Institute diary

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I lifted his wet bangs and kissed his forehead.I've always been mild afterwards.Xu Qi was panting while sitting on my waist, and the liquid flowed down his chest and flowed on my leg in good time.

I looked at the already dark sky and followed his undulating back, "I have to work later. You pay attention alone." I laid him flat on the bed, got up and put on the medical clothes, and comforted him by the way He after the fact.

"Fu Yan," Xu Qi called my name behind his back before leaving, "Have I been forgiven?"

I looked at him for a long time.

Institute, operating room.

The lights in the operating room suddenly turned on and turned red. I prepared special surgical tools for dissection, and the staff were there to assist me in due course.

I looked at the numb face of the girl who had received anesthesia, and finally made the first cut.

The hours are long and irritating.

"Does her parents know?" I wiped the blood off the knife and asked the people standing next to me.

"Doctor Fu, as long as the dean tells you to work according to the procedures, he will take care of the rest." The staff member next to him wearing light pink rouge smiled professionally, his black eyes shining with the light of the operating room above his head.

I undress. "Push her away." I left the operating room silently, breathed heavily on the excessive disinfectant in the corridor, feeling tight in my chest.

The emergency bed was pushed out of the operating room, and the corner of the rolled up white cloth revealed Zheng's still-calm face. At this moment, I knew again that another child had been destroyed.

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"Doctor Fu, the water temperature has been adjusted." Li Na folded my medical gown and reminded me.

After finally cleaning up all the chores, the sky has changed into a new look.I went into the bathroom tiredly and turned on the shower drowsily.

The water clearly traced my bones, reminding me of Xu Qi's soft body.

I squatted on the floor and looked at the virtual image reflected in the scrubbed white marble—there was an eight-centimeter scar on my leg and knee.

That was when the patient was dissected before, because of the wrong dose of anesthetic, the patient who had a strong desire to survive woke up and was injured with a knife while struggling.

Xu Qi's legs are beautiful, without any scars.

Of course, his amber eyes are also beautiful.But my eyes, because of the gloomy rhythm and air of the research institute, were stained into ink gray.

Xu Qi and I are always different.This is the case now, and it was actually the same before.

And now I always feel that I am not a doctor at all, but an executioner.

"Executioner" picked up a white towel and wiped his body, lying on the bed.

It's ok.

Tomorrow, everything will be a thing of the past again.