by Mu Cheng, so he covered his eyes with a hand, and kissed his lips lightly in this position.

"It's been a long time since I heard you call me husband. Call me again." Mu Cheng pulled Song Yao's hand away, and kissed the ring on Song Yao's slender finger tenderly, half coquettishly.

Song Yao turned his head to one side: "No."

Mu Cheng stretched out his hand to hook Song Yao's neck, pulled him slightly towards him, looked into his eyes and smiled affectionately, and said dotingly, "I'll give you another chance, and I'll answer when I think about it."

"I do not."

Facing Song Yao's little arrogance, Mu Cheng couldn't help but smile, his brows and eyes were full of irresistible love.He pressed Song Yao's head down hard, raised his head to kiss it, and gave a standard French kiss, from shallow to deep, with tender lips and teeth...

"Cough cough!"

Mu Tian often came out of the study, and when he saw this scene as soon as he arrived in the living room, his face suddenly turned red.

Hearing the movement, Song Yao straightened up suddenly and picked up the book in his hand to cover his blushing face. Mu Cheng also sat up immediately and straightened his messy shirt, avoiding his eyes to look at his father.

"I think there should be no shortage of rooms at home, right?"

As soon as Mu Tianchang said this, Mu Cheng and Song Yao blushed so much that they were about to bleed.The two looked at each other, wishing they could find a crack in the ground and sneak in.But that's fine too.

The author has something to say:

Song Yao used "he" to refer to Mu Mu, not another word, but because Song Yao treated Mu Mu as a relative, so using "he" was more appropriate than "it".