my love letter is always guilty

The best sleep is a sleepless night; the happiest morning is when you open your eyes and see the peaceful face of your loved one.

When these two things came true, Dong Hai thought he was dreaming, and slapped himself on the face, frowning in pain.

"Why... do you still have a hobby of self-torture?"

Tian Dongni looked at Dong Hai and smiled lightly, the tranquility in his eyes was like duckweed floating in water, and his clean and slender fingers held a third of the cigarette he had smoked.

How bright the sun is, how attractive this quiet face is.

"I saw a fool who slapped his own mouth...hehe..." Tian Dong's laughter was like a quiet wind chime, but Dong Hai stopped him suddenly, and he gave a French kiss: "...uh..."

Without a trace of resistance, Tian Dong raised his head to meet him, and responded passionately, which made Dong Hai even more difficult to hold on to himself.

After the kiss, Dong Hai was stunned when he smelled that special smell, as if he was the one who was drunk last night, and he had the illusion that he was still drunk.

Are you still dreaming?

Obviously he got Tian Dong drunk and possessed him for a whole night. Even if it was a fragment, when he woke up, he knew what had happened, why... he didn't get angry, didn't get angry, and didn't leave angrily...

"Aren't you... not angry??"

Fleeting sorrow flashed across his shallow eyes, Tian Dong patted the cigarette ash on the pillow, took a breath, lit another cigarette, and stretched out three fingers with his left hand.

"Three days."

"What three days?"

"We have each other for three days, just the two of us, don't care about anyone, don't care about anything, after three days, in this life... don't see each other."

The pulse of his heart was tightening, and Dong Hai felt a little suffocated. He couldn't imagine how long, how many years, how many months, how many days, how many hours, how many minutes...

"You come to my house every year on New Year's Eve, and you know that I didn't really chase you away, otherwise, you wouldn't be able to see those Kongming lanterns, I know you picked up every single one...you and I still keep it Thinking about that point, it's just intermittent and unclear, when will it end...don't compare me to attachment, I don't have the burden you have to have, for Huang Lihua...you owe her."

Tian Dong sighed, took a puff of smoke, and continued: "We all know that even if there were no misunderstandings, you and I would have no results. It doesn't matter if it's five years or seven years. Let those feelings be released in these three days. If you agree, I will stay, if you don't agree, I will leave."

Even though he was drunk last night, Tian Dong was still half conscious. When Dong Hai appeared in front of him, the strong selfishness of the past surged in his heart, and those love letters he had written by himself turned over in his mind page by page. , The feelings that had been buried for a long time came back to life, so...he made this decision, ignoring those moral rules, making mistakes together, bearing them together, and ending together, three days later, farewell.

"Agreed." Dong Hai didn't think about it for too long, he knew the reality between them.

Tian Dong looked up at the transparent window, the morning light was still tinged with crimson, passing through the light clouds and mist, illuminating a scene of ink painting.

Outside the large floor-to-ceiling windows, there is a small courtyard dotted with green plants and black and white Huizhou-style buildings. This style of hotel creates a tranquility in the reinforced concrete city. He looked back at Dong Hai in front of him calmly. The melancholy dissipated, and a knowing emotion emerged.

When I wrote a letter, I mentioned that I yearned for Gusu City in the poem, and I liked the black and white inlaid buildings with lines like clouds and water...

Putting aside the sourness of that second, Tian Dong put out the cigarette, with a clean smile that cast away all distracting thoughts on his face, he pushed Dong Hai.

"I'm hungry……"

These three days officially started.

Dong Hai wiped his face from top to bottom with his hands, as if he had wiped away all the troubles. He smiled at him, showing a happy pampering expression.

"I'm going to the kitchen to see what's available."

"Thanks to you, I'm a little weak now." Tian Dong also got up, stood on the bed, and waved to him: "Hold on, these three days, I won't make you feel better."

In an instant, Dong Hai blushed, and his expression looked a little naive on the face of this senior elite. He immediately turned his back to Tian Dong, and squatted down beside the bed: "Come up, I won't make you feel better..."

He burst out laughing, his smile was cut in the sunshine, warm and poetic.

"Ah...don't turn around, stop..." Tian Dong yelled, patting Dong Hai's shoulder repeatedly: "No...let me down."

"Where is this, let me take you to fly."

He ran quickly with Tian Dong on his back. At this time, you will see the childlike smile on Dong Hai's face. He himself can't believe that when facing Tian Dong, he can be so free.

"Fucking childish behavior, I'm dizzy... Seriously, put me down."

Dong Hai didn't let go, and deliberately said: "Don't let go."

"Do you want to let go?" Tian Dong patted his head.

"Don't let it go."

"Don't regret it."

"No regrets."

After finishing speaking, Tian Dong bent down, put his hands around Dong Hai's neck, and bit down.

With a slight hiss, Dong Hai stood still and said firmly, "You cannot be subdued with might."

His hands clasped Tian Dong tightly, Tian Dong pursed his lips and smiled, showing a kind of elegance, raised his face along Dong Hai's neck, stuck out his tongue, and kissed that earlobe.

"Silver | Cheap can't be moved?"

The warm breath hit Dong Hai's ears. At that moment, the blood in his whole body seemed to be boiling, and a certain shyness broke out out of control. He put Tian Dong on the baking varnish table, and before Tian Dong went to the ground, he quickly Pressing him against the table, he kissed him like a storm, and took off the clothes he just put on.

I didn't finish my breakfast, but I was eaten by myself, and I was still addicted to it. The feeling of doing it with Dong Hai was really good, so good that I lost myself naturally, and some kind of flame in my body was ignited again and again, as if it would never be burnt out .

The hotel meal ordered at noon took half a day so fast. After lunch, Tian Dong sent Wang Xingfeng a resignation text message. Before he could reply, he turned off his phone.

In the study next door, Dong Hai was also on the phone, calling his partner Qin Fengyi.

"What? Three days? You don't even have a honeymoon, so you want to take a vacation?"

"It's my right."

"What are you going to do?"

"Just go out for a walk."

"Wait a minute, I'm holding an unjust, false and wrongly decided case in my hand, and your side is full of financial and corporate matters, I'm too busy, and I'm not familiar with the laws of management..."

"Xiao He will report to you."

"Hey, isn't the day after tomorrow your younger brother and sister's birthday, so why don't you go out alone?"

"Ah."

Without saying anything, Dong Hai directly hung up the phone and turned off the phone.

It's absurd to say that Dong Hai never knew about Huang Lihua's birthday, there was no festival between them, and Dong Hai would never go home on his own birthday. This is where he was a jerk. Owe her anything.

Qin Fengyi is Dong Hai's university senior. During the internship, the two worked in a law firm and got along well. Later, they started a company together. Because of this relationship, they had many personal relationships, and gradually became acquainted with his wife Huang Lihua. The two of them talked more than him and Huang Lihua, and they even remembered Huang Lihua's birthday.

Dong Hai never guessed Qin Fengyi's intentions. He said that he would wait until the day when Huang Lihua abandoned him.

Sighing, Dong Hai went back to the living room and saw Tian Dong lying on the sofa watching Westward Journey, his clear eyes gleamed with a faint light, and the monologue was comically recited on the screen: There was once a sincere love story. The feelings are in front of me, and I don't cherish them. If God gives me another chance, I will say three words to her: I love you.If we must add a time limit to this promise, I hope it will be 3 years.

At this time, Dong Hai had a strange idea in his mind. If... Huang Lihua didn't exist, it would be great. He could have these 1 years with Tian Dong, stay together, don't care about anything, come home every day, hug him on the sofa , stroking his hair, watching favorite movies, rubbing every ordinary thing into each other's time, pretending to be satisfied in my heart... Let time grow old.

But why... why did he touch that woman, why was she, and why couldn't he be more of a jerk.

Originally, he wanted to repay the debt of lust, but he paid more and more.

"Why are you in a daze?" Tian Dong stretched out his hand to him: "Come here."

"It's okay." Dong Hai walked over, squeezed out a smile, met Tian Dong's hug, leaned his head on the thin shoulder, closed his eyes gently and cherishingly, and sniffed the faint scent of his body.

Tian Dong patted that broad back lightly, with deep blue eyes in his eyes, looking at the TV screen, a tear fell and fell on Dong Hai's jet-black clothes. Back then...Dong Hai was like this too Hugging him and shouting "forget it" over and over again while shedding tears on his back, now, I am doing the same, repeating the feelings of each other.

It's just that Tian Dong won't let Dong Hai find out, so as not to fill in another layer of barriers when they part.

"Let's go out later, I want to see the whole picture of these Hui style buildings." Tian Dong suggested, his voice was joyful.

"Okay." Dong Hai sat up, looked at him tenderly, and kissed that thin lips: "I'll call a car."

"Don't." Waving his hands, Tian Dong said, "Go get a bicycle, I just don't know if you can still carry me now."

"Of course." Dong Hai was a little excited, the good memories of the past swept away the heaviness just now.

This is a place surrounded by mountains and forests. The wind and air on the road are refreshing away from the hustle and bustle in this hot summer. Tian Dong is on the back seat of Dong Hai's bicycle, raising his neck briskly, facing the wind blowing, smelling With the smell of green grass, the small bicycle tires rubbed against the ground and rolled at a brisk speed, like a bird spreading its wings.

"Look up at the sky!" Dong Hai shouted.

"I saw it." Tian Dong also shouted: "Blue sky and white clouds."

"Look at the moon!"

"I hate the moon!"

"Look at me..." He said it tenderly and carefully.

"I've been watching..." He answered seriously and preciously.

They drop everything, soak up the moment, and make the whole world disappear.