The Temptation of Reborn Pinru

Lying on the bed and crying uncontrollably, the room slowly quieted down after hanging up the phone for a long time.She always thought Ellie was perverted and withdrawn, but she never thought that Ellie walked such a long way in the dark alone.Is it because she gave Ellie too little sense of security, so that person will always worry about gain and loss, anxiety and depression.Ellie is a sensitive person, Lin Pinru really can't imagine how much harm she has brought to Ellie by her casual words and careless things.

She wanted to go to Ellie's side now, and then held her hand tightly and said, "Don't be afraid, no matter what mountains and rivers, wind and rain, gods and ghosts, I will be with you in the future." Face it." She wanted to go to Ellie right away and tell her that she loved her and that she could accept everything about Ellie, whether it was good or bad, that she had made a mistake and now regretted it too much.

It turned out that Lin Pinru always suspected that Ellie's love for her was not determined, but she didn't know that the person just didn't want to let herself know.I'm afraid there will never be someone who loves me like this again. Once I miss it, it will be an eternal regret.It turns out that I often hear people say that people are creatures full of enthusiasm, love this one today, love that another tomorrow, and after breaking up with a lover, after a short period of grief, they can find another one again. No separation, repeating the cycle.

When Lin Pinru heard these words for the first time, she felt that they made sense. She saw friends and colleagues around her struggling in love, liking the new and loathing the old, and falling in love with each other, especially at this age, people are stressed and like to pursue excitement.Now Lin Pinru understands that the so-called being able to find the next one after breaking up is just not deep enough in love.Nearly a year has passed, and during this year, she was in a daze, like a walking corpse. After much deliberation, she couldn't forget her old love.

Many things in the world are said to be disappointing, but in the end it is just not enough love.Lin Pinru had a nightmare that night, broke out in a cold sweat, and cried bitterly for a while, and couldn't get up the next morning.Yang Xueqing called her many times and she didn't answer, she just laid her body on the bed, her head was dizzy and swollen, she closed her eyes and fell asleep again.

Waking up again was awakened by the sound of the door opening, Lin Pinru opened her eyes slightly and watched Yang Xueqing, who was wrapped like a rice dumpling, come in from outside.Yang Xueqing sat down beside her bed, then reached out to touch her forehead, and sighed.Lin Pinru opened his mouth, but his throat was dry and he couldn't speak.So Yang Xueqing quickly poured her a cup of hot water, and then dipped her fingers in some water and wiped it on her dry lips. "Have a good rest and stop talking. I'll go buy you some medicine."

Yang Xueqing bought porridge and cold medicine and fed them to Lin Pinru, then helped Lin Pinru to lie down and twisted the quilt for her.After taking the cold medicine, she became more and more groggy, Lin Pinru's squinted eyes slowly closed, Yang Xueqing was relieved, took off her shoes, went to bed and lay down beside Lin Pinru.She reached out and grabbed Lin Pinru's hand, holding it tightly.And the person in the dream seemed to feel uncomfortable, so he pulled his hand out again.Yang Xueqing smiled wryly, and tightly hugged Lin Pinru's body from behind.

"You, you, it's really worrying." Yang Xueqing said to herself, and grabbed Lin Pinru's hand again.She always felt that she couldn't hold it, and she would lose it if she let go.Then he rested his head gently on the back of Lin Pinru's neck, and slowly fell asleep.

It was already four o'clock when I woke up in the afternoon, probably because I had eaten something and took cold medicine. Lin Pinru felt that her symptoms had eased a lot, and she felt refreshed after waking up. status has completely disappeared.She looked at the hand holding her on her lower abdomen, and suddenly felt a little sad for Yang Xueqing.She gently took that hand away, turned her head to find that Yang Xueqing had woken up, and was looking at herself quietly with her eyes open.

Lin Pinru reached out to touch Yang Xueqing's hair, and met her eyes.Her movements were like stroking some small animal, Yang Xueqing smiled at Lin Pinru, then grabbed Lin Pinru's hand and gently pressed it to her face.The touch from Yang Xueqing's delicate skin and the slight fluff on her face was transmitted to her numb arms through her fingertips. Lin Pinru stretched out her hand to describe Yang Xueqing's facial features little by little. She is naturally beautiful and icing on the cake. She is as beautiful as a fairy in the world, probably in troubled times It has come from a long history.

So is he her doom?Thinking of this, Lin Pinru frowned, then withdrew her hand and looked into Yang Xueqing's eyes quietly.She never thought that she would have such an encounter, and she didn't know why Yang Xueqing fell in love with her.During the year they spent together, because she was immersed in her own sad world, she rarely paid attention to the feelings of the people around her, nor did she reflect on how much Yang Xueqing, her lover, had been neglected by her in this year .

It's just that emotional matters can't be settled after all, and I have to live up to the other party's painstaking efforts.The heating in the room was smoky, and the two of them remained silent, fearing that they could hear the sound of a needle falling to the ground.Lin Pinru sighed, and finally opened his mouth.

"Yang Xueqing, let's break up." Lin Pinru lowered her eyes, not daring to look at the disappointed look on the other side.Perhaps the words came too suddenly, Yang Xueqing didn't have time to react to her words, she just looked at her with wide eyes, without saying a word.Lin Pinru continued on her own, "You know I have someone I love, I...I can't keep delaying you."

Yang Xueqing, who had been silent for a long time, finally spoke. She looked at Lin Pinru with calm eyes, and asked, "Are you going back to that person?" Lin Pinru nodded, and then Yang Xueqing in front of her turned her back to face she. "Then get out, just treat it as me being blind and loving the wrong person, and don't say anything to me about delays or delays, and don't make me look down on you too much."

Yang Xueqing's voice sounded flat, but where Lin Pinru couldn't see, her eyes were empty and tears were falling down one by one.She thought she could make do with it, but she was still defeated.A year has passed, and she thought that Lin Pinru was about to let go of Ellie countless times, and she thought that time would take away everything.

But that was just what she thought.

Closing her eyes, the lingering days and nights of the two of them came to mind, and all her longing and struggles turned into a wisp of smoke.There are still Lin Pinru's teeth marks on her shoulders. At that time, Lin Pinru just broke up and bit her after drinking and crying, dripping with blood.Anyway, something was left.But after that, Lin Pinru never cried again. She looked very calm, as if she had completely walked out of the shadow of a broken relationship, greeted her colleagues with a smile, went to and from get off work as usual, and took her to the clouds gently and warmly.

She didn't say it, but has she ever forgotten Ellie in her heart?It's hard to understand.It turned out that when she first met Lin Pinru, she was only moved by the other person's beauty. From wanting to get the other person's body to wanting to get the other person's heart, she was guided step by step into the abyss by her own sensibility.At that time, you shouldn't be too serious about your relationship, so that you won't be too heartbroken today.

Yang Xueqing wiped the tears from her face, then got out of bed, rummaged through the clothes, jewelry, and cosmetics she had given to Lin Pinru, and opened the window to face the cold wind blowing on her face. Throw it down.From the beginning to the end, Lin Pinru just watched everything happen silently, without saying a word.She was a little worried that Yang Xueqing's thin body would not be able to blow the wind, so she silently picked up the thick blanket on the bed and draped it over Yang Xueqing's body from behind.

The warm blanket still carried that person's temperature, only at this time did Yang Xueqing feel the cold.She turned around and took a deep look at Lin Pinru, then squatted down and picked up all the clothes on the ground and threw them down.Yang Xueqing closed the window, threw the blanket off her body and threw it on the sofa beside her. Her eyes were a little red from crying, but her eyes were indeed firm and sharp.

"Lin Pinru, this is what you owe me, you should pay me back." Yang Xueqing walked in front of Lin Pinru, pushed aside the nightgown on the shoulder of the woman in front of her with her hands, and then bit the bare and white shoulder hard. Go down until the blood drips.Because of the pain, Lin Pinru frowned, but she still didn't make any sound. She felt her warm blood meandering from her shoulder to her arm, and she also felt Yang Xueqing's cold tears falling on her shoulder. .

Yang Xueqing took a step back, her eyes were full of tears, and the blood from Lin Pinru's shoulder was still stained on her lips.Lin Pinru looked at Yang Xueqing with a painful expression, and said, "How can I pay back what I owe you?" Yang Xueqing shook her head slightly after hearing this, then walked up to Lin Pinru again, and hugged her tenderly.Lin Pinru heard Yang Xueqing's crying voice in her ear, and she said, "I owe you this, and I should pay you back. Now that we are settled, no one owes anyone else."

After speaking, Yang Xueqing pushed her away, and when Lin Pinru went to look at her again, that person's expression was already normal.Yang Xueqing didn't pay attention to Lin Pinru who stood there blankly with half of her bloody shoulders exposed, but went to the bathroom to wash her face.When she came out, Lin Pinru was still standing there, the strange feeling of indifference and gentleness on her body remained unchanged.Yang Xueqing took out her phone and deleted Lin Pinru's phone number on it, then picked up Lin Pinru's phone by the bedside, and deleted her own phone number.

"From now on, we have nothing to do with each other. Don't say anything about being friends, I can't be friends with you. As for the issue of contract termination, I will let my assistant and lawyer talk to you." Yang Xueqing reintroduced herself After wrapping it tightly, she walked to the door and turned to Lin Pinru. She took one last look at this beautiful woman who brought her comfort, love, and pain.

"Don't be so gentle to others in the future." Yang Xueqing closed the door and went out after saying this.