Yi Xing

Fu Yixing's only mistake in high school was probably winning the bronze medal in the national mathematics competition.

When he returned to school, he was still all-powerful.

It can be said that I have exhausted my thoughts for his Chinese. On the way to and from school, I used it to ask him about the translation of ancient Chinese, the explanation of content words and function words.

Fu Yixing lost a chance to be recommended to Tsinghua University and Peking University, so he should step into the gate of the highest institution with the college entrance examination.

What I can do for him is to help him figure out how to deal with the language test.

In every ordinary and different day, the days are getting longer and longer, and summer is here again.

At the end of the exam, Boss Xie raised the question of accommodation in class.

He said that the third year of high school was hard work, and if he could lie on the bed for a while during the lunch break, it would help him recover. The dormitory conditions in the school are not bad, with four-person rooms and private bathrooms. Everyone can consider living on campus.

The most peculiar thing about Hua'an is that there are only a handful of people in each class who choose to live on campus. There are often four people in one dorm from four different classes, although the accommodation conditions here are among the best in the city.

I guess it's because most students commute to school by subway, which is so convenient that there is not much need to live on campus.

It may also be because the meals provided in the cafeteria are not good enough.

If Lu Tuantu knew what I was thinking, he would definitely argue with me. His love for the bear's companion marriage is enough to support him to praise the canteen master's craftsmanship.

"Do you want to live on campus?" Gu Yang nudged me with his elbow, "I heard that the teacher will talk to people with good grades and persuade them to live on campus, for the sake of the admission rate of prestigious schools."

"You think highly of me, and I'm not a seed player like Fu Yixing."

"Don't be humble, Keke. You haven't fallen out of the top [-] in your grade this semester. I think Boss Xie will find you."

I don't really want to live on campus, I like to cycle, and living on campus means I can only touch the bike twice a week.

Cycling makes me happy.

Ren Ke, who cannot ride a bicycle, has lost his source of happiness.

"I won't be persuaded, I can't live on campus, even if I don't have to pay for the accommodation, I won't live, and I won't live if the school pays me." I put this sentence firmly.

If I could have predicted that I would be staying for the next whole year, I wouldn't set up that FLAG.

This made Gu Yang laugh at me later.

In fact, living in school is pretty good, but that's all for another day.

My cousin's barbecue restaurant has opened a branch, and we invited a few of us to try the dishes when the exam is the most relaxing time.

Gu Yang was biting a bunch of small yellow croakers, and heard that Shan Yuhan rejected his invitation, so he couldn't help laughing: "Tell me how many times you have been rejected, why don't you give up? Hey, this fish is not bad. , try them all."

Fu Yixing took a bunch and put it down without taking two bites.

I find it strange that Fu Yixing always eats casually, and he can clean up everything I don't eat. This time, he didn't even finish a bunch of fish.

I took the bamboo stick from his plate, took a bite, and whispered in his ear, "Isn't it good?"

"fishy."

I don't know why, seeing him like this suddenly made me feel good, and I ate up the whole bunch of small yellow croakers left.

Although I think it’s not a gentleman’s act to poke someone’s pain, but the long and tortuous emotional road is really fun. I couldn’t help asking him: "Have you counted the number of times Shan Yuhan rejected you?"

"Is it a rejection if you don't come to eat? What if she loses weight? Does she not like barbecue? What if she eats healthy?"

"That's not counting this time, how many times?"

Looking back, I silently sighed for Yuanyu.

Still have to count, the number of times is estimated to be quite a lot.

"Three or four times. She didn't reply to me a few times, so it shouldn't be considered a rejection."

Gu Yang couldn't help but smile from ear to ear, "Change your pursuit, Shan Yuhan is not suitable for you."

"Can you change it at will? You don't understand love at all!"

Fu Yixing also laughed when he heard this. He didn't make any comments, but just shook his head invisibly.

"It's a good quality to be more courageous after setbacks." I put a piece of scallop into the bowl, "Come on, you are the best."

Chewing the meat in his mouth, he said vaguely: "Keke, you are so kind."

Gu Yang asked: "Boss Fu, did Boss Xie talk to you about the accommodation?"

"said."

"Then do you live? Keke can't tell, don't you two live in the same community, don't you live too?"

Fu Fu glanced at me and replied, "I might live. My dad is going to Chongqing for research for a few months, and my mom wants to go with him."

"Your parents are so loving." Tiao Tiao sighed enviously.

If Fu Yixing's parents really went to Chongqing, then he didn't seem to have any reason to live at home.

I still really want to ride to and from school with Fu Fu.

"It's fine to live on campus, you can study for a while longer." Gu Yang nodded.

Yu Yuan got used to Gu Yang, "Does Fu Shen need to study? He lives in the dormitory just for convenience."

All the way home, I wondered whether Fu Yixing would let me consider living in school with him.

If he mentions it, it's not that I can't live on campus.

But he didn't say anything.

I am somewhat disappointed.

"Ke, if no one in the class lives on campus, Boss Fu may decide to go with people from other classes. In case those people also mind homosexuality... I'm afraid there will be someone like Chen Kai again." Gu Yang said as soon as he got home. Send me QQ.

He was very thoughtful, and I didn't even think about this layer.

Yuan Yuan's family is right next to the school, and Gu Yang's family also rented a house in the city center. Only I live relatively far away and need accommodation.

Comparing Fu Yixing and bicycles together, it must be Fu Yixing who is more important.

This stuffy gourd is holding back when he is bullied, so I can vent his anger on him anyway.

Fu Fu was surprised for a moment when he saw that I had submitted my application for accommodation, but he didn't ask any further questions.

It made me prepare a set of rhetoric in vain.

I originally wanted to say that I was lonely at home when Tang Cheng went abroad, but unfortunately I didn't have a chance to explain.

I think the way I'm used to doing things, "If you don't tell me, I won't ask, if you don't ask me, I won't tell you" won't work for Fu Yixing. He is keen on "saying nothing, asking nothing", my friend In getting along with each other, one party must learn to compromise. I don't mind saying a few more words.

In fact, I don't have much yearning for the dormitory life. I still resist the thought of being squeezed into a small room of a few square meters with people I don't know at all.

But it was all for Fu Yixing.

But Fu Yixing is a special existence after all, he is President Fu, God Fu, and even more miraculous Fu Fu.

I don't know if the school considered his study or his aptitude or really just provided an extra empty dormitory.

I, next to this thick thigh, occupied a bunk bed by myself.

Quadruple room with independent bathroom, should accommodate four persons, and actually accommodate two persons.

Gu Yang was shocked when he saw the announcement of dormitory allocation posted on the bulletin board, he shook his head in disbelief and said, "The house is rented for nothing, damn it, do you know how expensive the rent is, 4000 yuan a month, and 200 yuan for a Hua'an bunk One year, if I knew I would apply for accommodation with you guys, why would I spend these thousands of dollars..."

I patted him on the back, "Do you regret it? It's too late."

When I went to see the dormitory before the summer vacation, Fu Yixing sat on the bed and smiled at me: "Hello, roommate, please take care of me in the future."

For the [-]th time, I felt that he was born so well.

The finely crafted eyebrows and eyes, one point thicker, one point less of the current taste.

"This roommate, can I ask why you are so handsome?"

His smile froze, and for a moment, his eyes became more and more curved.

"Are you handsome?" Fu Fu wiped the dust on the railing with his fingertips, then wiped his hands with a napkin, "You are handsome too."

I feel flattered, but also feel that this statement is not unreasonable.

"Okay. Let's stop boasting about business. Everyone knows whether he is handsome or not."

In the summer vacation of the second year and the third year of senior high school, making up lessons has become a necessity.

The school gave forty days of vacation, and the students were almost grateful.

I couldn't accompany Tang Cheng to the United States, so Tang Cheng insisted on giving me a grand 17th birthday as his farewell party.

It's a party, and the people participating are me, Tang Cheng, and Fu Yixing.

Uncle has always spent a lot of money and approved a large amount of activity funds for Tangcheng.

He didn't mind Tang Cheng playing with Fu Yixing anymore, maybe it was because Tang Cheng promised to date girls, or maybe he felt that blocking would only make Tang Cheng rebellious.

Tang Cheng booked a KTV private room, bought a bunch of balloons and ribbons, and said mysteriously that he would give me a surprise.

I have seen express boxes marked with heart-shaped balloons and red brackets.

I think he didn't want to surprise me, but Fu Yixing.

On the eve of his birthday, Tang Cheng rarely suffered from insomnia.

The air conditioner in my room was turned on low, but he was wrapped in heat because of tossing and turning.

I silently sensed his movement, struggled for a while, and finally asked.

"Are you going to confess tomorrow?"

He didn't move.

After a while it arched into my quilt again.

"How did you know?"

"The red heart-shaped balloon can't be given to me, can it?"

"Hi, I've been found."

He turned sideways towards me, as if to chat.

I think Tang Cheng wants to confess his love, it should be out of the state of mind when Lu Jianjiu confessed for the first time.

Not to be together, just to let each other know.

They all know the ending, but they still have to say it.

"Brother." In the darkness, listening to the sound of the air conditioner running, I called him while lying on my back.

"Why are you so obedient today." His breath sprayed on the side of my face.

"Are you really going to do this? You can't go back if you say so."

Tang Cheng wanted to pass me to turn on the desk lamp, but I stopped him.

Fu Yixing or me, tomorrow or today, there will always be someone, at one point in time, who will make Tang Cheng sad.

Now that I have asked, I am determined to be a villain, but I can't bear to see him show painful emotions.

Therefore, it is better not to have light in this room.

The relationship between Tang Cheng and Fu Yixing is different from that between Lu Yuanyuan and Shan Yuhan. They are friends, and they have been friends since elementary school.

Shan Yuhan has been lost for a long time, and I, Gu Yang, Fu Yixing, and his little friends who have been playing with since childhood are still by my side.

Once Tang Cheng speaks out... I think Fu Yixing will reject him very gently, but they will never go back to the beginning.

"If you can't go back...you can't go back."

"That's Fu Yixing, can you bear being awkward with him?"

"I bought all the balloons. And, since I started to like him, I don't want to be friends with him. It's so uncomfortable, I don't like it." He paused, then said: "This is the last Once, I want to follow my own ideas."

Everyone will have their own way.

Now I don't want to stop him.

This confession is both a farewell and a new life.

July 21st was another ordinary summer day.

There are heat waves, the sound of cicadas, an impossibly blue sky, and leaves reflecting the sun.

There are refrigerators covered with quilts at the door of many shops.

In the corner of the diner are square plastic baskets with neat rows of glass soda bottles.

The doors of the milk tea shop opened and closed.

Some children cried in the scorching sun because their cones fell to the ground.

I stood under the shade of the KTV signboard, and the Coke in my hand kept dripping water.

I don't like to drink soda, but I want to feel Tangcheng's love, just this once.

Fu Yixing didn't ride his bike, he held the cake box in both hands, and walked towards me quickly.

White T-shirt, black shorts, and a pair of sneakers.

Will dress up as always.

It's the way Tang Cheng likes it.

I took out my phone and asked if Tang Cheng was ready.

He said 10 more minutes.

"Happy birthday." Fu Yi walked up to me.

"Thank you."

I looked at him and suddenly felt dizzy.

"Fu Fu."

"Ok?"

"It's all right. We have to wait a while. The guests in front haven't left yet."

He also walked into the shade and stood beside me.

My heart is racing.

Next to me is the man my cousin likes.

This person also likes men.

My cousin is about to confess his love to him.

He said he didn't like my cousin's type of looks.

But you don't necessarily dislike my brother.

Although I think he should not like my cousin.

I don't know what Tang Cheng will tell him.

Does Tang Cheng want me to watch him confess?

Do I have to watch Fu Yixing answer him?

Oh how embarrassing.

"Are you thirsty?" I held the soda in front of Fu Yixing, "I have water."

Fuck, I sure as hell look stupid.

Why do you have nothing to say?

But I have stretched out my hand, so I can't retract it.

"What's wrong with you?" He asked, holding the cake box in his left hand, and took the Coke with his right hand.

"I'm 17 and a little nervous."

"No hand to open." He looked at me sideways, and I quickly unscrewed the bottle cap for him.

He raised his head and poured the drink down his throat. Through the body of the bottle, I saw bubbles floating up to the sloping liquid surface, making brown and white waves, which complemented the crimson wrapping paper, reflecting a wonderful summer phantom.

His Adam's apple moved as he swallowed.

Coke aesthetics.

Gulping, I secretly created a school for him in my heart.

"I'm almost eighteen, there's nothing to be nervous about."

Who the hell is nervous about the 17th birthday, I growled inside, I'll see what you do later.

At this time, my cell phone rang, and Tang Cheng called, saying that the arrangement is ready and let us go up.

The moment I opened the door, fireworks floated down from mid-air, dousing the debris on my head.

The colorful lights were not turned on in the private room, only a ceiling light glowing white was left, and the red heart-shaped balloon in mid-air was illuminated by the light, like a burning flame, and the words "Happy Birthday" made of ribbons were stuck on the wall. Play the simplest birthday song.

This scene is a bit gaudy, not a surprise, but it is really moving.

Tang Cheng jumped down from the sofa, shook his hand bell and shouted, "Happy birthday! Our Keke has also turned 17!"

Fu Yixing clapped his hands hard, which was rare.

For a moment, I didn't know how to react.

At the age of 16, I was still grieving the loss of a loved one.

At the age of 16, many things happened again, some good, some bad, some restrained, and some passionate.

But at this moment, the tears and laughter of the 16-year-old have become history, and the 16-year-old has passed.

I grew up a little more.

"WOW!" I put my arms around Tang Cheng's shoulders pretending to be surprised and happy, "It's great!"

"Let Brother Xing sing for you!"

"I don't sing very well." Fu Yixing smiled awkwardly.

When I was 17 years old, I discovered another imperfection in Fu Yixing. His singing is really terrible.

We ordered takeaway in the private room, and after cutting the cake, Tang Cheng ordered "Sunny Day".

He tapped the microphone lightly along with the melody, with his back to us.

"Once upon a time there was someone who loved you for a long time

But the wind is gradually blowing the distance so far

It's hard to love one more day

But at the end of the story you seem to say goodbye. "

The young man's soft voice does not have Jay Chou's yuppie temperament, it is trembling and has a unique charm.

This may be Tang Cheng's best song.

It may also be the one that he thinks is the most suitable after careful selection.

His admiration and helplessness were written into the song.

The music ended without warning, and I didn't know that the abrupt end was the ending until a new MV was cut into the TV.

He turned around and faced Fu Yixing.

"Brother Xing..."

The call echoed in the box.

Fu Yixing was a little surprised.

No matter how dull people are, they can perceive the emotion hidden in this call.

"I like you."

I had prepared my mental preparations, but his confession still set off a huge wave.

"It's not like between friends." After the silence, Tang Cheng added softly.

I went to the console by the door, turned off the music, and opened the heavy door of the booth.

I can't keep listening.

This is between the two of them.

That door blocked the sound from inside, and I heard the commotion in several private rooms in the corridor, some men were singing "I'll Love To Die", and some girls were shouting enthusiastically "The boundless end of the world is my love..."

This is a good place to vent your feelings.

I don't know if it will also be a good place to express feelings.

I went to the lobby to buy a bottle of carbonated drinks that Tangcheng likes.

But the prices here are ridiculously high.

Canned Coca-Cola sold for 15 yuan.

So I took the elevator downstairs, stepped out of this KTV, and ordered a cup of full-sugar milk three brothers in coco across the road.

Really sweet.

I hope Fu Yixing sees Tang Cheng's sweetness.

On second thought, he might understand Tang Tiantian better than me.

I couldn't help sighing.

If Tang Cheng hadn't encountered so many obstacles, and after understanding his own intentions, he would go after them with all his strength, and today's confession might be their starting point.

Fu Yixing deserves to be loved, and Tang Cheng is not what he thinks, unworthy of standing by his side.

I'm such a clueless person.

Obviously I have been telling Tang Cheng that you shouldn't do this.

In the end it was also my hope that the last frontier might come true.

Fu Yixing has endured too many things that he shouldn't have to bear. There should be a boy who loves him.

I drank the whole glass of milk, tore off the lid and poured the pearls and pudding from the bottom into my mouth.

It's been over an hour.

I watched the door of KTV through the glass, none of them came out.

My cell phone didn't move at all.

Seriously, even if the two of them had to do something, it would be over in an hour.

I bought another glass of milk and told the waiter to put more sugar.

I stood at the door of the box, but still couldn't hear the movement inside.

When I opened the door, Tang Cheng gave me a blank look, and then his eyes immediately turned red, feeling aggrieved.

I'm pretty sure he didn't start to cry until he saw me.

Fu Yixing sat next to him.

I was stunned at the door, not knowing whether to walk in or close the door for them.

"I bought milk for you, put extra sugar, and drink it while it's cold. It's still cold." I stuffed the milk into his arms, and at that moment, Tang Cheng's tears fell.

He wiped away his tears indiscriminately, and returned the milk to me, "I'm going home first... This private room doesn't expire until eight o'clock in the evening... Don't waste it"