my love letter is always guilty

June 6, Huang Lihua's birthday.

She has never officially celebrated a birthday. The first time she ate a birthday cake in her life was the birthday banquet of the grandfather next door when she was a child. The grandma of the family gave her a small piece. She tasted it and was amazed by the sweet taste. She was even reluctant to finish it, leaving half of it, and waited until the next day, because there was no refrigerator, the taste of the cake changed, but Huang Lihua was reluctant to throw it away, so she ate it anyway. Even though she had diarrhea all day, she still couldn't forget the taste.

At that time, she was 12 years old.

The first birthday cake I owned was at the age of 15. Huang Lihua bought a cake for herself on her birthday with the pocket money she usually saved. It cost 38 yuan and was a 6-inch cake. "Happy Birthday to Huang Lihua".

Just like that, Huang Lihua buys herself a 6-inch cake for her birthday every year. When Huang Jing is in a good mood, she will give her a little money, or take her to a small restaurant for a meal, but Huang Jing drinks twice. After drinking, she would beat her up when she got home. From then on, she never mentioned birthday, even Huang Bing's birthday, because she was afraid of the sudden nightmare after the celebration.

She grew up so cautiously, until she met Dong Hai, she thought that her life could change something, after doing so much, her fate was still so devastated.

Huang Shan...why if she is this person's adopted daughter, she can change to anyone else, she doesn't want to be surnamed Huang, and she doesn't want to be bound by this person forever...

Worse than bondage, she was controlled and threatened, living like a prison bird.

Seven years ago, when she confessed to Dong Hai, she was bumped into by Huang Bing. At that time, she was living in a fairy tale and wanted to be with Dong Hai even in her dreams, but Huang Bing gave her the hope that her dreams would come true, so with love With so much expectation and fear of Huang Bing, Huang Lihua started a plotted road of love.

This journey was arduous, painful, enduring, and finally achieved her goal. When she stood in the wedding hall, she suddenly looked back, only to realize that she had walked a long way, so far that the former self had been lost in the On the way, there was a moment of sadness in vain.

On that day, Dong Hai's mother smashed the bouquet in the bride's hand to pieces and said all the words that hurt people's souls. The few guests fled away one after another, but Huang Jing stood in the corner with his head bowed, and finally fled in a hurry. go.Turning her face to the side, the panic-stricken bride felt a piercing chill, and the groom looked indifferent, like a puppet, without saying a word, let alone comforting him.

At that moment, Huang Lihua was still forbearing, she smiled softly, took the initiative to comfort Dong Hai, and respected every decision he made, including canceling the wedding.

This marriage has nothing but a certificate.

what did she marry...

She used to really think that she would never care, but with the dull, blunt, and cold married life, she has regretted it countless times... She should make a huge offer to Dong Hai, bring those compensations, and go to a new life.

It's just...at this point, what retreat is there?

Others might have it, but she didn't...

The sky gradually darkened, the high temperature lasted for so long, and finally it rained, a heavy rain.

Large drops of rainwater slapped on the glass windows, and the crowds on the street fled in all directions under the rain. The confused moisture spread a layer of damp fog in the city. In just a moment, the streetscape became cloudy, like tears A blurred face.

The frequency of shop doors being pushed open became higher, and the shop suddenly became crowded, most of them came to shelter from the rain.

This is a small milk tea shop, very similar to the one near Wubei University back then. It opened in a street not far from home. Every year on birthdays or when she was in a bad mood, Huang Lihua would sit here for a long time.

Now that it's raining, I'll stay for a while, anyway...no one expects her to go back.

The phone on the desktop vibrated frequently. Seeing the caller ID, Huang Lihua looked sad, but she had to face it.

"Hey, daughter, today is your 28th birthday, I wish you a happy birthday."

This kind of blessing sounds like a kind of fear to Huang Lihua. She took a breath and tried to speak calmly: "What's the matter? Didn't I give you money last week?"

"Oh, I know, I just want to borrow some from you. You are the majestic Mrs. Dong now, and Dong Hai entrusts you with the money again. It won't be difficult for you to borrow some, right?"

Huang Lihua clenched her fists: "But which time did you pay it back?"

The voice on the phone immediately became sullen, not at all friendly just now: "Don't let me remind you how you got everything you have now, without me, you still don't know that you are in that lascivious den."

She has no conditions to negotiate with Huang Bing, she will be dominated like this in her whole life.

"How much do you want?"

"Cough... 360 million."

That number made Huang Lihua exclaim: "What!? You...you lost so much."

"It's a little more than before, but to you, it's not too much."

Huang Lihua was in a hurry: "Although Dong Hai gave me all the money, it's not that he doesn't know the amount of his property. You told me at the beginning not to show the gesture of asking for money in front of Dong Hai. Now I embezzled such a large sum of money from him." , how could he ignore it?"

Huang Bing didn't take it seriously: "That's because the two of you just got married, and the Zhou family strongly opposed it. Of course, you have to bear with it. Now that the Zhou family has also recognized you, Dong Hai's company has also opened up, and you have the name of the Zhou family. Now you Even if we divorce Dong Hai, there will be endless money to spend, so what are we afraid of..."

According to Huang Bing's gambling method, even if the family is rich, it is a bottomless pit. Huang Lihua felt very painful, and she couldn't stop crying while holding the phone. She suppressed her crying and replied: "...can you wait later? Dong Hai's phone is off, and I can't find him."

"Are you still reporting it to him? He said he would pay me back the gambling money, will he give it? Why are you talking so much? Why are you even more stupid after you get married?"

"No, I have to find out whether he will use money recently, find a good time to balance each other from his different accounts, and then find an opportunity to fill this gap, so as not to be discovered."

"Well, smart, it's not in vain for me to teach you so long, then give it to me before the end of this month."

"it is good."

After hanging up the phone, Huang Lihua finally couldn't control herself, and began to cry on the table, her body trembling slightly from crying, until one hand patted her shoulder carefully and gently.

"Brother and sister..."

Raising her head, Huang Lihua hurriedly wiped away the tears on her face, and awkwardly pulled out a docile smile: "No...it's nothing, why is Mr. Qin here?"

"Oh... I was passing by, and I just saw you in this shop." Qin Fengyi looked at Huang Lihua with distressed eyes, and he put a beautifully packaged cardboard box on the table, and sat down opposite.

"I'm sorry, I made you laugh."

After ordering a glass of water, Qin Fengyi put his hands on his lap unnaturally, and asked concerned: "Is it because of Dong Hai?"

Naturally, the matter of being extorted by her adoptive father cannot be said, Huang Lihua could only nod slightly.

Although Huang Lihua is not beautiful, she is a rare gentle woman that Qin Feng has seen. The hesitation, restlessness, and faint pain in the depths of her eyes made Qin Fengyi feel a little pain in his heart. To be honest, Huang Lihua She is his most ideal kind of woman, but it's a pity that she guards Dong Hai loyally, and he, a junior, doesn't love her at all, not even liking her.

A man like Dong Hai is born with aloofness. Qin Fengyi often can't figure out why he would marry a woman he doesn't love at all. Is it just because this woman is so devoted to him?If this is the reason, then Dong Hai has too many choices, why did he choose Huang Lihua.

Probably because of that kindness and purity, like a Xueyang flower, it is so docile and distressing.

Even with such a reason, Qin Fengyi still felt it was far-fetched, so after he divorced, he often felt that they would also leave.

"Did you... quarrel?" He asked tentatively.

"No." Huang Lihua shook her head: "He turned off the phone, I don't know if it made him angry?"

"Oh." Qin Fengyi's deep eyes turned quickly, and said: "He told me to take three days off and go out for a walk, didn't he tell you about it?"

A little surprised, Huang Lihua shook her head again: "No, although I seldom see each other, I know that he rarely takes vacations. Did he say where he went?"

On vacation, shutting down the phone, Qin Fengyi quickly smelled the smell of an affair, but judging by Dong Hai's salary-crazed image on weekdays, when did he develop this relationship, that person often sleeps more when he is busy 1 Minutes are a huge luxury, how can there be such a gap...

"Hmm..." Qin Fengyi took a sip of water and shook his head slightly: "He didn't say anything, he just said he was going to take a vacation. When we established the company, we each performed our own responsibilities. I was in charge of litigation and arbitration, criminal and civil matters. He is in charge of financial investment, marketing department and mergers and acquisitions. He called me the day before yesterday and asked me to help him look after the work of all departments. I came back last night because I had a case. Fortunately, it was only three days. It was nothing. Influence."

After a pause, he said again: "But if Dong Hai doesn't even tell you, I'm very confused."

"Heh..." Huang Lihua smiled wryly, "I am the person he is most distant from..."

Qin Fengyi is not a person who insists on labeling himself as a gentleman. He sighed softly, raised a smile, opened the beautiful paper box on the table, and took out a carefully customized cake. The chocolate label on it said "happybirthdayto Lihua"

"Happy birthday." Qin Fengyi's mature voice exudes a charming and warm texture.

A pink candle lit a silky fire, illuminating the words of blessing, so sweet to the heart.

Lihua...

The first time Huang Lihua saw such a title, it was a strange and heart-touching feeling for her, because she hated the "yellow" character in her name. I have something to do with Huang Shan, and I can't stand it for a moment.

However, she endured it for so long, so long that no one would think that she disliked this surname.

Removing that word is simply a gift. Looking at the steady Qin Fengyi in front of her, her eyes are full of emotion. This man understands her.

"happy birthday to you..."

Qin Fengyi sang a birthday song to her. He is two years older than Dong Hai, and looks gentle and mature. Perhaps it is because of his occupation. He exudes a sense of experience beyond his age, giving people a sense of peace of mind and reliability. The 'uncle' look in a white shirt that many little girls say.

In the year he married Dong Hai, Qin Fengyi divorced, and because of his work relationship with Dong Hai, he met occasionally at first, and after that, he would often meet Huang Lihua, just like today's coincidence.

After a long time, Huang Lihua also understood very well that this man likes her, and it's not that she doesn't have a good impression of Qin Fengyi, but...she hasn't thought it over yet, and she hasn't prepared yet. The persistent unwillingness of the sea.

"Make a wish." Qin Fengyi looked at her affectionately: "Make a wish related to me..."

He is not afraid of being rejected, nor is he afraid of being known by Dong Hai. After all, he has been secretly in love for more than two years and wants a result. If possible, he will fight for it without hesitation.

Huang Lihua lowered her head, looked away, and avoided, "Mr. Qin, this is not appropriate."

"Before you reject me, let me make a statement for myself." Qin Fengyi asked, "Is that okay? Just for a while."

Huang Lihua didn't look at him, but kept silent.

"I once had a marriage. My ex-wife was the third daughter of Dongheng Company. She was beautiful and capable, maybe too capable. She had to stand at the top of everything and have the highest command. To be honest, I was not married, but I felt that I was nothing. , In the end all my patience and feelings were worn out. When I got divorced, I felt that I didn't want to get married in my life, and I was completely relieved.

Until the day when I went to attend Dong Hai's wedding, I had a great appreciation for the bride who was as docile as water in the chaos. Marrying a wife should be like you. In the subsequent contacts, I became more certain of this.I also know that Dong Hai doesn't like you. He doesn't know that you like to come to this milk tea shop to be alone in a daze. Birthday……

I really don't understand what such a husband can give you, and I don't understand why you love him so much. I think... If Dong Hai keeps doing this, you will always be tired one day. I am willing to wait... …

I think I know you well. You have never been to college. With me, it will never be a matter of being made things difficult. I will treat your adoptive father with sincerity. You are by my side, and you don’t need to obey everything. It's okay to lose your temper, it's okay to express yourself, and I'll hold you like a pearl.Although... my family is not as good as Zhou's family, but I know that you will not refer to this factor..."

Huang Lihua's heart was shocked. Her soul seemed to be interpreted by a god. She almost rushed over and hugged Qin Fengyi in front of her. In this life, no one valued or loved her so much. Huang Lihua thought that she She will be looked down upon and trampled under her feet for the rest of her life, and her self-esteem may never be able to lift her head up, but this man gave her such a beautiful promise.

It would be great if she knew Qin Fengyi first instead of Dong Hai... However, at that time, she only saw Dong Hai in her eyes.

Now, it's too late, it's impossible.

"No..." Huang Lihua continued to shake her head, feeling very lonely.

"I know that before he left this time, he attended a dinner party." Qin Fengyi told her, wanting her to know something.

Huang Lihua sighed: "He has several social gatherings every day, and I can't inquire about every one, and I don't want to inquire about it."

"No, that dinner was a bit strange. Dong Hai's guests were all clients' companies. Even if Zhou Tianwang asked him to go to a dinner that had nothing to do with business, he didn't necessarily go." Qin Fengyi analyzed: "I heard what Xiao He said. For a moment, it was a small curtain wall company that had no business relationship with us. Dong Hai asked him to arrange the dinner, but he got all the other party's people drunk, and then named a person named 'Tian Dong'. Xiao He said that was Dong Hai enemy, and Dong Hai told me to take a vacation after that night..."

When she uttered the word 'Tian Dong' that day, Huang Lihua's expression changed again. It was a strange and inexplicable expression, whether it was freezing silence, or bottomless resentment, it was indescribable. .

"I see." Huang Lihua stood up, left the booth without looking at her, turned her back to Qin Fengyi, and said, "I will give you an answer in three months."

"Really?"

Qin Fengyi was overjoyed, he wanted to hold Huang Lihua's hand, but soon, Huang Lihua left the milk tea shop.