dizziness

"Yan, and me, which one do you choose?"

This is undoubtedly the most difficult multiple-choice question Owen has faced in his life.

Ruan Miaomiao snatched the lighter from him, and Owen was holding a cigarette that was too late to light. He never expected that Ruan Miaomiao would ask such a question, and Owen glanced at him with an ugly face: "Are you threatening me?"

Ruan Miaomiao did not speak, took off the cigarette in Owen's mouth and threw it into the trash can. Threats are obviously inappropriate here. This is clearly coercion. Owen couldn't bear it. To him, cigarettes are an addictive lover. Seeing being thrown into the trash can, there is no reason not to feel distressed. He slapped the table and stood up and shouted: "Ruan Miaomiao! Don't go too far!"

"I am going too far or you are going too far!" Ruan Miaomiao stared at him sharply, "How many times have I told you to quit smoking, have you heard it!"

"You fucking know I can't quit and you keep saying it! Every time I smoke a cigarette, you make a bad face for someone! Do you want to live this fucking life!"

It’s not that Owen never thought about quitting smoking. Ever since he lived with Ruan Miaomiao, he also knew that he didn’t like the smell of smoke, so he secretly tried to quit smoking, but all failed. He really wanted to quit smoking for Ruan Miaomiao’s sake, but He has been smoking this cigarette for decades, and it has become a habit. Even if he wants to quit, it will take a process. Besides, he has tried to smoke as little as possible for the sake of Ruan Miaomiao, and he doesn't even dare to touch the cigarette in front of him, which makes Owen Smoking a cigarette is really like having an affair. I have already reached this point. Ruan Miaomiao not only doesn't understand, but even grabs it. Owen really can't bear it anymore.

"Do you still know that this is life! Have you considered my feelings! Owen, how can you be so selfish!"

"I'm selfish?!" Owen almost laughed out of sarcasm, feeling that Ruan Miaomiao was making trouble for no reason at all, "You force me to quit if you don't like the smell of cigarettes, isn't that considered selfish?! I can't even tolerate such a thing, I I really doubt if you really love me!"

When Ruan Miaomiao heard this, she turned pale with anger, stared at Owen firmly, picked up the lighter she had snatched from her hand, and threw it on him.

"I don't fucking love you and will make you quit smoking?! Don't you know how bad smoking is to your health! How many people died of lung cancer because of smoking?! You want to die that much, don't you! Then you smoke ! Smash it to death!"

Owen's chest hurts from being hit, and he couldn't believe that Ruan Miaomiao would treat him like this. It's fine to smash him, but he even cursed him to death. It's frantic. Owen was so angry that he didn't care whether he was kind or not. He took out a cigarette and lit it next to his mouth, and looked at Ruan Miaomiao viciously: "Don't give me a fucking high-sounding sound! I'll just smoke it! Even if I die, I'll fuck you!" Willing! Willing! Get out of here early if you don’t like it! No one is fucking stopping you!”

"Owen! You bastard!" Gritting her teeth, Ruan Miaomiao picked up the ashtray on the table and threw it at Owen, "You are dead, what should I do?!"

Fortunately, Owen reacted quickly, he dodged a little, and the ashtray hit the wall next to his ear. Of course, Owen didn't have time to think about how he was almost smashed to the ground. Looking at Ruan Miaomiao's sad and angry face, he couldn't say a word, maybe he never realized that Ruan Miaomiao asked him to quit smoking for this reason.

Ruan Miaomiao rushed forward and hugged him tightly. He really learned from good people and bad people from bad people. After being with Owen for a long time, Ruan Miaomiao's personality became more irritable. He felt that he must be crazy. He loved this man so much. Like myself.

"Haven't you really thought about it, what if something happens to you and you leave me alone..."

Hearing his voice choked up, Owen felt uncomfortable. He just didn't expect Ruan Miaomiao to think so deeply and for a long time. Owen seemed to be caught off guard for a while, so he could only keep patting him on the back: "Miaomiao ……do not do that……"

Ruan Miaomiao shook his head, and hugged him even more childishly. He didn't want to lose this man, not at all. He wanted to protect him and spend a long, long time with him. Life is irregular, so I cook for him at regular times every day. Even if sometimes he is busy with his studies and never misses a day, it is not that he cannot bear the pungent smell of smoke. He just saw a picture of a dead smoker on the Internet by chance. Ruan Miaomiao was frightened by the photos of her lungs. This feeling was no less than when she heard the word AIDS. That's why Ruan Miaomiao tried her best to get Owen to quit smoking.

The time difference between the two is not only Owen's heart disease, but also Ruan Miaomiao's pain. Seeing this man getting farther and farther away from the appearance when he first saw him day by day, no one can understand how uncomfortable he feels. Ruan Miaomiao was angry because he felt that Owen didn't know how to cherish himself at all, and he didn't even cherish the relationship between them.

"Owen, even if it's for me, you quit smoking, okay? As long as you can quit smoking, I can do whatever you want. I really... want to spend my whole life with you."

"Miaomiao..."

Owen touched the tears on his face, and didn't dare to guess how long he could participate in Ruan Miaomiao's so-called lifetime. At this moment, he was so afraid that he would grow old. If quitting smoking could stop time, he would really like to quit. , but unfortunately not possible.

Quitting smoking has never been the center of their conflicts. The only conflict between them is time. If time cannot stop moving forward, they will still be separated one day.

Ruan Miaomiao saw that he had nothing to say, but just looked at himself thoughtfully, and he said anxiously, "Speak up, Owen, promise me, okay?"

Owen hugged his head, kissed his cold forehead, and smiled bitterly.

"Okay, listen to you, I quit."

Ruan Miaomiao also smiled, and kissed his lips forcefully.

Owen knew that he was about to start the painful process of quitting smoking again, but he felt that he would be able to quit this time, not because he wanted to find that unattainable life, but because he really didn't want to see Ruan Miaomiao's lonely expression again. .

(Finish)

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Quitting smoking must be a joke, Uncle Ou, I promise you won't quit.

Writing Yaqing is so depressing, really depressing, why is it so depressing, let me write a small episode to catch my breath.