my love letter is always guilty

The three-day agreement soon came to the last minute.

At 12 o'clock in the morning, when leaving, Tian Dong finally compromised and asked Dong Hai to send him off.

They took a taxi, and it was the same as when they came here. The city at this time shed its busyness during the day, showing a tired and quiet body. The streets and roads are criss-crossed, printed with lights, as if drunk, in the In the muddled confusion,

In the car, Tian Dong kept staring out of the window. They didn't say anything different, but as the city became silent and blurred, they slowly regained the sense of reality and forgot the paradise of those three days.

He didn't dare to look at Dong Hai beside him, and couldn't tell what he was afraid of. When he was about to reach his destination, the car stopped and waited for a red light. Row of tears in the shadow of the backlight, glowing with great sadness.

Tian Dong had never seen such an expression before. Back then when he was crying in the school aisle, it wasn't this kind of mourning. The silent tears dripped down on that tough face, like a blade that Xiao Zhan had used for a hundred years. Shengsheng broke himself, and the pain was under the cold light of the soul.

Tian Dong trembled and cursed: "What are you doing..."

Probably because he didn't expect Tian Dong to turn his head back, Dong Hai wiped away the tears on his face with his sleeve indiscriminately, opened his mouth and explained with a smile: "It's nothing, I... I have worked too much in the past few years, and I have a bad eye. I cry when the wind blows, that's how it is..."

Tian Dong hurriedly turned his head back, restraining that stupid emotion, but his body trembled slightly, because he was afraid of this tearful parting.

In the end, without saying anything, he went upstairs, went home, and when he closed the door, all his patience collapsed. Tian Dong sat on the ground weakly along the door, hugging his knees and sobbing a few times.

Farewell...from this moment on.

A few days after resigning, Tian Dong planned to move. After telling Sun Fang about this, Sun Fang took his things directly to her.

Tian Dong has never contacted his high school classmates or college classmates, only Sun Fang and Gu Qin are still walking around, especially Sun Fang, whenever he is free, he will contact him, just like when he was a student, this kind of care makes Tian Dong often sigh, God treats him well, a Sun Fang is comparable to a loyal soldier of the three armies, Tian Dong no longer feels alone, with such a friend, he can survive any winter.

After graduating, Sun Fang worked in an investment bank. She is a very capable woman. She was promoted to the general manager of investment projects in two or three years. The temperament of the beauty is also stronger. After all these years, she has never had a boyfriend, which made Tian Dong guess that she is a lesbian, but was denied by the person concerned.

If you are heterosexual, how can you not talk about any of them.

Tian Dong didn't ask too much about this.

But this time at Sun Fang's house, on the fourth night, Sun Fang suddenly fell asleep on Tian Dong's bed.

Tian Dong and Gu Qin used to lie in the same bed together, but it was limited to the fact that there was only one sleeping place in the house, and Gu Qin and Sun Fang had different personalities. It was really not as calm as Sun Fang's to make such a move Normal behavior of a prudent person.

"Sun Fang, you are..." Tian Dong pushed the quilt away and got out of bed: "What's wrong with you?"

Sun Fang wore a very textured silk pajamas, sitting on the bed very calmly, she was extremely calm, as if everything could be carried out under her arrangement.

She looked at Tian Dong and said word by word: "I said that I have someone I like, and she is very strong."

Tian Dong felt his blood flow back, his eyes widened, and he said in astonishment: "Is it me? Don't make such a joke."

"I've known me for so many years, have I ever joked?" Her tone was smooth with absolute realism.

Staggered a step, Tian Dong hung his chest, feeling lack of oxygen, he tried his best to calm down, and solemnly said to Sun Fang: "Stop making trouble, you know better than anyone that I can't have anything with women, what are you thinking, confused Yet?"

With a serious face, Sun Fang got out of bed, went to sit on the sofa, and beckoned to Tian Dong: "Sit down and talk, I have thought about this decision for a long time."

Slowly, Tian Dong leaned over and sat on the other side of the sofa.

Sun Fang made a pot of tea, drank half a cup with a solemn expression, and said, "Remember Zhou Sisi?"

Why did Zhou Sisi get involved again, Tian Dong nodded with a dull face, always a little apprehensive in his heart, Sun Fang's beginning made him feel that the following things would be very shocking.

"She's a lace."

The second sentence was so shocking that Tian Dong was speechless.

"She pursued me."

Tian Dong's brain cells are gradually expanding, and the information is too shocking.

"I rejected her and said 'very disgusting'." Sun Fang sighed helplessly: "It didn't take long for her to know that I like you. Can you connect with me later?"

"So..." Tian Dong opened his mouth wide in disbelief, and those confrontational and inexplicable behaviors found a smooth exit in an instant.

"Zhou Sisi found out about the matter between you and Fang Ze, so he used Fang Ze and his brother to set up a trap to expose you and take revenge on me, showing that the person I like is the disgusting person I said. That's her purpose."

"For this reason, I went to her once, and I still said she was disgusting, and added a childish sentence. Since then, I have a deep sense of guilt towards you. If it weren't for my words, you would not have suffered such a thing. Dong Hai will not write to you for Zhou Sisi, nor will Fang Ze take advantage of the loopholes, and there will be no follow-up series of vicious circles..."

"The most important thing is that I still like you, very strong, just like your attachment, so I'm waiting, waiting for a suitable time to tell you everything, for example, now, at least you know that you have to let go of that paragraph past."

Tian Dong took a deep breath, and after listening to these explanations, he became more and more calm. He raised his eyes to look at the exquisite and calm Sun Fang. He knew the tenacity and depth of this girl, but he didn't know that she could maintain his feelings in such a way. Under one kind of rationality, this can only be done with prudence. For so many years, Tian Dong knows that Sun Fang is good to him, and also knows her kind of loyalty, but if it is feelings, then her feelings can be measured. The one marked with a scale can be more or less, hidden or revealed.

However... is that really a relationship?

Tian Dong sighed: "Don't be like this, we can't be together, you know, it's been seven or eight years, and I have forgotten it, you don't have to feel ashamed of me, and I don't need to."

"Dong Hai and Huang Lihua can be together, why can't I and you." Sun Fang insisted: "And I know everything about you, and I understand it very well. Regarding that kind of thing, we just don't do it. We just take care of each other and always When they get old, they can do it, so can you...I can also do what Huang Lihua did, without pursuing consensual wishes, in reality, there are many people who are same wives, and I am one of them."

"Don't say it, I've been single to death in this life, and I won't make fun of your life. Others are others, and I am me. Sun Fang, you and Huang Lihua are both wrong. Feelings are not one-sided. When you meet When you see the person who likes each other, you will understand how self-confessed your current thoughts and actions are!"

Sun Fang chuckled: "You and Dong Hai like each other, why can't you be together? Didn't you choose Fang Ze by mistake? If Dong Hai loves you so much, why did he spend the night with Huang Lihua?"

After a sharp pain, Tian Dong lowered his head: "It is because we have all made mistakes that we understand better, and we must bear the consequences for those mistakes."

"What about your family, they want you to get married too."

"My mother knows that she can't change me. Sun Fang, if you delay for so long because of me, I will feel very uncomfortable. Believe me, your destination is definitely not me. The idea of ​​the same wife you mentioned Forget about it completely, you don't deserve such a humble status."

"Tian Dong...you have to admit that the reality is like this. After that incident happened, I also gave up. It's just that I think the fact has already happened, and it's useless to explain everything.

According to your wishes, I applied for the Wubei University closest to you. I want to use my company to smooth over your sorrow. I think I still have a chance, but... when I found out that Dong Hai was also at Wubei University , I realized that he was also chasing you.

I was in a state of completeness at the time, I knew you would fall in love with him again, and you would discover his identity, so I watched and stayed by your side quietly, I think that only by getting along like that can your wounds truly heal, and Only Dong Hai can make you change back to yourself. Originally, everything can go with the flow, and I can also forget each other in the rivers and lakes, and I wish you well... But who would have expected that the ending would be so embarrassing. First, Fang Ze appeared inexplicably, Another Huang Lihua appeared in the back, one after another, you made the worst choice again, even I became confused, your stubbornness makes people unable to change, I can only guard you again, and accompany you as a friend You, waiting again for the day when your wounds heal.

Five years later, Dong Hai also got married, and he lived a normal life, why can't you?I don't want to wait anymore, Tian Dong, I'm telling you everything today because I hope you will make a realistic choice, and I will do better than Huang Lihua, because I don't have to grovel, I know what I'm doing. "

"No, you don't know!"

That night, Tian Dong left Sun Fang's house. He didn't hate Sun Fang, but after knowing all this, he never dared to get close to her and delay her. This girl deserves the best person in the world, and that person is definitely not him.

Tian Dong was horrified by all this for a long time. Sun Fang was so good at hiding his emotions that he hadn't noticed Sun Fang's intentions all these years. Her cold appearance concealed such sharp feelings. Unlike Huang Lihua, she did not She will be gentle and wronged, and will not be teary-eyed. She is capable and excellent, so excellent that no one will worry about her, so she will quietly follow behind you and silently offer her loyalty.

She used this perseverance and strength to show Tian Dong that she could bear all the consequences. Unlike Huang Lihua's broken body, Sun Fang clearly measured this feeling, and she knew how to bear it. She made preparations to sweep away thousands of troops. Sufficient food and grass.

Therefore, she will not take advantage of a man's weakness, and does not need his sense of responsibility. She negotiates with Tian Dong rationally and analyzes the feasibility of their being together with realistic pros and cons, but...unexpectedly, Tian Dong from He was not defeated by the secular world and reality, and he never backed down at all, even if he was rejected by the whole society, he never bowed his head.

He is much more stubborn than Dong Hai...

It turns out that Zhou Sisi's real reason for the tragedy was because of Sun Fang... This fact is too dramatic.

If you didn't hear it with your own ears, who would have guessed the reason...

Youth is a heavy rain in March in Yangchun, knocking down the most prosperous flower, and it will never bear fruit.

Tian Dong never imagined that the fallen flower would be in pain for so long...

He thought of Fairy Zixia in "A Chinese Journey to the West": I guessed the beginning, but I couldn't guess the ending... In Tian Dong's case, he didn't guess the beginning or the ending.