you are with the light

Gu Jinbei was stunned for a moment.He stared blankly at Chen Ke, but Chen Ke didn't look at him, his eyes fell on a certain point in the void, and he said, "Don't make trouble." He let go of his hand a little, and Gu Jinbei pulled it back.He was a little at a loss, and looked at Chen Ke helplessly. Chen Ke glanced at him, and the child looked at him with an aggrieved expression, whether he was about to cry or not.

Chen Ke sighed: "Don't be like this, it looks like I'm touching you." He didn't sleep well all night, and finally got a little sleepy this morning, and was scared away by Gu Jinbei's actions again.

"I... I'm sorry." Gu Jinbei looked annoyed and guilty, he rubbed his face, and didn't know how to say, "I feel bad, and I feel bad when I see you..."

Chen Ke got up from the bed: "It's done, I will clean up my mother's room today, you go to sleep."

Gu Jinbei nodded: "Okay."

Gu Jinbei went into the toilet, but his discomfort did not ease.He walked around the toilet a few times, and finally his heart broke, and he poured a basin of cold water on his head, and he finally calmed down.

Although the two are not inseparable on weekdays, they are also very close.It's just that this episode in the morning is like an invisible wall, separating the two of them.From the time they finished eating until they reached the fork in the road, neither of them said a word, and in the end it was Gu Jinbei who spoke first: "I'll go first."

Chen Ke nodded: "Yes."

Gu Jinbei walked to the teaching building of the third year of high school and found a circle of people surrounded by the sticky rails on the first floor. He didn't care about these things at first, but when he passed by, he heard someone say, "Gu Jinbei is here."

Gu Jinbei looked over abruptly.

The people around the sticky column were all looking at him at the moment, their gazes were of various colors, falling on Gu Jinbei's body and sparking sparks, making Gu Jinbei feel uncomfortable all over.He walked over, and the crowd automatically made way for him so that he could see the love letter pasted on it clearly.

Gu Jinbei's face turned pale.

He tore off the love letter, turned around and left, and threw it into the trash can without thinking when passing by.He felt angry, and his face was still gloomy when he entered the classroom.

His desk was moved, and the book with the love letter was opened on his desk.Gu Jinbei closed the book and made a loud noise when he stuffed the book into the drawer. The students in the class never looked down from him since he came in.

The grade director came to look for him after a while, and Gu Jinbei went out with a sullen face. He listened carefully to what the grade director said, but he just expressed his attitude very clearly: "I don't have a puppy love. The girl who wrote the letter is innocent. I think that puppy love is not shameful, but the issue of personal moral cultivation reflected behind this love letter is worthy of our deep thinking."

Gu Jinbei's grades were very good, and the grade director didn't make things difficult for him, but the girl was not so lucky.Although she didn't sign it, some people still recognized the handwriting on it as Xiang Zhiwen from Class [-].

Xiang Zhiwen is a very shy girl, her eyes were red when she entered the office, she glanced at Gu Jinbei, Gu Jinbei didn't know how to describe those eyes, they were full of resentment and nostalgia.

Xiang Zhiwen's grades are not outstanding, and her family is not well off.The teacher severely criticized her and finally said that she would call her parents.

Xiang Zhiwen was originally silent and resigned, but when she heard that she wanted to find her parents, she said loudly: "No!"

The teacher snorted coldly: "If you don't study well at such a young age, you'll be thinking about messy things about love all day long. I don't think you need to study anymore, just go home and get married!"

Xiang Zhiwen's tone was tinged with tears: "Teacher, I won't dare again next time, please don't look for my parents, okay? I didn't want to have a puppy relationship with Gu Jinbei, I am, I am..."

The teacher listened to her with a blank face while picking up the phone.

Xiang Zhiwen knelt down to the teacher with a plop: "Teacher, I beg you, my mother will kill me..."

The teacher started to press the phone button, Gu Jinbei snatched his receiver and hung up heavily: "Teacher, don't you understand human speech?"

Gu Jinbei's tone was not good, he saw a tiger hiding in his eyes, almost jumped out of his eyes, and bit the person in front of him to pieces.

The teacher didn't react for a while, but was bluffed by him.

"I asked her to write this love letter to me." Gu Jinbei said, "I forced her to write it to me."

Xiang Zhiwen lowered her head and said nothing, it took her a long time to say with a trembling voice: "Teacher, that's how it is..."

When he came out of the office, a group of onlookers gathered around the door, and when they saw the two of them coming out, they all laughed.There are malicious ones, kind ones, mocking ones, follow suits, and various emotions, but in the end all of them are expressed with just a smile.Gu Jinbei couldn't help but think of Xia Yin saying to him a long time ago: "Life is full of emotions, have you seen it?"

Gu Jinbei walked into the classroom, and Xiang Zhiwen followed behind him. When he was about to enter the classroom, Xiang Zhiwen grabbed his sleeve.

Gu Jinbei turned his head back, frowning and looking impatiently at the shy girl with her head bowed in front of her.

"Thank you..." Xiang Zhiwen said, "I'm sorry too, I..."

"It's nothing." Gu Jinbei said, pulling his sleeve back from her hand, "This is also my fault, I shouldn't have put the letter in the book." He wanted to leave after finishing speaking, But Xiang Zhiwen held him back again.

"That letter... you read it." Xiang Zhiwen still lowered her head, not daring to look up at Gu Jinbei, "w-how..."

"I'm sorry." Gu Jinbei pulled his sleeve out of the girl's hand again, "I just want to study now."

When school was over, Gu Jinbei didn't rush home as usual, but slowly packed his things.He doesn't know what kind of expression to face Chen Ke now, his heart is very confused, Chen Ke has disturbed his heart, but he doesn't understand why.

After packing up his things, he dawdled in the classroom for a while before going out.

The campus in the evening is not quiet, and some students came to study by themselves in the evening after a hasty meal.Gu Jinbei didn't like this, because he wanted to stay with Chen Ke for a long time, even if he didn't talk, as long as he stayed together, he would be happy.But for now, it would be better to separate from each other.

When Gu Jinbei went back, he told Chen Ke that he was going to study by himself at night, and Chen Ke nodded: "That's right, you are about to take the college entrance examination, so you have to study by yourself at night."

Hearing this, Gu Jinbei suddenly couldn't be happier.He even complained in his heart that Chen Ke promised too quickly, he should have hesitated a bit, or tried to redeem himself, instead of being so straightforward.

Chen Ke thought for a while, and then said, "The food at your school probably isn't very tasty, so I'll deliver it to you in the evening."

These words came just in time, and Gu Jinbei's heart, which was still rolling around at the bottom of the valley just now, started beating, and he smiled: "Okay."

After dinner, Gu Jinbei said he wanted to go for a walk, and Chen Ke took him for a walk by the river.The fence by the river has been built a long time ago, and it looks quite beautiful.The two walked along the river until the sun set, and when they walked back, the sky had already darkened.

On summer nights, even the wind is warm, blowing leisurely on the face, with a unique sense of comfort.Gu Jinbei and Chen Ke walked side by side, but they didn't hold hands together again. I don't know when it started, but Chen Ke stopped holding Gu Jinbei's hand.

For some reason tonight, Gu Jinbei was suddenly annoyed.He suddenly forgot the embarrassment this morning, and stretched out his hand to take Chen Ke's hand.Chen Ke was taken aback by him, turned to look at him, and Gu Jinbei said, "We haven't walked together hand in hand for a long time."

This was cleverly said, only talking about holding hands instead of holding hands, so that everything would not appear too ambiguous.Chen Ke didn't say anything else, and let Gu Jinbei hold his hand. When they met a popsicle seller, the two of them bought two and ate them as they walked.

"Will you be angry?" Gu Jinbei said cautiously after walking for a while.

"What?" Chen Ke didn't understand what he meant.

"That's what happened this morning." Gu Jinbei lowered his head as he said that, his face was burning with panic.He felt like he had been bewitched this morning, and he did such a dastardly thing.

Speaking of what happened this morning, Chen Ke remembered what happened at night.He can still see it, Gu Jinbei has reached his age, and he can no longer treat him like a child.It’s not a big deal, you just need to know how to restrain yourself, and once you’ve restrained yourself, it’s fine: “It’s nothing, you’re almost eighteen. That’s right, you have to control, you can’t let yourself do whatever you want, I’m okay, if you change If you are someone else, you must scare them away."

Gu Jinbei tilted his head to look at Chen Ke. Now he no longer needs to look up at Chen Ke.When he looked down at Chen Ke, he could see the hair on the top of Chen Ke's head, he could also see Chen Ke's long eyelashes, and the high bridge of his nose. He felt a little distracted when he looked at it, and thought, I wouldn't treat others like that Woolen cloth.

Before Gu Jinbei realized his feelings, he had already realized that Chen Ke was a unique existence to him.

The two did not sleep together tonight.This was originally a good thing, but both of them couldn't sleep.Getting used to it is a terrible thing. When you get used to having someone by your side, it will be difficult to sleep alone.

In the middle of the night, Chen Ke got up to go to the bathroom. When he came out, he saw light leaking from the room where Gu Jinbei was sleeping, so he knocked on the door.

After a while, Gu Jinbei opened the door.

Chen Ke stood at the door, didn't look inside, and said, "Go to bed early, don't read too late."

Gu Jinbei nodded.His eyes fell on Chen Ke's collarbone. Chen Ke was a little thin, but not the skinny kind. His collarbone had a beautiful curvature.

When Chen Ke lay back on the bed, he finally felt sleepy. He closed his eyes and fell asleep in a short while.

Gu Jinbei didn't sleep all night, thinking about Chen Ke made him feel uncomfortable.He hesitated for a long time before using his hand to slightly ease this thought.

After a while, he recollected, slowly raised his other clean hand, and wiped away the tears on his face.

Chen Ke didn't know what happened to Gu Jinbei in the past few days, he seemed to be a little alienated from himself, and he didn't like to pester him as much as before.It would be a lie to say that he was not disappointed, but at the same time he comforted himself that it was not a big deal.

Recently, he has always been a little restless. The college entrance examination is coming soon, and Chen Ke attributed it to his nervousness about Gu Jinbei's exam. It wasn't until he received a call from Yang Manguo that he realized where his anxiety came from.

Chen Wanran died.

When Chen Kechu heard the news, he still couldn't believe it. He repeatedly confirmed with Yang Manguo several times, and finally hung up his phone angrily. Yang Manguo called him several times but he didn't answer.He thought it sounded so ridiculous that he actually laughed.

He laughed and laughed and cried.

Yang Manguo called him one after another, but he didn't answer.When Yang Manguo stopped calling him, he remembered to call back. When Yang Manguo picked up the phone, he said: "Your mother just died, get out!"

When he was about to hang up the phone, Yang Manguo said, "Your mother's body is still here, are you sure you can't come to claim it?"

In the end, Chen Ke still didn't hang up the phone.

Gu Jinbei waited for a long time at the school gate, and when it was almost evening self-study, he still hadn't waited for the dinner delivered by Chen Ke.He walked back to the classroom, asked the teacher for leave on the grounds that he was not feeling well, and then went home.

The house was dark, with no lights and no one, so Gu Jinbei ran out, walked to the river, walked to the bridge, walked for a long time, went to several places, but did not see Chen Ke.

Gu Jinbei's heart flustered, he wanted to cry, but he couldn't.

He finally walked home, hoping to wait for Chen Ke at home.He waited for a long time, and he waited with fear, so Chen Ke came back anyway.

Chen Ke seemed to have been charmed, with tears still on his face and red eyes. Gu Jinbei asked him what was wrong, and Chen Ke said he was fine.

While speaking, tears fell down.

Gu Jinbei didn't believe it, he looked into Chen Ke's eyes stubbornly: "Whoever bullied you, tell me."

Chen Ke said: "No." His tears could not be controlled by him, and he was about to fall, as if he didn't want money.Chen Ke wanted to wipe away his tears, but wiped more and more. He said, "I fight so hard, who can bully me?"

Gu Jinbei grabbed his hand and looked at him carefully.Chen Ke's whole body is in good condition, there is no injury, and his clothes are neat and wrinkle-free.

Gu Jinbei was a little anxious: "What happened, can you tell me? Aren't we a family? If you have something to say, we will bear it together, okay?"

Chen Ke looked at him, then shook his head.