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When Chen Ke went out in the morning, he found that there was a thick layer of snow outside, and snowflakes fell from the sky, falling on his face one by one, leaving wet marks and disappearing.

Chen Ke took a breath and coughed.

He shrugged his neck and walked towards the station step by step.By the time he got into the car, his nose was almost numb from the cold.

After entering the kitchen, I started to move around after working for a while.When he was resting at noon, he received a call from Gu Jinbei.

Gu Jinbei started talking to him about the snow in Beijing, and then talked about other things.Chen Ke didn't know why he had so many conversations with him, and he didn't know where Gu Jinbei found so many conversations with him, but the two chatted for a long time until Chen Ke said: "Hang up first!" Alright, I'm off to work."

In the evening, Gu Jinbei came to pick up Chen Ke, and the two walked slowly along the street, letting the snow fall all over their heads.

Gu Jinbei thought pretentiously, wishing that his hair would turn white like this.

When he got home, Gu Jinbei went to take a bath first, and then came out to warm Chen Ke's bed.Chen Ke is very afraid of the cold, and he never refuses on this matter.The two of them lie next to each other at night, such a night is not difficult to bear.

Gu Jinbei put his foot on Chen Ke's, and Chen Ke flinched: "It's cold."

"I'm not afraid." Gu Jinbei stretched out his feet stubbornly, trying to warm Chen Ke up. Chen Ke hid for a while and then let him go.

"New Year is coming soon." Gu Jinbei said, "Time flies so fast."

"It's pretty fast." Chen Ke couldn't help sighing.He laughed in the dark, recalling the past, "That year, you were only so old, not as tall as me..."

Memories are not all gloomy, there are also some happy factors hidden in them.Gu Jinbei was brought to ten years ago by him, and he also smiled: "It's been a long time, the years are too easy to be stolen."

The topic of memories was shifted tacitly by the two when they were about to touch on sad things. They talked about the summer in Beijing, Chen Kedi's work, and Gu Jinbei's studies. Their words gradually filled the whole room, making the whole room warm .

Chen Ke was a little drowsy.

Gu Jinbei talked for a while, but did not wait for Chen Ke's response.He whispered, "Brother Chen, Brother Chen."

No one responded.

Gu Jinbei pulled up the quilt, tucked it around Chen Ke's neck, and said, "Good night."

After the last class of the semester, Gu Jinbei immediately went back to the dormitory to pack his things.When he went downstairs carrying the suitcase, he ran into a roommate who was walking towards him.

"You are too fast."

Gu Jinbei smiled: "Go home in a hurry."

He was facing the cold wind, and his heart was warm.When he got home, Chen Ke hadn't come back yet, so Gu Jinbei ran to find him again.

Chen Ke hadn't gotten off work yet, and Gu Jinbei was waiting for him in the corner just like before.There were a lot of guests today, Chen Ke was so busy that he didn't touch the ground, Gu Jinbei did some chores for him.

It wasn't until later that Chen Ke was free, changed his clothes and walked home with Gu Jinbei.Gu Jinbei took Chen Ke's cold hand and put it in his pocket naturally.

"Where do you want to go during the Chinese New Year?" Chen Ke asked him, he opened his mouth and let out a breath of white air, which dissipated in the air again.

"Anywhere is fine, as long as I'm with you." Gu Jinbei said.

Chen Ke smiled: "You are so good at talking. Let's go to Beidaihe. We have been here for so long, and we haven't visited it."

"to make."

Chen Ke's cold hand gradually warmed up in Gu Jinbei's pocket, and soon he was at the same temperature as Gu Jinbei.

Gu Jinbei tightened his hands slightly.

Fireworks and firecrackers have not been banned in Beijing this year, so the two have followed the trend and made a contribution to air pollution.Although it is said that the New Year needs a group of people to get together to be lively, but Gu Jinbei feels that as long as he is with Chen Ke, he is home everywhere.

The two of them had a not-so-rich New Year's Eve dinner in the basement, but Gu Jinbei was infected by the atmosphere and wanted to blurt out and tell Chen Ke what he liked in his heart.

But before the words came out, he timidly swallowed them back.

During the winter vacation, Gu Jinbei was not idle. He found another job, leaving early and returning late like Chen Ke.Chen Ke expressed concern, and Gu Jinbei said, "I'm still young."

Young is really a very willful word, but there is nothing wrong with being willful. If you are not willful, you will be old.

Gu Jinbei came into contact with filming by accident.

A movie came to Beijing to shoot, and Gu Jinbei just caught up with it, so he became an extra actor.His acting talent is very high, and the director praised him after one scene.

At night when he went back to show off to Chen Ke, Chen Ke just laughed: "Our Xiaobei is very good."

That "we" called Gu Jinbei's heart skipped a beat.He likes Chen Ke calling him like this, we, us, Xiaobei, what an intimate name, and the tone is full of tenderness.

Gu Jinbei never thought that he would embark on the road of showbiz.

Just like Chen Ke thought that he would become a chef at the beginning, he just likes to cook a little bit, that's all.

After the group performance, Gu Jinbei was recorded by the director.The director gave him his contact information, and also gave him a postcard, but Gu Jinbei put it in his pocket and turned around and forgot.

This small episode does not affect the following days.Gu Jinbei guarded Chen Ke like a dragon guarding his treasure, and he didn't leave until the end of the winter vacation.

When it came to the new semester, Gu Jinbei got busy.When he was busy, he was really dizzy. As soon as he came home on weekends, he fell asleep on the bed, and when he got up, Chen Ke had already taken a shower.

"Are you hungry? There are instant noodles at home." Chen Ke said.

Gu Jinbei lifted the quilt that ran over him at some point, got out of bed, and rubbed his messy head: "I'm going to make a bowl."

He talked about a bowl, but in the end he soaked two pancakes, and ate them all in one go.

Chen Ke said, "Slow down, don't worry."

Gu Jinbei was full, took a shower and lay back on the bed, shoulder to shoulder with Chen Ke: "Recently, the school is preparing for an event, and when we are done, let's go out and play..." As he said this, his voice gradually weakened , and after a while I couldn't hear it anymore.

After waiting for a month, Gu Jinbei was finally not as busy as before. One day, it happened to be Ching Ming Festival, and the school was on holiday, so the two went back together.

The town has not changed much, as if time has frozen there.Chen Ke went drinking with Master Song, and Gu Jinbei rushed to the class reunion.

When I went to university, my horizons were more or less broadened, everyone talked about the world, and the past was taken out as a joke.When someone was drunk, he put his arms around Gu Jinbei and said, "Do you remember when you were in primary school, Liu Man liked you, and I couldn't get angry, so I threw a centipede into your stationery bag and put a piece of paper on the stool?" A nail... Alas, I was too young at that time, who the hell knew that Liu Man would become a bitch for thousands of people..."

Gu Jinbei pulled his hand away and kicked him in the stomach.

Gu Jinbei wanted to hit people a long time ago, Lu Weijian and Liu Wu, but he never did it.Aside from the nasty things he did as a kid, he never did anything that would ruin the "good boy" label.

But this time, his anger seemed to burn from the soles of his feet to the top of the sky, and his whole body was shaking violently.The person who got kicked by him inexplicably was stunned for a moment, and then he punched him in the face not to be outdone, and the two of them went back and forth, neither of them took advantage of it, and they were all painted, making the party a mess. It's a mess.

Chen Ke led Gu Jinbei home from the police station. On the way, Gu Jinbei walked behind him with his head down, like a child who did something wrong.Chen Ke stopped after walking for a while, turned around and said to him, "Come up quickly."

Gu Jinbei looked up at him, lowered his head again, and walked to Chen Ke's side: "I'm sorry."

A gust of cold wind blew away Gu Jinbei's small voice, Chen Ke coughed, but couldn't hear clearly: "What?"

"I'm sorry." Gu Jinbei looked up at Chen Ke again, took off his coat and handed it to him. Chen Ke put his hands in his pockets and said nothing, "I'm not cold."

Gu Jinbei pretended not to hear this sentence, and made sure to put this coat on Chen Ke, but Chen Ke finally let him go.

When passing by the big pharmacy, Chen Ke went in to buy wound medicine. Gu Jinbei wanted to wait for him outside, but Chen Ke said, "Come in, it's cold outside."

Gu Jinbei walked in, staring at the clerk as he looked at the monkey.

Chen Ke was always injured in fights in the past, and he was familiar with buying wound medicine, and the two of them came out quickly carrying the medicine.

On the way back, no one spoke. Gu Jinbei secretly glanced at Chen Ke several times. Chen Ke was still expressionless as usual, and he didn't know if he was angry.Gu Jinbei didn't dare to ask, but combined with the tone of Chen Ke's speech just now, it seemed that he was not angry.

Gu Jinbei thought with some luck, brother Chen would not be angry with me, he had never been angry with me.

When he arrived at the hotel and closed the door, Chen Ke frowned.He asked Gu Jinbei to sit down, and his tone was not very kind. Gu Jinbei is used to observing words and demeanor. Now he is sitting upright, with his back straight, like a good student.

Chen Ke took out the medicine from the plastic bag and applied it to his wounds one by one.Although he frowned, his movements were very gentle. Gu Jinbei was sitting upright, waiting for him to take the medicine, and then he said flatteringly: "Are you angry?"

Chen Ke took a glance at him, and then Gu Jinbei smiled at him. Chen Ke couldn't help but smiled back at him.

He was a little angry before, and while eating, he received a call from the police station. Speaking of Gu Jinbei, various images flashed in his head like flashing lights, and finally froze On Chen Wanran's broken body.His hand holding the phone trembled a little.

Although it was just an ordinary fight, Chen Ke was extremely anxious along the way, wishing he could fly over with his wings.The moment he saw Gu Jinbei, he realized that his hands were shaking.

As a result, his worry dissipated, leaving only anger, but this anger melted in Gu Jinbei's smile, and he felt nothing at all.

"A little bit, but now it's gone." Chen Ke said with a smile.

Seeing him smile, Gu Jinbei let go of half of the worries in his heart, and began to explain what happened to him. After listening to him, Chen Ke just said, "I see."

Gu Jinbei saw his indifference, so suddenly, Gu Jinbei was really inexplicable.He asked Chen Ke: "You don't like it? Then I won't do it next time."

Chen Ke said, "No." He stopped talking after that, and pursed his mouth. When Gu Jinbei asked again, he said he was going to take a bath.

Gu Jinbei didn't understand Chen Ke's point, and even Chen Ke didn't understand his sudden depression.He took a bath a little irritably, and closed his eyes and pretended to sleep after going to bed.

He felt it when Gu Jinbei went to bed, and he also felt it when Gu Jinbei came over. Gu Jinbei called him: "Brother Chen."

Chen Ke didn't answer him.

Gu Jinbei lay down next to him and turned off the light.

The darkness made Chen Ke open his eyes. He wanted to sigh, but he didn't sigh when he thought of Gu Jinbei lying beside him.He has something hidden in his heart, but he can only keep it in his heart and can't tell anyone.He couldn't tell Gu Jinbei that he didn't want Gu Jinbei to fight for Liu Man.

This is too hypocritical, it shouldn't be him.

He should have joked after listening to it: "Our Xiaobei has grown up, and girls will be in their early years." Normally, he should have said so.

He should have thought so too.

But his first reaction was, why?Why did Gu Jinbei die in a fight because of a girl?Just thinking about it made him feel irritable.

Chen Ke realized that this feeling was wrong, which made him feel panic and self-loathing. He opened his eyes and looked at the ceiling, and suddenly found that Gu Jinbei stretched out his arms to hug him.

It's not that Gu Jinbei has never done this action before, but it never made his heart beat wildly, and he almost rolled down reflexively.

Gu Jinbei's breath was wrapped in hot and humid air and sprayed onto his face.

Chen Ke felt like his heart was about to stop beating.

Gu Jinbei just hugged him and leaned against him, but such a simple movement made Chen Ke react.He was almost shy and shameless, and the only thing that comforted him was that he was not a young man.

Being pressed against the back always makes people feel uncomfortable. Chen Ke wanted to move, but he didn't dare to move easily.After thinking for a while, he snorted and rolled over to the side, but was hugged by Gu Jinbei.

Gu Jinbei leaned over and buried his face in his neck. Chen Ke's breathing became disordered, his whole body was so stiff that he couldn't sleep anymore, so he could only call him "Xiaobei."

Gu Jinbei loosened his arms around him.

"Brother Chen." Gu Jinbei's heart beat so fast that it almost jumped out of his chest, and jumped in front of Chen Ke, showing him this sincere heart.

"Yeah." Chen Ke said, "It's too hot, don't get so close to me."

The two tacitly forgot about the awkward position, Gu Jinbei let go of Chen Ke, and went into the toilet.

Chen Ke still maintained the previous posture.Gu Jinbei stayed in the toilet for a long time, so long that when he lay back down, his body was wrapped in a cold air.

Chen Ke smelled something unusual about him.

Although it was very faint, Chen Ke still caught it.His face was burning and he wanted to ignore it, but the smell wafted into his nose anyway.

Gu Jinbei warmed up in the bed for a while, and then came to hug him again. Chen Ke struggled in his heart for a while, and then let him go.