Institute diary

I exhaled very lightly, until the water vapor exhaled from the glass melted before returning to the seat and leaning back, looking up at the soft-toned ceiling.

When Li Na heard my words, she seemed to smile and said, "It should have been like this a long time ago."

Since he couldn't save her, he should make a final decision and get rid of the nightmare.

"Doctor Fu Yan!" The office door was knocked twice, and the staff pushed the door open. "It's time for surgery."

I nodded, put on my white gloves and went in energetically, then came out exhausted.

Looking at all the patients being pushed out of the operating room, I didn't feel like taking off the gloves.

"Go to room 071 to see the 'new guy'." I want to see how this person who said he was sick is making a fuss now.

"Wait, doctor," the staff member called to stop me from behind, "There is another patient named... and patient No. 069 has not been dissected."

The staff paused, then changed their words.

"Change it to 09:30 in the evening." No matter how much I have something to do with Xu Qi, I can't let him go and operate on a dying person—even if it's an unhealthy child.

Walking in the corridor to room 071, I had some memories in my mind.

Although I don't know how he sees me now, at least the label "friend" must still be there, and it hasn't expired.

As soon as the door was opened, there was an unpleasant smell that could not dissipate. The sunlight had already turned black, and the room was oppressively dark, and the lights were not turned on.

I stepped into the empty darkness, and the shiny leather shoes faintly glowed and tapped.By the window sill in front of the hospital bed, a slender shadow huddled together.

"Xu Qi?"

"Ah, I know it's you." Xu Qi turned around lazily, stretched his body, and didn't even look at me, "I've had so many surgeries today, are you tired?"

"Generally, I'm not the only doctor." I replied subconsciously.

"That's right, as long as you are busy and not tired..."

"What are you worried about?" I closed the door and walked over, reaching out to pat him on the shoulder, "Go to bed and lie down, won't you pay attention to your body?"

Xu Qi looked up at me all of a sudden, and suddenly grinned, "I didn't expect you to care about me, it seems that today is not bad."

I clicked my tongue inwardly and walked over to sit on the soft white bed.The strong pungent alcohol and disinfectant made me feel uncomfortable.

Xu Qi sat down, his soft hair drooping, "Fu Yan, will the patients who come here not be able to leave in the future?"

"what?"

"Well... I mean, will everyone die because of the experiment in the future?"

experiment!When I heard the sensitive words, my eyes turned cold without accident, "Who told you?"

"Why are you nervous, Fu Yan?" Xu Qi raised the corners of his lips and looked at me, "Could it be that I'm right?"

I didn't speak, my dark eyes merged with the color of the room.

It must be Zheng Yiran.

Xu Qi sighed softly, stretched out his long arms to wrap around my thin shoulders, put his forehead under my chin, and rubbed against my clavicle with clear bones.

"Hey! I told you not to move your hands all the time... Get your hands away!" I shook off his hand, of course not because of my previous anger, but just because I was afraid of my body's reaction.

He picked it up again.

"Fu Yan, what is your original intention to become a doctor here?"

I look away.

Did Xu Qi really forget?

At the beginning, we said that we would work hard in the future and be a doctor who is beneficial to the people...

Damn it!

I reached out and grabbed his hair, lowered my head, and rubbed the tip of my nose against his face. I didn't continue, but let him go in a serious manner.

"Ah...why are you still so boring—" Xu Qi sighed softly, and pushed me, "Fu Yan."

I subconsciously turned my head to look at him, and saw him open his mouth and smile.

"Fu Yan," he knocked down on the bed all of a sudden, and the hard bed board made a dull sound of "bang--", "Come, lie down with me for a while."

I lay beside me silently, on the surface I was calm, but in fact my brain was running fast - it was all about the past, but every thing had Xu Qi's almost never-fading smile.

"Xu Qi, are you really suffering from double disease?" I felt my voice was sticky and hoarse.

"Otherwise? How do you think I was thrown here by my parents like trash?"

I opened my mouth to comfort him, but found that it was useless except to suck some dust.

"...Xu Qi." In the end, I could only call out my name, surrounded by quiet breathing, Xu Qi probably thought I was going to say something that would move him to tears.

Of course, this is not possible.

"I knew you would do this." Xu Qi said jokingly, twitching the corners of his mouth.

"Fu Yan."

"Fu Yan."

"Fu Yan..."

"What's wrong with you?" I turned to look at him, frowning, but not impatient.

"I just wanted to call out to you," Xu Qiyang laughed, "See if you...will return me a..."

"Shut up." I swung my palm over half of his face below the nose, turned over and crossed a small half circle, with my whole body on his waist, threatening him with weight, "immediately, shut up."

He tilted his head, "Sure enough - no..."

He stopped before he finished speaking, not because he didn't dare to say any more, but because I kissed him.

I leaned down, kissed him hard, sucked his lips, sucked his mouth, and locked his tongue in my mouth.

***

I knew why that unexpected thing happened at the time.

I have never lacked personal affection for Xu Qi. Even after spending a few years in the research institute, this kind of crazy idea is still hot-wanting to swallow him up.

But at that time, besides that, I wanted to cure him quickly.Faster, then faster.