dizziness

After Ruan Miaomiao went to the United States, Owen still lived his life as before. He went to school from nine to five every day. When I got home from work, I was alone in the room that seemed to still have the smell of that person, and I couldn't help but feel a little lonely.

Recently, Owen's sleeping condition has also declined sharply. In the past, when two people were together, they always felt that the bed was too small to reach, and they would bump into each other when they turned over. Now that Owen sleeps alone, he feels that the bed is a bit unbelievably spacious.

Owen went to the hospital to see a doctor. In addition to letting him relax, the doctor prescribed some sleeping pills for comfort. He heard that taking sleeping pills for a long time would affect his memory. like.

Regardless of Owen's strength and age, his relationship is still the same as when he was young, but if he is sincere, he will become fragile and fragile, especially the older he is, the more serious this problem is. In front of Ruan Miaomiao, Owen has been full of prestige, but now that he is gone, Owen is like a poor guy who has been beaten back to his original shape.

When Ruan Miaomiao first arrived in the United States, the two talked on the phone almost every day. That was around 2005. Video calls were far less popular than they are now, and international calls are very expensive. So I hung up the phone, but even so, the phone bill in one month can still cover half a month's salary of Owen, anyone will feel uneasy in a strange environment, as long as it can make Ruan Miaomiao feel better, Owen will never Care about money.

After half a year, the phone calls between the two gradually decreased. Knowing that Ruan Miaomiao was on the right track and getting used to the life there, Owen felt relieved but still a little lonely.

Perhaps being able to adapt is the benefit of being young. Ruan Miaomiao gradually adapted to life without him, but Owen couldn't do it the other way around.

Although there are fewer calls, Ruan Miaomiao will often send back photos to Owen, all of which are taken by him, with the phrase "missyou" written on the back of each photo, and he wants Owen to know that no matter where he goes, he will think of him.

Every time Owen received these photos, he would always look at them with a smile for a long time. He felt that he was thinking of him while looking at the photos, as if the distance between the two of them had narrowed. After a year, there were several copies of these photos just in albums. .

Probably because of his art studies, the photos Ruan Miaomiao took are very beautiful. By coincidence, the professor of the photography department of the school took a fancy to his talent and asked him if he would be interested in transferring to the photography department. Ruan Miaomiao took this I told Owen about the matter and wanted to ask for some opinions, but Owen meant to respect his own choice.

Although Ruan Miaomiao loves oil painting, it is because of Irving that he came into contact with photography, and each picture is taken with care. Ruan Miaomiao even feels that taking pictures can also express his feelings for that person. He is also very good at this, so he went to the United States for a Years later Ruan Miaomiao switched from painting to photography.

Owen felt that his choice was correct. Times have changed now. It is no longer the era of Lin Zifeng and himself. Painting an oil painting has a chance to become famous all over the world. If you want to make a difference, young people should follow the trend of the times and contact More new things.

After transferring to another department, Ruan Miaomiao became more and more busy. Although it is relatively easy to have a foundation in painting, she also started from scratch with professional knowledge of photography, so the contact between the two was even less, probably because Owen was worried. Ruan Miaomiao didn't talk too much about her own life. Although Owen didn't ask questions, there was no reason not to worry. He knew that it was very difficult for Ruan Miaomiao to go out alone. Although there was no need to worry about tuition fees, the expenses needed for living were all paid by Ruan Miaomiao's part-time job. It came, Owen was afraid that he would force himself too much, so he secretly transferred money into his account several times, but Ruan Miaomiao refunded them all intact, and repeatedly warned Owen not to do this again, Owen promised yes, But he still didn't give up, and went to Lin Zifeng to call him in his name, but found out that Lin Zifeng was the same as himself, and all the money from the call was refunded.

Owen knew in his heart that what Ruan Miaomiao disliked most was that he regarded him as his son, but in fact Owen didn't think so much, he just hoped that he could study hard there without any worries. Owen also felt that he might not have considered Ruan Miaomiao's feelings in doing so. , maybe just like when I was young, no matter how tired or hard I am, I never want to show a little weakness, especially in front of the one I love.

Ruan Miaomiao went to work every day after class, and almost worked until midnight, so that the money he earned was enough for his monthly expenses. After finally saving some money, he called Owen several times and told him that he was going back to China Look at him, but all of them are rejected by Owen.

It's not that Owen doesn't want him to come back. It can be said that he dreams of that person suddenly appearing in front of him, but he knows that photography is a waste of money, so he tells Ruan Miaomiao not to waste money on air tickets. He should buy some equipment for himself. Only with good equipment can you learn better. The two quarreled over this matter. After a long time, seeing Owen's tough attitude, Ruan Miaomiao didn't want to hurt his feelings, so gradually he stopped mentioning this matter, and put his hard work into a fit of anger. The money I saved was used to buy the best SLR camera of the year.

Ruan Miaomiao is already a good student, and having good equipment is even more powerful. He even won a prize in a photography competition, but his most satisfying works will always be those photos sent to Owen, because these are memories that belong only to the two of them. , the phrase "missyou" will still be written on the back of each photo, but the strokes are a little impetuous. I don't know whether it means I miss Owen or these photos are evidence that I missed the meeting between the two.

Perhaps for Owen, the real reason for not letting Ruan Miaomiao come back was never those high-sounding excuses, but because he was afraid that after seeing that person, he would not be able to pretend to be strong enough to let him go again.

In this way, the two separated for three full years.

Sometimes Owen misses so much that he would take out the pile of photo albums and look through them one by one, imagining what Ruan Miaomiao looked like when he took these photos, whether he was fat or thin, whether his hair was long or short, thinking about it He would laugh out loud, laughing at himself at this age and being naive as if he was in first love, and then hurriedly regained his usual image, tears stubbornly refusing to fall.

For three years, Owen had no way of knowing what it meant to Ruan Miaomiao, but he didn't dare to think deeply about what it meant to him.

It wasn't until time passed by and heard the news that the man had returned as scheduled that Owen understood what parting was.

In his opinion, the meaning of parting is never a so-called reunion, but an experience of cutting bones with a knife.

Owen may have spent these three years dripping with blood.

On the eve of Ruan Miaomiao's return to China, Owen dyed his hair on purpose. If the most obvious traces of the past three years have been left on him, it is probably that his hair has become more and more gray. He has so much gray hair that he can't see anyone, he will never dye it, even Xiao Ruohan sometimes can't stand it, saying that he is disrespectful, and Owen just smiles and doesn't bother to answer.

Owen, who had dyed his hair, instantly felt several years younger, refreshed, with a radiant smile. People in the world often say that women are the ones who please themselves. Owen feels that there is nothing shameful in using it on himself. I don't want Ruan Miaomiao to say that you are old and thin when she sees him. Owen always only wants to hear three other words.

On the day when Ruan Miaomiao came back, Owen came to the airport early. He felt that the flight time was always just a talk, and he was afraid that Ruan Miaomiao would come out early and not be able to see him at the first time. It seemed that he had never thought that the flight was not on time. Irving came early in the morning and wandered around the airport all day. Even the staff felt that he was acting suspiciously, so they watched him carefully several times, as if to prevent him from doing something bad.

In the afternoon, the number of people coming to pick up the plane gradually increased, and Owen even stood guard at the exit, lest Ruan Miaomiao would not be able to find him if there were too many people around.

Next to him was a middle-aged man who was also waiting for someone. He was older than Owen. When they chatted, they learned that the middle-aged man's child was also in the United States. The waiting appearance asked him if he was also waiting for the child. Owen just smiled, neither admitting nor denying it. If it were the original Owen would have scolded him back, but now he is somehow cautious.

Ruan Miaomiao's flight finally arrived, and Owen's palms began to sweat. It would be a lie to say that he was not nervous, but he was more happy.

Batches of people gradually passed his sight, but Owen never saw that familiar figure. Thinking that Ruan Miaomiao must have changed a lot in the past three years, Owen was worried that he would not be able to recognize him at first sight.

Another group of people came out, and the son of the middle-aged man next to him was also among them. Seeing the scene of the reunion of the two father and son, Owen was touched for a moment, not knowing what it would be like when he met that person.

As soon as he lost his mind and thought of this, he heard a loud "pop!", as if something had fallen over. Owen suddenly pulled his mind back, and saw a tall figure running towards him, his luggage fell behind him, and the people around him Everyone looked around curiously.

Before Owen could see the man's face clearly, his body sank and he was hugged tightly.

Owen knew that the person he was waiting for was him.

"Miaomiao..." Tears still flowed down.

Ruan Miaomiao kept nodding vigorously, hugging him tighter and tighter, as if desperately trying to regain the lost years.

"I miss you so much, I really miss you, Owen..."

This moment came so suddenly that Owen couldn't believe that he had really waited for him, and couldn't even imagine how he survived the three years without him.

The man in front of him has indeed changed a lot, with a more mature face than before, wearing a black jacket and leather boots, and carrying a SLR. He is fashionable and handsome. No matter how you look at it, he is a charming man. Owen almost moves on him. Keep your eyes open.

Ruan Miaomiao held his face in his hands and looked at him deeply. Owen smiled awkwardly. It was very embarrassing to be seen crying again, but Ruan Miaomiao stared at him tenderly, moved his head a little closer, and made gestures against his lips. Just wanted to kiss, and there were so many people watching around, Owen didn't expect him to be so bold, he was startled, turned his head away hastily, and Ruan Miaomiao's kiss landed on his cheek.

"Yo! I can't tell you have such a good father-son relationship!"

Seeing this, the middle-aged man couldn't help sighing, Ruan Miaomiao seemed to be about to explain something, but Owen tore off the corner of his clothes, and nodded to the man first: "Oh, yes, it's not good, haven't we seen each other for a few years?" .”

Ruan Miaomiao was stunned for a moment, and looked at Owen with a little doubt, but Owen just smiled at him calmly. Ruan Miaomiao didn't seem to be in the mood to care about such a small matter at the moment, thinking that Owen was just dismissing that person perfunctorily, and held tightly He held his hand and walked out of the airport.

Probably only Owen knew best in his heart that he was not afraid of people knowing their relationship or receiving those strange looks, but that Ruan Miaomiao was so glamorous, and Owen was afraid that such a self would lose face for him.

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It doesn't seem to be very abused, why is this chapter abused so well. .Resolutely turn on the sadistic sadism mode, um, these two chapters are not part of the sadistic text (*′罒`*), don’t you really want to hack me to death with knives_(:з」∠)_