you are with the light

Lu Qianyi looked at Gu Jinbei, tears rolled in her eyes, but she stubbornly refused to fall.

"Okay, share it." Lu Qianyi said, in order to make the whole person look more imposing, she even poked Gu Jinbei's chest, "Remember, it was my mother who dumped you, scum."

After she finished speaking, she turned around and left, with no nostalgia in her back view, as if she was the one who really proposed to break up.

Gu Jinbei stood in place and watched her back for a while, and finally walked in a different direction with her.

Being single again made him feel comfortable as if he had lifted a heavy burden, and his steps became much lighter.He desperately wanted to see Chen Ke, so he thought about it, so he did it.

Chen Ke is not at home.

He took out the book and read it for a long time, but Chen Ke didn't come back.When it was ten o'clock in the evening, he began to worry.

He went to the place where Chen Ke worked first, and he had already left work.A female colleague told him that it was Meng Dujiang who sent Chen Ke back. He asked for Meng Dujiang's phone number, and hurried outside to call Meng Dujiang.

The phone rang for a long time before being picked up. Gu Jinbei said, "I'm Gu Jinbei."

Meng Dujiang's eyelids twitched, he glanced at Chen Ke beside him, and lowered his eyelids again.

"what happened?"

"Is my Brother Chen next to you?" Gu Jinbei's tone was tinged with anxiety, and he couldn't help stamping his feet on the spot.

"exist."

"Can you give him the phone? I want to talk to him." Gu Jinbei raised his foot, feeling suddenly nervous.

Meng Dujiang was silent for a while, and finally said: "Okay."

He handed the phone to Chen Ke, but Chen Ke didn't understand, so Meng Dujiang said loudly, "Your brother's phone number."

Meng Dujiang's eyes lit up when he saw Chen Ke.

Chen Ke answered the phone, said a few words to Gu Jinbei, and then said to Meng Dujiang: "Xiaobei is back, I'll go back first."

Meng Dujiang said: "He is so old, it's okay to let him stay at home alone for a night. You stay with me, the good show will not start until late at night!" There was a lot of voices around, Meng Dujiang felt that He was talking at the top of his voice.

Chen Ke shook his head at him.

"I'm not very interested."

Meng Dujiang looked at Chen Ke, and Chen Ke also looked at him.Chen Ke's eyes are very clear, like a mirror, which can shine brightly into the depths of people's hearts.This pair of eyes is something that Meng Dujiang doesn't have, and neither does Gu Jinbei.

That kid was so annoying.

"Come on, you go." Meng Dujiang finally waved his hand, "Go." He put it down a little tiredly, and suddenly lost the interest in drinking.

Chen Ke said, "Sorry." Then he left in a hurry.His back was in a hurry, as if heading for a warm reunion.Looking at his back, Meng Dujiang just wanted to laugh.

But he couldn't really laugh.

When Chen Ke opened the door, his hands were shaking a little.His heart was so seized with joy that he could barely breathe.But when he opened the door and saw Gu Jinbei, his heart suddenly calmed down, as if the whole world fell silent.

He called out, "Xiao Bei."

Gu Jinbei also heard the voice and looked over. He stood up from the chair, blowing like a gust of wind, and then hugged Chen Ke.

"Brother Chen." Gu Jinbei buried his face in Chen Ke's neck, smelling the smell of wine.

"En." Chen Ke responded, and passed his hands through Chen Ke's waist, but hesitated, and did not put his arms up.

Gu Jinbei hugged him, and then let go quickly.He looked at Chen Ke and asked him, "Brother Chen, have you been drinking?"

"I drank a little." Chen Ke said, "Not much. The main reason is that there are too many people in the bar, and the smell is on it."

"Oh, can you take me there next time?" Gu Jinbei followed behind Chen Ke, watched Chen Ke dig out his clothes, and followed him to the toilet.

"Okay." Chen Ke said, he went into the toilet and closed the door.

After a while, the sound of water came from inside.

Gu Jinbei's imagination has been rich since he was a child. When he listened to the sound of water, the images in his mind were not limited to water.He was standing at the door of the toilet. He wanted to say something irresponsibly, but he hesitated for a long time. When Chen Ke came out, he was startled by him, and he didn't have the courage to say it.

It turns out that saying "I like you" is so difficult.

After taking a shower, the two lay side by side on the bed as usual.Gu Jinbei told Chen Ke that he broke up, and Chen Ke said: "It's okay, you will always meet better ones."

Gu Jinbei smiled, he really wanted to say that I have met, but he felt that this was too ambiguous, he was afraid that Chen Ke would notice it, so he dared not say it, he could only say: "I don't really want to fall in love yet. "

He turned over and moved closer to Chen Ke.The weather was getting cooler, and the room was not as stuffy as before. When he was next to Chen Ke, Chen Ke didn't dislike him as much as before.He sticks to Chen Ke with peace of mind, feeling very at ease.

I really wish that before dawn, time would freeze here and let him stay next to Chen Ke all the time.

"Brother Chen, do you have someone you like?"

"What?" Chen Ke asked him, "Why do you ask this?"

"I thought of it, just ask by the way. For so many years, I haven't seen any girl you have been in contact with." Gu Jinbei said so, but he always remembered the girl who borrowed Chen Ke's money to abort her baby. Her appearance is already blurred, but she left a big mark in Gu Jinbei's heart.

"I'm not in a hurry now." Chen Ke said, "I don't have this idea either. Besides, you haven't graduated yet."

Gu Jinbei felt a little wronged: "Did I delay you?"

"Why do you think so?" Chen Ke comforted, "It has nothing to do with you, I really don't think so now."

If he is a normal man, maybe he can fall in love, get married, and have children like an ordinary person, but his body is destined to make him walk alone through the four seasons of the year.

Chen Ke sighed.

Only halfway through the sigh, Gu Jinbei covered her.Gu Jinbei's palm was slightly hard, with thin sweat, he leaned close to Chen Ke's ear, and all the hot air from his speech fell on Chen Ke's ear: "Don't sigh, you will sigh away the good luck of."

He withdrew his hand, but still felt itchy.He put his hands on his face, as if Chen Ke was kissing him.

Chen Ke waited for him to withdraw his hand, and then he laughed belatedly: "Yes, you can't sigh."

He tilted his head, Gu Jinbei couldn't see clearly in the dark.But now he really wants to feel Gu Jinbei, instead of just seeing a dark shadow.So he reached out and touched Gu Jinbei's face.

Gu Jinbei's breathing stagnates.

Chen Ke leaned over and touched Gu Jinbei's face inch by inch. Gu Jinbei didn't dare to speak. He enjoyed it both happily and painfully, wishing he could become a Buddha right now.

Probably because of his youthful vigor, Gu Jinbei was touched by Chen Ke and reacted.

Darkness can magnify many things, including human courage.Gu Jinbei put his hand on Chen Ke's, and said to Chen Ke: "Brother Chen, I'm /hard/, I feel uncomfortable."

Chen Ke rested his hand on his face, and said, "Then what should we do?"

He didn't feel it before, but now Chen Ke finally realized that he drank too much alcohol.Once the wine is on, this person will lose a sense of reason in doing things.He felt his blood was burning, and he could almost hear the sizzle.

Gu Jinbei's voice was hoarse, with a fascinating magnetic tone: "If you help me, I won't feel bad."

Chen Ke felt as if someone had strangled his throat, and he couldn't make a sound for a long time.But he finally asked in a low voice, "How can I help?"

A sealed and dark room can always breed undesired passion and desire, Gu Jinbei took Chen Ke's hand all the way down, and then stopped at a certain place.

Gu Jinbei's breathing sound was very clear in the room, and Chen Ke was also a little panting when he was leading him.His mind is just a mess now, he can't think about anything, and he doesn't want to think about anything.

Even if Gu Jinbei bit him on the neck, he couldn't wake up.

The temperature of the air gradually rose, and Gu Jinbei didn't know when he rolled up his clothes.Chen Ke didn't care about these things, he could only pant hard, as if breathing was the only thing left in his life.

It wasn't until Gu Jinbei tried to put his hand into his pants that his reason was suddenly awakened.

He grabbed Gu Jinbei's hand and said, "No."

So Gu Jinbei also woke up.

He climbed down from Chen Ke's body, Chen Ke pulled off the rolled up clothes, and when he accidentally rubbed against his chest, it still hurt a little.Some unknown liquid remained on his hands, and he wiped it on his clothes.

Neither of them spoke.

After a while, the heat in the air dropped, and Gu Jinbei said, "Go to take a bath?"

Chen Ke got out of bed: "I'll go first."

Gu Jinbei turned on the light.

Chen Ke was still a little uncomfortable when the lights came on.He squinted his eyes and went into the toilet, and when the door was closed, he slid down as if out of strength.

What is it all about...

It was getting late when the two of them went to bed again.But neither of the two of them felt sleepy, and they stared at the dark ceiling with their eyes open.In the end, Chen Ke said: "Let's pretend it never happened. I'm sorry, I was too impulsive."

These words were like a basin of cold water, cooling down Gu Jinbei who was so excited that he couldn't find the southeast and northwest.He tilted his head in disbelief, but in the end he could only say: "Okay. Actually, I was too impulsive. I should say I'm sorry."

The two tacitly pretended that today's loss of control was an accident.Woke up the next day, mutual amnesia, can not remember anything.

A period of time passed peacefully like this, and November passed.

Gu Jinbei had never bought a mobile phone before, so he learned about it for a long time before buying it. Finally, he brought a classmate who had studied it a little bit together and picked a birthday present for Chen Ke.

When Chen Ke went to work on his birthday, he unexpectedly received a lot of birthday gifts from his colleagues, some of which he couldn't even name.He was really surprised, but the surprise was real.

"It's nothing to be surprised about. Everyone is not blind. Although you may find it difficult to get along with each other, they are usually very enthusiastic." Meng Dujiang said.

Chen Ke is cold-tempered, but on weekdays, if his colleagues need help, he usually will not refuse. Sometimes when someone encounters a difficult problem, he will take the initiative to help without being asked.

"Really." Chen Ke smiled, "It's a little effort."

"Then you raise your hand quite frequently." Meng Dujiang smiled, and casually took out a box and handed it to Chen Ke, "Happy birthday."

The box was unpackaged, and was simply and rudely handed to Chen Ke by the owner.Chen Ke saw it and knew it was a mobile phone, so he was unwilling to accept it.

"What's the matter, I don't just give you a mobile phone. Last time Xiao Li celebrated his birthday, I also bought him one." Meng Dujiang explained, with his hand still stretched out in front of Chen Ke. It means that if you don't accept him, you won't give up.

"I really can't have it." Chen Ke still insisted.

The two stalemate for a long time, and finally Meng Dujiang compromised: "Okay, then I'll give you a cake, it's over."

As a concession, Chen Ke accepted it.

Going home with the cake, Gu Jinbei was already waiting for him at home.He also bought a cake and put it on the only table in the house.

So the one sent by Meng Dujiang could only be wronged and placed on the ground.

The lights in the room were not turned on, only the candles on the cake were dancing.These flames lengthened Gu Jinbei's shadow for a while, shrunk Chen Ke's shadow for a while, and finally wobbled, pulling his two shadows together.

Gu Jinbei stood by the cake and smiled at Chen Ke, who also smiled.He smiled and walked towards Gu Jinbei.

"Happy birthday." Gu Jinbei said.

Chen Ke was surprised when he received Gu Jinbei's gift.

"Did you not eat well?"

"No." Gu Jinbei lied without changing his face, "I participated in the club competition before, and won No.1, which was a bonus."

Chen Ke looked at him dubiously, but finally accepted his gift.

The same gift, because the sender is different, so the mood is also different.Chen Ke admits that he is biased, he thinks that Gu Jinbei is good, he is good everywhere, even if he almost put his hand into his pants before, his preference is obvious and unprincipled.

The next day Gu Jinbei also received the same gift from Chen Ke.

This can be regarded as a rare tacit understanding, and Gu Jinbei likes this kind of tacit understanding.He watched this coming-of-age ceremony over and over again, almost unwilling to let go.

In the evening, Chen Ke cooked a meal for Gu Jinbei, which was really rare.Chen Ke's craftsmanship is very good, and the presentation of the plate is also good-looking, Gu Jinbei swept away his face.

After eating, he rushed to wash the dishes.Chen Ke said: "Today is your birthday..."

"It's my birthday that I have to wash." Gu Jinbei was full of reason as soon as he opened his mouth, "The bowls washed by birthday stars are so convincing. If they can talk, they would like me to wash them."

Chen Ke just laughed.

After they washed their meals, they went out for a walk, strolled along the street, and entered a park.

In the park, there are grandpas writing on the ground with a big brush dipped in water, there are children playing and playing, and there are aunts dancing.The two walked through a small forest, arrived at the back of a rockery, and followed the path until they reached the main road.

Gu Jinbei felt as if he and Chen Ke had spent their entire lives together.

The last ray of the sun faded, the night sky darkened, and the moon replaced the sun, emitting a faint, soft light in the sky.

The two walked around the park and then headed home.

As the crowd came and went, Gu Jinbei took Chen Ke's hand.

Chen Ke glanced at him, and Gu Jinbei smiled at him: "I'm afraid I'll lose you."

Chen Ke also smiled: "No way." Even though he said so, he didn't try to break free from Gu Jinbei's hand.

Passers-by on the road looked over, their eyes were either contemptuous or envious, but neither of them cared, they walked home holding hands.

At the door, Gu Jinbei took out the key to open the door, and suddenly heard Chen Ke say: "Ah, I forgot one thing."

The door was opened with a "click", Gu Jinbei turned his head and asked Chen Ke: "What's the matter?"

He saw Chen Ke showing him a smile: "Happy birthday, Xiao Bei."