Dressing Biography

In the border town, everything is a new beginning. People don’t know each other; . .Therefore, my aunt and I had to ask Aunt Zhang for advice for several days.My aunt even asked Aunt Zhang to lead her around the border town on the grounds that she was familiar with the border town.I wanted to follow, but of course she stopped me. In the end, Li Le and I stayed at home to watch the house.Li Le also knows that I feel a little strange to him, so he and I are polite, keep a respectful distance, and never wait for an opportunity to do bad things.I feel a little embarrassed to be respected so much by him, after all, I offered to be with him for ten years.In the days to come, it is impossible to be safe and sound every day like now.

Whenever my aunt made various excuses to leave me and Li Le alone, we would chat around the fire in the hall, talking about his childhood.From Li Le's eyebrows, I can see his revenge, his courage, and his courage to move forward.But I can only listen quietly to the side as I am now, and occasionally respond to him with a faint smile.At that time, he always scratched his head and was a little shy.After several days of communication, the distance between the two of us was getting closer and closer. I suppressed my anxiety and forced a smile.

The New Year has already passed silently in our trek through mountains and rivers.The early spring in the border town is still cold and windy, and the ice and snow have not yet melted.On the contrary, the troops led by General Zhang rushed from Yanjing to the border town in mighty force, and shattered the glaciers outside the city.Li Le went outside the city to meet him early in the morning.My aunt and I helped Aunt Zhang in the kitchen.I heard from Aunt Zhang that the pancakes made by her are the most delicious in the whole border town, so every time the army arrives in the border town, General Zhang has to eat the pancakes from Li Le before going back to his house.The soldiers who came together could fill the courtyard, so Aunt Zhang began to gather before dawn.

Seeing Mrs. Zhang's skillful skills, one after another big cakes were placed on the plate, I heard a hearty laughter, and when I went out, I saw Li Le was walking beside a person.The man was tall and thick, and he looked powerful at first glance. His eyes were like eagles in the sky, sharp and energetic, and that laugh was exactly from him.I guess that person should be the General Zhang that Li Le often mentioned.General Zhang laughed again when he saw me: "This is the little lady you miss so much. She is really beautiful." His words made a group of people behind him laugh.Frightened by the flood of laughter, I ran back to the kitchen.I didn't catch what they were saying, but the bursts of laughter became more violent.

The pancake was served by Li Le himself.Seeing my blushing face, Li Le approached me and whispered: "Don't be afraid, they are rough people with no evil intentions." The more he said, the more flustered I became, and I nodded quickly.

After Li Le left, my aunt rubbed against me.I looked up, and saw her smug face: "Li Le said that the wedding will be arranged after General Zhang arrives, why don't you ask him when he will be?" Auntie's words were like a mallet, and I was beaten to death all at once. A little dizzy.I simply turned around and continued to do my own thing, ignoring this burning question.My aunt laughed again: "Could it be that you are shy, why don't I ask him?" My ears were like being roasted on a charcoal fire, and my heart was even more flustered.

"I heard from Li Le that he has already written a letter to ask General Zhang. General Zhang has set a date, which is three days later." Aunt Zhang said suddenly, which made my hairs stand on end in shock. she.Aunt Zhang saw my big reaction, and said with a smile: "Why don't you pay attention at all. This is a major event in your life. On that day, Li Le thought for a long time before writing the manuscript, and the lights were still on." I just remembered that there was such a day.

Putting down the rolling pin in his hand, looking at the snow-white flour, he felt a little blocked.I have all followed to the border town, and it is impossible to turn back.Now we can only catch the ducks on the shelves.Grab a handful of fine white flour and let it slip through my fingers, wishing ten years had passed.I muttered again in my heart: Liang Shiqin, I miss you, do you miss me?

What Aunt Zhang said was true, at the banquet, Li Le negotiated all the marriage matters with everyone.When everyone was full, they dispersed and helped him make arrangements.I don't have to do anything, just wait until the day comes, put on the red hijab, and follow the matchmaker.But I, who had nothing to do, had insomnia that night.I listened to my aunt snoring with peace of mind, and my heart kept turning upside down.When I thought that Li Le would be lying next to me in just a few days, I trembled all over my body.I tossed and turned all night, all I could think about was Liang Shiqin, her delicate face, warm temperament, cute and shy. . .It's a pity that I can only turn my back and outline her outline in the dark field of vision, and melt my thoughts into this lonely air.

Early in the morning, Aunt Zhang saw my haggard face, so she let me go back to the house to rest, and led my aunt out to buy things for the wedding.I lay alone on the bed tossing and turning, the image of Liang Shiqin was still lingering in my mind, hot tears rolled out of my eyes.I really don't know what kind of mood Liang Shiqin had when she walked towards Li Le wearing a red hijab.I tightly held the clothes around my heart, wishing I could tear a hole in the clothes so that I could dig out my heart, maybe it wouldn't be so uncomfortable.Sad and confused, in a trance, I seemed to see a figure in front of me, and when I cleared the fog, I looked at Liang Shiqin's bright red wedding dress, golden hair ornament on her head, smiling mouth, affectionate eyes, It is very pitiful.I walked towards her slowly, and she also extended her hand to me, and I couldn't wait to pass my hand over.We clasped our fingers together and smiled at each other.Seeing herself clearly in her eyes, her heart was surrounded by a deep sense of happiness, and the pain was not so great.

On the day of the wedding, my aunt stood aside, watching Aunt Zhang combing my hair, crying unceasingly.I know she is very happy that I can marry Li Le and return to the right way.I can only respond to her with a stiff smile.When Mrs. Zhang put the bright red hijab on my head, I closed my eyes tightly, and even my breathing was a little bit blocked.I put my trembling hand on the back of the matchmaker's hand and let her lead me to the noisy hall.I didn't know what to do, so I could only listen to the password nervously, kneeling when I should, bowing when I should, and finally led by Li Le into the new house while holding the big red flower.I sat on the happy bed and kept pinching the back of my hand with my fingers to reassure myself.But outside the house was full of gongs and drums, and the noise continued, and my mood also fluctuated, as if I was in a furnace, suffering, and even my breathing seemed a little difficult.In this purgatory I await my own punishment.

When Li Le stumbled in, my breathing stopped instantly.When Li Le's boots appeared in my eyes, I seemed to have just broken through the ice from the glacier.I clearly watched Li Le's thick hands slowly stretch out under the hijab, and slowly lift it up.My heartbeat was beating violently, and my mind kept flashing: What should I do?How did Liang Shiqin do it back then?When my eyes met Li Le's, I felt like my soul was out of my body.

Li Le, who was a little drunk, looked at me with a surprised face, and before he had time to think about it, he threw himself down, pressed me on the bed and started to eat.I was stunned by the heavy reality and lost my backbone and mind for a while.When he came back to his senses, Li Le had already put down the bed curtain and began to undress.My bun was also messed up.I was panicked, frowning and quickly shrunk and squeezed back.However, Li Le changed from his usual modesty and attacked me violently.I don't know how I got through it.My head is like a blasted paste, I don't know what to write down. . .

There was still the sound of "Don't be afraid", suddenly, I was so startled that my hairs stood on end and I sat up awake, and found that the tingling pain came without hesitation.I fell down again with this heavy body.Bearing the pain on his brow, bitterness in his mouth, and sadness in his heart, he just looked at the red wedding tent and thought: can we change it now?

Li Le developed a good habit of getting up early in the military camp, so he was already out of bed.But I was not feeling well, and even more uncomfortable in my heart, I kept lying on the bed, as if I could not face this fait accompli.Lifting up my burned right hand, looking at the traces, I remembered that when I was sick, when Liang Shiqin was taking care of me, she once hugged me and whispered in my ear: "Why don't I buy a horse?" Red cloth, two sets of wedding dresses, and we worshiped heaven and earth here. At night, I just hug you like this, counting the stars in the sky, and waiting for the red sun to shine tomorrow." These incomplete memories are sometimes blurred, Sometimes it is clear, which makes my heart tortured and miserable.I don't know, whether Liang Shiqin bought the red cloth secretly on a whim that day, and really made wedding dresses for the two of us.Perhaps, she has already prepared the wedding dress and waited for me to return.Thinking of this, disappointing tears rolled down again and ran into the red pillow.The pain in the body was instantly insignificant.

After a long time, my aunt knocked on the door, and she couldn't hide her joy, reminding me that it was time to get up.Only then did I wipe off the tear stains on both sides, and got up helplessly.My aunt smiled silently, helped me dress, folded the quilt for me, and tied my hair.Absent-mindedly, I floated across the bronze mirror, and found that the corners of my aunt's mouth were bent down a lot, and there was a little more melancholy in her eyes.I called softly: "Auntie."

The little aunt who was distracted came back from a trance, and smiled again at the corner of her mouth in front of the bronze mirror. She carefully tied up my hair and said earnestly: "Changing clothes, you are already Li Le's man. In the future, you must have a good relationship with him." Have a good time."

I saw the worry on my aunt's eyebrows, and nodded, "Since I've arrived here, I've made a plan, don't worry, auntie." As for this plan, I won't come out with it.The only thing I can give my aunt is the stability of these ten years.I smiled slightly at my aunt, who nodded slightly, and inserted the hairpin into her bun without hesitation.The image of me as a married woman appeared in the bronze mirror.

The author has something to say:

I miss Liang Shiqin too. .