Yi Xing

"What did you tell him? Why did you make him cry?"

Fu Yixing remained silent.

After a long time, he looked at me and asked word by word: "You always knew?"

He was not in a good mood, which made me a little scared.

I poked open the milk I bought for Tang Cheng again, and took a deep breath.

Today's sugar intake must exceed the standard.

But life is too hard.

"Well, I always knew."

"Then GV, did you watch it with him?"

"Ah."

"So you ask me if I like boys like Tangcheng?"

"Ah."

"You know he's going to confess his love to me today?"

"Ah."

"You're not nervous about your birthday at all."

"sorry."

I don't feel guilty in my heart, but I still apologize to Fu Yixing for the lies I have been lying all along.

Fu Yixing stood up with his arms folded and looked down at me condescendingly, "Don't you feel anything? Do you know..."

He didn't finish speaking and stopped.

"what do you know?"

"It's nothing."

I find it inexplicable that he obviously has something to say, but he doesn't say it anymore.

always like this.

He frowned, took a deep breath, and continued to interrogate me: "Why didn't you stop him?"

"Why should I stop him?" When I said this, there was already a flame in my heart.

Who the hell would want to be sandwiched between two people?

I've already had a glass of such sweet milk. Why do I have to drink another glass?

Why doesn't Tangcheng want this cup of milk, the three brothers?

How can such a good birthday be celebrated like this.

"I said I don't like him, you know I don't like him!" His voice was harsh, obviously blaming him.

Fu Fu never talked to me like that.

"But he likes you! Why can't he say he likes you? Why are you angry with me here? Tang Cheng is my brother. You made him cry and you made him sad. Why do you still question me?"

Fu Yixing sat down on the sofa and stopped talking.

I sucked the milk down to the bottom in one breath, and felt uncomfortable, so I sucked the cup so hard that it shrunk into a strip.

In the whole space, only straws are artificial.

Fu Yixing pressed his temples and said wearily, "I'm sorry, I shouldn't be angry with you."

My heart suddenly softened.

Tang Cheng said sorry to me.

Fu Yixing also said sorry to me.

Whose fault is it that the relationship between the two parties is not equal?

Why do you say sorry to me?

"What did you tell him?"

"How else can you say it? Don't you often say this kind of thing?"

"You just found out that he likes you today?" I threw the cup and the unfinished food into the trash can, feeling uncomfortable in my stomach.

Fu Yixing looked at me with resentful eyes, "I still thought he liked girls until yesterday."

Indeed, Fu Yixing didn't have a chance to see Tang Cheng's thoughts.

"Then what to do? What are you doing?"

He sighed, "The choice is his, I can only cooperate with him."

"Fu Fu, you are not gentle with Tang Cheng today." I rubbed my stomach slowly.

"Be gentle and leave him with thoughts? The longer this kind of thing drags on, the more it will hurt."

What he said made sense, but emotionally it was unacceptable.

I took off my shoes and stepped on the sofa, grabbed all the balloons in mid-air, and then brought the string to Fu Yixing's hand.

"Tang Cheng said, if you can't go back, you can't go back." I squatted on the sofa and looked at Fu Yixing, "He doesn't want to be friends with you anymore."

Fu Yixing didn't raise his hand at all, and had no intention of taking the balloon at all.

So I let go, and the red hearts circled upwards and hit the ceiling.

The entire box is reflected on the tin foil.

I raised my head, and saw myself in a haze, and Fu Yixing.

My eyes intertwine with his on the reflective balloon.

"I'm sorry, Fu Fu, I understand, feelings can't be forced."

I followed Fu Yixing and walked slowly towards the house.

Street trees block the scorching sun.

The sound of cicadas has been catalyzing the burning of the heat.

Every step I took, I could feel the cold milk sloshing in my stomach. Finally, I couldn't hold back and found a trash can to spit out the contents of my stomach.

Fu Yixing stroked my back slowly. He didn't think it tasted bad, but asked, "How much did you drink?"

I remembered what Tang Cheng said about my childhood.

After all, Fu Yixing is still a very gentle person.

His gentleness is easy to be bewitched.

He bought me wet tissues and mineral water, and watched me wipe and rinse my mouth.

"Do you know why Tang Cheng likes you? Many years ago, you were like this, cleaning up his vomit."

Fu Yixing frowned and said, "If there is such a thing, it is polite."

I laughed, "Is it polite now?"

"Different."

"I can't even drink what Tang Cheng likes to drink. I don't like to drink soda, and I can't drink such sweet milk. I want to understand him, but I obviously can't understand him. I have persuaded him countless times, I Say you can’t like men, oh, there is no discrimination, but he can like girls, uncle and aunt don’t want him to like boys, don’t want him to like you, I stop him, but do you know how sad he is , so my heart softened, I want to understand him...I also want to understand you...but this is your business, it should not be resolved by me. And he said this is the last time, I thought he was already mentally prepared. You are all important to me, I don't want to look at you, become strangers, and he is going abroad, I don't want him to have regrets. But I don't know what you should do. You are right, the choice is there Tang Cheng's hands. But you can't let him choose, he is not mature enough."

Fu Yixing looked at me quietly, and then said, "I told him that I have someone I like."

For a moment the world seemed to stand still.

My stomach acid boils in my esophagus.

The heat outside burned my exposed skin.

A little out of breath.

It turned out that Tang Cheng's guess was right.

I never seriously thought about the possibility of who Fu Yixing fell in love with.

After Fu Yixing denied liking Tangcheng, I acquiesced that there was no such person.

I blinked, trying to get the world to work again.

"really?"

He nodded slightly, and then said, "But he doesn't seem to like me."

I raised my hand and patted his shoulder, "It's okay."

He bent his lips, "It's really all right."

Tang Cheng moved back to his bedroom after that day and refused to talk to me.

Refuse all communication.

He brought forward the date of flying to the United States.

I packed my luggage before August even arrived.

My uncle and I sent them to the airport, and my uncle said, "Shouldn't you two solve your problems? The Cold War in the Pacific hurts feelings."

I glanced at Tang Cheng, and dragged him to sit down at the KFC at the airport.

"I know you don't plan to talk to Fu Yixing anymore, but he and I are classmates and will be roommates in the future. I can't break friendship with him for you."

Tang Cheng snorted coldly, turned his head away, and didn't even look at me.

"If you stop you from liking him before you get angry with me, then I apologize to you, I'm sorry."

He still ignores me.

I decided to use Huairou policy.

"Brother Tang Cheng, are you really not talking to me? We won't be able to see each other for half a year. Will you miss me? I will definitely miss you."

He turned his head to me, lowered his eyes and whispered, "I will miss you."

I touched his hand, "Can you tell me why you are angry?"

"I'm not mad at you, it's none of your business."

"But you ignore me."

"It really has nothing to do with you."

I sighed, took out my phone, and turned on the world clock, "It's late at night there, and it's morning here. I will always check your place when I check the time. I hope you can remember to send me WeChat. There may not be many in the third year of high school." Time to chat with you, but I will definitely be free on weekends. You will have a lot of discomfort when you first arrive there. If there is no one to communicate with, you can come to me. I will be on vacation until mid-August. Give me a message when you get off the plane Any news, call me."

Tang Cheng's eyes were full of water, he threw himself into my arms and began to cry.

Crying and hiccupping.

I patted him on the back, trying to make my voice sound gentle: "Brother, you can't always cry outside."

I pulled out a napkin and let him blow his nose. "You can't learn to be bad, you know."

He nodded his head once and for all, tears still streaming down his face.

"Keke...I'm sorry...I'm too selfish..."

I don't understand how he is sorry for me.

"You're fine."

"I'll ask my mother to buy you more clothes and shoes. Whatever you want, I'll buy it for you wherever I go."

"I just want you to be well. Don't cry, okay?"

He wiped his face and looked at me seriously with his red eyes, "Keke, I love you very much, and my parents also love you very much, besides us, there are many people who like you very much, very much You, you should be with someone who likes you, someone who can treat you well, whether it is a boy or a child, and he can lead you to a happy life. So if someone confesses to you in the future, you must Think about it and don't worry about it."

"No worries, don't worry."

He cried again, "You don't understand what I'm talking about..."

"Are you worried about my side?"

"No... hiccup... yes..."

The broadcast prompts that the check-in for international flights has started.

I wiped the tears off Tang Cheng's face with a napkin, "The inspection is over, let's go, talk to your father again."

Tang Cheng's facial features were tangled together, I put the peaked cap on his head, raised my phone and took a selfie of us together, and sent it to Tang Cheng's WeChat.

"I'm so ugly." Tang Cheng poked open the photo as he walked.

"Then send me a nice picture of you."

"Reconciled?" Uncle smiled with relief in his eyes, "It must be Tang Cheng's fault, right?"

Tang Cheng sniffed his nose and lowered his head.

At the final farewell, Tang Cheng was tearful again.

I also feel sad looking at it.

In the future, Tang Cheng and I will be at both ends of the ocean.

We are two small dots with fixed relative positions on the same non-stop rotating star.

I feel helpless about parting.

I can only wish him the best of luck.

I also hope that I can be strong enough not to let parting happen again.

Or, you can have capital across thousands of mountains and rivers.