dizziness

Ruan Miaomiao went to the United States to study in the summer after her sophomore year.

At that time, the school happened to have a quota for exchange students. It was a well-known art college in the United States. He was favored by all the professors, so he left this spot to him.

Ruan Miaomiao didn't want to go, not to mention one more year of studying in the sophomore year, the most important thing was because of Owen, thinking of leaving that person for three years, Ruan Miaomiao decisively returned the application form.

He and Owen have known each other for three years, but they have been together for less than two years. Ruan Miaomiao knows that three years is not a small number. Take them as an example. Think about what will happen between them if you leave.

He said that he wanted to live with Owen for the rest of his life. He didn't want to slip up, and he couldn't slip up, not for a lifetime, not for a single day.

Ruan Miaomiao felt that he still had a lot of things to do. He hadn't justifiably attended that person's class, hadn't become his student, and hadn't made Owen proud of being a student like him.

He has not only love for this man, but also respect and admiration, because Owen really taught him so many things, no matter in painting or emotion, Ruan Miaomiao was so cruel to leave him.

But Owen wanted him to leave.

Maybe it was from Lin Zifeng that Ruan Miaomiao decided not to go to the United States. Owen ran to the school office in a hurry and asked for an application form. After Ruan Miaomiao refused, the school planned to reserve this spot for a boy from the dance department. It was all said, but before anyone else came, Owen came running backwards.

The school was naturally a little bit on the fence, and Owen also said all the good things in a low voice. He himself felt that he had never been so useless. Not to give it, as if deliberately making things difficult for him, saying that the boy must agree to give up before giving it to him.

On a hot day, Owen was already drenched when he ran to the dance department against the scorching sun, and he didn't care about his title of professor. When he found the boy, he begged him to give up his place like a grandson.

If Owen could see his own appearance, he might be shocked, but he had nothing on his mind at the time, only Ruan Miaomiao's future, and it was worth doing for himself.

Maybe it was Owen's luck. The boy who danced was very reasonable, and he knew Ruan Miaomiao. The two were born at the same time, and they had a good relationship on weekdays. up.

It may be because of the boy's relationship. Ruan Miaomiao knew that Owen was humbly begging for help for himself, and he didn't dare to think about how a strong person like Owen could bear this tone. Ruan Miaomiao felt as if he had experienced it himself. Yes, maybe even he couldn't reach Owen's level.

Back home, Ruan Miaomiao ignored the piece of paper on the table, rushed to Owen and hugged him tightly.

Before he could say a word, he was already crying.

Owen wanted to scold Ruan Miaomiao for this incident, but when he saw him cry, the prepared lines instantly turned into sour water in his heart, and he also guessed that Ruan Miaomiao probably knew that he was going to beg for help, so he felt so sorry for him.

Since the two got together, Owen hadn't seen him cry much, and could only kiss him over and over again to comfort him, but Ruan Miaomiao seemed determined to cry, but kept shaking her head, choked up and unable to speak a word.

Seeing him crying so sadly, Owen didn't want him to leave for a while, but he knew he couldn't be so selfish.

Sitting down with Ruan Miaomiao in his arms, Owen reasoned with him, talking earnestly for a long time, just like playing the piano to a cow, Ruan Miaomiao just said some willful words childishly, and refused to go no matter what.

In the end, Owen also got angry. He knew that this was an opportunity for Ruan Miaomiao. There are not many such opportunities in a person's life. If you give up, it will not be easy to get it back. Ruan Miaomiao is still young now. , I don’t really understand the impact of the future on life, but Owen is a person who has suffered a lot. Even if he knows that Ruan Miaomiao really hates himself, Owen will never want him to let go of this opportunity because of himself.

In Owen's heart, Ruan Miaomiao is a talented person. He should have his own life. Owen was ready when he decided to be with him. It doesn't mean to control him and imprison his life.

Owen forced the application form into Ruan Miaomiao's hands, and if he didn't fill it out, he would pack up and get out.

Ruan Miaomiao was so angry that she wanted to tear up the torn paper and throw it on Owen.

But he still didn't do it in the end. Ruan Miaomiao knew that Owen was doing it for his own good. He knew Owen. If this person was determined to let him go, he would not let him stay.

Although the two are lovers, Ruan Miaomiao has always respected him. From before to now, no matter what Owen says, he will believe it. The symbols that this person scribbled on his body are like tattoos tattooed into the flesh. If you don't want to go, competing with Owen is to make life difficult for yourself, and in the end you can only lose both sides.

There was a stalemate for several days, until the school came to urge, Owen put the application form in front of Ruan Miaomiao again, carrying two suitcases by the way, Ruan Miaomiao knew that there were all his own things in it, stared at Owen fiercely, picked up a pen and filled it out scribbled The torn paper took the suitcase back to the room and threw the contents out one by one as if venting.

After that, the relationship between the two was not very good. They talked less, quarreled more, and Ruan Miaomiao deliberately magnified little things. Owen knew that he was still angry at him for threatening him to go abroad, and most of the time he let him.

Until the night of going abroad, the two quarreled even more. Ruan Miaomiao picked up the passport and tore it up, but the paper was too hard to tear, so she turned around and was about to tear up the ticket. Fortunately, Owen quickly snatched it away and threw it away. slapped him.

Ruan Miaomiao's face was swollen from the beating, and Owen rushed over and pushed him onto the bed, where they kissed messily and hotly. The two lingered all night, and Ruan Miaomiao's tears never stopped, dripping on Owen's body like magma It was hot, until after Ruan Miaomiao said he loved him over and over again, Owen couldn't help crying anymore.

When sending Ruan Miaomiao to the airport, Lin Zifeng and Chen Tianyi also came, no one spoke a word along the way, Ruan Miaomiao's face was pale, and the hand holding Owen was cold and weak.

After completing the registration procedures, the two didn't say a word to each other even before entering the customs. Seeing the lonely figure of Ruan Miaomiao disappearing in the door, Owen's vision became blurred, and when he was about to leave, he sent a message. Come on in a rush of footsteps.

"Owen!"

Ruan Miaomiao called his name and suddenly came back and appeared at the door, but was stopped by two staff members.

"Miaomiao..."

Seeing this, Owen hurried up to meet him. Before he could stand still, Ruan Miaomiao broke away from the staff's hand, ignoring the surrounding eyes, and hugged Owen tightly.

"When I come back, we still have a lifetime."

Owen smiled with tears in his eyes, and just nodded blindly. He didn't dare to speak, because he was afraid that he would not be able to help keeping him.

Ruan Miaomiao just left.

However, Owen still stood there lingering, as if expecting that person to appear again.

Seeing Owen like this, the two people behind them felt uncomfortable. Chen Tianyi stepped forward and patted him on the shoulder.

"Owen, don't be like this, three years will pass quickly."

Owen glanced at him, nodded, then turned and walked out of the airport.

Yes, three years must pass quickly, because he and that person still have a whole life.

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Come, come, continue to abuse (╥ω╥`)? Don't worry, Miaomiao will come back in the next chapter.