Yi Xing

When Fu Yixing saw the gauze in my hand, he immediately asked me how I got it.

I didn't want to hide it from him, and I knew I couldn't hide it from him, so I said, "You'll find out after a while."

"Can you still ride the bike? Can you hold the handlebar?" He originally wanted to raise my hand to see, but he retracted it for some reason.

I pretended to be aggrieved and raised my hand in front of his eyes, "Fu Fu, it hurts so much!"

Fu Yixing finally held my hand gently, and I had to act like a baby at him, "You brag to me."

He looked up at me, and I smiled at him, "Are you okay?"

He finally lowered his head, pursed his lips and let out two breaths of cool air.

The gauze made my skin less sensitive, and the wind seemed to be there, but it touched my heartstrings little by little.

The clouds in the sky are very strange in shape, without edges and corners, just like the ones in children's paintings, they look very cute.

The sky is very blue.

On a sunny spring day, I received the first criticism in my life.

"Yesterday afternoon, Ren Ke, a student from Class [-], Class [-], and Chen Kai, a student from Class [-], Class [-], had a physical conflict in the classroom of Class [-], Class [-]. Ren Ke caused Chen Kai's teeth to fall out, the corners of his eyes to bleed, a rib to break, and multiple soft tissue bruises. , after the mediation of both parents and class teachers, Ren Ke compensated Chen Kai for all medical expenses and nutrition expenses. Ren Ke’s violent behavior seriously violated the management system of Hua’an High School and caused a bad influence on the campus. In order to strictly enforce school discipline and prevent similar When the incident happened, the school decided to report and criticize Ren Ke and Chen Kai's fighting behavior, which is a big mistake for Ren Ke."

The principal stood on the rostrum and read my punishment to the manuscript. Our class was on the edge of the playground, so I couldn't hear the sound of the radio clearly. I squinted my eyes and tilted my head to listen carefully to this rare criticism.

The principal said my name six times in the few short words just now. Although it was my own name, it still sounded strange to me when someone suddenly repeated it like that.

"Students, I am very opposed to violence... If there are conflicts that are difficult to mediate between students, you should think of..."

I didn't listen to what the old voice was telling me later, because Lu Yuanyuan kept calling me in a low voice from the back of the line, separated by several people.

"Keke, hey, keke, keke keke..."

I turned my head and gave him a "shh", I don't want to be pointed out and criticized for being undisciplined at this time.

Gu Yang stood in front of me, he turned sideways and asked softly, "Why didn't you call us?"

"Are you called to get a major demerit together? It's not good for several people to beat one person."

He couldn't help laughing, "You alone are as powerful as me and Yuanyuan two."

"Thank you for the compliment."

"How did you fight?"

"How else can I fight, hand-to-hand combat, my hands are still hurting now."

"Hahaha I also said what's the matter with your hand, no wonder I see that many people are avoiding you today."

I frowned, "Is there really someone avoiding me?"

"Yeah, I'm still surprised."

I sighed, the ending music started, and Lu Jiao rushed up and grabbed my shoulders, "Keke, I adore you so much!"

I frowned seriously, "Don't mess around with personality cults, and don't learn from me."

"Hahahahaha, let me draw a banner for you, Ren Ke, Class Nine, people don't talk too much, if you don't accept it, you just do it! Hey, hey, is Chen Kai in the hospital today? Let's go see him after school!"

Fu Yixing retreated to us without making a sound, with an uneasy expression on his face, and he and Gu Yang walked quickly away knowingly.

"Ke Ke." Fu Fu called me, "Is it worth it?"

Both sides of me were full of voices, people coming and going, Fu Yixing was beside me, walking slowly with me.

I only realized it after beating Chen Kai.

Some people fell apart as they walked because they didn't try to get closer to each other.

I can't let Fu Yixing always be like this and bear it silently.

Didn't I consider the consequences when I made the move?I thought about it.

From the moment he kicked over Chen Kai's table, no, it may have been earlier, when he heard Chen Kai's words in the toilet, or even watched Fu Fu rushing into the rain from the moment of his back, there is no such thing in this world. What is worth and what is not worth it.

"Where is it not worth it?"

"This big mistake will always be in your file." Fu Yixing separated me from the crowd, and kept a distance from me, carefully avoiding my hand.

I raised my head and smiled at him, "How can our Fu Fu be bullied by such people, I can't bear it."

He looked at me with light in his eyes and me.

In April in the world, it is clear that the fragrance is not over, and it is in full bloom everywhere.

Originally, I thought that the grievances between Fu Yixing and Chen Kai, or between me and Chen Kai, had almost come to an end.

But Zhang Miaomiao refused.

The girl was stubborn and couldn't pull back even a few cows.

During lunch break, she locked the class door.

Zhang Miaomiao said on the podium: "Students, I think Ren Ke beat Chen Kai, and Chen Kai wrote an anonymous letter to slander Fu Yixing. These are two different things. They should be dealt with separately. If it is said that Ren Ke will be punished for beating Chen Kai Remember the big mistake, then Chen Kai's slander of Fu Yixing should also be dealt with. We can't forget that a person was also a perpetrator just because he was a victim."

Gu Yang raised his hand, "I second!"

I tugged at his arm: "Why are you seconding, this matter is over."

"Zhang Miaomiao is right. You hit him to vent your anger, but you don't represent justice." He looked at me seriously, "Don't you want to cancel the punishment?"

No one wants to have a black history recorded in the file.

But I really didn't think about the possibility of getting the school to erase this sum.

"Then what does she want? Do you know the inside story?"

"you guess."

I don't know what they're doing together.

I turned my head to see if Fu Yixing knew about it, but he shrugged at me.

Zhang Miaomiao said: "In my own name, I wrote a petition asking the school to deal with Chen Kai, because Chen Kai also caused a very bad influence among the students. He first affected Fu Yixing's reputation, and then affected After mentioning his study, I also mentioned that Chen Kai came to our class to curse Fu Yixing." She waved the paper in her hand, and then said: "Ren Ke beat Chen Kai because he couldn't bear Chen Kai's actions. Behavioral violence is a kind of violence, so isn’t verbal violence a kind of violence? Because of his letter, how many uninformed people would think that Fu Yixing is such a person who corrupts the school’s ethos? Chen Kai’s body Getting hurt is a kind of harm, but Fu Yixing's being hurt is not a kind of harm?"

I heard a parallel sentence pattern, and I was a little suspicious that what Zhang Miaomiao said was not an impromptu speech, but a draft written in advance.

"I am a soft-spoken person. Maybe the school leaders will not read my petition, so I hope that students who are as disgusted with Chen Kai's actions as I am can come forward and sign their names, demanding that the school reopen the petition. To deal with that report letter, we must either give Chen Kai a demerit and let him restore Fu Yixing's reputation, or let the school erase Ren Ke's serious fault. Of course, the best state is that Chen Kai can be punished, and Ren Ke can also be punished. Not to be remembered."

"Writing this petition means that I am willing to take risks and responsibilities. Just like Ren Ke went to beat Chen Kai, he is also willing to bear the consequences of being demerited, so my letter only represents me. In the future, the school will find me. If you want to punish me, I will accept it, but I will fight this matter to the end, so I hope everyone will think about it carefully, whether they are willing to seek a fair result for Mr. Fu and Ren Ke."

Lu Jiao rushed up to the podium and waved his hand smartly. I didn't see what he wrote, but I can imagine that what he wrote should be quite big.

"Yu Yao is also your babysitter?"

Gu Yang shook his head, "He's too unreliable, I didn't recruit him into the group."

This matter is not big or small.

The school did not handle the report letter well.

But mobilizing people to rebel and disagreeing with them in your heart are two completely different things.

"I don't think there is any need to make such a big fuss, what if you are all punished?"

"Keke, you can bear a punishment for Fu Yixing willingly, why can't we? If you can stand up, so can we."

I pressed the cap of the ballpoint pen a few times and sighed, "It's not impossible, it's unnecessary."

He patted me on the back, "At this age, you should do something brave and passionate. When you are 30 and 40 years old, when you are bullied by the leaders and dare not speak up, you will remember what happened now, Feel worthy of this life, don’t you?”

Shan Yuhan also stepped onto the podium.

I rested my chin and silently sighed in my heart, beautiful girls don't always have a good skin.

Lu Jiao let out a "Fuck!" on the seat, and then started poking my back crazily.

I turned around and said, "I feel like I like her more."

Young love is not always unreasonable, it can be as violent as a gust of wind, but long-term love is always based on the unique beauty of the loved one, and this beauty is not just superficial.

Just like Lu Diandi likes Shan Yuhan.

Tang Cheng likes Fu Yixing.

I said to Gu Yang: "I don't want to oppose your actions now, but why let a girl lead this matter? Wouldn't it be better for you to do it?"

"I said I'll do it. Zhang Miaomiao said that I have a good relationship with you, so it doesn't show how annoying what Chen Kai did. She said that it would be better if a pure bystander speaks out."

Cheng Hang walked up.

Class monitor Liu Chutian also went up.

Later, almost all the students in the class signed the petition, which almost meant that, except me and Fu Yixing, everyone was willing to defend Fu Yixing and me.

When school was over, I pushed my car and walked side by side with Fu Yixing. The school was still very romantic at dusk, and the bell and the school song echoed together.

This slow and long melody is as old as Hua'an, born in the 80s.

I remember its last sentence is "Thinking like a tide, Qi like a rainbow, always be the hero of the South."

Hua'an is located in the center of Tongcheng. This city, this place, has experienced catastrophe and been baptized by the flames of war, but Tongcheng still retains its style. The ancient city wall still guards the century-old prosperity of the old city. As he sang, he will always be the hero of Nan Guo.

I firmly believe, because there are such a group of people around me.

I am very fortunate that Class [-] and I, and Class [-] and I, share weal and woe.

"Fu Fu, you asked me if I was worth it." I looked at him with a smile, "Do you think they are worth it now?"

He laughed too, without answering.

Everyone has a scale in their hearts.

It's worth it if you think it's worth it.

Boss Xie was not optimistic about this matter at first, but he didn't stop him. He just sighed and let Zhang Miaomiao go to drop the petition into the principal's mailbox.

Waiting is also a grinding taste.

Boss Xie said that the school held many meetings for you, because Huaan has always resisted violence, and Ren Ke did send Chen Kai to the hospital. Canceling this punishment is challenging the school rules that have lasted for many years. The teachers didn't know if an apology would break his heart.The school also has a school position, because the school is not only a place to teach, but also has the responsibility of educating people.

There are also students in other classes, such as students in Class Seven, who think that we are trying to drive Chen Kai to a dead end.

What is a dead end?

I don't necessarily want to revoke that punishment, at most Chen Kai will be recorded as a major demerit like me.

Just like the choice I gave him before I beat him, apologize or get beaten.

From beginning to end, what I did and what we did was just to make him say sorry.

Fu Yixing gave Chen Kai unlimited tolerance, so why couldn't Chen Kai apologize to Fu Yixing?

I asked Fu Yi to climb the mountain. When we reached the top of the mountain, both his clothes and I were soaked, and the mountain wind passed through our chests. Right now was the city of Tongcheng with many tall buildings, and farther away was the turbid and wide river. It's not as beautiful as any other place, and it's not as grand as Manhattan, but I know that I have infinite love in my heart.

Tongcheng nurtured me, but also brought me pain.

Such complex emotions made me long to leave countless times, but I wanted to stay here more than any child who grew up here.

I stood on the mountain, quietly enjoying the whistling wind, and felt that my thoughts were clear and transparent.

The corners of my clothes were flying, and in the wind, I still couldn't calm down my fast heartbeat, and I was still panting heavily, but I wanted to tell Fu Yixing everything I should say to Fu Yixing right away, right away, in the next second.

I stared at him and said: "Fu Fu, when you are sad in the future, don't hold back alone. When you come out, and when you are in a competition, it is really worrying to have no news. I hope you You can talk to me when you are unhappy or not going well. Although what I say may not make you happy, you can also say, you can tell me that you don’t want to hear such words. I can accompany you. I I don't want to be the one who makes you sad."

Beads of sweat still hung on his forehead, and his chest heaved violently.

There was surprise, touch, and complex emotions in his eyes that I couldn't understand.

He said yes.

Later, Chen Kai was still unwilling to apologize, so the school canceled my punishment.

He still came to school on his own to attend classes. When he saw Fu Yixing and me, he would pretend not to see him most of the time. He still often went to the office to ask the teacher questions. There were also some people, like that boy, who knew what he had done but still Choose to be with him.

I don't know what kind of person he will become in the future.

No matter what happened to him, the school, Fu Yixing, and some of his other classmates had cared for him immensely.

I think the school has done its best.