you are with the light

When Gu Jinbei woke up, Chen Ke was already gone. He closed his eyes and counted silently for three seconds before getting up.

Chen Ke had already had breakfast in the living room.It dawned early in summer, and the morning light fell on Chen Ke's body through the window, and Chen Ke seemed to be completely immersed in the light.

Gu Jinbei walked over, Chen Ke heard the sound and looked up at him, showing him a shallow smile: "Get up, go brush your teeth."

Gu Jinbei smiled back at him, and looked at the food on the table with his head. He liked it, so he was satisfied.

After dinner, the two went out together.Now Gu Jinbei is finally older than Chen Ke. When Chen Ke locked the door, he stood behind and could wrap Chen Ke up.

The two walked together for a while, and parted ways at the fork in the road.After several years of hard work, Chen Ke finally graduated as a teacher, and now works as a chef in a big hotel in the town, earning some money.Gu Jinbei was among the top in the city during the high school entrance examination. He could go to the city to study high school, but the No. [-] Middle School in the town gave him a lot of money to keep him, so Gu Jinbei didn't go.

Besides, he still has a little secret in his heart, he doesn't want to be separated from Chen Ke, even for a short time.

Think about it, since he was eight years old, the gears of his fate have been entangled with Chen Ke. After so many years, they have become accustomed to each other's existence.

When Gu Jinbei stepped into the classroom, there were quite a few people inside.Everyone is in the third year of high school, and the mountain of the college entrance examination weighs on everyone's heart, and no one dares to relax easily.

Gu Jinbei sat in his seat, took the book but couldn't read it.He read the book for a while and then looked out the window. The sun was shining brightly outside the window, and the leaves were covered with golden light.

Gu Jinbei misses Chen Ke a little bit.

He didn't know when this feeling started, but one night, he had an unspeakable dream.

Chen Ke in the dream was different from usual, his skin was very white and smooth, like an egg that had been peeled off its shell, trembling slightly in his hands.The corners of his eyes were red, as if rouge had been smeared on him. He just glanced at Gu Jinbei inadvertently, and Gu Jinbei's heart was hooked.His hands were very cold, and when he clung to Gu Jinbei's neck, it made Gu Jinbei's whole body heat up.

Hot, intolerable, longing.

When Gu Jinbei woke up that day, he was terrified. He went into the toilet like a thief and washed his underwear full of dirty evidence.For several days, he didn't dare to look directly at Chen Ke's face, always feeling that if he looked at Chen Ke more, it would be a blasphemy to him.

This feeling is wrong.Gu Jinbei vaguely realized something, but he couldn't bear this subtle feeling of happiness.He let himself go, and from then on, Chen Ke would always run into his dreams from time to time.

It wasn't until the teacher entered the classroom that Gu Jinbei withdrew his thoughts.

Chen Ke is 21 years old this year, not very old, but in this small town, he is really not too young.Chen Wanran was not in a hurry about his life-long events, and Chen Ke himself was not in a hurry, but his colleagues were in a hurry. They always wanted to introduce little girls to him. Chen Ke declined many times, but in the end they were always intentionally rejected. Pull to have a chance encounter.

When we met, the little girl was very shy, and Chen Ke was expressionless and indifferent, so there was no follow-up.Colleagues asked him what kind of girl he likes, he thought for a long time, and finally said: "It's good to be like my brother."

This remark surprised the colleagues.Gu Jinbei is still underage, but he jumped up to 1.8 meters, which can be regarded as a standout in this small town.In addition, he likes to play basketball with his classmates when he has nothing to do. He has muscles in his arms and looks full of strength.I really didn't expect Chen Ke to look at the gentle one, but he liked such a wild one in his heart.Since then, the colleagues have given up the idea of ​​introducing a partner to Chen Ke.There are quite a few women in their small town, but King Kong Barbie really doesn't have one.

This may have misunderstood Chen Ke.In Chen Ke's heart, Gu Jinbei has always been the weak, pitiful, and helpless child nine years ago. He thinks that the child is fair and charming, and if there is a little girl who looks like that, he can't try. talk.

Gu Jinbei opened the book and found an envelope inside.

The envelope was pink, and on it was written "Received by Gu Jinbei" in beautiful characters.

Gu Jinbei picked up the letter, and after opening it, there was a pink letter lying inside. After Gu Jinbei picked it up and read it, he found that it was a love letter.

The love writing is very good, the words are beautifully written, and the feelings are well written. The only downside is that this letter is not signed.

Gu Jinbei only thought it was an episode, and after reading it, he put the letter into the book, and then stuffed it into the desk together with the book.

During dinner, Gu Jinbei mentioned the love letter to Chen Ke, not knowing whether it was for showing off or because of the secret thoughts in his heart.Chen Ke was stunned for a moment, he seemed a little unresponsive: "For you?"

"Yes." Gu Jinbei said while looking at Chen Ke's face, Chen Ke frowned, not sure if it was because of anger or other reasons.

"Although I may be a bit old-fashioned when I say this, it is the critical time for you, so don't fall in love." Chen Ke said, looking at Gu Jinbei, "After you graduate from high school, think about this issue again. Anyway, you You're still young, don't worry."

This was not the answer Gu Jinbei wanted, but other than that, he couldn't think of what kind of attitude Chen Ke should use to answer him.He nodded sullenly, and then went to pick up the rice. Chen Ke saw his unhappiness, and asked him with a smile: "Why, unhappy?"

Gu Jinbei nodded heavily, and his voice was a little dull: "It's the first time I received a love letter."

Although Gu Jinbei is not bad looking, he has never received a love letter, and no girl has confessed to him face to face.For a while, he looked in the mirror every day and doubted his life, and asked Chen Ke if I was ugly.

Chen Ke said he wasn't ugly, so he felt better.

Chen Ke's smile widened, and he felt that the child was really cute.The tone seemed to be coquettish, begging for praise aggrieved: Look, I have already received a love letter, how good I am, please praise me quickly.

"Then what are you going to do?" Chen Ke asked him, "Promise her?"

"No." Gu Jinbei vetoed it without thinking, "I don't even know her name."

After dinner, one of the two watched TV in the living room, and the other did homework in the room.When Chen Wanran came back, Chen Ke glanced at her: "How is it?"

For some reason, Chen Wanran first had a fever and a sore throat, and then began to have a headache, fatigue, and diarrhea.Later, red spots and pimples appeared on her skin, which looked scary.At first, she thought it was an allergy, so she went to the small clinic downstairs to buy anti-allergy medicine, but it didn't improve after taking it, and she dragged on for several days before going to the hospital.

The hospital in the town didn't find any serious problems, only said it was pneumonia, and prescribed several medicines for her.But the medicine was still not cured after taking it, so Chen Wanran waited for a long time before going to the market to check it.

Chen Wanran's expression did not look good, her face was very white, abnormally white, tears swirled in her eyes, they were about to fall, but in the end they did not fall.

She tried her best and forced a smile for Chen Ke: "It's not a serious illness, it's the same as the one in the town, it's just pneumonia."

Chen Ke looked at her in disbelief.He knew that Chen Wanran must have concealed his illness, he guessed it was some kind of cancer, and only later found out that it was so serious.

Chen Wanran entered the room, packed a box and came out after a while.Chen Ke looked at her and frowned: "What are you doing?"

Chen Wanran said: "A man said he wanted to support me, so I want to go with him."

"Who?" Chen Ke asked her.He felt that Chen Wanran was lying, but he didn't know why Chen Wanran was lying.

"You don't know me. I met you in the city." Chen Wanran said, "He doesn't know how miserable I am, so he is willing to be with me. He doesn't know...you exist, so, I...sorry."

Chen Ke stood up from the sofa, looked at Chen Wanran and said nothing.Chen Wanran raised her hand to wipe her tears. There were so many tears that she couldn't wipe them all. Some tears leaked from her fingers to her arms.

"You're so old, you should be able to support yourself. I put the passbook in the drawer, and I still have some money. If Xiao Bei goes to college, he won't be very worried for a while."

Chen Ke didn't speak.After a while, Gu Jinbei came out of the room.He was a little surprised when he saw Chen Wanran packing up the box: "Hello, Auntie."

Chen Wanran smiled and nodded at him, with tears still on her face: "Then I'll go first."

Chen Ke sat back on the sofa, didn't respond to her, and didn't look at her. He waited until the door was closed before he leaned on the sofa as if he was relieved.

Chen Ke couldn't sleep at night, he always felt restless in his heart, as if something big was about to happen.The air in the room was heavy and dull, and the old fan creaked and blew, but it made his heart even hotter.

Gu Jinbei leaned over to lean against him, their skins were pressed against each other, and soon they were sweating.

Chen Ke hid, but couldn't hide very far.The bed was not big, but the two of them grew up quite a bit.Chen Ke couldn't help thinking of Chen Wanran's room, he thought, if Chen Wanran didn't come back, he would let Gu Jinbei sleep in her room.

Thinking of Chen Wanran, Chen Ke's heart was disturbed again.He didn't know where Chen Wanran was at the moment, so he got up and called Chen Wanran. While Chen Ke was waiting anxiously, Chen Wanran answered the phone.

"Son." There was nothing wrong with Chen Wanran's tone, "What's wrong?"

Chen Ke said: "I miss you, why don't you come back."

Chen Wanran smiled on the other end of the phone: "How old are you, you still can't live without your mother. You must know that your mother can't be with you forever."

Chen Ke inexplicably felt sad: "It's okay to accompany me now."

"It can't be done." Chen Wanran said, "Mom also has her own life. Seeing that mom has found her own happiness, shouldn't you be happy?"

Chen Ke was speechless.

"Okay, okay, I'll hang up first." Chen Wanran said, her voice was a little misty due to the wind, "Honey, be happy forever."

Chen Ke lay back on the bed, Gu Jinbei put his arms around his waist, and his whole body stood up: "Where have you been?"

"Called my mom." Chen Ke said, "Let go of me, I'm so hot."

"No." Gu Jinbei buried his head in the crest of his neck, and sprayed all the hot air on his neck, "I'm going to hug you."

This posture is really weird, but Chen Ke really can't figure out what's wrong for a while.If he was a girl, it must be wrong for Gu Jinbei to hold him like this, but he is not, there is really nothing wrong with Gu Jinbei holding him like this.It was too hot, his back was wet with sweat, and his forehead began to sweat.

He endured it for a while, and then started to break Gu Jinbei's hand. Gu Jinbei's hand started to get a little tense, and then he let go. Chen Ke pushed his hand over: "Sleep well."

Gu Jinbei felt aggrieved: "Don't you like it?"

"It will be too hot if you hug him in summer." Chen Ke had a surprisingly good temper when facing Gu Jinbei. If someone else hugged him like this, he would have already kicked him. How could he coax him in such a coaxing tone? .

"Will it be okay in winter?" Gu Jinbei asked, his tone a little excited, "You are afraid of the cold, I can warm your bed."

Chen Ke said, "Okay."

The two reached an agreement in this way, and slept peacefully on their faces.In the middle of the night, Chen Ke was awakened by the heat while half asleep and half awake. He opened his eyes and found that Gu Jinbei had put his hand over again at some point.

This time, besides the hand, there is something even more difficult to talk about.Gu Jinbei pushed against him, the feeling was huge and clear, even if Chen Ke wanted to ignore it, he couldn't really ignore it.He suddenly realized that Gu Jinbei was really grown up, and he would be an adult after this year.

Chen Ke moved, wanting to get rid of the feeling of being pushed, but failed. Instead, he made this movement as if he was trying to lure him, causing Gu Jinbei to snort.

Chen Ke's whole body tensed up, and now he was very afraid that Gu Jinbei would wake up.It might be so embarrassing if the two of them were face to face.He couldn't move anymore, but he still felt uncomfortable. He was in a dilemma, and pushed Jin Bei's hand again.Gu Jinbei's hands were hot, and Chen Ke always felt that he was going to be burned by the scorching temperature.

The hand didn't move away, the thing was still pressing against it, Gu Jinbei buried his face in his neck, the breath he exhaled was hot and heavy, almost made Chen Ke cry.

He thought bitterly that Gu Jinbei could not be allowed to sleep with him.Tomorrow night, he must be driven to another room.

Chen Ke didn't close his eyes almost all night.When it was almost dawn, Chen Ke closed his eyes in a daze.Gu Jinbei was still a little dazed when he woke up, and it took him a while to wake up.After waking up and realizing something, he hurriedly moved away from Chen Ke.

Chen Ke didn't move, he should still be asleep.

This realization made Gu Jinbei heave a sigh of relief.He sat on the edge of the bed for a while, but still felt the pain.He began to feel at a loss, and glanced at Chen Ke. Chen Ke was facing away from him, wearing a vest, revealing a large area of ​​white and smooth skin, which made Gu Jinbei's mouth dry.

He felt even worse.

He sneaked back again, Chen Ke closed his eyes, and his eyelashes cast a small shadow on his eyelids.

"Brother Chen, Brother Chen." Gu Jinbei called him a few times, but Chen Ke didn't respond.

Gu Jinbei stretched out his hand hesitantly and touched Chen Ke's skin.Chen Ke's skin was soft and sticky, Gu Jinbei went all the way down and touched Chen Ke's collarbone.

He knew it was bold and immoral, but he couldn't help himself.He wanted to touch Chen Ke, this desire was clamoring in his body, driving him crazy.

Just touch it, and Chen Ke won't wake up.

He was thinking like this, but he stretched his hand into Chen Ke's collar uncontrollably. Chen Ke's eyelashes began to tremble, and the trembling became bigger and bigger, and finally opened when Gu Jinbei stretched towards his chest. Eyes, he grabbed Gu Jinbei's troublesome hand through his clothes.