The Temptation of Reborn Pinru

The weather is hot and the wind is warm. It is best to be an idler in such a season.

Today is a fine day, Lin Pinru took Ellie to see the Butterfly Exhibition Hall, she saw the woman lying in front of the thick transparent glass, staring blankly at the beautiful butterfly specimens inside, and then burst into tears Big tears fell from the empty eye sockets, and the tears quickly wet a small piece of the floor in front of her.

"Two ladies, please don't get too close to the exhibits." A staff member noticed Ellie's abnormal behavior and hurried forward to dissuade them.He was probably afraid that Ellie would be insane, and it would be bad if the exhibits were destroyed.

"Okay, we got it. I'm sorry, brother." Lin Pinru supported Ellie's precarious body, helped her slowly leave the transparent glass box, and sat down on the bench in the rest area.

"Ai Li, what's the matter? Why did you cry all of a sudden?" Lin Pinru took out a tissue from her handbag, and gently and meticulously wiped the teardrops from the corners of Ai Li's eyes.She hated seeing a woman shed tears the most, and her heart ached when she saw her.

Ellie opened her eyes wide and looked at Lin Pinru's tender eyes, only gazing at her own eyes. Feeling that the tears seemed to be getting more and more violent, the tissue handed to her by the other party was completely wet, and she simply lay on Lin Pinru's body and cried softly.

"Probably, it's the feeling that something hurts its own kind. Pinru, I always feel that these butterflies look like me." Ellie spoke intermittently in a trembling voice, raised her head and looked at Lin Pinru helplessly, her lips pale.

Yeah?Beautiful and desolate, with just a beautiful shell.Is this how Ellie sees herself?

Lin Pinru couldn't stop the pain in her heart, so she quickly hugged Ellie tightly in her arms, comforting her continuously, and letting the other's tears sway wantonly on her chest, which soon got wet.

"Ai Li, no. You are not the same as those butterfly specimens." Lin Pinru comforted her softly, holding her tightly in his arms so that the other party could listen to her heartbeat. "Don't think too much, okay?" she coaxed Ellie, resting her chin lightly on the top of her hair.

"Lin Pinru, I gradually lost even this bit of beauty. Did you still love me at that time? You were kicked out of the house by your parents because of me, you quit your job because of me, and you lost your friends because of me." , I hurt you." Ellie whimpered in her arms, what she said made Lin Pinru's heart ache beyond measure - when did he put so much pressure on her.

"Ai Li. It is precisely because I like you that Lin Pinru you see now." She stopped there, and her past and present lives are not worth mentioning.She held up the other person's face and gently wiped away her tears, and then found that the other person's emotions had calmed down inexplicably, but the shoulders were still shaking slightly, so Lin Pinru bent down and lowered her head to gently rub the other person's hair Print the next kiss.

"No, Ellie. I like you. It has nothing to do with what you become or whether people like you or not."

There are more words, but Lin Pinru doesn't want to say any more.Speaking too much language will always lose its power, Lin Pinru thinks that time will give Ellie the answer one day.She lowered her head to look at the gleaming platinum rings on the hands they were clasping, and the smile on her lips deepened unconsciously.Their visas will be completed next month, and her promise to Ellie has come to fruition.

Although Ellie still has to take some messy pills every day, Lin Pinru believes that one day Ellie will gradually get better. At that time, they will hold hands and go out for a walk with the dog, or sunbathe on the beach.She can watch boring soap operas with Ellie and wipe tears together, or she can soak in the bathtub and listen to music and fall asleep together.She thought that at that time she was no longer attractive to girls outside, Ellie would tell her proudly: There were so many people chasing me back then, I just made do with you.

Ellie did let her go, and I don't know where she got the blessing in her life.I still remember that at that time, she was very upset and trembling. When she went to see Ellie, she thought about it a lot, fearing that Ellie would be angry with her and would not see her, and that Ellie's heart would be ashamed and irreparable.At that time, she watched Ellie sitting on a chair and looking at the green trees outside the window through the transparent glass window, with a dull expression.She used to think that their story was over, but she regretted it, it should be continued.

When she came to Ellie, the change of light caught the attention of the woman who had been in a daze. Ellie raised her head and looked at her, probably wondering if it was a dream. Ellie reached out and gently touched her. Body, touched and quickly retracted his hand.Then he turned his head and cried, calling Lin Pinru a bastard while crying.

Lin Pinru stood by and listened to Ellie crying and scolding her. She thought she should drink some water after crying so much. She turned around and wanted to pour Ellie a glass of water, but was grabbed by someone behind her. Hugging tightly, Ellie's face was pressed against her back, and the words that came out of her mouth were confused because of nervousness: "You still want to go! I'm you go, don't come to see me, bastard!" Finished Ellie let go of her, and then gently pushed Lin Pinru as if she was angry.

Where Lin Pinru was willing to leave, she turned around and hugged Ai Li, muttering in her mouth: "No, I will never go again." Ai Li obediently let Lin Pinru hold her, and the two of them were silent for a long time.Ellie asked sullenly in Lin Pinru's arms: "Why do you come to me again? Aren't all the women who like you out there better than me? Why do you come to me?"

"In my heart, no one is better than you." Lin Pinru sighed, her voice was deep, gentle and firm.Ellie didn't believe it, she bit her lower lip and said that those were all deceitful sweet words, that the women outside were all gentler and considerate than her, well-educated, young and beautiful, with big breasts and thin waist, Lin Pinru played with her feelings She gave up and said nothing, and now she is going to lie to her again.

Lin Pinru turned Ellie's body so that she had to look directly into her eyes.She looked at the woman in front of her, her cheeks were sunken because of her thinness, she looked a bit old indeed.Beauty is always fleeting. If it was just for this appearance, Lin Pinru would not have been angry with Ellie for so many years.Ellie once told Song Shiying that she was a sensitive and calculating person since she was a child.

At that time, her own parents passed away, and she had to live with others.The elder brother is the son of the family, so he is naturally the most favored.My sister is a gentle, tolerant and kind person, and she listens to teachers and parents very much, so everyone likes her very much.She is small-minded, and always feels that her parents' love for her is incidental.Later, she fell in love with her elder sister, but her elder sister was always surrounded by a bunch of boys. She watched her elder sister chatting and laughing with those boys, and felt that her elder sister's love for her was incidental.

Because the family is poor, her biological parents have passed away, and Lin's father and Lin's mother naturally have no time to take care of them in order to support the family, so Ellie is always longing for love and longing for a coquettish and willful partner.The elder sister is soft-tempered, so she lost her temper with her elder sister willfully and snatched away the boys around her one by one, so that her elder sister only had herself in her eyes.

Lin Pinru was somewhat dull by nature, she had never experienced the death of her parents, so she was naturally not that sensitive.Those insignificant things in her eyes, in Ellie's eyes, were the big things that caused her various negative emotions.Ellie is fragile, sensitive, and insecure. She is always struggling with bottomless despair, so she is so worried about gains and losses, and is always afraid of Lin Pinru leaving her.

But she was very proud, she didn't want to show this kind of care, she was afraid that the more she showed that she cared, the easier it would be for Lin Pinru to let her down.Don't people in this world say that what is unavailable is the best.She never thought that Lin Pinru would really be willing to break up with her, even blocked her number, and never went back to their apartment since then.Ellie regretted it and wanted to redeem it, but seeing Lin Pinru and Yang Xueqing chatting and laughing as if nothing had happened, she finally chose to leave.

Returning to reality, Lin Pinru took Ellie's hand, then stared into her eyes seriously and said, "Ellie, come back with me." Ellie lowered her head to look at Lin Pinru's hand, and then gently broke away .She shook her head slowly at Lin Pinru, Lin Pinru thought it meant rejecting her, felt very sad, and took her hand back in embarrassment.

"Lin Pinru, if what you give me is the same as what you give to others, then I won't take it."

"Ellie, in my heart, you have never been different from other people."

With such a simple sentence, Ellie was with her again without hesitation.She doesn't want a love that is fussy, nor does she want a love that is so suitable. In fact, what you really want, you already have the answer in your heart.

Lin Pinru has been confused and doubted about her feelings many times after her rebirth, and has also wavered between Ai Li and Chen Jie.But she rejected the white rose first, and then the red rose, leaving only the thorny wild rose beside her.

But the thorns on Ellie's body gradually smoothed out for herself one by one.

Don't forget the original intention, only then will you always be.She has spent her life hand in hand with the woman she loves, and she is very satisfied and has no regrets.

There may only be one reason to be with the one you love.

That is, I love you, that's all.

But there are still 99 reasons behind, which may separate you.

Growing old together is like learning Buddhist scriptures from the west, without going through big winds and waves, and without going through ninety-nine and 81 difficulties.

How could it be so easy.

Temptation is always everywhere, and the reason why she is finally with Ellie is probably because that person loves herself too much.Ellie is like a hedgehog covered in thorns, but only reveals the softest belly to herself.And she is the one who knows that the other party is full of thorns, but still wants to hug the other party with all her strength.It's probably destined to be together by nature.